๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ป ๐๐ช๐ค ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐๐ฑ.๐๐ช๐น ๐ผ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ ๐ผ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด/๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด/๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ผ
๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ต8/๐ฎ๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ช๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Dramatic Ass - @srslyscary ot8 x reader (texts) ๐๐ธ ๐ Friends!? - @starillusion13 poly!yandere!ot8 x reader (series) ๐ ๐๐ธ From Storm To Sunrise - @ad0rechuu yungi x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ Game Over - @mingi-s-dimples topaz x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Gone - @srslyscary mafia!ateez x mafia!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ผ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Forgotten Melodies - @vampwritesstuff non-idol!hongjoong x reader (smau series) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Glares & Snuggles - @skrrts non-idol!hongjoong x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Guns & Kisses - @hee0soo mafia boss!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ Guns and Tiaras - @crimsonbubble mafia!hongjoong x reader (thoughts) ๐ ๐๐ธ Hades - @lilacmingi hades!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฉ๐ธ๐ข ๐ผย ๐๐ธ Inner children - @xuchiya non-idol!seonghwa x reader (drabble) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Lego Friday - @solaris-amethyst non-idol!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ Little Brat - @mingtinysworld bf!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Maleficent - @lilacmingi maleficent!seonghwa x princess!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Me And My Husband - @the-midnight-blooms ceo!dad!seonghwa x scientist!mom!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ
๐ผ ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ผ ๐ Luck - @minkieater non-idol!yandere!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Morning Buddy - @everyonewooeverywhere bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ My Home - @yunniverse bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ Office Secrets - @xomakara manager!yunho x employee!reader ๐ ๐ Perhaps In Another Life - @outlawinthisworld1117 priest!yunho x fleabag!reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐ผ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Thunder Buddies - @yeonmuse non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Until I Found You [Part One] [Part Two] - @edenesth prince!yeosang x princess!reader (two-parts) ๐๐ธ ๐ Winner Takes It All - @ja3hwa best friend!yeosang x best friend!reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Would You Choose Him Over Me? - @solaris-amethyst non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ White Silk - @skrrts non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐ผ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ช ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Home is where you are - @evandsolo idol!san x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ In For A Ride - @ssweetreveries non-idol!san x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Kiss, Kiss, Fall In Love - @itstheghostofmypast bf!san x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ Kitten Fever - @kitten4sannie hybrid!husband!san x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Late Night - @sweetiesicheng idol!san x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ
๐ผ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ช ๐ผ ๐ Missing Out - @songmingisthighs dilf!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐ Mr. Mingi - @sugarnspice630 wonka!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Nail Polish - @atzaurora bf!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Older, Wiser, And Hotter Than Ever - @skrrts non-idol!mingi x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Pretty - @no1likejoongie husband!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ผ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Fried Egg - @jjoongstar chef!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Giggle Fits - @pettypuppy-jonghyun bf!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ How To Tame A Brat Tamer - @k-hotchoisan non-idol!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ I Can Hear The Sea - @daemour non-idol!wooyoung x gn!reader (drabble) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ I Don't Want Your Sorrys, I Want You Safe - @dvrktvnnel mafia!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ผ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ช ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ผ๐ ๐ธ Strangers To Friends To Lovers - @adelusionforyourthoughts soloist!jongho x soloist!reader (texts) ๐๐ธย ๐๐ธ Talking To The Moon - @livsateez bounty hunter!jongho x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐ The Pool - @beenbaanbuun non-idol!jongho x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Try Again [Part One] [Part Two] - @edenesth assistant!jongho x new maid!reader (two-parts) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Unspoken Pain - @koyagifs non-idol!jongho x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ
Iโve always been a sucker for angst and this is just beautiful. Words canโt describe how much I love this. The desperate search to bring back your loved one knowing itโs impossible and being told from them to let them out hurts.
Absolutely, once again never ceases to amaze me by how beautiful and amazing your writing is <3
๐ซDid I even deserve you?๐ซ
โจPairing: Vampire!Seonghwa x dead!gn!reader โจPrompt: Vampire Seonghwa is still miserable many decades after losing his soulmate. โจWord Count: 3.4k โจGenre: angst, vampire au, soulmate au ๐Warnings: talks of death, reader is mentioned but not alive in this story, no use of y/n, mentions of Seonghwa not feeding for a long period of time, lost of a loved one, mentions of how he wishes he wasn't on this earth anymore, grief, ghosts, let me know if I missed any warnings! โ๏ธ๏ธAuthors note: Got this idea into my head and wanted to explore writing angst in this setting. It is very different from what I usually write and I have worked hard on this one and I am quite pleased with the outcome.
The moon was high up in the sky, illuminating the forest in a light wash of grey. Highlighting the fog that is developing the forest and the castle making it look eerie and abandoned. Cobwebs dancing around windows and moss climbing up the bricks together with the roses that are climbing parts of the castle.
Both beautiful and dangerous.
It was said that sometimes you could see ghosts walking past the windows. Some even claimed to have seen a ghost in the rose garden. Walking around and calling out for their beloved but no response.
Young children were warned not to go there. It was dangerous and better to stay away from a place that would most likely fall in a few decades. The road to the castle was brittled with rocks, thick trees and bushes.
It was not a pleasant road.
Despite that there was a lone figure hiking their way up to the castle, dressed in a black robe. The figure was walking very slowly as if every step towards the castle was painful, making him hurt deeply. Despite that, he continued on with heavy footsteps to the one place he called home.
The owl up in the tree hooted familiarly once he was spotted and the howls of wolves could be heard throughout the forest. None of this bothered the man, for he knew that no one would dare to try and hurt him. A man of the night, a bloodthirsty bloodsucker as the humans once had called people like him.
Now he and his family were nothing more than a mere legend.
A myth.
Something humans wrote stories about without believing they actually existed. Sometimes the man wishes he no longer existed in this world.
It would be easier than walking around the world knowing your fated one was no longer walking this earth.
Unfortunately he was doomed to walk this cruel earth until the end of time as it was now.
The closer he got to his home the more dread and sorrow filled his entire being. He used to be filled with such happiness coming back here but now that was all gone.
The grand doors to the castle opened welcoming, sensing one of its masters returning home. The candles lighting up as he entered the hallway and walked down towards the place where he knew his brothers were residing.
They were expecting him after all. Like they do every year around this time when he gets back from his three month search around the world for anyone who could help him bring back his fated one to life.
And like every year he came back unsuccessful.
It was as if the world was taunting him. Taunting him for not being careful enough. For not appreciating what he had and for being arrogant thinking he could best fate and death because of who he was.
Seonghwa
Your voice.
He stopped what he was doing. Only the wind was blowing in from an opened window. The figure looked around carefully, not making much movements, for us mortals it would have looked like he was completely still.
He shook his head gently. It must have been the wind. It cannot have been your voice he heard.
You are no longer here he told himself as he continued his walk towards the room his brothers were in. He could not have heard your voice whisper his name in the wind. You were dead, no longer walking this earth and it felt like his heart was breaking into thousands of pieces every single day when he remembers that.
He remembers your smile, your laughter, your kindness. Everything that he once took for granted he now misses with such intensity that he does not know what to do with himself. It is like the joy he once had is now gone, sucked out of his body leaving behind a cold empty shell.
He starts walking again. He knows his brothers have heard him arrive and he knows that they are waiting for him. The closer he gets the more he can hear them. Shuffling around in the living room, living their normal lives.
Not stricken by grief.
The doors open once again welcoming, just like the front doors to one of its masters returning home and the noise dies down as he steps inside looking around at his family. They are all there. The first ones he notices are the two brunettes sitting together on the sofa. Yunho, Yeosang. Then he sees the them, San, Wooyoung. The latter holding a large book, open on some random page that they seemed to have been discussing before he arrived. He searched for the youngest of his brothers who he found standing next to the tall blond man near the table. Jongho. Mingi. He counted them in his head, he looked around, searching for the leader of his coven. He found him, standing near the big window gazing out into the garden. Hongjoong.
A part of him felt a little better after doing the count. For some reason he had worried they would not all be here when he came back despite the fact that they were always there. No doubt. They would always be here to welcome him home after his long journey.
The blond at the window turned around and when their eyes met he gave him a smile.
"Welcome home Seonghwa. We have missed you." He said taking a few short steps forward to greet him. Taking him into an embrace which he returned.
"I am glad to be back." Seonghwa replied even if it was only half the truth. He was glad to be back seeing his brothers but in reality he was not overly pleased being back without a solution to his suffering.
"How was your journey around the world? Did you find what you were searching for?" Hongjoong questioned even though Seonghwa suspected he already knew the answer to that just like the rest in the room listening in on their conversation.
"Unfortunately I have yet to find someone or something that could help me bring back my loved one." He told him, his shoulders slumping forward. He tried to put on a neutral face but Hongjoong was smart, he could see through his facade quicker than anyone else in their coven. His eyes had shown a glimt of understanding as he nodded carefully.
"You look awful, have you been feeding at all when you have journeyed???" Wooyoungs voice pierced through the air, clearly targeted at him and he could only shrug his shoulders opting not to look at the younger vampire.
"I do not feel hungry anymore Wooyoung." Was the only thing he could give as a response and if he had not already been dead the look Wooyoung sent him would have put him 5 feet under the ground as they spoke.
"You have to feed Seonghwa. It is not healthily to avoid feeding for as long as you have! Lat time I saw you feed was three months ago before you left!" Wooyoung stalked towards him "Are you telling me you have not feed in three months??"
They stared at each other for a long while. He knew all of them already knew the answer. It was the same every year and like every year before this year Wooyoung always grew furious when he figured that he had been neglecting his own health.
Again.
He could feel the energy around him tense up. The others were clearly not happy at all with this and yet despite that Seonghwa could not get himself to care about it. Had it been the other way around he would have been furious, furious at his brothers for ignoring their health and not eating but since it was him and not them he found himself often not caring. He would rather wallow in his grief, allowing the ugly feelings tormenting him to come to the surface in various ways.
"How is my beloved? Are they still safe in their casket?" He asked, voice cracking at the word beloved.
The very thought of you not being there or the possibility of something happening to you whilst he was gone was terrifying to him and he had to fight hard to stop the tears wanting to well up in his eyes.
Wooyoungs furious eyes soften instantly when he had asked the question and the other looked at him with sympathy. Yunho nodded confirming that you were still safe, still protected in the garden he had grown just for you.
"They are safe Seonghwa. We have made sure nothing could harm them whilst you were away." San said, giving him that kind smile only San could give someone when they needed it the most. Seonghwa felt like he could see the stars in his brothers eyes at that moment and it never failed to amaze him how much love and adoration could be seen in Sans eyes and how it was always something very real. It never faded or changed no matter how many decades had passed and right now he was thankful for it.
For the love and compassion his brothers were showing him.
"Why do you not sit down? Tell us about your journey? What has changed in the world since last time you went outside?" Hongjoong questioned whilst leading him over to the big chair, gently guiding him to eventually sit down in it. A blanket was placed over him, Mingi moving with utmost care to wrap it around him to keep him warm. He almost let words of protests out until he saw the worry in his eyes.
"Your beloved would not want you neglecting yourself like this." Was all he said with a low rumble before standing up and walking over to Jongho.
That stung.
His heart ached at the comment Mingi had said. Everyone had heard it. It was impossible for them not to hear him. They just pretended like nothing had been said but he knew they were silently agreeing with him. Agreeing with the statement that you, his beloved, who no longer walked this earth, would not want him to neglect himself and his health.
He wants to respond. To deny what Mingi has said. He has rationalized in his head that you would be okay with what he is doing so he can bring you back and the two of you can live together again like you did before.
The rest of his coven sits down all looking at him with curious eyes. Waiting for him to start telling them about his journey.
"It is all the same. Nothing has really changed in the outside world. We are still myths and legends. The only thing that has changed amongst humans is their greed. I would say they have become even greedier and distrusting than before."
"Humans have always been greedy and distrusting Seonghwa." Hongjoong cut him off before sending an apologetic look when he glared at his coven leader.
"I would say they are even more so now than before. I searched through every country on this bloody earth and I found no one. No one who could help me bring my beloved back. The sights I saw when wandering should have taken my breath away but all it did was make me angry. Furious that they were not next to me witnessing it all. At one point on a cliff looking out at the ocean I screamed. I cursed everything living and dead that day. I was so angry and I still am." Seonghwa spoke, his hands fiddling with the blanket as his eyes darken in anger.
His brothers look at each other in worry. They had hoped after many decade that Seonghwas fury and anger would dwindle down but it only seemed to grow with each year. Wooyoung looked at his older brother and friend in sorrow, he had been close to you, Seonghwas beloved, when you were still living and breathing. He understood the pain and anger Seonghwa was feeling but he also knew that you would not wish this upon anyone. Once having confided in him that you would want them to move forward to be happy, not to forget but to eventually come to cherish what had been rather than constantly living in the past thinking of what you could have done together if only things had gone differently.
"And I-" Seonghwa started but stopped once he heard it again.
Seonghwa.
He looked around. He swore he had heard your voice again. This time it could not have been the wind for no window was open.
"Hwa? What is wrong?" Yunhos voice brought him back from his thoughts as he turned to look at him.
"Y-you did not hear that?"
"Hear what?"
"Nothing." He shakes his head "It was nothing."
"Perhaps you should go and rest?" Yeosang chimed in and the others agreed, nodding their heads.
Seonghwa looked at them before glancing around again, he was sure he heard you but now since none other than him seems to have heard you he wonders if some rest would actually help him.
So he nods and he can see the other's shoulders drop down in relaxation as if they had been expecting him to put up a fight and argue with them about resting.
"Perhaps I should... but I would like to go see them first." He feels stupid, like a child asking for permission to do something when he is the oldest in the coven. He could do whatever he wanted and if that was to go out into the rose garden and visit you then he could without permission.
He stands up before anyone can answer what he has said, he lays the blanket back on the chair before he strides towards another sets of doors which will lead him back to a corridor and down a few flight of stairs before he can enter the garden.
The doors open immediately for him and he makes a point of quietly thanking the castle for opening its doors for him. He remembers the first time he had gone out on his three month journey. When he had come back inconsolable wanting to leave that room to go see you the castle had refused. Refused to open its doors and windows for its master to go wherever he pleased.
Not until he had calmed down and only the silent tears were staining his cheeks had he been allowed out. It was after his brothers had held him close, allowing him to grieve in safety and then being given a cup of blood to drink by Wooyoung to help stabilize himself.
After that the castle had always listened to him. And now he was walking with a sense of purpose, he had to see you again. It always pains him to be away from you for three months when he spends almost every single day around you. Tending to the roses or cleaning the glass casket you lay inside whilst talking quietly to you about his days or how much he misses you.
As he walks out of the door and into the garden he stops in his tracks when he sees something or other someone walking ahead of him.
You.
He cannot stop himself before he rushes forward and just as he is to grab your hand you vanish.
"No... No no no no no!" He mumbles to himself, now sprinting towards the rose garden, you cannot be gone.
You cannot.
Seonghwa almost trips over the steps leading up to where you lay and he stops at the casket breathing heavily gripping it tightly as he takes you in.
You are still there. Untouched. Just like the way you had been when he had left three months ago.
"My beloved." He whispers and just like that the tears are welling up again in his eyes.
Seonghwa. My love.
Seonghwa gasps as he hears your voice again turning around since he can hear your voice from behind him. He had not expected to actually see you. You are pale, standing there and he notes as he falls down on his knees in shock that you are slightly transparent.
"My beloved. My love." He says while the first tear fall down his pale cheek. His voice is growing thick with emotion and when you look at him with those sad eyes he cannot help himself from crawling up to you trying to take ahold of your hand in his only to realize he is unable to.
"No. Please no. Please." He whimpers looking up at you as the waterworks starts afresh.
You have to let me go.
"No! No no no no please I cannot do that. Please I am sorry I cannot live in a world without you. Please do not leave me." He pleads over and over again trying to take ahold of you but he keeps going through you. His eyes looks almost wild as he tries everything to be able to hold you.
You can see how his heart breaks over and over at not being able to hold you and you know you cannot be visible for much longer.
I love you.
When Seonghwa notices that you are disappearing from his view is when he goes into hysterics. He wails for you to come back to him, he screams in fear, anger and grief and it echos loudly throughout the entire forest. He roars in anger, smashing a statue before breaking down again near the casket. Sobbing over and over again that he is sorry, that he wishes you would come back to him. He asks for death to take him once and for all so he can reunite with you.
He grips his head as he cries, wails and screams in fury and sadness. It is like an explosion he cannot control. Seonghwa is unsure of how much time has passed but he finds that he does not care. All he cares about is that he saw you and he could not hold you one last time like he wished he could. He contemplates for a moment to destroy your casket just so he could hold you in his arms again but he physically cannot make that move.
He cannot destroy your last sleeping place. That would be like spitting on your entire existence if he did, so he finds himself hurting himself and the statues and rose bushes around himself in a fit of anger.
Up in the castle seven figures are looking out of the window from the room they still were in. Hearing Seonghwas wails of agony and grief pained them. It was as if someone was driving a spear into their non-beating heart over and over again.
"I wish I could take away all is pain and suffering. All this grief." Jongho mumbles before leaning close to Hongjoong, hiding his face in the crook of his leaders neck as said man brings an arm around him to bring comfort.
"I never want to find my soulmate... It will only bring even more anguish to him. He will constantly be reminded of his own soulmate who he no longer has. I do not want to make him go through that." San says, tears building up in his eyes.
"You cannot stop it from happening San. Do not deprive yourself of the happiness of finding your soulmate because Seonghwa lost his. That is not something he would want. He would want you to be happy. You know that San." Yunho said whilst giving the younger a sad smile, tears also in his eyes as Seonghwa continues to scream and wail out apologies, curse words and asking for you to come back to him.
"Grief... What is not grief if not love persevering. It is proof of how much he has loved and cherished his beloved. He was just too blind in the moment that he thought he could best death and now all these years later after death won he cannot handle it. Because he has yet to fully accept that they are gone. He has yet to accept that they are gone. It might take years until he gets over the stages of anger, denial, depression and guilt. We will be there to help him through it all. I was thinking of going with him next year so he will not be alone on his journey." Hongjoong says eyes sharply focused on the figure down below.
Eyes slightly widening when he sees something or someone behind his brother before it disappears. He could have sworn it looked like you but he must have been wrong. It was probably the tears in his eyes clouding his vision.
It could not have been you.
You were dead.
Gone.
Forever.
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แ The memory of what happenedโor what had almost happened last night, still remained fresh in your mind. As a result, you find yourself on edge as you head to Hongjoongโs agency per Seonghwaโs request, still processing the events that had unfurled. Upon arrival, you notice Hongjoong acting distant, leaving you uneasy. Seonghwa, sensing your discomfort, tries to lighten the mood and catch up, but the tension lingers in your mind as you try to make sense of Hongjoong's sudden change in behavior.
a/n: decided to come back to commemorate ateezโs 6th anniversary ๐ฅณ this chapterโs a bit short but take this as some sort of headstart for whatโs about to come! i missed you guys so much
tags: @beabatiny @babymbbatinygirl
The bus rattled along the familiar cobblestone streets of Paris, but your mind was far from the cityโs usual charm. Today, the picturesque views outside the window were nothing more than a blur as your thoughts swirled in a mix of anticipation and dread. You sat at the very back, the cool glass of the window pressed against your head as you tried to make sense of the anxious knot in your stomach. Coming to Hongjoongโs agency at Seonghwaโs request, something you usually wouldโve been excited about, now felt like a heavy burden. You told yourself it was just another day, another visit to pay.
But deep down, you knew that wasnโt the whole truth.
Over time, things have started to shift between you and Hongjoongโand whatever happened last night was just the nail in the coffin. Even though you couldnโt quite put your finger on it, you could still feel the change in your bones.
Ever since you and Hongjoong had grown closer, there had always been an unspoken connectionโa bond that went beyond mere friendship. Youโd fallen into a routine of easy familiarity, one that sometimes blurred the lines between what friends typically did. Yet, it had always felt natural, never forced or awkward. But last night was different.
The memory sent a shiver through you as you recalled the way you nearly altered the course of your friendship, had Wooyoung not interrupted the moment. The way he had looked at you like itโs all heโs ever known, the way his breath had hitched as if he had forgotten how to exhale, the way the world seemed to shrink to just the two of you at that very moment... you had felt something shift in that moment, something you werenโt quite ready to confront.
Now, as you sat on the bus, the memory of that moment replayed in your mind, leaving you with a strange mix of longing and confusion. You werenโt sure how you felt about it, or what it meant for your friendship with Hongjoong. Part of you wished he would just forget about it, pretend like it never happened, so you could both go back to the comfortable routine you had established. But another part of you, a quieter, more vulnerable part, wondered what might have happened if you hadnโt been interrupted.
The bus came to a halt, pulling you from your thoughts. This was your stop. You took a deep breath, trying to gather your scattered emotions as you stepped off the bus and onto the pavement. The cool morning air did little to calm your nerves. Each step toward the agency felt heavier than the last, and you found yourself repeating a silent mantra in your head: โPlease donโt bring it up. Please donโt bring it up.โ
As you entered the building, the familiar cool blast of the air conditioning greeted you, doing little to soothe your anxiety. The agency was bustling with activity as usual, but the usual hustle and bustle felt distant, like background noise that you couldnโt quite focus on. Your thoughts were too preoccupied with the uncertainty of what lay ahead.
Seonghwa had said he would meet you in the lobby, so you headed there, trying to push aside the nerves that twisted in your gut. You werenโt sure what you were more anxious aboutโseeing Hongjoong after what had almost happened or having to navigate the conversation with Seonghwa while pretending nothing was wrong.
But when you reached the lobby, your heart skipped a beat. Not only was Seonghwa there, but so was Hongjoong. The two of them were sitting on one of the plush couches, chatting casually. Hongjoongโs phone was in his hand, and he seemed relaxed, completely at ease in a way that made your stomach twist even more. How could he be so calm when you felt like you were about to crash out?
Seonghwa noticed you first, his face breaking into a warm smile as he waved you over. โThere you are! I was starting to think you got lost on the way,โ he teased lightly. But despite his light-heartedness, you could barely muster a smile in return.
โSorry, the bus took a little longer than I expected,โ you replied, your voice slightly strained as you approached them.
Seonghwa stood to greet you properly, but it was Hongjoong you couldnโt keep your eyes off of. โMorning, Hongjoong,โ you said, hoping against hope that he would act normal.
For a moment, he looked up from his phone, his eyes meeting yours. But the connection was briefโtoo brief for your liking, too different from what youโre used to. He nodded curtly, barely holding your gaze for more than a second before looking back down at his phone. โMorning,โ he muttered, his tone almost dismissive.
Before you could even process the oddness of his behavior, Hongjoong suddenly stood up, slipping his phone into his pocket. โI have to head out. Iโve got some work I need to finish,โ he said abruptly, his voice flat, almost devoid of the usual warmth.
โOh... okay,โ you responded, trying to hide the sting of disappointment that pricked at your heart. Was it because of last night?
Hongjoong barely spared you another glance as he nodded to Seonghwa. โIโll catch up with you later,โ he added before turning on his heel and walking away, his footsteps echoing in the spacious lobby.
You stood there, frozen in place, as you watched him disappear down the hallway with concern etched all over your face.
Seonghwa must have noticed the flicker of confusion and hurt on your face, given how he stepped closer and offered you a gentle smileโone that did little to ease your nerves, but hey, at least heโs trying his best, right?
โDonโt worry about him,โ he said softly. โHongjoongโs always been like that. He gets caught up in his work sometimes.โ
But heโs not. You know heโs not like that. At least you think he isnโtโbut itโs foolish to try to go against someone who has known him for longer than you have.
So how much do you really know about Hongjoong? Or, better yetโdo you even know him at all?
You forced a smile in return, though it felt more like a grimace. โYeah... maybe,โ you murmured, though doubt gnawed at the edges of your mind.
Seonghwa gestured to the couch where he and Hongjoong had been sitting moments before. โCome on, letโs sit. Itโs been a while since weโve had a chance to catch up,โ he suggested.
Once you and Seonghwa were settled on the couch, you found yourself nervously fidgeting, your hands gripping the fabric of your dark brown skirt as if it were the only thing anchoring you in place. The soft material bunched under your fingers, and you absentmindedly rubbed the texture between your thumb and forefinger. Your feet, however, seemed to have a mind of their own, your boots tapping lightly against the floor in a consistent rhythm.
Seonghwa watched you for a moment, his eyes softening as he took in your unusually tense demeanor. His smile faded slightly, replaced by a gentle concern as he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. โYou seem a bit on edge,โ he remarked cautiously, his voice careful not to pry too deeply. โIs everything alright? Youโre usually not this quiet.โ
You blinked, your attention snapping back to him, realizing youโd been lost in your own head. โOh, itโs nothing,โ you said quickly, your voice higher than usual as you tried to dismiss the worry in his eyes. โJust... tired, I guess.โ
But the reassurance felt hollow even as you said it, and Seonghwa didnโt look convinced. His brow furrowed, and he tilted his head slightly, as if trying to read the truth on your face. You could feel his gaze, heavy with unspoken questions, and you squirmed under the scrutiny, your fingers digging deeper into the fabric of your skirt.
You opened your mouth to say something more, to steer the conversation away from the uncomfortable territory it was veering into, but the question slipped out before you could stop it: โDid something happen to Hongjoong before I got here?โ
Seonghwaโs expression shifted from concern to mild confusion. He straightened up, his eyes narrowing slightly as he replayed the morning in his head. โHongjoong? No, not that I know of,โ he answered, his tone slow as if he were double-checking his memory. โActually, he was in a pretty good mood when we were talking. Why do you ask?โ
โOhโฆโ The single word fell from your lips like a stone, heavy and sinking into the silence that followed. You looked down, the tapping of your foot coming to an abrupt halt.
So, it really was because of last nightโbecause of you.
The realization sat uneasily in your chest, a mixture of guilt and confusion swirling together. Why was he acting like this? And why couldnโt you shake the feeling that it was somehow your fault?
The change in your demeanor hadnโt gone unnoticed, and Seonghwa couldnโt help but wonder what had caused the sudden shift. โDid something happen between you two that I should know about?โ he asked, the question slipping out before he could think twice about it.
For a brief moment, you hesitated, caught between wanting to confide in him and the desire to just keep it all to yourself. It wasnโt that you didnโt trust Seonghwaโfar from it. But how could you possibly explain what had almost transpired between you and Hongjoong last night? How could you put into words the tension, the almost unspoken moment that lingered like a specter in your mind? The way youโd both teetered on the edge of something you werenโt sure either of you were ready for?
You glanced up at Seonghwa, your mouth opening to speak, but the words got caught in your throat. You couldnโt bring yourself to say it outrightโthat you and Hongjoong had almost crossed a line that neither of you would have been able to step back from. Instead, you settled on a question of your own, one that seemed to hover over everything like an unspoken truth. โIs Hongjoong usually theโฆ on and off, push and pull type of person?โ
Seonghwa considered your question carefully, his expression thoughtful. He leaned back, his gaze drifting as he seemed to search for the right words. โHongjoong... heโs complex,โ Seonghwa began slowly, choosing his words with caution. โHeโs not always the easiest to read, and he definitely has his moments where he pulls away. But itโs not always about the other person. Sometimes itโs more about whatโs going on in his own head.โ
You nodded, processing Seonghwaโs response, but it did little to soothe the unease gnawing at you. The ambiguity of Hongjoongโs actions left you grappling with your own feelings, wondering if the almost-moment had been a step too farโor if, perhaps, it was a step you werenโt meant to take just yet.
You bit your lip, glancing down at your hands. The words you wanted to say lingered at the tip of your tongue, already too heavy for you to push behind. Finally, you exhaled slowly, grappling with your thoughts as you tried to put them into words.
โWhat if,โ you began, โletโs say you and someone, hypothetically, of courseโmaybe Hongjoongโwere on good terms one night, sharing jokes that only the two of you understand, and it feels like, for a moment, youโre really getting somewhere... like youโre finally diving into a deeper level of friendship. But then, the next day, itโs like youโve done something wrong. Like suddenly, youโre a stranger, or worse, like youโre a problem that needs to be avoided.โ
Seonghwaโs brow furrowed as he listened, his eyes narrowing slightly as he processed your words. A beat passed in silence, his expression shifting from confusion to something more knowing. โYouโre talking about yourself, arenโt you?โ he askedโbut you knew denying it would be foolish, because it seems like he already knows the answer and is just waiting for you to confirm his hypothesis.
But of course, itโs still embarrassing to give in right away.
You immediately shook your head, your denial quick and a little too forceful. โNo, no,โ you stammered, a nervous laugh bubbling up to cover the crack in your composure. โItโs just a hypothetical situation. A... a thought experiment, really. That doesnโt apply to Hongjoong and meโweโre on good terms.โ
Even as the words left your mouth, they felt flimsy and false, as insubstantial as smoke. It was a lieโa denial that you hoped would convince not just Seonghwa but also yourself. What a sin it was to lie to yourself, you thought, feeling the sting of your own dishonesty more acutely than youโd expected. But how could you admit the truth when it was still so raw, so undefined even in your own mind?
Seonghwa didnโt look entirely convinced, his eyes lingering on you as though trying to see past the mask youโd hastily thrown on. But after a moment, he nodded, though the crease between his brows remained. โAlright,โ he said slowly, granting you the benefit of the doubt, though you could sense the lingering skepticism in his tone. โIf itโs just a hypothetical situation...โ
He leaned back, crossing his arms as he thought it over, considering your so-called analysis. โWell,โ he began thoughtfully, โif someone acts like that, itโs usually because theyโre dealing with something internally. It might have nothing to do with you at all. Sometimes people pull away because theyโre scared of how close theyโre getting, or maybe because theyโre battling their own insecurities. Itโs not necessarily fair to the other person, but itโs not always about them either. Itโs about the person whoโs pulling back, struggling with their own feelings or fears. The push and pull, as confusing as it is, isnโt always meant to hurt. Sometimes itโs just... a defense mechanism? Thatโs what Iโd call it.โ
He paused, watching you closely, as if gauging your reaction to his words. โBut if that person cares,โ Seonghwa continued, his voice softening, โtheyโll come back around. It might take time, but if they really value the relationship, theyโll find a way to bridge the gap. Itโs just... sometimes people need to work through their own stuff before they can fully be there for someone else.โ
You nodded along, your mind racing with Seonghwaโs explanation, each word resonating in a way that hit too close to home. Could that be it? Was Hongjoong simply trying to figure out his own feelings, or was there something deeper at play?
After the conversation with Seonghwa, you decide to distract yourself by exploring the agency a bit more. Seonghwa suggests visiting one of the studios, a familiar place where the designers and models are usually busy creating the next big thing. The idea seems harmless enough, and you hope it might help you take your mind off the tangled mess of emotions still buzzing in your head.
As you and Seonghwa walk through the halls, the lively chatter and the click of heels on the polished floors provide a backdrop that usually energizes you. But today, everything feels muted, like youโre watching from behind a glass wall. You canโt shake the lingering sense of discomfort from your earlier encounter with Hongjoong, and as you enter the studio, the atmosphere seems to weigh down on you.
Hongjoong is there, of courseโstanding by a sketchboard, deep in conversation with another designer. Heโs gesturing animatedly, pointing out details on the paper, his passion for his work evident even from a distance. For a moment, youโre content to just observe him, the sight of him in his element stirring a fondness that you canโt quite suppress. But then, as if sensing your presence, he glances up. Your eyes meet, and the world seems to still for a heartbeat.
But instead of acknowledging you, Hongjoongโs expression closes off, and he turns back to his work without so much as a nod. The dismissal stings, sharper than you expected. Itโs as if heโs deliberately keeping you at armโs length, and the casual disregard feels like a slap in the face. Seonghwa, noticing the sudden shift in your demeanor, gives you a questioning look, but you just shrug, feigning indifference.
The designers break for a moment, and Seonghwa waves Hongjoong over. Hongjoong approaches, but his steps are slow, reluctant. When he finally reaches you, he barely spares you a glance. โHey,โ he mumbles, his voice flat and devoid of the warmth youโve come to expect. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other, looking anywhere but at you.
Seonghwa tries to engage him in conversation, asking about his latest designs and upcoming plans, but Hongjoongโs responses are curt and to the point. The easy camaraderie youโd seen between him and Seonghwa earlier has vanished, replaced by a stilted formality that makes the air feel thick and uncomfortable. You canโt help but feel like an intruder, caught in the middle of a conversation thatโs turned cold and impersonal.
When Seonghwa finally asks if Hongjoong has time to catch up, Hongjoong hesitates, his eyes flitting to yours for just a split second before they drop to the floor. His lips press into a thin line, as if heโs considering the implications of staying versus leaving. Finally, he shakes his head. โI canโt right now,โ he says, not quite meeting Seonghwaโs eyes. โThereโs too much to get done.โ
The excuse sounds flimsy even to your own ears, but Seonghwa simply nods, accepting it without questioning his words. You, however, canโt help the sharp pang of disappointment that tugs at your chest. Itโs not just the fact that Hongjoong doesnโt want to stay and chat; itโs the way he wonโt even look at you, like heโs deliberately avoiding your presence, and itโs almost as if youโre invisible.
โAlright, no worries,โ Seonghwa replies with a casual shrug, though you notice the slight crease in his browโa sign that heโs picked up on the tension, even if he doesnโt fully understand it. He claps Hongjoong on the shoulder, trying to keep the mood light. โWeโll catch up some other time, then.โ
Hongjoong nods absently, already half-turned back towards his work. โYeah, sure,โ he mutters, but thereโs no conviction behind his words. His eyes flick to the sketches on the wall, and itโs as if the conversation is already forgotten, his focus shifting entirely away from you and Seonghwa. Without another word, he walks back to the sketchboard, resuming his conversation with the other designer as if the brief interaction never happened.
The sting of his indifference leaves you reeling, and youโre not sure whether to feel angry, hurt, or both. Itโs as if last nightโs near-moment had flipped a switch inside him, and now youโre paying the price for whatever crossed line he thinks was drawn. You swallow hard, fighting the urge to call after him, to demand an explanation, but the words die in your throat. This isnโt the place for thatโthereโs too much at stake, too many eyes watching.
Seonghwa glances at you, concern flickering in his gaze. โDonโt take it to heart,โ he says quietly, as if seeing right through you. โHeโs probably just stressed. You know how he gets when heโs in the zone.โ
You nod, forcing a tight smile, though it doesnโt quite reach your eyes. โYeah, I know,โ you reply, but the words feel hollow. Deep down, you canโt shake the feeling that this is more than just stress or a busy schedule. Thereโs something else at play, something simmering beneath the surface that neither of you can quite grasp.
Seonghwa leads you away from the studio, and you follow in silence, your mind replaying the brief encounter over and over like a broken record. Every glance, every dismissive gesture, every word left unsaid feels like another tiny wound, each one building on the last until they form a gaping chasm between you and Hongjoong that youโre not sure how to bridge.
As you walk, Seonghwa tries to fill the quiet with idle chatter, talking about some of the upcoming projects and the new talent the agency is scouting. You nod along, but your thoughts are miles awayโitโs like youโre caught in a loop, circling around the same questions with no clear answers in sight.
Finally, Seonghwa stops in front of a glass door leading to one of the agencyโs rooftop lounges. He turns to you, his expression softening as he takes in your distant look. โDo you want to talk about it?โ he asks gently. โI mean, really talk about it. I know you said itโs hypothetical, but... it doesnโt feel that way.โ
You hesitate, your gaze drifting to the floor. Part of you wants to open up, to spill everything thatโs been weighing on your heart, but another part of you holds back, afraid of what admitting the truth might mean. Youโve always prided yourself on being able to handle your own feelings, to keep them neatly tucked away where they canโt cause trouble. But this... this is different.
โI donโt know,โ you finally admit, your voice as silent as the windโs whispers. โI just... I donโt want to make things worse. And I donโt even know whatโs going on in his head.โ
Seonghwa watches you, his expression unreadable for a moment before it softens into something more empathetic. โSometimes, you just have to let people work through their own stuff,โ he says quietly. โYou canโt always fix it, no matter how much you want to. But that doesnโt mean youโre alone in it. If you ever need to talk or just... figure things out, Iโm here.โ
You nod, a small, grateful smile tugging at your lips. Itโs not much, but itโs enough for now. The comfort of knowing that at least someone understands, even if only a little, helps to ease the tightness in your chest.
Seonghwa gives your shoulder a reassuring squeeze before turning to push open the door, letting the cool breeze from the rooftop wash over you both. You follow him out, letting the fresh air clear your mind, even if just for a moment. Itโs a brief reprieve from the tangled mess of your thoughts, but itโs one youโre grateful for.
Sitting down on one of the chairs, you let out a sigh, fingers nervously tracing patterns on the hem of your skirt as your thoughts spiral. Seonghwa watches you quietly, giving you the space to process, but his curiosity is palpable. He waits, his presence a silent invitation for you to unload whatever has you troubled.
โI donโt even know why Iโm looking too deeply into itโand thatโs whatโs bothering me the most,โ you murmur, your voice so soft it almost gets lost in the quiet hum of the lobby. It feels like youโre confessing a secret, something fragile that might shatter if spoken too loudly. And maybe, in a way, you are.
Seonghwa furrows his brow, leaning in slightly as if to catch your words more clearly. โWhy? What do you mean?โ he asks, genuinely puzzled.
You hesitate, your gaze flitting from the floor to Seonghwaโs face before dropping back down, as if even his gaze is too much to bear right now. โDonโt you... donโt you think so, too?โ you ask, your tone laced with uncertainty, like youโre searching for validation but already dreading the answer.
Seonghwa tilts his head, still looking lost. โNot at all... why do you feel like youโre overthinking it way too much?โ
โWell, for starters, weโre friends,โ you begin, your words spilling out in a rush. Youโre so caught up in your own explanation that you miss the flicker of amusement that dances in Seonghwaโs eyes, the way his lips twitch upward as if heโs holding back a knowing smile.
โRightโฆ friends.โ Seonghwa nods along, doing his best to maintain a neutral expression. โAnd?โ
โI donโt know, I just feel like... well, I feel like Iโm being a terrible friend by overthinking his need for personal space. Screw thatโcan I even call myself a friend of his if I donโt know how to respect the fact that he needs time to work through his own stuff?โ You pause, your frustration bubbling to the surface as you try to articulate your emotions. โMe, personally, Iโd feel off if Iโm just having a bad day and a friend of mine decides to make it about them by asking, โAre you mad at me?โ But like, I just...โ
Your words trail off, the rest of your thoughts jumbled and disjointed in your mind. You glance at Seonghwa, waiting for some sort of reaction, half-expecting him to agree that youโre being ridiculous, that youโre blowing things out of proportion. Instead, he gives you a sympathetic smile, his eyes warm with understanding.
โListen,โ Seonghwa starts, leaning back against the chair across you, adopting a more relaxed posture as if to put you at ease. โI get where youโre coming from. Itโs easy to feel like youโre overstepping when you care about someone and youโre not sure how to navigate their boundaries. But you know what? Friendshipโif thatโs still what you wanna call whateverโs going on between you and Hongjoongโisnโt about getting it right all the time. Itโs about being there, even when youโre not sure if youโre doing it perfectly.โ
You let his words sink in, but the doubt still lingers at the edges of your mind. โBut what if I am overstepping?โ you press, a hint of desperation creeping into your voice. โWhat if he needs space and Iโm just making things worse by worrying about it?โ
Seonghwa chuckles softly, his laughter a gentle, reassuring sound. โYouโre human, you know that, right? Not some perfect robot programmed to always know the right thing to do. Besides,โ he adds with a playful smirk, โIโve seen the way you and Hongjoong look at each other. I think heโd forgive you for overthinking a little.โ
Your eyes widen, heat rushing to your cheeks at the implication behind Seonghwaโs words. โWhatโwhatโs that supposed to mean?โ you stammer, trying and failing to sound nonchalant. โThereโs nothing like that between us. Weโre justโฆโ
Seonghwa raises an eyebrow, a mischievous expression forming on his face as he watches you wave him off. โRight, friends. Just friends who get all worked up when the other oneโs being moody,โ he teases, wiggling his eyebrows. โCome on, youโre acting like Hongjoongโs the only one with feelings here.โ
You groan, feeling your face flush. โDonโt say that!โ you protest, covering your face with your hands, wishing you could somehow hide from the embarrassment. โItโs not like that. I justโheโs important to me, okay? And I donโt like not knowing where I stand.โ
โRelax, Iโm just messing with you,โ Seonghwa chuckles, though his eyes soften with understanding. โLook, maybe heโs just having one of those days. You know how Hongjoong isโsometimes he gets in his head and needs a little space to sort through his thoughts. But that doesnโt mean heโs upset with you, or that youโve done something wrong.โ
You exhale slowly, letting Seonghwaโs words wash over you. Heโs right, of course. Hongjoong has always been the type to retreat inward when things get overwhelming, and you know that better than most. But knowing it and accepting it are two different things, and itโs hard not to let your own insecurities creep in when faced with his sudden distance.
Seonghwa reaches over, giving your knee a reassuring pat. โHey, youโre doing your best. And if you ever need to talk, or if you just need to be distracted from it all, you know Iโm here for you.โ
You smile, though itโs small and a bit shaky. โThanks, Seonghwa,โ you say quietly. โI donโt know what Iโd do without you.โ
He grins, the teasing glint returning to his eyes. โWell, for starters, youโd probably be even more of a mess than you are now,โ he jokes, earning a light punch to the arm from you. But then his expression softens again, sincerity shining through. โSeriously, though. Youโre not alone in this. And whatever happens with Hongjoong, youโll figure it out.โ
Hopefully.
๐ช โ lividstar.
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ย ๐ผ ๐ฐ๐ต8/๐ฎ๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ช๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Ateez Comforting You After You Have A Rough Week - @mingoooossii ot8 x reader (scenarios) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Bf!Ateez Texts - @littlexbunni bf!ot8 x reader (texts) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Bsf!Ateez & Ur Crush On Another Member - @bombuni best friend!ot8 x reader (texts) ๐๐ธ ๐ Baby, I'm Jealous [Part One] [Part Two] - @bunny-hwa idol!woosan x reader (two-parts) ๐ ๐ Benefits - @shinestarhwaa idol!san x staff!reader x idol!seonghwa (one-shot) ๐ ๐ผ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ผ ๐๐ธ Bleach - @jonghoex bf!hongjoong x reader (drabble) ๐๐ธ ๐ Blood In The Clouds - @callmeagardengnome mafia leader!hongjoong x flight attendant!reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐ Bunny Love - @i-like-loserz idol!hongjoong x bunny hybrid!reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ Christmas Cookies - @dancinglikebutterflywings dad!hongjoong x mom!reader (one-shot) ๐ Descent - @crimsonbubble rockstar!hongjoong x reader (drabble) ๐ ๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฉ๐ธ๐ข ๐ผ ๐๐ธ In Sickness And In Health - @makeitmingi bf!idol!seonghwa x doctor!gf!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Kindergarten!Ateez - @rosy-wooyoung non-idol!seonghwa x kindergarten teacher!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Little Soul - @jjoongstar grim reaper!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Midnight Song - @doitforbangchan siren!seonghwa x pirate!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Page Me - @hwaightme bf!paediatrician!seonghwa x gn!neurosurgeon!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ
๐ผ ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ผ ๐ Chess Not Checkers - @bibittybopittybadbxtch idol!yunho x hongjoongโs sister!reader ๐ ๐ Dinner And Dessert - @hongjoongtime117 bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐ Doll - @pirateprincessblog idol!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐ ๐๐ธ English Affair - @weinq idol!yunho x fan!reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ Every Season After - @iannmin childhood best friend!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐๐ธ
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this was so cute! I love just the two of them talking and building itโs so relaxing, still havenโt gone out and build a lego set so this will do.
thank you again taking in my request when will i have more no clue, but I know that I can count on you to accomplish them perfectly ๐
๐ชปLego Friday๐ชป
โจPairing: non idol!Seonghwa x gn!reader โจPrompt: Building a lego set with seonghwa I donโt have much of an idea around this one I just really wanna build a lego set and from watching seonghwa lego lives building with him just looks like so much fun. โจRequested by @beabatiny๐ซถ๐ป โจWord Count: 0.9k โจGenre: fluff โ๏ธAuthors Note: Thank you for requesting this! It was fun writing and I hope you enjoy it๐ฅฐ also sorry this took me so long to write๐ญ
"I wanna build legos."
It was announced to you as you were making some desserts for the two of you. Seonghwa was standing in the kitchen holding two enormous lego bags he had pulled out from somewhere whilst giving you the biggest puppy eyes.
"Do you want me to build legos with you?" You ask fighting back a chuckle at the way he was standing and pouting.
His little nod brought a smile to your face as you finished up the dessert.
"Then we will build legos together! Got any I can build? Nothing too complicated please!"
As you said that Seonghwa was already picking up the different lego sets he had, eager to find one you could work on.
"Baby Yoda? Or maybe some flowers?? Or both??" He holds two sets up for you showcasing one where you'd build baby Yoda or some flowers to have for display.
"Hmmm Yoda looks a bit easier, can I start with that one perhaps?"
"Yes!!!" He nods and then quickly hurries to the living room moving with urgency to move everything to the side so the two of you can build the legos together comfortably.
"Cutie." You say to yourself shaking your head with a little laugh before entering the living room with two cups of dessert and two spoons.
You sit down next to him looking curiously at what he's doing.
"Here! One baby Yoda box for you! I'll work on a darth vader one then!" He says happily while handing you your box.
"Thank you!" You say as you take the box and empty it on the floor in front of you.
The two of you sit in silence for a while sorting through the pieces before you remember something you wanted to share with him.
"Did I tell you what Wooyoung and Yeosang did yesterday when we went mini golfing?" You ask him as you start putting some of the pieces together.
"What did those two do this time?" He asks curious to know what your friends had done. Knowing that Wooyoung was involved it could mean anything from silly things like stealing a bite from someones ice cream to something more chaotic.
"Well they started arguing about the best way to push the ball in the hole and decided to make it a competition." You start telling him and Seonghwas boba eyes are focused on you.
"I'm sensing a but?" he says chuckling and you can't help but laugh and nod.
"Yeah, Yeosang did better and to try and distract him, Wooyoung decided to full on chomp on his shoulder." You show by imitating Woo's chomp on Yeosangs shoulder on Seonghwas shoulder without actually biting him.
His laugh ring through the apartment as he shakes his head at your friends antics.
"That sounds just like them to be honest." He says as he hands you the piece you're looking for whilst showing you where it should go.
"Yeah they truly can't be stopped. We almost got kicked out because of Wooyoungs loud chatter but we managed to get him to quiet down by promising we'd buy him food if he could be a bit quieter so we could play to the end."
The two of you sit and talk for hours, giggling about everything from the legos, to your friends, to things that has happened recently in your life whilst enjoying the dessert from time to time that you had prepared.
"Look! Isn't it cute once it's finished?" Seonghwa ask as he shows you the little Darth Vader figure hes put together and you look at him in surprise.
"How did you finish so quickly?! I'm still trying to figure out what I've done wrong." You say as you hold up your Yoda figure which looks a bit wonky due to you putting the wrong pieces together.
"Ahhh well I'm the pro aren't I? You'll learn quickly if you build legos more often." He says whilst moving closer to you, taking the lego from your hands and undoing what you had put together wrongly.
"Here, let's try again okay? This piece." He holds up a big piece and gives it to you "goes here okay? Whilst this one goes over there."
He helps guide you by pointing where certain pieces will go.
"Thanks Hwa, this is really calming you know." You mumble as you focus on setting up the last pieces of Yoda before showing it to him proudly.
"Ta-daaaa!" You show the lego piece off and he claps his hands excitedly for you.
"It looks great!"
"That's because I had such a great teacher!"
You two take a little break after that, sitting facing each other and chatting about anything and everything.
"I saw that they're playing Coraline again in the theaters for its 15th year anniversary. All nine of us should go and see it since we're nearing spooky season." Seonghwa says while rummaging through the rest of his unbuilt lego.
"It's in theaters?! All of us have to go! We should go dressed up as the characters! Wooyoung could be the talking cat!" You exclaim and Hwa looks excited at the idea of dressing up and going to see it.
"Yes!! I wanna be one of the old ladies with all the dogs." He lets you know.
"Hongjoong should dress as the other old lady then." You laugh and the night ends with you two planning who would be which character as you start on a new piece of lego, this time deciding to build it together while laughing at the idea of getting dressed to go to the movies.
ARE YOU READY TO FUCKING DIE, MIKE? ITโS REVENGE TIME BABY! HAHAHAHA IโVE BEEN WAITIN' FOR THIS ONE TURN IT UP!
Popular, Boy
โ11: The first truth.
Pairing: Nerd!Hongjoong x Popular!Reader
Genre: +18, smut, slow burn, angst, drama, love triangle.
wc: 7,5k
Summary: Apologies are given, but not in the way they should be. Old wounds linger, new alliances form, and the first steps towards something bigger are set in motion.
But as the tension rise, one thing becomes clear... this game is only just beginning.
Warnings: Cursing, power dynamics, manipulation, slight physical violence.
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โ10 โ12: The first warning. Coming soon.
The staff stands in a rigid line in the grand hall of the Clarke mansion, their hands clasped in front of them, their gazes lowered but attentive.
The tension in the air is palpable, thick and unspoken. The echoes of last nightโs violence still linger in the minds of every person standing there.
Dannโs mother shifts uncomfortably beside her daughter, her fingers tightening around the hem of her apron.
Dann, for once, isnโt fidgeting, isnโt sneaking glances at her phone or zoning out. Sheโs watching, truly watching, in a way she never has before.
Mike stands before them, dressed sharply as ever, exuding the effortless charm and authority that has always made people trust him despite the cruelty that lurks beneath.
His parents flank himโhis fatherโs expression serious, his motherโs carefully curated into something that resembles concern.
โFirst of all,โ Mike begins, his voice smooth, practiced, โI want to personally apologize for what you all witnessed days ago.โ He pauses, his eyes scanning the crowd as if searching for sincerity within himself.
โMy behavior wasโฆ unacceptable. I let my emotions get the best of me, and I regret that it happened in front of all of you.โ
His mother nods approvingly beside him. His father remains impassive.
โIt was a private family matter,โ He continues, โAnd I assure you, YN and I have already spoken. She has forgiven me, and we are moving forward as a family.โ
Dannโs stomach twists.
Liar. He hasnโt spoken to you. No one has.
โShe understands, as I hope you all do, that moments of anger donโt define us,โ Mike adds, his lips pressing into something that resembles a remorseful smile. โIโm not proud of how I acted, but I promise it will never happen again.โ
Thereโs silence. Heavy. Expectant.
The staff doesnโt react, but they donโt need toโthis isnโt about them believing Mike. This is about them accepting what they are being told to believe.
His father steps forward now, clearing his throat โWe deeply appreciate all the work you do for this household. Your loyalty does not go unnoticed, and we want to express our gratitude for your discretion regarding the incident.โ
A butler steps in, carrying a sleek tray, and within seconds, small black boxes are placed into the hands of each staff member.
Dann stares at the one in her motherโs hands.
Itโs sickening. The Clarke familyโs cycle of silence and bribery in its purest form.
Her mother hesitates, looking around nervously before murmuring, โSir, this isnโt necessaryโฆโ
Your mother offers a practiced smile โOf course it is. You all work so hard, and we insist.โ
Dannโs mother swallows, clutching the box tightly. Around them, the other staff members murmur quiet thanks, some with forced smiles, others merely nodding, understanding there is no choice in this.
Dann glances up at Mike, who catches her staring. He smirks just slightly, eyes gleaming with something dangerous, something knowing.
And for the first time, the weight of what sheโs been a part of settles like a stone in her stomach. She lowers her gaze before anyone sees the regret forming there.
Because itโs too late for regrets now.
โฎ โ
Youโre quieter than usual, but it isnโt something peaceful. Itโs the kind of silence that lingers after something terrible has happened, the kind that no one dares to break.
You sit on your soft bed, your body aching, the faint pressure of Mikeโs hands still lingering on your throat. The dim lighting casts long shadows, and the scent of expensive perfume does little to soothe the heaviness in the air.
Your parents stand before you, poised as ever, their expressions carefully composedโconcern etched into their faces just enough to seem believable, but not enough to be real.
Your father speaks first, his voice low and measured โDarling, what happenedโฆ was unfortunate.โ
Unfortunate.
Thatโs the word they use when something inconvenient happens. When an investment fails, when a business deal doesnโt go through, when their son nearly strangles their daughter in front of an entire household.
Your mother sighs, sitting beside you, reaching out to grab your hand โYou know how Mike gets. He has always struggled with controlling his emotions.โ
Your lips curl bitterly โSo that makes it okay?โ
Your father narrows his eyes slightly, but his tone remains calm โNo one is saying that. But you must understand, people like us donโt air our dirty laundry for the world to see. This is a family matter, and it must remain that way.โ
You scoff, shifting in your bed despite the pain that flares up in your ribs โSo you want me to pretend it didnโt happen? To protect him?โ
โWe are protecting you, sweetie.โ
You let out a short, humorless laugh โRight. Because you care so much.โ
Your mother sighs again, as if you are the one being difficult โSweetheart, the world is cruel. You know that. Do you really want people gossiping about this? Do you want to ruin Mikeโs future over a misunderstanding?โ
Your fingers tighten around the fabric of the blankets โMisunderstanding?โ Your voice is sharp, disbelief laced in every syllable. โHe punched me. He choked me. In front of everyone. What exactly was misunderstood?โ
Your fatherโs expression darkens, the mask of concern slipping just a fraction.
โLower your voice.โ
You bite your tongue, swallowing down the fury bubbling inside you. Your mother smooths your hair back, her tone soothing yet distant.
โSweetie, we know youโre upset. But we also know that youโre strong. This family needs you to be composed, to move forward. And Mikeโฆ he regrets his actions.โ
Your body goes rigid at the blatant lie. Mike never regrets anything.
Your father clears his throat, as if the conversation is now settled โWe thought you might like this.โ
A sleek black box is placed in your lap, the brand embossed in gold. Expensive. Extravagant.
Meaningless.
You don't even need to open it to know what it is.
Another gift.
Another bandage for wounds they refuse to acknowledge. you lift your gaze, meeting their expectant eyes. They wait for gratitude, for acceptance.
So you do. You smile, itโs slow, and void of warmth.
โThank you,โ You say, voice as smooth as silk, fingers brushing over the box as if you actually care.
They relax, satisfied. And in that moment, you make a silent vow.
You wonโt forget. You wonโt forgive.
And you sure as hell wonโt let this go.
โฎ โ ห๏ฝก๐ฆน โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
During the week, Wooyoung hadnโt a real plan when he walked into the cafรฉ, just the vague idea of seeing if the girl from the picture was really there.
The bell jingles softly as he steps inside, and he takes a casual glance around, pretending to look at the menu.
And then he sees them.
Little Hongjoong and that girl.
Hongjoong is sitting at one of the corner tables, wearing a simple work apron, speaking to the girl from the photo. She laughs at something he says before walking away to take another order.
Wooyoung narrows his eyes and strides over to Hongjoongโs table, plopping into the chair across from him.
โThe fuck are you doing here?โ Woo asks bluntly.
Hongjoong startled, then sighs when he realizes who it is โWoo? What are youโโ
โNo, no, donโt โWooโ me,โ He cuts him off, crossing his arms โWhy are you here? And why the fuck is there a picture of you hugging that girl going around?โ
Hongjoong rubs the back of his neck, looking exhausted โI work here, and what do you mean a picture of me is going around?โ
Wooyoung blinks โ...Excuse me?โ
โI work here,โ He repeats, voice quieter โI didnโt want anyone to know.โ
Woo stares at him, then lets out a short, disbelieving laugh โAre you kidding me? Youโve been acting weird as hell, blowing YN off, and it turns out youโve just beenโwhat? Making lattes?โ
Hongjoong exhales โMy dad lost his job. I needed to help out. I didnโt tell YN becauseโฆ I didnโt want her to think less of me.โ
Wooyoung runs a hand down his face โLittle Hongjoongโฆ. Seriously?โ
He avoids his gaze.
Shaking his head, Wooyoung pulls out his phone โYeah, well, Iโm telling her.โ
Hongjoongโs eyes widens โWooyoung, donโtโโ
โToo late.โ Wooyoung hits send a quick message to you, then smirks โShe deserves to know the truth. And you need to stop being a dumbass.โ
He groans, slumping in his seat โI hate you.โ
Wooyoung just grins โYou will love me after this, Joong.โ
โฎ โ
The soft glow of the screen illuminates your face as you lay in bed, your thumb hovering over the keyboard.
It has been a long, exhausting weekโone filled with endless frustration, whispered conspiracies between Mindy and Wooyoung, and the dull ache of bruises that still hadnโt fully faded.
And then there, there is the message you were waiting for.
Brat Woo: Babydoll.
Brat Woo: False alarm, little Hongjoong is clean, and that slut works in that cafe, Hongjoong does too.
Bratty Woo: You should talk to him.
You have been fuming, pacing, and second-guessing yourself over and over.
But now, with Wooโs confirmation that the girl in the picture is nothing more than a coworker and that Hongjoong has been working in secret, your anger has simmered down to something elseโsomething more dangerous.
Doubt.
Had you misjudged him? Had you let your paranoia and pain push you into believing the worst?
But then again, why had he kept all of this from you? Why hadnโt he shown up to your date? Why was he so distant after everything you had been through?
Taking a deep breath, you type Hongjoong a quick message.
YNโก: We need to talk.
The message is sent instantly, and you don't have to wait long for Hongjoong to arrive at your home.
โฎ โ
Hongjoong stands at the front gates of your house, his heart hammering in his chest. The towering mansion, which once felt like an unattainable dream, now looms over him with an unfamiliar, suffocating presence.
The moment the gates open, he strides inside, his breath heavy with anticipation.
A maid opens the door, offering him a polite smile "Welcome, Miss YN is waiting for you in her room."
He barely nods before hurrying past her, his pulse quickening with every step. Itโs been a weekโa week without seeing you, without hearing your voice.
A week of torment, uncertainty, and the gnawing ache of missing you.
When he reaches your door, he hesitates for just a second before knocking "YNโฆ itโs me, Hongjoong."
A beat of silence. Then, a quiet but firm, โCome in.โ
He pushes the door open, and there you are.
Sitting at the edge of the bed, arms crossed, your gaze unreadable. But his eyes immediately drop to the bruisesโfaint marks on your throat, a cut on your lower lip, a fading bruise on your cheek.
His stomach twists.
"What happened to you, pretty?"
His voice is sharp with concern as he steps forward, instinctively reaching for you, but you tilt your chin up defiantly, stopping him in his tracks.
"Explain yourself first," You say coolly, eyes locking onto his "Depending on your answers, Iโll decide if I even want to keep listening to you."
He clenches his jaw, hands curling into fists at his sides "YNโ"
"No," You cut him off "You ignored me for weeks. You left me sitting alone at that restaurant like a fool. You ghosted me after we fucked. And thenโฆ" You pull out your phone, swipe through it, and hold up the screen in his face "Seonghwa sent me this."
Hongjoong frowns at the imageโa picture of him and Jina at the cafรฉ, her arms wrapped around him in what looks like an intimate moment. His brows furrow.
The fuck? Is this the picture Wooyoung mentioned?
"Waitโwhat? When was this taken?"
You scoff, lowering your phone "So you donโt even know."
"No, I donโtโโ
โSeonghwa sent it to me the same day as our date. Funny, huh?โ Your bitter laugh stings more than a slap "You ditched me for this slut? Really, Kim?"
Hongjoong exhales slowly, his mind racing to piece things together. And then it clicks.
That night. The last-minute call. The way time slipped through his fingers.
โPretty, itโs not what you think.โ
You arch a brow in mock amusement โNo?โ
โNo,โ He says firmly, stepping closer, his voice steady despite the storm inside him โLet me explain from the beginning.โ
He sits beside you, carefully, as if afraid youโll push him away.
โThat night, when weโฆ When we slept together, I went home and found out my dad lost his job. Without his income, my family will struggle. So I did what I had to doโI found a part-time job at a cafรฉ. Thatโs why I kept telling you I was busy after school.โ
You stare at him, your expression unreadable. Then, you scoff, shaking your head.
โWhat a fucking joke.โ His stomach sinks โSo, youโre telling me that stupid rumor was false?โ
โCompletely.โ
"And why didn't you tell me?" You snap, hitting his arm "I could have helped, and tell my parents to give your father a job or something! None of this drama would have happened!"
Hongjoong lets you hit him, knowing he deserves it "I know, but I didnโt want to burden you. You already had enough going on with Mike."
โYouโre an idiot, Hongjoong! I thought the worst!โ Another smack lands on his arm, and he barely flinches.
"I didnโt show up to our date because Jina called me at the last minute. She said it was something urgent, and it wouldnโt take long. But when I finally checked the time, I realized you were already gone.โ He swallows hard โI meant to explain. But I was a cowardโI didnโt know how.โ
You study him, your gaze softening just a fraction โAnd the picture?โ
He exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair โI donโt know. But I swear, thereโs nothing between me and Jina. Sheโs just my coworker.โ
Silence stretches between you, thick and suffocating. Then, Hongjoong reaches for your hand hesitantly, voice softening.
"Pretty, please believe me. I never wanted this to happen."
You let out a slow exhale, your shoulders slumping "Fine. But I still have a lot of questions."
Hongjoong nods, relief washing over him. Then, his gaze darkens as he looks at your bruises again. He gently cups your cheek, his thumb ghosting over the cut on your lip.
"Nowโฆ tell me what happened to you."
You hesitate. Then, in a quiet voice, you tell him.
โMike.โ
He stiffens, his grip tightening ever so slightly โMike? Why?โ
You swallow, looking away "Itโs not the first time. Heโs always had a problem controlling his anger. Whenever we argued, or I did something he didnโt like, he used to slap me. But this timeโฆ it was different. Since he came back, heโs been making my life hell, and I donโt know why."
Hongjoong inhales sharply, his hands clenching into fists "Why didnโt you tell me?" His voice is tight, laced with something darkโrage, guilt, protectiveness.
"Because he scares me," You whisper. This is the first time you admit being scared of Mike.
You lookโฆ small, fragile.
Broken.
Hongjoong doesnโt think. He just moves. He pulls you into his arms, holding you close, pressing his chin to the top of your head.
โIโm so sorry, pretty,โ He murmurs, his heart aching at the quiet, shuddering breaths against his chest.
You stay like that for a long moment, wrapped in silence, until you speak again.
"Heโs been acting weird. Like, he knows things that are private among my friends.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
You pull back slightly โI don't know why, but he suddenly knew about you and our relationship, also the night I went to the club, someone sent Mike a video of me smoking.โ
Hongjoong frowns โSomeone recorded you?โ
You nod โBut only my close friends were there. Wooyoung and Mindy would never do something like that. That leaves Seonghwa, San, Mingi, and Samantha.โ
He exhales sharply โSeonghwa. It has to be him.โ
โBut we made a truce. Weโve been friends since we were kids.โ
Hongjoong shakes his head โI donโt trust him, pretty.โ
You hesitate, thinking โBut even if he recorded itโฆ how did Mike get it? They know each other because of our families, but theyโre not close.โ
Silence. Until one name suddenly clicks into place.
โโฆDann.โ
Hongjoong frowns โWhy her?โ
You straighten, your mind racing โMindy told me that Seonghwa talked with her at the party, something that is really rare. Also Dann gave you the wrong address, and maybeโmaybe she even started the rumor about us at school.โ
The realization settles between you like a ticking bomb.
โWe need to find out the truth.โ
You nod, determination hardening your features โWe do. Also, I can ask my dad If he has a job for your dad, I don't want you to work in that cafeteria with that bitch.โ
Hongjoong chuckles โFine, thank you, pretty.โ
And with that, your heart feels more at ease knowing the truth, knowing that he is with you.
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It had been two weeks since the day Mike had left bruises on your skin, and the sick feeling of helplessness in your gut.
Itโs been two weeks since you went to school, refusing to let everyone see you in that state.
As always, your parents refused to acknowledge the real issue.
You sit in your room, staring at the velvet box fanned out on your desk. Itโs always the same cycle.
You would get hurt, and your parents would throw money at the problem, expecting you to accept it with gratitude.
Maybe you would have, once upon a time. But not anymore. Not after everything.
You arenโt going to let them buy your silence this time. If they think a luxurious car would make you forget that their golden son had left marks on your skin, they are dead wrong.
If anything, this is the perfect opportunity.
Youโre going to take their gift, but instead of numbing yourself in paradise, you would use it to take the first step in exposing Mike for what he really is.
Bringing him down from his pedestal isโt going to be easy. Your parents are blind to his flaws, and the rest of the world worships him. But you have something they donโt.
You have the truth, and you have Hanhah.
Your fingers brush against your phone as you pull up a text conversation. It 's one of many. Over these four years, you had kept in touch with Hannah, sending her money every month to help with the baby.
A baby that Mike had abandoned, a baby who would be turning four soon.
You scroll through the latest messages, lingering on a photo Hannah had sent a few days ago. A little girl with big, round eyes and wisps of dark hair smiled up at the camera, completely oblivious to the world she had been born into.
The sight of her made your chest tighten.
You can feel it in your bonesโthis is the way to finally shatter Mikeโs perfect image. Your parents canโt ignore this. They wouldnโt be able to excuse him once they knew the truth.
But you need to be smart. If you are going to do this, you canโt do it alone.
Thatโs where Hongjoong, Mindy, and Wooyoung came in.
You grab your phone and fire off a quick message to the group chat you have with them.
YNโก: Meet me at the cafe tonight. No excuses.
You know they would come. They always do. And once they are here, you would tell them everything.
And about Seonghwa and Dannโbecause you have a feeling that whatever is going on with Mike, those two arenโt far behind.
By the time it is over, you would make sure Mikeโs untouchable image is nothing but dust.
โฎ โ
โYou want to tell your parents about Hannah?โ Mindy finally says, her brows furrowed โAre you sure about this, babe?โ
โI have to,โ You respond, voice steady โI canโt let him keep getting away with everything.โ
Wooyoung lets out a low whistle โAnd how exactly are you planning to do that? I mean, your parents are obsessed with Mike. Even if you show them proof, they might cover it up.โ
You exhale sharply, already expecting this โThatโs why I need more than just the truthโI need to make it so public they canโt ignore it.โ
Mindy tilts her head โWhen are you planning to tell them?โ
โIf Seonghwa and Dann are involved in this, I need to deal with them firstโฆ Then with Mike.โ
โYou really think theyโre working with Mike?โ Wooyoung asks.
โIt makes too much sense. Mike knew things he had no way of knowing. The video of me smoking, the rumors about Joong, the fake address Dann gave himโฆ someone was feeding him information.โ
Mindy taps a manicured finger against her knee โSo whatโs the plan?โ
You lean forward โFirst, Iโll talk to Hannah. Maybe ask her for a DNA test or something that will make my parents believe me.โ You meet Hongjoongโs gaze โYou will come with me.โ
โMe? I don't even know who she is.โ
โYou don't need to know her, I just need some support.โ
He hesitates for a moment before nodding โOkay.โ
You then turn to Wooyoung and Mindy โAs for you twoโฆ I need you to say something false about me and Joong, make sure Seonghwa listens. Only like that can we know if Hwa and Dann are working with Mike.โ
Woo grins, cracking his knuckles โYou want dirt? Iโll get you dirt, babydoll.โ
Mindy smirks โOh, this is going to be fun.โ
You lean back, exhaling. The plan is in motion. Now, all they have to do is execute it perfectly.
The night air is crisp as you step out of the cafรฉ, your mind already racing with what needs to be done next. The plan is fragileโit has to be executed perfectly, or everything could backfire.
Hongjoong walks beside you, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, his gaze flickering toward you every few seconds.
โAre you sure you want me there?โ He asks. โI meanโฆ Hannah might not even want to see me.โ
You inhale deeply, steadying yourself โShe wonโt care about you, Joong. Sheโll care about what I have to say.โ
He doesnโt argue, but you can tell heโs uneasy. Maybe itโs because he still doesnโt know everything.
โWeโre meeting her tomorrow,โ You continue. โShe doesnโt know why yet, but she agreed.โ
He nods, but you can feel the tension radiating off of him. He wants to ask more. Maybe about this woman, maybe about what you have in mind.
But you donโt give him the chance. Because right now, thereโs something more pressing.
Wooyoung and Mindy walk a few steps ahead, already whispering between themselves, likely crafting the perfect lie to spread.
They need to bait Seonghwa. It has to be something goodโsomething that hurts.
โSo what should we say?โ Mindy asks, glancing back at you. โSomething mild or something explosive?โ
โExplosive,โ You say without hesitation. โSomething that makes me look weak. Hwa will eat it up.โ
Wooyoung grins โHow about we say that you and little Hongjoong broke up?โ
Hongjoong tenses beside you. You glance at him but donโt react โNot enoughโฆ We need something that will make Hwa really want Mike to know.โ
Mindy taps her chin, pretending to think. โHow about thisโHongjoong is using you to get popularity and status, you know about it but youโre still with him, done.โ
Hongjoong exhales sharply through his nose โThatโs messed up.โ
โThatโs perfect,โ You correct.
Mindy shrugs โIf weโre going to do this, we might as well make it believable.โ
โJust make sure Seonghwa hears it, and if you can, make sure to see if he interacts with Dann.โ You remind them. โIf it gets back to Mike too quickly, he and Dann will be suspicious.โ
Wooyoung throws an arm around Mindyโs shoulders โOh, donโt worry, babydoll. By the time weโre done, Seonghwa will be begging Dann to tell Mike.โ
The four of you reach the parking lot, where your cars are waiting. For a moment, you let the night sink in, let the weight of what youโre about to do settle on your shoulders.
This is it.
The first move.
Tomorrow, you will see Hannah.
Tomorrow, everything will change.
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The drive to Hannahโs apartment is quiet.
Hongjoong grips the steering wheel, eyes flickering toward you every so often, but he doesnโt speak.
You know he has questionsโa lot of themโbut you arenโt ready to answer.
Not yet.
The known streets fade the further you go, the streets narrowing, the polished luxury of your world giving way to something simpler, something real.
The buildings are smaller, older, stacked closely together. Thereโs no security at the entrance, no valet, no extravagance. Just a plain apartment complex with rusted railings and dimly lit hallways.
Hongjoong pulls into a spot and cuts the engine. He exhales, rubbing a hand over your thigh.
โAre you sure about this?โ
You donโt hesitate โYes.โ
He studies you for a moment, like heโs trying to see past the walls youโve built. Then, with a slow nod, he pushes open his door.
Holding hands, you two walk towards the little building. The stairs creak beneath your heels as you ascend to the third floor. Apartment 3B.
You donโt knock right away. Your fingers hover over the door for a second too long.
He notices โPretty?โ
Before you can second-guess yourself, you knock. A few moments later, the door swings open.
Hannah stands there, barefoot, dressed in simple lounge clothes. No makeup, no carefully styled hair, just Hana.
She blinks in surprise when she sees Hongjoong beside you, but her expression quickly hardens.
โYou brought company,โ She says flatly.
You exhale โCan we come in?โ
Hannah hesitates. Then, without a word, she steps aside.
The apartment is small but warm. Lived in. A couch with a few toys scattered around, a tiny dining table with an open laptop, the faint scent of baby powder and vanilla lingering in the air.
And thenโ
โAuntie!โ
A small blur of motion comes rushing toward you. Tiny arms wrap around your legs, a little giggle filling the space.
Hongjoong freezes beside you.
You crouch down, smoothing a hand over the little girlโs soft, dark curls โHi, baby.โ
She beams at you, big round eyes shining with pure joy โDid you bring me a present?โ
Your chest tightens โIโll bring one next time, I promise.โ
She giggles again, then turns her attention to Hongjoong, tilting her head curiously.
โWhoโs that?โ
Joong is pale, not believing what he is seeing.
You stand, brushing imaginary dust from your clothes โThis is my friend, Hongjoong.โ
The little girl stares at him for a moment, โDo you like cookies?โ
He blinks โUhโฆ yeah?โ
The little girl grins โThen you can stay.โ
And with that, she toddles off toward the couch, already forgetting about him.
Hanhah watches the whole exchange with guarded eyes โYou didnโt tell him, did you?โ She finally says.
Hongjoong shifts beside you, eyes darting between the two of you โTell me what?โ
You inhale sharply, turning to face him fully. โJoongโฆ this is Hanhahโs daughter.โ
His brows furrow โOkayโฆ?โ
You swallow, your voice steady but heavy โSheโs Mikeโs daughter.โ
The words drop like a bomb in the small apartment.
Hongjoongโs entire body goes stiff. His eyes widen, darting back to the little girl, who is now occupied with a stuffed bear on the couch. Slowly, like heโs trying to piece together a puzzle that shouldnโt exist, he turns back to you.
โYN,โ He says carefully, voice lower now, โWhat the hell are you talking about?โ
You clench your jaw โExactly what I said.โ
Hannah crosses her arms, looking at him like sheโs daring him to say something stupid.
โYou didnโt think Mike was actually perfect, did you?โ
Hongjoong swallows hard, his Adamโs apple bobbing โHeโhe has a kid?โ
โWith me,โ Hanhah confirms. โAnd he threatened to ruin my life if I ever told anyone.โ
He shakes his head, running a hand through his hair โJesus Christ, pretty.โ
You shift closer to him, lowering your voice โNow do you see why I need to do this?โ
Joong exhales sharply, glancing at the little girl again. His expression shifts, something unreadable flickering across his face. And then, he nods.
โIโm in,โ He says. โWhatever you need, Iโm in.โ
For the first time that night, you breathe a little easier.
Because this is just the beginning.
โฎ โ
The air feels heavy with unspoken words as you and Hongjoong sit at the small, worn-out table across from Hannah.
The little girl, still distracted by her stuffed bear, giggles every now and then, blissfully unaware of the storm brewing in the room.
Hongjoong, still processing, doesnโt look at you, but he holds your hand in his. His eyes are fixed on the little girl, his mind likely racing with questions.
"Youโre telling me Mike doesnโt know sheโs alive?" He asks, his voice barely above a whisper, the disbelief in it palpable.
Hannahโs gaze darkens "No. He thinks I had an abortion. Thatโs what he told me to do. He threatened me, said if I didnโtโฆ heโd ruin my life. He was so sure of it. He made me believe it was the only option." Her voice cracks slightly, but she steadies herself.
โBut I couldnโt do it. I couldnโt end her life just because Mike didnโt want the world to know about her."
The words land like a punch, and Hongjoong recoils slightly, the reality of the situation sinking in.
"Thatโs why youโve beenโ" He gestures vaguely toward her daughter, still oblivious to the weight of their conversation. "Youโve been keeping her a secret all these years?"
She nods, her face hardening as she looks down at her daughter "Iโve had to. For her safety. For my sanity. I couldn't risk Mike finding out she was alive. Not after everything he said." She pauses, her fingers brushing over the babyโs small hand. โIโve kept in contact with YN, becauseโฆ because someone had to know the truth.โ
You feel a pang of guilt in your chest, the weight of what youโve been hiding from everyoneโthe truth that no one, especially Mike, could ever learn.
Youโve helped her for years, sending money for the baby, but the lies have built walls between you and your family.
It was always supposed to stay secret. But now, you need to bring it all into the light. And you need to do it carefully.
You turn to Hongjoong, your voice low โMike doesnโt know sheโs alive. And he canโt. He will never find out, not from me. And Iโve never let anyone get close to herโฆ until now.โ
His eyes flicker with understanding, the pieces finally coming together "So... weโre not just exposing Mikeโs secrets, weโre exposing his lies too."
You nod, the weight of the plan growing heavier โExactly.โ
Hannah sits in silence for a moment, as if weighing something in her mind.
โI know this is going to be dangerous for all of us. Iโve lived in fear of Mike finding out. But I canโt hide anymore. This girl deserves to know the truth.โ
You exhale, your heart racing โI wonโt let him keep his image. Not anymore.โ
โOkay,โ Hongjoong says finally, his voice steady. โBut you know this is going to take more than just telling your parents, right? We need evidence. Something undeniable.โ
You nod again โThatโs why we need a DNA test. Hannah, youโre going to have to agree to it. Itโs the only way we can prove it. If we can show them she is his, thereโs no way theyโll be able to cover it up.โ
She hesitates, you see the fear flash across her face โIf I do this... will it be enough? Will your parents believe it?โ
โI hope so,โ You say firmly. โAnd once they knowโonce we have that proofโtheyโll have no choice but to acknowledge him for who he really is. No more pretending.โ
Hongjoong watches you for a beat, his eyes softening just slightly โWeโll do this together. But we have to be careful. One wrong move and itโs over.โ
Hannah stands up, wiping her palms on her pants, clearly anxious but resolved.
โOkay. Iโll do it. For her. For her future.โ
The little girl looks up at the three of you, her big, innocent eyes wide.
โAre we gonna tell Daddy soon?โ
Your breath catches in your throat. The innocence in her voice makes everything feel so much heavier.
โWeโll tell him when the time is right,โ You say, forcing a smile. โWhen heโs ready to hear it.โ
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While you and Hongjoon talk with Hannah, Mindy and Wooyoung sit casually in the school cafeteria, their voices just loud enough to be overheard.
Woo, always the playful one, dramatically leans in closer to Mindy, whispering just loud enough for nearby ears to catch pieces of their conversation.
โYou heard about Hongjoong, right?โ Wooyoung says, shaking his head with exaggerated concern. โBabydollโs been buying him stuff. Like, a lot of stuff.โ
Mindy gasps, playing along โNo way. So the rumors are true? Heโs just using her?โ
Woo sighs, rubbing his temples โI donโt want to believe it, but even YNโs starting to realize it. She told me sheโs thinking about ending things. Sheโs just waiting for the right moment.โ
Seonghwa, sitting at a nearby table with other students, doesnโt react outwardly, but Mindy catches the way his fingers still over his phone.
She knows heโs listening. Mindy lowers her voice just a bit, making it seem like she doesnโt want to be overheard.
โThatโs not all. Hongjoongโs been acting super secretive. I heard heโs meeting up with someone outside of school. A girl.โ
Wooyoung raises an eyebrow โA girl? Who?โ
Mindy shrugs, keeping it vague โI donโt know yet, but Iโm sure itโs not YN.โ
A beat of silence. Then Seonghwa stands, casually stretching before walking offโphone in hand.
Mindy and Wooyoung exchange a look. Hook, line, and sinker.
If Seonghwa really is working with Dann, it wonโt be long before this โinformationโ reaches Mike.
โฎ โ
Dann moves through the crowded hallway, her arms wrapped tightly around her books as she heads toward the library.
Sheโs been keeping her head down lately, avoiding unnecessary conversationsโespecially with Mike and Seonghwa.
After what happened to you, after seeing Mikeโs violence firsthand, something in her feels wrong.
Maybe this has gone too far.
But Seonghwa doesnโt give her a choice.
โDann.โ
His voice cuts through the noise, smooth and controlled, but she knows him well enough to hear the edge beneath it. She stops mid-step, squeezing her eyes shut for a brief second before turning around.
Seonghwa leans casually against the lockers, arms crossed, looking her up and down with that usual amused smirk. But thereโs something else in his expressionโsomething sharp.
โWe need to talk.โ
Dann swallows โI have class.โ
โIt can wait.โ He pushes off the lockers and steps closer, lowering his voice. โI heard something youโre gonna love.โ
She forces herself to look bored โI doubt that.โ
Hwa chuckles, shaking his head โYou really should be more curious, Dann. You and I both know Mike would want to hear this.โ
Her stomach twists โI donโtโโ
โThe nerd is using YN.โ
Dann freezes. Seonghwa watches her carefully, letting the words settle in before continuing.
โWooyoung and Mindy said it. Apparently, Hongjoongโs only with her for popularity. And get thisโshe knows it. Sheโs staying with him anyway.โ
Dann shifts uncomfortably, gripping her books tighter โSo what? Thatโs their problem, not ours.โ
Hwaโs smirk fades slightly โAre you forgetting who youโre working with? Mike needs to know this.โ
Dann glances around, her pulse quickening โMaybeโฆ maybe we shouldnโt get involved in this one.โ
His eyes narrow, and just like that, his amusement vanishes. He steps closer, his voice dropping to a whisper.
โWhatโs wrong with you lately?โ
โNothing,โ She lies, shifting her weight.
โYouโre acting differently.โ
โI just thinkโโ She hesitates, wetting her lips. โI think Mike has enough reasons to hate her already. He doesnโt need this one either.โ
Seonghwa scoffs, shaking his head โOf course he does. Whatโs better than proving sheโs pathetic? That sheโs weak?โ He tilts his head, watching her carefully. โUnless you donโt want to be useful to him anymore?โ
Dann clenches her jaw. She feels cornered, the guilt pressing down on her chest.
YN doesnโt deserve this.
But Seonghwa is watching her like a predator, waiting for any sign of weakness. If she refuses, heโll start asking questionsโquestions that might lead back to her hesitations, her guilt. If Mike finds out sheโs doubting himโฆ
She exhales shakily, looking down at her shoes โFine,โ she mutters. โIโll tell him.โ
His smirk returns instantly โGood girl.โ
She doesnโt move right away. Every fiber of her being screams at her to walk away, to stop this before it goes any further.
But she doesnโt.
Instead, she pulls out her phone, her fingers trembling as she types a message to him.
Dann: We need to talk. Itโs about YN and Hongjoong.
As she presses send, she feels sick.
She doesnโt notice the two figures watching from down the hall.
Wooyoung leans lazily against the lockers, arms crossed, his grin widening. โBabydoll was right.โ
Mindy hums, inspecting her nails. โHonestly, I knew it since the day I saw her talking with Hwa at the party.โ
Woo chuckles. โWell, he did what we needed him to do.โ
Mindy smirks, flicking her gaze toward Dann โNow lets see if Dann tells Mike.โ
Because once Mike hears this, things will really start falling apart.
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The evening air is cool against your skin as you push open the balcony doors of your bedroom, stepping outside with a quiet sigh.
The city lights stretch far into the distance, twinkling against the dark sky.
Everything feels too muchโHannah, the baby, the truth youโre about to reveal. Itโs all starting to feel real.
But then, thereโs him.
Hongjoong stands a few feet away, leaning against the railing, his gaze distant. Heโs been quiet since you got home, like heโs still trying to piece everything together.
You step beside him, resting your arms on the railing "Youโre thinking too much," You murmur.
He huffs out a small laugh, shaking his head "Can you blame me?"
You tilt your head, watching him "Whatโs on your mind?"
He exhales, running a hand through his hair. "Hannah, the baby, Mike. You." He glances at you then, something unreadable in his expression. "This is a lot, pretty. I justโฆ I donโt want you to go through this alone."
You blink at him, caught off guard.
Heโs serious.
"You really mean that?" You ask softly.
Hongjoong turns fully toward you, his brows drawing together. "Of course I do. Iโ" He hesitates, like the words are caught in his throat. Then, with a deep breath, he presses on. "I care about you, YN. More than you think."
Your heart does something strangeโtightens, twists, then swells. You donโt know what to say. No one has ever said that to you, not like this.
Not like they meant it.
So, instead of words, you step closer, your hands reaching out on instinct.
He doesnโt move as you slip your arms around his waist, pressing your forehead against his shoulder.
Heโs warm, steady, safe.
For a second, heโs frozen. Then, slowly, his arms come around you too, holding you just as tightly.
"You donโt have to do anything for me," You whisper. "Justโฆ stay with me."
Hongjoong rests his chin on top of your head, his voice quiet but firm.
"Iโm not going anywhere."
And for the first time in a long time, you believe it.
โฎ โ
Your room is dimly lit, the golden glow from your bedside lamp casting soft shadows on the walls.
The silence is peaceful, interrupted only by the faint sound of pages flipping as Hongjoong sits on your bed, pretending to read a book but really just stealing glances at you.
Youโre laying next to him, your head resting in his lap while you scroll over your social media.
He is about to say something when a sharp knock.
No. Not a knock. A demand interrupts him.
You freeze, and Hongjoongโs muscles tense. Then the door swings open without waiting for permission.
Mike steps inside, composed as ever, but thereโs something in his eyesโsomething sharp, something dangerous.
You meet his gaze, already standing from your comfortable position.
"What the hell are youโ"
"Youโre pathetic," He cuts you off smoothly "And predictable." His gaze flickers to Hongjoong, and he lets out a small, humorless chuckle "I should have known heโd be here."
"What do you want, Mike?"
"You really are desperate, arenโt you?" His voice is low, full of quiet venom "So desperate for someone to want you that youโre letting this nerd use you. And whatโs worse?" He tilts his head, lips curving into something cruel "You fucking know it."
You smile when you hear that. It was them.
"And where did you get that brilliant theory? Park Seonghwa?" A pause "Or Dann?"
Something flickers in Mikeโs eyes. Park Seonghwa? What does Seonghwa have to do with this?
You scoff "Of course. You must be proudโcontrolling people like puppets, just like you always do."
Mike steps closer "And youโre any different?" His voice lowers "You lie to yourself every day, pretending youโre not just as pathetic as the rest of them. But deep down, you know the truth."
"You want to talk about truth?" Your heart pounds as you take a step forward, voice daring, reckless "What about Hannah then?"
The moment the name Hannah leaves your lips, the air in the room shifts. Mike stiffens, his entire body going rigid. The usual arrogance in his expression waversโjust for a second, but itโs there.
A crack. A weakness.
You see it, Hongjoong sees it.
And then, Mike moves.
The slap comes fast, too fast.
The sound of it rings through the room, a sickening crack as his palm connects with your cheek, whipping your head to the side.
The sting is instant, burning hot, your skin already throbbing. You gasp, stumbling back, your vision blurring for a split second.
But before you can process the painโbefore you can even reactโHongjoong is already moving.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" The anger in his voice is like nothing youโve ever heard before.
Hongjoong shoves Mike back, his entire body coiled with fury. The sharp contrast between his usual calm demeanor and the pure rage in his eyes is enough to make even Mike falter.
"You donโt get to do that," Hongjoong seethes, standing between you and your brother, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles are white. "Not to her. Not to anyone."
Mikeโs lips curl, his composure snapping back into place, but thereโs an unmistakable flicker of irritationโmaybe even surpriseโat Hongjoongโs audacity.
"And what exactly do you think youโre doing?" Mike taunts, brushing off the shove like it was nothing. "You think you can protect her?" He scoffs. "You think she needs you?"
Hongjoong doesnโt flinch "She doesnโt need me," He admits, voice steady. "But Iโm still here. And I wonโt fucking stand by while you hurt her."
Thereโs something raw, undeniable in his words. You blink, still dazed from the slap, your hand hovering near your stinging cheek. Hongjoong turns slightly, eyes softening when they land on you.
"Are you okay, pretty?" His voice is lower now, gentle.
Something inside you twists.
Mike clicks his tongue in disgust "Pathetic," He mutters.
Hongjoongโs jaw clenches "Get the fuck out."
For the first time, Mike hesitates.
Hongjoongโs not just some quiet, desperate nerd anymore. Heโs furious. Unshakable. And for once, Mike doesnโt have complete control over the situation.
"Youโre making a mistake, nerd." Mike finally says, his voice cold, but thereโs something else there tooโannoyance, maybe even unease.
"Get. Out," Hongjoong repeats, this time his voice lower, quieterโbut somehow deadlier.
Mike holds his gaze for a long moment before scoffing and turning toward the door. But before he leaves, he glances at you one last time.
"You think youโre playing some clever game, but you have no idea what youโre doing," He murmurs. "Youโll regret this, YN."
With that, he walks out, slamming the door behind him. The room is suffocatingly silent in the aftermath.
Hongjoong exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair as he turns back to you. His fingers twitch, like he wants to reach for you but isnโt sure if he should.
"Prettyโ"
"Iโm fine," You cut him off, voice tight.
But youโre not fine.
Youโre shaking. Your cheek burns. Your heart is racing. And then, without thinking, you step forward and wrap your arms around Hongjoong.
He melts immediately into the embrace, his arms coming around you protectively.
"Iโve got you," He murmurs into your hair. "Iโm right here."
โฎ โ ห๏ฝก๐ฆน โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
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YOU READY TO GET FUCKING SUED
BRO DANN GROW A BACKBONE I SWEAR YOU KEEP PISSING ME OFF
Popular, Boy
โ14: The first confession.
Pairing: Nerd!Hongjoong x Popular!Reader
Genre: +18, smut, slow burn, angst, drama, dark romance, love triangle.
wc: 8,7k
Summary: While some battles are fought with fists, others are waged behind closed doors, where power, reputation, and control mean everything.
And when innocence is placed at the center of the storm, the lines between family and enemy blur.
Warnings: Cursing, physical violence, power dynamics, fluff.
an: We are almost at the end of the series!! I hope you enjoy the last chapters coming soonโก
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โ13 โ15: The first checkmate. Coming soon.
The waiting room smells like antiseptic and paperwork, a sterile combination that makes your stomach churn.
You tap your nails against your thigh, gaze locked on the reception desk as if willing the nurse to call your name faster.
Hongjoong sits beside you, his hand resting lightly on your knee, a silent anchor. He doesnโt speak, doesnโt tell you to calm down, but his presence alone is enough to keep you grounded.
Itโs been a week. A long, exhausting week of waiting. And now, itโs finally time. A nurse steps out from behind the desk, a folder in her hands.
โMiss Clarke?โ
You stand immediately, legs tense, heart hammering. He follows suit, his hand finding yours, lacing his fingers through yours without hesitation.
The nurse hands you the folder with a professional smile, oblivious to the weight of what sheโs just given you.
โHere are the results. Let us know if you need anything else.โ
You nod stiffly, clutching the envelope as if it might slip through your fingers and disappear. Neither of you says a word as you leave the hospital.
Not even when you slide into Hongjoongโs car.
Not even when you place the envelope on your lap, staring at your name printed neatly on the front.
The tension is suffocating.
He glances at you before reaching over, his fingers brushing against your wrist.
โPretty,โ He murmurs, soft but firm. โDo you want me to open it?โ
You inhale sharply, then shake your head โNo.โ
With careful movements, you break the seal and pull out the papers. Your eyes skim the wordsโtest subject, percentage, confirmationโuntil you find it.
99.9% probability of paternity.
Your fingers tighten around the edges of the document, your breath catching.
There it is.
Proof.
The proof you needed to finally rip Mikeโs perfect image to shreds.
Hongjoong watches you carefully, his free hand still resting over yours โItโs real,โ He says, like he already knows. Like he never had a doubt.
You nod, throat tight โItโs real.โ
For a few moments, you let yourself sit in the weight of it.
Then, you exhale and fold the papers neatly, sliding them back into the envelope โLetโs go.โ
โฎ โ
Your room is dimly lit. You and Hongjoong sit on your bed, the envelope between you, a silent promise of whatโs coming.
You tap the envelope once before speaking โMike has a business trip in two days.โ
Hongjoong leans back against the headboard, arms crossed โThatโs when youโre telling them?โ
โThatโs when Iโll have the best chance,โ You confirm. โIf heโs here, heโll find a way to twist everything. Heโll manipulate them, make himself the victim. I need them to see the truth without his interference.โ
He nods, understanding โAnd you need me there.โ
You look at him then, taking in the steady certainty in his eyes โI want you there,โ You admit. โAs a witness. Asโฆ as support.โ
His gaze softens, and he reaches for your hand, squeezing it gently โIโll be there, pretty.โ
The words settle something deep inside you, a quiet reassurance that you wonโt have to face this alone.
You lean into him, resting your head against his shoulder, letting the storm outside mirror the one building inside your home.
In two days, everything would change.
And for the first time, you were ready for it.
โฎ โ ห๏ฝก๐ฆน โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
Dann hesitates outside Mikeโs study, her hands clammy as she wrings them together. She shouldnโt be here.
She doesnโt want to be here.
But she doesnโt have a choice. With a deep breath, she knocks. A sharp โCome inโ Follows almost immediately.
Dann swallows and steps inside. The room is dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of whiskey and his signature cologne. He sits at his desk, fingers steepled, his gaze sharp as it lands on her.
She feels like prey.
โWell?โ His voice is clipped, impatient. โWhat is it?โ
Dann shifts uncomfortably, her nails digging into the skin of her palm โIโฆ I overheard something.โ
Mike raises an eyebrow, waiting.
โItโs about YN.โ
That gets his attention. Mikeโs entire body stiffens, his sharp gaze snapping toward Dann.
โWhat about her?โ His voice is low, laced with something dangerous.
Dann forces herself to keep her composure, though the weight of his stare makes her stomach churn.
โSheโฆ she was on the phone with Hongjoong a couple of days ago,โ She begins hesitantly. โI didnโt hear much, but I caught a name.โ
He doesnโt react right away. He just watches. Waiting.
Dann swallows hard โHannah.โ
The sound of glass shattering against the wall makes her flinch violently.
Her breath catches as she watches whiskey drip down the bookshelf, the remnants of the crystal glass scattered across the polished wood floor.
Mike rises abruptly, his chair scraping against the ground, the muscles in his jaw flexing as his hands curl into fists. His entire body trembles with barely contained rage.
โWhat did you just say?โ His voice is dangerously low.
Dann forces the words out, her pulse hammering โIโI heard her say they should go with Hannah. And then she left with Hongjoong. I donโt know where they went, butโโ
His palm slams down onto the desk with a force that rattles the papers on top of it. Dann jumps, her entire body locking up.
โYouโre sure?โ His voice is tight, seething.
She nods frantically โYes. She said it clearly.โ
Mikeโs breathing turns ragged, his chest rising and falling too fast. The room is heavy with his fury, suffocating.
That bitch.
He told Hannah to disappear. He made sure of it. There was no way you could have been in contact with her.
Unlessโฆ
His stomach twists with something unfamiliarโsomething dangerously close to dread.
What if Hannah never left?
What ifโ
His fingers dig into the desk as he exhales sharply, forcing himself to think. His thoughts are spiraling, unraveling, but one thing is certain.
He needs answers. Now.
Slowly, he turns to Dann, his expression unreadable, voice cold and deliberate.
โDonโt mention this to anyone.โ
Dann nods quickly, stepping back toward the door. She doesnโt need to be told twice. But before she can escape, his voice slices through the air again.
โSheโs here, isnโt she?โ His tone is eerily calm, but the way his chest rises and falls betrays his barely leashed fury.
Dann hesitates, a chill running down her spine. She already knows where this is going. And once againโฆ itโs her fault.
โIโฆ I donโt know,โ She whispers.
But heโs already moving.
Without another word, Mike practically bolts from the room, his footsteps heavy with purpose.
Dann stands frozen for a second, her pulse roaring in her ears.
Then, without thinking, she rushes after him.
If she can stop him from hurting you againโฆ maybe, just maybe, she can lessen the guilt threatening to drown her.
โฎ โ
The moment the bedroom door slams open, you barely have time to react before Mike storms inside.
Hongjoong stiffens beside you, his entire body going rigid as he instinctively moves closer. Dann lingers by the doorway, frozen in place.
But the older one doesn't look at them. He doesnโt even acknowledge their presence. His furious gaze is locked solely on you.
โWhat the fuck are you playing at?โ His voice is low, dangerously quietโbut you know better than to mistake it for restraint.
You raise an eyebrow, keeping your expression indifferent even as your heart pounds.
โYouโre going to have to be more specific, Mike. I play a lot of things.โ
His jaw ticks. His hands curl into fists at his sides.
โIโm not in the mood for your stupid games,โ He spits. โYou were with her.โ
You blink, feigning confusion โWith who?โ
His hand moves so fast you barely see it.
The force of the slap sends your head snapping to the side, your cheek stinging instantly. The taste of blood blooms on your tongue.
Hongjoong moves before you can even react. He shoves Mike back, hard enough that he stumbles a step.
โAre you out of your fucking mind?!โ His voice is sharp, furious, his breathing ragged with anger.
But Mike barely even looks at him. Instead, he straightens, smoothing out the front of his shirt like he isnโt the least bit fazed.
Then, he steps forward again, crowding you, towering over you like a storm ready to break. You lift your chin defiantly, refusing to cower.
โWhere is she?โ His voice is a low growl. โWhere the fuck is Hannah?โ
You tilt your head, licking the cut on your lip before giving him the most infuriatingly nonchalant smile you can muster.
โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
His eyes darken โDonโt fucking lie to me, YN.โ
โLie to you?โ You scoff. โPlease. If thereโs anyone whoโs an expert in lying, itโs you.โ
Another step forward. Another inch of space stolen.
Hongjoong moves again, stepping between you and Mike this time, his stance firm, protective.
โBack. The fuck. Off.โ His voice is steady, but his hands are clenched into fists, his entire body wound tight like a spring ready to snap.
Mike glares at him, as if just now registering his existence.
โAnd what the hell are you going to do about it, nerd?โ
Hongjoong doesnโt flinch โTry me and find out.โ
Thereโs a heavy pause. The air crackles with tension.
And thenโฆ Mike smirks.
Itโs slow, cold, calculated.
โCute,โ He mutters, voice dripping with condescension. โSheโs really got you wrapped around her little finger, huh?โ
Hongjoong doesnโt respond, doesnโt rise to the bait. But you see itโthe way his fingers twitch at his sides, the way his jaw tightens.
And then, thereโs Dann.
Standing by the doorway, silent, watching.
She does nothing, says nothing.
Just like before.
And something inside you snaps. You inhale sharply, the pain in your cheek already numbing beneath the flood of anger boiling in your veins.
โI donโt have time for your theatrics, Michael,โ You say, your voice eerily calm. โSo unless you have anything useful to say, get the fuck out of my room.โ
Mike tilts his head, his smirk widening โYouโre awfully confident for someone who still flinches when I raise my hand.โ
You donโt flinch this time. Instead, you step around Hongjoong, closing the distance between you and him in a deliberate, defiant move.
โYou should be careful,โ You whisper, eyes locking onto his. โBecause one day, youโre going to raise your hand at the wrong person.โ
Mike doesnโt reply, he just looks at you. And in that moment, something shifts.
A flicker of uncertainty, maybe even a sliver of doubt, crosses his expressionโso brief you might have imagined it.
Then, just as quickly, itโs gone.
He scoffs, rolling his shoulders before stepping back โThis isnโt over,โ He mutters.
You smile, sickly sweet โOh, I know.โ
With that, he turns sharply on his heel and strides out of the room, the door slamming behind him.
Silence.
Hongjoong exhales, running a hand through his hair, trying to calm himself down.
Dann?
Still standing there.
Still watching.
She looks like sheโs just seen a ghostโpale, eyes wide, shoulders drawn tight. Guilt hangs off her like a second skin, but you donโt give a fuck.
You exhale sharply, turning toward her with slow, deliberate movements.
โWhy are you still here?โ Your voice is flat, emotionless.
Dann swallows hard, her hands trembling as she grips the strap of her bag like itโs the only thing keeping her upright.
โYN, Iโโ
Your patience snaps โGet the fuck out.โ Dann flinches, shame flashing across her face. โDid I fucking stutter?โ You step forward, eyes burning into hers. โOr do you need me to spell it out for you?โ
She doesnโt move, doesnโt speak. Just stands there, frozen in place, like she wants to say somethingโneeds toโbut she canโt.
Your fingers curl into fists โYou stood there and did nothing. Again.โ You shake your head, disgust curling in your stomach. โYou are a fucking coward.โ
Dannโs eyes glisten for a fraction of a second, but you donโt care.
You donโt fucking care.
She chose this.
She chose to side with Mike.
And now, sheโs realizing itโrealizing that no matter how much guilt is eating her alive, it doesnโt change the fact that she let him hurt you.
Again.
Hongjoong, still fuming, finally speaks โYou heard her,โ He says, voice low and cold. โGet out.โ
Dannโs lips part slightly, but no words come out. Then, after a painfully long moment she nods. Her gaze drops to the floor as she turns on shaky legs and stumbles toward the door.
She hesitates when she reaches the threshold, gripping the handle so tight her knuckles turn white.
โI never meant for it to be like this,โ She whispers, voice barely above a breath.
You donโt respond. She lingers for just another secondโjust long enough for you to see the full weight of her regret in her expression.
Then, she steps out, and the door clicks shut behind her.
Silence.
Finally, you exhale, your body collapsing on the bed.
Hongjoongโs already by your side, his hand gently cupping your face. He doesnโt say anything at first, just watching you with concern in his eyes.
You can feel the heat of his gaze, but it doesnโt comfort youโit only makes you more aware of the hurt still burning inside.
โAre you okay?โ He murmurs softly, gently lifting your chin to inspect the cut on your lip.
His fingers are warm, his touch careful, and you bite down a wince when he brushes his thumb over your skin.
โIโm fine,โ You mutter, your voice still hoarse from the shouting and the silence that follows.
He doesnโt respond to that. Instead, he exhales sharply, shaking his head before standing up.
โStay here,โ He says firmly.
You watch as he disappears into your private bathroom, the sound of cabinets opening and closing filling the quiet room. Moments later, he returns with a small first-aid kit in his hands.
He kneels in front of you, placing the kit on the bed as he pulls out antiseptic and some cotton.
โThis is going to sting,โ He warns, soaking the cotton pad with the antiseptic before pressing it gently against your split lip.
You flinch, a sharp hiss escaping your lips โNo shit, Sherlock.โ
He huffs out a small laugh, shaking his head but continuing his task with steady hands.
โYou and your damn mouth,โ He mutters, his tone affectionate despite his frustration.
You roll your eyes, but the warmth in his voice soothes something inside you. He finishes dabbing at the wound, then carefully applies a bit of ointment with his fingertip, his touch unbearably soft.
When heโs done, he pulls back slightly, his eyes scanning your face as if making sure there arenโt any more hidden injuries. His fingers brush your jaw, lingering for a moment.
โYNโฆโ His voice is quiet, serious.
You exhale, knowing what heโs going to say, knowing he wants you to be honest about whatโs going on.
โIโm not going to let him get away with this, Hongjoong,โ You say before he can speak, your voice firm despite the dull ache in your lip.
โIโve been thinking about it, and if my parents try to cover for him, if they try to ignore the truth and protect him, Iโll sue him.โ
His eyes widen slightly, but he doesnโt look shocked. Justโฆ resolute. Like heโs been waiting for you to say this.
โIโll sue him for physical violence,โ You continue, your voice steady now. โFor everything heโs done to me. And for abandoning his child. If my parents refuse to see the truth, then Iโll expose it all.โ Your gaze hardens. โI wonโt let him pretend like this never happened. Iโll go after him for everything.โ
Hongjoong lets out a slow breath, then places his hand on yours, squeezing it gently.
โIโm with you, pretty. Whatever you need.โ His words are quiet, but they hit you harder than you expected.
You smile, a little softer now, though the fire in your chest doesnโt fade.
โThanks. I canโt do this alone. I need you, Joong. I need someone who actually cares.โ
He leans in closer, brushing his lips against your forehead โIโm not going anywhere, pretty. You donโt have to worry about that.โ
His words are like a balm to the raw, exposed parts of you that still burn from the events of the past week.
You lean into him, feeling a sense of calm wash over you, but the battle is far from over.
And youโll fight it until the very end.
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The sound of luggage wheels rolling across the marble floor echoes faintly from the main hall. The staff murmurs in hushed voices as they move about, ensuring everything is ready for Mikeโs departure.
You remain in your room, not bothering to come downstairs to see him off. You have no reason to.
But of course, that doesnโt mean heโll leave without seeing you first.
A sharp knock rattles your bedroom door. You donโt move, keeping your gaze fixed on your vanity mirror as you swipe the last bit of lip gloss across your lips.
The door swings open anyway.
โStill sleeping in?โ His voice drips with condescension as he steps inside, hands tucked into his suit pockets. โWhat a waste of a morning.โ
You meet his gaze in the mirror, your expression blank โDid I invite you in?โ
Mike chuckles, slow and deliberate as he leans against your doorframe โOh, donโt be like that, dear sister.โ His tone is almost mocking. โIโm leaving for a few days. Thought Iโd be nice and say goodbye.โ
You finally turn in your chair, crossing your legs as you tilt your head.
โYou? Nice?โ A smirk plays on your lips. โThatโs new.โ
His expression darkens, but he keeps his composure โJust making sure you donโt get anyโฆ stupid ideas while Iโm gone.โ
Your smirk doesnโt fade โStupid ideas?โ You rest your chin on your palm. โLike what? Going out with Hongjoong? Or maybeโoh, I donโt knowโbreathing without your permission?โ
His jaw tightens, but he doesnโt take the bait. Instead, he pushes off the doorframe and takes a step closer.
โYou think youโre untouchable just because Mom and Dad tolerate your little tantrums. But donโt forget, YN,โ He leans down slightly, lowering his voice, โI always know what youโre up to.โ
You hold his gaze, unfazed. If heโs trying to intimidate you, heโs wasting his time.
โOh, please.โ You scoff, standing up to face him properly. โIf you really knew everything, youโd be a lot more pissed off right now.โ
For a fraction of a second, something flickers in his eyesโuncertainty.
You smile sweetly, brushing past him toward your closet as if heโs nothing more than an annoying fly buzzing around your space.
โHave fun on your little trip, big brother.โ You throw the words over your shoulder, voice dripping with fake politeness. โTry not to ruin anyoneโs life while youโre gone.โ
Mikeโs silence lingers a second too long before he finally exhales sharply.
โWeโll see, little sister.โ
And with that, he turns on his heel and leaves.
The moment the door clicks shut, you release the breath you didnโt realize you were holding.
He knows nothing.
But soon? He will.
And you canโt wait to watch his world burn.
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โHeโll be gone for four days, so the dinner has to be tomorrow night,โ You tell Hannah over the phone, pacing your room.
โAre you sure this is going to work?โ Doubt laces her voice. โYour parents always side with himโฆ I donโt think this time will be any different.โ
You let out a heavy sigh, rubbing your temples.
โIโm not gonna lieโฆ I donโt expect some big revelation, but maybe, just maybe, itโll be enough to make them see him for who he really is.โ Your eyes drift to the stack of photos on your desk. โI already printed some pictures of Lily and me together. She looks adorable.โ
Hannah chuckles โOf course she does, sheโs my daughter.โ
You scoff โThank God she got your genes and not Mikeโs.โ
She laughs โAlright, little lady. Good luck tomorrow night. Donโt forget to update me after.โ
โDonโt worry, I will. Bye, Hannah.โ
Ending the call, you immediately dial Hongjoong. He picks up after a few rings.
โHey, pretty.โ
โHey, nerd.โ
โWhatโs up?โ
โTomorrow night, Iโm telling my parents about Lily.โ
A beat of silence. Then, โOkay. What time should I be there?โ
โSeven.โ
โGot it. Iโll be there.โ
With that settled, you head downstairs, finding your parents in the lounge. Your mother is sipping wine, your father reading something on his tablet.
โI was thinking,โ You begin smoothly, โWe should have a formal family dinner tomorrow. Something niceโฆ and Hongjoong should join us.โ
Your mother lights up instantly โOh, I love that idea! Iโll have the chefs prepare something special.โ
Your father hums in agreement, setting his tablet down โActually, that works well. We have something important to discuss with you tomorrow night.โ
Your heart skips a beat, but you keep your expression neutral.
โOh? Thatโs funny. I have something important to tell you too.โ
Your mother claps her hands together, completely unaware of the storm brewing beneath your words.
โPerfect! Tomorrow will be a lovely evening.โ
If only she knew.
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The next evening, the mansion is buzzing with activity. The dining room is set to perfectionโpolished silverware, crystal glasses, and candles flickering over the lavish spread of food.
The scent of gourmet dishes drifts through the air as house staff move efficiently, making sure everything is flawless for the โperfectโ family dinner.
Your mother walks past, admiring the setup with a pleased hum โThis is wonderful,โ She says, her red lips curving into a satisfied smile. โI want everything to be just right.โ
You take a slow sip of wine, standing near the grand windows as you watch the evening sky darken. They have no idea whatโs coming.
โExcited for dinner, sweetheart?โ Your mother asks, adjusting one of the centerpiece arrangements.
You smile, but it doesnโt reach your eyes โOh, very.โ
As if on cue, the main doors creak open. You glance over your shoulder just as Hongjoong steps inside, guided by a staff member.
He looks effortlessly goodโblack slacks, a fitted button-up, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms. His eyes find yours instantly, and a subtle smirk tugs at his lips.
โHey, pretty.โ
โHey, nerd.โ
Your mother claps her hands together, beaming โHongjoong! Iโm so happy you could join us.โ
He nods politely โThank you for having me, Catherine.โ
She waves off the formality โOh, come now, youโre practically family.โ
If only she knew how ironic that statement really was.
Before anyone can say more, the deep voice of your father cuts in โShall we sit?โ
You share a quick glance with Hongjoong before following them to the table. The air feels thick with anticipation, a silent countdown ticking in your head.
Soon, your parents will know the truth about their golden son.
Soon, their perfect image of Mike will shatter.
And soonโฆ everything will change.
โ
The atmosphere at the table is warmโtoo warm. Beneath the golden glow of the chandelier, tension lingers like a quiet storm waiting to break.
The clinking of silverware and the occasional murmur of conversation fill the space, but the food on your plate might as well be dust.
Your mother is in an unusually cheerful mood, delighted by Hongjoongโs presence, while your father sips his wine, listening to the flow of conversation with a composed expression. It almost feelsโฆ normal.
But you know better.
And then, your father clears his throat, setting his glass down with deliberate care.
โSo, darling,โ He begins, his sharp gaze settling on you. โYour mother and I have something to discuss with you.โ
You exchange a glance with Hongjoong, who subtly reaches under the table, his hand resting on your thighโa quiet reassurance.
โIs that so?โ You say smoothly, lifting your own glass to your lips. โWhat is it?โ
Your mother beams, leaning in slightly โItโs about Mike.โ
Of course it is.
Your father nods, his voice steady, authoritative โWeโve made a decision regarding his future. Heโs being named the next CEO of Clarke Enterprises.โ
Your fingers tighten slightly around your glass, but you keep your expression impassive.
โHeโs been preparing for this role his entire life,โ Your mother continues with pride. โThis will secure not just his success, but the future of our entire family.โ
You place your glass down carefully, tilting your head โYouโre telling me that Mike is taking over the company?โ
Your father nods with satisfaction โItโs whatโs best for the Clarke legacy.โ
Legacy. Always the fucking legacy.
Hongjoongโs grip on your thigh tightens, sensing the storm brewing inside you. But he doesnโt stop you.
You inhale slowly, your lips curling into something that almost resembles a smile.
โWell,โ You say, voice deceptively light, โSince weโre discussing important family matters, I have something to share as well.โ
Your mother raises an intrigued eyebrow โOh?โ
Your father watches you carefully, his patience thin but present. You sit up straighter, meeting their gazes dead-on.
โItโs about Mike,โ You begin, pausing just long enough for anticipation to settle. โAnd his actual legacy.โ
Your mother frowns slightly โWhat do you mean?โ
Your smile sharpens โHe already has a daughter.โ
Silence.
Your mother blinks. Your fatherโs wine glass stills mid-air.
โWhatโฆ did you just say?โ Your father asks, his voice eerily calm.
You lean forward slightly, elbows resting on the table as you deliver the next blow.
โFour years ago, Mike had an affair with one of our housemaids. Her name was HannahโIโm sure you remember her.โ
Your motherโs expression freezes, her posture stiffening. Your fatherโs jaw tightens, but you donโt stop.
โWhen she got pregnant, your perfect son threatened her,โ You continue, voice unwavering. โHe told her to get rid of the baby. He forced me to lie and frame her for stealing so she would be fired. He abandoned her. Abandoned his own child.โ
Reaching into your bag, you pull out the neatly stacked documents and slide them across the table. Your nails tap against the top page.
โHere.โ Your voice is sweet, almost mocking. โA DNA test. Pictures. Bank transactions of the money I have been sending her every month since he left her to fend for herself.โ
Your motherโs face drains of color. Your fatherโs grip on his fork tightens so hard you hear the faint creak of metal.
You tilt your head slightly, watching their reactions with quiet satisfaction โAnd this is the man you want to give the entire empire to?โ
Your motherโs lips part slightly, her manicured fingers reaching hesitantly for the photos. The first image is of Lily aloneโher bright, round eyes, her tiny, perfect features. Then another, with you beside her, smiling softly as she clings to your arm.
Your father slowly sets his utensils down, his gaze dark โYouโre lying.โ
You lean back, crossing your arms โThe proof is right in front of you.โ
Your mother shakes her head, almost desperate now โNoโฆ no, this isโthis is a mistake.โ
Your father exhales sharply, rubbing his temple โMike would neverโโ
โOh, but he did,โ You cut him off smoothly. โAnd you can either accept that, or continue pretending heโs some flawless heir.โ
The silence stretches, thick and suffocating. And thenโ
โThisโฆ cannot get out.โ
Your blood runs cold.
You stare at your father, waiting for him to correct himself. To say something that doesnโt make you want to burn this entire house down.
Your mother finally meets your gaze, her expression unreadable โDo you have any idea what this could do to our family? To his future?โ
A hollow laugh escapes you โOh, so thatโs what you care about?โ
Your father sighs, as if this is just some inconvenience โMike is going to take over the company. If this scandal comes out, it will ruin everything.โ
You feel like youโve been slapped. Hongjoong tenses beside you, his jaw locked, his hand gripping your thigh in restraint.
Your mother softens her voice, like sheโs trying to reason with you โYN, sweetieโฆ we cannot let this get out. Itโs not just about Mikeโitโs about all of us.โ
You inhale sharply, schooling your expression. You knew this would happen. You knew. And yet, their blatant dismissal still stings more than it should.
You exhale slowly.
โFine,โ You murmur, collecting the documents back into your bag. โI understand.โ
Your mother lets out a breath of relief โGoodโโ
โBut let me make one thing very clear,โ You cut her off, standing up. โIf you try to cover this upโif you refuse to acknowledge that little girl as his daughterโI will make sure everyone finds out.โ
Your fatherโs eyes darken โYou wouldnโt dare.โ
You meet his stare, unflinching โTry me.โ
And they know you mean it. They know.
The air is suffocating. Your mother swallows, glancing between you and your father, tension crackling in the room.
And then, your father speaks, his voice cold.
โGo to your room, YN.โ You raise an eyebrow in defiance. โNow.โ His voice is sharp, commanding.
Hongjoong rises to his feet immediately, his stance protective, standing just a few steps behind you. But you donโt move at first, locking eyes with your father, refusing to back down.
The silence hangs heavy in the air for a moment, before, without another word, you grab Hongjoongโs hand. Together, you leave the dining room, the weight of the situation settling around you.
Once you step into the hallway, Hongjoong gives your hand a gentle squeeze, his voice quiet.
โYNโฆโ
You shake your head, cutting him off โNot now.โ
You make your way to your bedroom, and once inside, you immediately release his hand.
You walk straight to your vanity, placing the folder with the DNA test results and photos down onto the surface with precise movements, the sound of the paper rustling loud in the otherwise quiet room.
Your fingers grip the edges of the folder, your nails digging into the expensive paper as your mind races. The frustration is building up inside you, but you force yourself to breathe through it.
Hongjoong watches you carefully, the door clicking shut behind him. He stays silent for a moment, giving you space to process. He knows you need it.
Finally, he speaks softly, his voice filled with concern โAre you okay?โ
You exhale sharply, turning to face him โI told you theyโd cover it up,โ You murmur, your voice quiet and bitter.
He steps closer, his eyes searching your face for any hint of vulnerability โYeah... but you were still hoping, werenโt you?โ
Your lips press into a thin line. Damn him for knowing you so well. You look away, arms crossed, leaning against the vanity as frustration bubbles up in you.
โI just wanted them to see him for what he really is,โ You admit quietly, your voice trembling just slightly. โTo finally see that heโs not perfect.โ
Hongjoong moves between your legs, his hands resting gently on your thighs.
โTheyโre too deep in their delusions, pretty. You canโt change them overnight.โ
You exhale sharply, the weight of the situation pressing down on you.
โThen Iโll make them see it,โ You say, a fierce determination in your voice.
His hands tighten slightly on your waist, his gaze narrowing as he looks at you.
โHow?โ
โIโll bring Lily tomorrow.โ You shrug, as if the plan is simple, innocent.
He frowns, his brow furrowing โWaitโwhat? I don't think Hannah will agree to that.โ
You look at him, a mischievous smile tugging at the corner of your lips.
โMaybe not, but this might pressure them into acknowledging her. They know she exists now, and thereโs no reason to hide her anymore. Iโll tell them I want to spend time with her, show her the house. It's innocent.โ
Hongjoong scoffs, a teasing glint in his eyes โPretty, you and โinnocentโ donโt belong in the same sentence.โ
You grin, giving him a wink โOkay, maybe not. But still, itโs a good plan. Theyโll have to deal with it when sheโs right there in front of them.โ
He exhales, running a hand through his hair, the lines of concern still etched on his face.
โAnd what if they freak out?โ
โThey wonโt. They might struggle with it, but they wonโt just throw her out. Sheโs their granddaughter, whether they like it or not.โ
He studies you for a moment, a smile tugging at his lips. He shakes his head with a soft laugh.
โYouโre scary when you plot, you know that?โ
You smile slyly, cupping his cheek โI know. So... are you in?โ
He sighs dramatically, though thereโs no hiding the affection in his eyes.
โLike I have a choice.โ
You laugh, leaning in to kiss him lightly โNope. You donโt.โ
With that, Hongjoong presses his lips to yours in a deep kiss, sealing the deal for the next move.
And just like that, the plan is set.
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The hallway outside the dining room is dimly lit, the hushed murmur of voices bleeding through the heavy oak doors.
Dann stands just beyond the threshold, fingers curling around the strap of her bag. She hadnโt meant to stop. Hadnโt meant to listen.
But your voiceโsharp, angryโhad frozen her in place.
โYouโre telling me that Mike is taking over the company?โ
โItโs whatโs best for the Clarke legacy.โ
Dannโs breath catches. Her fingers twitch.
โWell, since weโre discussing important family matters, I have something to share as well.โ
Dannโs throat tightens. Sheโs heard this kind of bitterness from you before, but never like this.
Never so raw.
โItโs about Mike, and his actual legacy.โ
His actual legacy? What are you talking about?
She knows you have every reason to be upset. But Mike had warned herโhad threatened her. And yet, something in her gut twists. She shouldnโt be here. She shouldnโt be listening to this.
She turns to leave, forcing herself to step away, but thenโ
โDann!โ
She flinches at the sound of her motherโs voice echoing from down the hall.
Shit.
Scrambling, she ducks into a side corridor before hurrying toward the kitchen. Her pulse pounds in her ears, your words still looping in her mind.
You were furious about Mike becoming CEO.
Dann hesitates, fingers hovering over her phone. For a brief moment, she considers doing nothing. She considers keeping this to herself.
But then she remembers Mikeโs cold voice in her ear. Her stomach clenches as she finally types out the message.
Dann: YNโs pissed about you becoming CEO. Sheโs planning something.
She stares at the text, her finger hovering over the send button. A part of her screams Donโt do this. But another part knowsโฆ
If she doesnโt, sheโll be the next one to suffer.
Her thumb presses down.
Sent.
Her heart pounds as she locks her phone, shoving it into her pocket.
And as she heads toward the kitchen, trying to steady her breath, one thought keeps echoing in her mind.
How much longer can I keep doing this?
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The gentle hum of the car engine fades as Hongjoong parks in front of the grand estate. You glance over your shoulder at Lily, whoโs kicking her legs excitedly in her car seat, her wide eyes shining with curiosity.
โAlright, princess. Ready to see where I live?โ
It took some convincing to get Hannah on board with bringing Lily along today, but after much persuasion, she finally agreedโthough not without a threat.
If anything were to happen to her daughter, she told you, sheโd make you wish you never stepped foot near her.
Lily gasps dramatically, clapping her hands โLike a castle?โ
Hongjoong snorts โClose enough.โ
You smirk, unbuckling her seatbelt before lifting her into your arms โExactly like a castle. With grumpy old kings and queens inside.โ
Hongjoong chuckles but gives you a look โPretty.โ
You just wink at him before turning toward the front doors. As you step inside, the staff immediately notices your little guest.
A few maids exchange surprised glances, but none dare to say anything. Then, your motherโs voice floats from the dining hall.
โYN? Darling, is that you?โ
Showtime.
You adjust Lily on your hip and strut into the hall, Hongjoong right beside you. Your mother and father are already seated at the table, sipping tea like they own the world.
But the second they see her, your motherโs teacup stops midair. Your father straightens.
โMother, Father,โ You say with a polite smile, shifting Lily in your arms, โI wanted to introduce you to someone properly.โ
Lily, bless her little heart, waves excitedly โHi, Iโm Lily!โ
Your mother blinks โOhโฆ oh my.โ
Your fatherโs jaw tightens, but he stays silent. Hongjoong shoves his hands into his pockets, watching carefully.
โSince you know about her now, I figured thereโs no need to keep her hidden,โ You continue smoothly, placing Lily down so she can run toward the grand windows. โSheโs family, after all.โ
The air in the room is suffocating.
Your mother glances at your father โWell, Iโโ She stops when Lily gasps.
โThis place is so big!โ The little girl spins in excitement, her curls bouncing. โI wanna see all of it!โ
Your motherโs lips part, struggling, fighting every instinct she has. She glances at your father again, who is rubbing his temple.
Hongjoong nudges you slightly, whispering, โYour dad looks like heโs about to explode.โ
You grin โI know.โ
Your mother clears her throat, standing up โLily, dear, would you like something to drink?โ
Lily beams โDo you have chocolate milk?โ
Your mother hesitates, then nods slowly โYesโฆ of course.โ
You exchange a glance with Hongjoong.
Oh, this is too good.
Meanwhile, your father finally speaks, his voice even โAnd how long do you plan to keep her here, YN?โ
You feign innocence โJust for a few hours. She should get to know where her family comes from.โ
Your father sighs, rubbing his temple again. He looks like he wants to objectโbut what can he say? Get that child out of my house? Even he knows that would make him look bad.
And thatโs when you realizeโyour parents are nervous. They donโt want to acknowledge her. They donโt want to accept her.
But ignoring her is impossible.
And the best part?
Mike still has no idea.
Your father exhales sharply, sitting up straighter. His voice drops into something colder, firmer.
โDarling, listen carefully.โ His gaze is heavy, commanding. โYour brother will be back tomorrow.โ He leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. โHe can not see this girl here.โ
You let out a dry laugh โWhy not? it's his daughter.โ
Your mother nods, forcing a smile โYes, sweetheart. But it's illegitimate.โ
Your fatherโs expression hardens โThat means you will not, under any circumstances, mention the girlโs existence.โ
A heavy silence fills the room.
Lily, still holding her glass of chocolate milk, glances up at her grandmother with wide, innocent eyes. Then, in the softest voice, she speaks.
โDaddy donโt want to meet me?โ Her small voice cracks slightly as she pouts, her lip trembling.
She sets the glass down and looks at them, her eyes filling with tears as she struggles to understand why the adults are acting this way. The sadness in her expression is enough to make your heart ache.
The room grows painfully quiet. You see the subtle shift in your parentsโ expressions as they look at the little girl, her innocence making it harder for them to keep up their cold act.
Lily sniffles, wiping her nose with her sleeve, and then in the sweetest, most trusting voice, she adds,
โMommy told me that daddy loves me and when he is done with work, he will meet me.โ
She says it as if itโs the most natural thing in the worldโher childlike belief in her fatherโs love and promise, pure and untainted by the complicated mess of adult affairs.
You feel your throat tighten as you watch Lily, and even your parents are visibly affected.
Your motherโs hand shakes slightly as she reaches for Lily, pulling her onto her lap. Her expression softens, the guilt creeping in despite her best efforts to remain unaffected.
Your father glances at your mother, his face softening just a fraction. He lets out a small sigh, clearly conflicted, but doesnโt say a word. Instead, he picks up his glass, taking a long sip, as if the weight of the situation is too much to bear.
Lilyโs innocent words seem to hit them harder than any argument could. And you realizeโthis is the beginning of something.
They canโt ignore her forever.
You lean forward, your voice still calm but filled with a subtle bite โYou see, sheโs not going anywhere. Sheโs part of the family now, whether you like it or not.โ
Lily, oblivious to the tension, smiles softly and rests her head on her grandmotherโs shoulder. Your mother brushes a strand of hair out of her face, and for a moment, you almost see the warmth return to her eyes.
โLetโs not pretend that we canโt move forward from this,โ You add, watching them both. โSheโs a part of me, and if you canโt see that, then youโre not seeing the full picture.โ
Your father finally speaks, his voice quieter now, almost reluctant โWeโll see how things go.โ His words are far from a promise, but itโs a crack in the facade.
A small step toward accepting the truth.
Hongjoong gently nudges your arm, his quiet support standing strong behind you.
And then, for a brief, fleeting moment, you think they might actually listen.
โฎ โ
The afternoon stretches lazily as you, Hongjoong, and Lily spend time in the vast garden outside. The sun hangs low in the sky, casting a golden hue over the manicured lawns.
Birds chirp in the distance, and the sound of laughter and lighthearted chatter fills the air as you chase after Lily, who runs ahead, giggling uncontrollably.
Hongjoong stays close, holding Lilyโs hand as she spins in circles, occasionally darting away to pick flowers or make up little games.
The innocence of the moment is enough to make your heart swell, and Hongjoongโs quiet smiles as he watches you with Lily are more than enough to reassure you that, despite the turmoil, this is where she belongs.
From the large windows of the dining room, your parents observe the scene in silence.
The head of the family's stern gaze never falters, his arms crossed over his chest, watching as you play with the child he doesn't want to acknowledge.
His mouth is set in a firm line, and itโs clear he hasnโt warmed to the idea of Mikeโs hidden life.
โI still donโt like this,โ He mutters under his breath. โItโs not just about her being his daughter. Itโs about the familyโs reputation. Michael has always been the heir. Thisโฆ this doesnโt fit the image.โ
His wife, standing beside him, watches you through the glass. Her eyes soften as she takes in the sight of her daughter and granddaughter together.
For a moment, she allows herself to feel something, something unspoken. Joy, maybe, or hopeโan inkling that, perhaps, this child could be a part of their family, even if itโs only in the most private corners.
โI know youโre worried, butโฆ sheโs so sweet.โ Her voice trembles slightly, her tone tender as she continues to watch. โI canโt deny it. Sheโs so innocent, and she deserves a chance. Sheโs part of Mikeโs blood, after all.โ
He narrows his eyes, his jaw tightening. He cannot bring himself to fully accept what is happening, nor can he allow his daughter to be wrapped up in the emotional complexity of it all.
Heโs a man of principle, of tradition, and this is not how things should be. His position, his legacyโeverything heโs worked forโdepends on his son, upholding the family name.
โMike canโt just do what he wants,โ He grumbles, still staring out at the garden. โHeโs the heir. Weโve worked our entire lives to protect this familyโs name, and thisโthis child complicates things. She could ruin everything.โ
The woman hesitates โButโฆ sheโs still part of our family, Richard. You can see it in her face. Sheโsโฆ sheโs so much like Mike. She deserves a place in this family.โ
โBut she canโt just be โpart of the familyโ because we feel sorry for her.โ His voice grows firm again. โFamilyโs future depends on him. He is our heir. If this news gets outโฆ it could destroy everything. We need to be careful.โ
Catherine sighs softly, the weight of the decision pressing on her. She knows what he says is true. Mikeโs position in the family, the businessโeverything depends on how they handle this situation.
She canโt just throw it all away for a child born from a mistake. But deep down, she feels a pang of sympathy for the little girl, and a part of her canโt help but want to open her heart.
โI just wish Mike would have been honest with us from the beginning,โ She says softly, looking back out at the garden where you, Hongjoong, and Lily continue to play. โThis could have been differentโฆ maybe we could have made it work.โ
Her husband grunts, not bothering to respond. The thoughts swirling in his head are far more complex than he lets on. Heโs still angry, still resolute in his belief that the family must maintain its perfect image.
But as he watches you laugh with the child, something shifts.
Just a little.
Catherine places a gentle hand on his arm, her voice barely above a whisper.
โDonโt forgetโฆ we have to think about whatโs best for the family. For all of us.โ
He doesnโt respond immediately, but his gaze softens for a moment as he watches his daughter interact with Lily.
The love, the connectionโitโs undeniable.
Itโs not just about legacy anymore; itโs about family. And maybe, just maybe, he can find it in himself to accept this little girl.
โฎ โ
The sun is beginning to dip below the horizon, casting a warm glow over the garden as the evening winds start to cool.
Lilyโs little hands are clinging to your leg as you stand in the doorway, ready to leave.
Sheโs grown comfortable in the short time sheโs spent here, her big eyes filled with innocence and wonder as she looks up at your parents.
โLily, weโre going to head out now,โ You say softly, crouching down to her level as you adjust her little jacket.
The weight of the eveningโs tension still hangs in the air, but moments like this make it all seem worth it. Her eyes flicker to her grandparents, and then she looks back at you with that wide-eyed curiosity.
Your mother stands nearby, a little hesitant, but a soft smile curves on her lips as she watches the little girl.
โGoodbye, Lilyโ She says, her voice surprisingly gentle as she kneels in front of her. โCome here and give Grandma a hug.โ
Lily blinks up at her and hesitates for just a second before her tiny arms stretch out.
โBye, Grandma,โ She says sweetly, throwing her arms around your motherโs neck in a warm embrace.
Your motherโs eyes soften even more, her heart swelling with tenderness โGoodbye, my dear. Come see us again soon, okay?โ She says softly, her voice catching slightly.
โOkay!โ Lily chirps, pulling back and giving her a big smile, her tiny hands clutching the edges of her jacket.
You feel your heart tug as you watch the two of them, the love in your motherโs eyes undeniable. You canโt stop the small smile tugging at your lips as you see how easy it is for Lily to wrap your mother around her finger.
Turning to your father, Lily trots over to him, her little legs moving quickly as she approaches him hesitantly.
โGoodbye, Grandpa,โ She says shyly, her voice almost a whisper.
Your fatherโs stern expression softens for just a moment as he bends down to her level, offering a hand to her.
โGoodbye, little one,โ He replies, his voice rough but kind as he gently pats her head. โTake care of yourself.โ
Lily gives him a sweet smile, her innocence shining through. She gives him a quick hug, standing on tiptoe to wrap her tiny arms around his neck.
โIโll miss you!โ She says brightly before letting go.
Your heart aches slightly watching the interaction, a little flutter in your chest, as a sense of something new begins to blossom within you.
Itโs strange, yet beautiful to see how Lilyโs innocence is slowly making its way into their hearts, no matter how reluctant they may have been before.
Hongjoong stands off to the side, watching the scene unfold with a quiet smile. His presence is a steady comfort, and his eyes meet yours as he watches you.
You glance back at him, giving him a soft smile of appreciation for being there, supporting you in all of this.
Lily looks up at you and stretches her arms out wide, grinning โCome on, Auntie YN, letโs go home!โ
You laugh softly, picking her up and resting her against your hip โAlright, sweetie, letโs go,โ you say with a final wave to your parents. โBye.โ
With one last look to your parents, you turn to Hongjoong and nod for him to follow, holding Lily close.
Your mother and father wave back, their faces filled with that strange, bittersweet mixture of emotions as they watch you leave.
The door closes gently behind you, and as you step outside, the cool evening air wraps around you, the weight of the moment still lingering in your heart.
โฎ โ ห๏ฝก๐ฆน โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
Four years ago.
The hallway outside Mikeโs room is dimly lit, the distant hum of the household settling for the night.
You were on your way to your own room when you heard itโthe sharp edge of his voice, low but venomous.
โI donโt give a damn what you think, Hannah.โ
You pause. Hannah, the maid?
You inch closer, pressing yourself against the cold wall near the doorframe. You canโt see them, but you can hear everything.
โYou donโt get to tell me what to do,โ He continues, his tone eerily calm โYouโre going to take care of this. Get rid of it.โ
A sharp inhale. Then Hannahโs voice, trembling but still defiant.
โMike, this is your child. You canโt justโโ
A loud thud cuts her off, like a hand slamming against the desk. You flinch.
โNo, Hannah,โ Mike hisses, his voice now sharp as a knife. โI told you to handle it. I donโt care how. But you will not ruin my future over this. Do you understand me?โ
Silence. Thick. Suffocating.
Then, softer, but no less cruel, โIf you donโt, Iโll make your life a living hell. And Iโll make sure that bastard never sees the light of day.โ
Your stomach twists. Your chest tightens. You donโt know whatโs happening, but your instincts tell you itโs something terrible.
Hannah sniffles โMike, pleaseโฆโ
He sighs, exasperated, like heโs dealing with an inconvenience rather than a human being.
โYou have until tomorrow to figure it out.โ
A second later, footsteps approach. You panic, stepping away from the door just as it swings open.
Mike stops short when he sees you standing there. His eyes narrow, calculating.
โWhat are you doing here?โ
Your mouth opens, but no words come out. You glance past him, catching a glimpse of Hannah inside the roomโeyes red, shoulders shaking, her hand protectively placed over her stomach.
He steps forward, blocking your view, his voice lowering dangerously โForget whatever you think you heard.โ
You shake your head slightly, confusion and unease knotting inside you.
โWhatโโ
He doesnโt let you finish โActually,โ He murmurs, a slow smirk curling on his lips, โYouโre going to help me.โ
Your brows furrow โUh?โ
Mike tilts his head โYouโre going to tell Mother and Father that Hannah stole from you.โ
Your breath catches โShe what?โ
โYouโll say you saw her sneaking out of your room with your jewelry,โ He continues smoothly, as if itโs the most natural thing in the world โTheyโll believe you.โ
โMike, noโฆโ You whisper, horrified.
He leans in slightly, his presence suffocating โYou will.โ
You shake your head, stepping back โI wonโt do that to her.โ
His smirk vanishes in an instant. His hand shoots out, gripping your arm so tightly you wince.
โYes, you will,โ He says darkly. โBecause if you donโt, Iโll make sure you regret it.โ
You donโt sleep that night.
The next morning, Hannah is dragged out of the estate in tears.
And you watch, sick to your stomach, as your parents believe every word you say.
โ
The school gates are buzzing with students leaving for the day, laughter and chatter filling the air. You step outside, slipping your phone into your bag when a soft voice stops you.
"Miss YN."
You blink, turning toward the sound.
And freeze, it's been months since the last time you saw her.
Hannah stands a few feet away, her hands nervously clasped in front of her. But thatโs not what sends your heart plummeting to your stomach.
Itโs the undeniable swell of her belly beneath her coat.
Your mind goes blank.
She shifts uncomfortably under your stare, glancing around as if making sure no one is watching.
โCan we talk?โ
You donโt respond immediately, still trying to process what youโre seeing. Then, your fingers tighten around the strap of your bag, and you nod stiffly.
You lead her toward a quieter area near the entrance, away from the curious eyes of your classmates. The moment you stop walking, you cut straight to the point.
โYouโre pregnant.โ Your voice is eerily calm.
Hannah exhales, her shoulders sagging slightly โYes.โ
Your stomach churns โIs itโโ
โI know Mike is in Germany now,โ She interrupts before you can finish the question. โThatโs why I came to see you.โ She looks up, her expression conflicted. โIโm pregnant, Miss YN. Mike is the father.โ
Your heart pounds violently against your ribs.
Hannah swallows hard, her voice quieter now, almost fragile โHe doesnโt want anything to do with me. Or the baby.โ
It feels like the ground beneath you is cracking, splitting open, revealing something dark and ugly you were never meant to see.
โThatโs why he forced me to lie?โ
The words slip past your lips before you can stop them. Your voice is barely above a whisper, but Hannah hears it.
Her brows furrow โWhat?โ
Your chest tightens painfully โThatโs why he made me say you stole from me?โ You repeat, a bitter laugh escaping you. โBecause he didnโt want to handle his mistake?โ
Hannahโs lips part slightly. She looks shaken, her hands trembling.
โMiss YNโฆ you didโโ
โI didnโt want to,โ You cut in, your throat tightening. โBut he gave me no choice.โ
A heavy silence stretches between you. Then Hannah speaks, her voice barely above a whisper.
โI never got rid of her.โ
Your breath catches.
โWhat?โ
Hannah exhales shakily, one hand instinctively pressing against her belly, as if shielding the life growing inside her.
โI couldnโt do it,โ she whispers. Her eyes meet yoursโraw, pleading, desperate. โIโm keeping her.โ
The world tilts beneath your feet.
Oh, god.
Your throat tightens, your heart hammering against your ribs.
โDonโt worry,โ You manage, though your voice barely holds steady. โIโll help you.โ
But the second the words leave your lips, reality crashes down like a tidal wave.
Youโre only seventeen.
How the hell are you supposed to ask your parents for extra money without raising suspicion? How are you going to keep this a secret from them?
And most importantlyโฆ
What will Mike do if he finds out?
A shiver runs down your spine.
He will kill you.
If he ever finds out, he will fucking kill you.
โฎ โ ห๏ฝก๐ฆน โ๏ฝกยฐโฉ
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