Speech Tournaments Scare Me In The Best Way Possible Because I Feel Like Everyone Is Smarter Then Me

wow I love October so much I love Halloween and spooky month so much I love it I love it so much that things are getting bad again!! Everything is getting worse!! I might be falling apart!!

i'm so fucking done with him. don't get all possessive and shit, i'm allowed to have other friends and i will actually start excluding you if you have to point it out every single time

i have a love-hate relationship with pathetic men. because on one hand, it's very entertaining to watch them and our relationship is not unlike a queen watching her jester suffer for her own enjoyment. on the other hand, I don't like men.

I'm so done with people thinking I'm stupid enough to not notice what's going on "behind my back" because I see it. I promise. So either fucking tell me what your problem with me is or get out of my life until you've resolved it on your own

lets have have a sleepover and eat cake and try to light candles without burning our fingers and giggle at stupid things and read our favorite poems to each other and have a pillow fight and roll around and wear each other's pajamas and cuddle on the couch and cover ourselves in blankets and make out like we have all the time in the world~

ap kids lets all go to bed now im tired and i think you deserve rest too

i love spending my evenings staring at myself in the mirror and repeating "you're not fucking fat, you're not fucking fat" over and over because about three too many people i'm literally related to made offhand comments about my body and my weight and my fucking calorie intake in the span of one day!!

i can't believe i was stupid enough to think he just wanted to be casual friends

stabbed in the back november

end of my rope october

hyperfixation sucks I think just a little too hard about a guy who isn't even real and I could start crying any second