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Iโ€™ve always been a sucker for angst and this is just beautiful. Words canโ€™t describe how much I love this. The desperate search to bring back your loved one knowing itโ€™s impossible and being told from them to let them out hurts.

Absolutely, once again never ceases to amaze me by how beautiful and amazing your writing is <3

๐Ÿ’ซDid I Even Deserve You?๐Ÿ’ซ

๐Ÿ’ซDid I even deserve you?๐Ÿ’ซ

๐Ÿ’ซDid I Even Deserve You?๐Ÿ’ซ
๐Ÿ’ซDid I Even Deserve You?๐Ÿ’ซ
๐Ÿ’ซDid I Even Deserve You?๐Ÿ’ซ

โœจPairing: Vampire!Seonghwa x dead!gn!reader โœจPrompt: Vampire Seonghwa is still miserable many decades after losing his soulmate. โœจWord Count: 3.4k โœจGenre: angst, vampire au, soulmate au ๐ŸŒ™Warnings: talks of death, reader is mentioned but not alive in this story, no use of y/n, mentions of Seonghwa not feeding for a long period of time, lost of a loved one, mentions of how he wishes he wasn't on this earth anymore, grief, ghosts, let me know if I missed any warnings! โ˜€๏ธ๏ธAuthors note: Got this idea into my head and wanted to explore writing angst in this setting. It is very different from what I usually write and I have worked hard on this one and I am quite pleased with the outcome.

๐Ÿ’ซDid I Even Deserve You?๐Ÿ’ซ

The moon was high up in the sky, illuminating the forest in a light wash of grey. Highlighting the fog that is developing the forest and the castle making it look eerie and abandoned. Cobwebs dancing around windows and moss climbing up the bricks together with the roses that are climbing parts of the castle.

Both beautiful and dangerous.

It was said that sometimes you could see ghosts walking past the windows. Some even claimed to have seen a ghost in the rose garden. Walking around and calling out for their beloved but no response.

Young children were warned not to go there. It was dangerous and better to stay away from a place that would most likely fall in a few decades. The road to the castle was brittled with rocks, thick trees and bushes.

It was not a pleasant road.

Despite that there was a lone figure hiking their way up to the castle, dressed in a black robe. The figure was walking very slowly as if every step towards the castle was painful, making him hurt deeply. Despite that, he continued on with heavy footsteps to the one place he called home.

The owl up in the tree hooted familiarly once he was spotted and the howls of wolves could be heard throughout the forest. None of this bothered the man, for he knew that no one would dare to try and hurt him. A man of the night, a bloodthirsty bloodsucker as the humans once had called people like him.

Now he and his family were nothing more than a mere legend.

A myth.

Something humans wrote stories about without believing they actually existed. Sometimes the man wishes he no longer existed in this world.

It would be easier than walking around the world knowing your fated one was no longer walking this earth.

Unfortunately he was doomed to walk this cruel earth until the end of time as it was now.

The closer he got to his home the more dread and sorrow filled his entire being. He used to be filled with such happiness coming back here but now that was all gone.

The grand doors to the castle opened welcoming, sensing one of its masters returning home. The candles lighting up as he entered the hallway and walked down towards the place where he knew his brothers were residing.

They were expecting him after all. Like they do every year around this time when he gets back from his three month search around the world for anyone who could help him bring back his fated one to life.

And like every year he came back unsuccessful.

It was as if the world was taunting him. Taunting him for not being careful enough. For not appreciating what he had and for being arrogant thinking he could best fate and death because of who he was.

Seonghwa

Your voice.

He stopped what he was doing. Only the wind was blowing in from an opened window. The figure looked around carefully, not making much movements, for us mortals it would have looked like he was completely still.

He shook his head gently. It must have been the wind. It cannot have been your voice he heard.

You are no longer here he told himself as he continued his walk towards the room his brothers were in. He could not have heard your voice whisper his name in the wind. You were dead, no longer walking this earth and it felt like his heart was breaking into thousands of pieces every single day when he remembers that.

He remembers your smile, your laughter, your kindness. Everything that he once took for granted he now misses with such intensity that he does not know what to do with himself. It is like the joy he once had is now gone, sucked out of his body leaving behind a cold empty shell.

He starts walking again. He knows his brothers have heard him arrive and he knows that they are waiting for him. The closer he gets the more he can hear them. Shuffling around in the living room, living their normal lives.

Not stricken by grief.

The doors open once again welcoming, just like the front doors to one of its masters returning home and the noise dies down as he steps inside looking around at his family. They are all there. The first ones he notices are the two brunettes sitting together on the sofa. Yunho, Yeosang. Then he sees the them, San, Wooyoung. The latter holding a large book, open on some random page that they seemed to have been discussing before he arrived. He searched for the youngest of his brothers who he found standing next to the tall blond man near the table. Jongho. Mingi. He counted them in his head, he looked around, searching for the leader of his coven. He found him, standing near the big window gazing out into the garden. Hongjoong.

A part of him felt a little better after doing the count. For some reason he had worried they would not all be here when he came back despite the fact that they were always there. No doubt. They would always be here to welcome him home after his long journey.

The blond at the window turned around and when their eyes met he gave him a smile.

"Welcome home Seonghwa. We have missed you." He said taking a few short steps forward to greet him. Taking him into an embrace which he returned.

"I am glad to be back." Seonghwa replied even if it was only half the truth. He was glad to be back seeing his brothers but in reality he was not overly pleased being back without a solution to his suffering.

"How was your journey around the world? Did you find what you were searching for?" Hongjoong questioned even though Seonghwa suspected he already knew the answer to that just like the rest in the room listening in on their conversation.

"Unfortunately I have yet to find someone or something that could help me bring back my loved one." He told him, his shoulders slumping forward. He tried to put on a neutral face but Hongjoong was smart, he could see through his facade quicker than anyone else in their coven. His eyes had shown a glimt of understanding as he nodded carefully.

"You look awful, have you been feeding at all when you have journeyed???" Wooyoungs voice pierced through the air, clearly targeted at him and he could only shrug his shoulders opting not to look at the younger vampire.

"I do not feel hungry anymore Wooyoung." Was the only thing he could give as a response and if he had not already been dead the look Wooyoung sent him would have put him 5 feet under the ground as they spoke.

"You have to feed Seonghwa. It is not healthily to avoid feeding for as long as you have! Lat time I saw you feed was three months ago before you left!" Wooyoung stalked towards him "Are you telling me you have not feed in three months??"

They stared at each other for a long while. He knew all of them already knew the answer. It was the same every year and like every year before this year Wooyoung always grew furious when he figured that he had been neglecting his own health.

Again.

He could feel the energy around him tense up. The others were clearly not happy at all with this and yet despite that Seonghwa could not get himself to care about it. Had it been the other way around he would have been furious, furious at his brothers for ignoring their health and not eating but since it was him and not them he found himself often not caring. He would rather wallow in his grief, allowing the ugly feelings tormenting him to come to the surface in various ways.

"How is my beloved? Are they still safe in their casket?" He asked, voice cracking at the word beloved.

The very thought of you not being there or the possibility of something happening to you whilst he was gone was terrifying to him and he had to fight hard to stop the tears wanting to well up in his eyes.

Wooyoungs furious eyes soften instantly when he had asked the question and the other looked at him with sympathy. Yunho nodded confirming that you were still safe, still protected in the garden he had grown just for you.

"They are safe Seonghwa. We have made sure nothing could harm them whilst you were away." San said, giving him that kind smile only San could give someone when they needed it the most. Seonghwa felt like he could see the stars in his brothers eyes at that moment and it never failed to amaze him how much love and adoration could be seen in Sans eyes and how it was always something very real. It never faded or changed no matter how many decades had passed and right now he was thankful for it.

For the love and compassion his brothers were showing him.

"Why do you not sit down? Tell us about your journey? What has changed in the world since last time you went outside?" Hongjoong questioned whilst leading him over to the big chair, gently guiding him to eventually sit down in it. A blanket was placed over him, Mingi moving with utmost care to wrap it around him to keep him warm. He almost let words of protests out until he saw the worry in his eyes.

"Your beloved would not want you neglecting yourself like this." Was all he said with a low rumble before standing up and walking over to Jongho.

That stung.

His heart ached at the comment Mingi had said. Everyone had heard it. It was impossible for them not to hear him. They just pretended like nothing had been said but he knew they were silently agreeing with him. Agreeing with the statement that you, his beloved, who no longer walked this earth, would not want him to neglect himself and his health.

He wants to respond. To deny what Mingi has said. He has rationalized in his head that you would be okay with what he is doing so he can bring you back and the two of you can live together again like you did before.

The rest of his coven sits down all looking at him with curious eyes. Waiting for him to start telling them about his journey.

"It is all the same. Nothing has really changed in the outside world. We are still myths and legends. The only thing that has changed amongst humans is their greed. I would say they have become even greedier and distrusting than before."

"Humans have always been greedy and distrusting Seonghwa." Hongjoong cut him off before sending an apologetic look when he glared at his coven leader.

"I would say they are even more so now than before. I searched through every country on this bloody earth and I found no one. No one who could help me bring my beloved back. The sights I saw when wandering should have taken my breath away but all it did was make me angry. Furious that they were not next to me witnessing it all. At one point on a cliff looking out at the ocean I screamed. I cursed everything living and dead that day. I was so angry and I still am." Seonghwa spoke, his hands fiddling with the blanket as his eyes darken in anger.

His brothers look at each other in worry. They had hoped after many decade that Seonghwas fury and anger would dwindle down but it only seemed to grow with each year. Wooyoung looked at his older brother and friend in sorrow, he had been close to you, Seonghwas beloved, when you were still living and breathing. He understood the pain and anger Seonghwa was feeling but he also knew that you would not wish this upon anyone. Once having confided in him that you would want them to move forward to be happy, not to forget but to eventually come to cherish what had been rather than constantly living in the past thinking of what you could have done together if only things had gone differently.

"And I-" Seonghwa started but stopped once he heard it again.

Seonghwa.

He looked around. He swore he had heard your voice again. This time it could not have been the wind for no window was open.

"Hwa? What is wrong?" Yunhos voice brought him back from his thoughts as he turned to look at him.

"Y-you did not hear that?"

"Hear what?"

"Nothing." He shakes his head "It was nothing."

"Perhaps you should go and rest?" Yeosang chimed in and the others agreed, nodding their heads.

Seonghwa looked at them before glancing around again, he was sure he heard you but now since none other than him seems to have heard you he wonders if some rest would actually help him.

So he nods and he can see the other's shoulders drop down in relaxation as if they had been expecting him to put up a fight and argue with them about resting.

"Perhaps I should... but I would like to go see them first." He feels stupid, like a child asking for permission to do something when he is the oldest in the coven. He could do whatever he wanted and if that was to go out into the rose garden and visit you then he could without permission.

He stands up before anyone can answer what he has said, he lays the blanket back on the chair before he strides towards another sets of doors which will lead him back to a corridor and down a few flight of stairs before he can enter the garden.

The doors open immediately for him and he makes a point of quietly thanking the castle for opening its doors for him. He remembers the first time he had gone out on his three month journey. When he had come back inconsolable wanting to leave that room to go see you the castle had refused. Refused to open its doors and windows for its master to go wherever he pleased.

Not until he had calmed down and only the silent tears were staining his cheeks had he been allowed out. It was after his brothers had held him close, allowing him to grieve in safety and then being given a cup of blood to drink by Wooyoung to help stabilize himself.

After that the castle had always listened to him. And now he was walking with a sense of purpose, he had to see you again. It always pains him to be away from you for three months when he spends almost every single day around you. Tending to the roses or cleaning the glass casket you lay inside whilst talking quietly to you about his days or how much he misses you.

As he walks out of the door and into the garden he stops in his tracks when he sees something or other someone walking ahead of him.

You.

He cannot stop himself before he rushes forward and just as he is to grab your hand you vanish.

"No... No no no no no!" He mumbles to himself, now sprinting towards the rose garden, you cannot be gone.

You cannot.

Seonghwa almost trips over the steps leading up to where you lay and he stops at the casket breathing heavily gripping it tightly as he takes you in.

You are still there. Untouched. Just like the way you had been when he had left three months ago.

"My beloved." He whispers and just like that the tears are welling up again in his eyes.

Seonghwa. My love.

Seonghwa gasps as he hears your voice again turning around since he can hear your voice from behind him. He had not expected to actually see you. You are pale, standing there and he notes as he falls down on his knees in shock that you are slightly transparent.

"My beloved. My love." He says while the first tear fall down his pale cheek. His voice is growing thick with emotion and when you look at him with those sad eyes he cannot help himself from crawling up to you trying to take ahold of your hand in his only to realize he is unable to.

"No. Please no. Please." He whimpers looking up at you as the waterworks starts afresh.

You have to let me go.

"No! No no no no please I cannot do that. Please I am sorry I cannot live in a world without you. Please do not leave me." He pleads over and over again trying to take ahold of you but he keeps going through you. His eyes looks almost wild as he tries everything to be able to hold you.

You can see how his heart breaks over and over at not being able to hold you and you know you cannot be visible for much longer.

I love you.

When Seonghwa notices that you are disappearing from his view is when he goes into hysterics. He wails for you to come back to him, he screams in fear, anger and grief and it echos loudly throughout the entire forest. He roars in anger, smashing a statue before breaking down again near the casket. Sobbing over and over again that he is sorry, that he wishes you would come back to him. He asks for death to take him once and for all so he can reunite with you.

He grips his head as he cries, wails and screams in fury and sadness. It is like an explosion he cannot control. Seonghwa is unsure of how much time has passed but he finds that he does not care. All he cares about is that he saw you and he could not hold you one last time like he wished he could. He contemplates for a moment to destroy your casket just so he could hold you in his arms again but he physically cannot make that move.

He cannot destroy your last sleeping place. That would be like spitting on your entire existence if he did, so he finds himself hurting himself and the statues and rose bushes around himself in a fit of anger.

Up in the castle seven figures are looking out of the window from the room they still were in. Hearing Seonghwas wails of agony and grief pained them. It was as if someone was driving a spear into their non-beating heart over and over again.

"I wish I could take away all is pain and suffering. All this grief." Jongho mumbles before leaning close to Hongjoong, hiding his face in the crook of his leaders neck as said man brings an arm around him to bring comfort.

"I never want to find my soulmate... It will only bring even more anguish to him. He will constantly be reminded of his own soulmate who he no longer has. I do not want to make him go through that." San says, tears building up in his eyes.

"You cannot stop it from happening San. Do not deprive yourself of the happiness of finding your soulmate because Seonghwa lost his. That is not something he would want. He would want you to be happy. You know that San." Yunho said whilst giving the younger a sad smile, tears also in his eyes as Seonghwa continues to scream and wail out apologies, curse words and asking for you to come back to him.

"Grief... What is not grief if not love persevering. It is proof of how much he has loved and cherished his beloved. He was just too blind in the moment that he thought he could best death and now all these years later after death won he cannot handle it. Because he has yet to fully accept that they are gone. He has yet to accept that they are gone. It might take years until he gets over the stages of anger, denial, depression and guilt. We will be there to help him through it all. I was thinking of going with him next year so he will not be alone on his journey." Hongjoong says eyes sharply focused on the figure down below.

Eyes slightly widening when he sees something or someone behind his brother before it disappears. He could have sworn it looked like you but he must have been wrong. It was probably the tears in his eyes clouding his vision.

It could not have been you.

You were dead.

Gone.

Forever.


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แŸš fluff, angst, fashion designer!hongjoong x model!reader (ft. personal assistant!seonghwa & photographer!wooyoung), slowburn, strangers to lovers, soulmates au if you squint, do french people actually say bonjour irl?

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แŸš The memory of what happenedโ€”or what had almost happened last night, still remained fresh in your mind. As a result, you find yourself on edge as you head to Hongjoongโ€™s agency per Seonghwaโ€™s request, still processing the events that had unfurled. Upon arrival, you notice Hongjoong acting distant, leaving you uneasy. Seonghwa, sensing your discomfort, tries to lighten the mood and catch up, but the tension lingers in your mind as you try to make sense of Hongjoong's sudden change in behavior.

a/n: decided to come back to commemorate ateezโ€™s 6th anniversary ๐Ÿฅณ this chapterโ€™s a bit short but take this as some sort of headstart for whatโ€™s about to come! i missed you guys so much

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The bus rattled along the familiar cobblestone streets of Paris, but your mind was far from the cityโ€™s usual charm. Today, the picturesque views outside the window were nothing more than a blur as your thoughts swirled in a mix of anticipation and dread. You sat at the very back, the cool glass of the window pressed against your head as you tried to make sense of the anxious knot in your stomach. Coming to Hongjoongโ€™s agency at Seonghwaโ€™s request, something you usually wouldโ€™ve been excited about, now felt like a heavy burden. You told yourself it was just another day, another visit to pay.

But deep down, you knew that wasnโ€™t the whole truth.

Over time, things have started to shift between you and Hongjoongโ€”and whatever happened last night was just the nail in the coffin. Even though you couldnโ€™t quite put your finger on it, you could still feel the change in your bones.

Ever since you and Hongjoong had grown closer, there had always been an unspoken connectionโ€”a bond that went beyond mere friendship. Youโ€™d fallen into a routine of easy familiarity, one that sometimes blurred the lines between what friends typically did. Yet, it had always felt natural, never forced or awkward. But last night was different.

The memory sent a shiver through you as you recalled the way you nearly altered the course of your friendship, had Wooyoung not interrupted the moment. The way he had looked at you like itโ€™s all heโ€™s ever known, the way his breath had hitched as if he had forgotten how to exhale, the way the world seemed to shrink to just the two of you at that very moment... you had felt something shift in that moment, something you werenโ€™t quite ready to confront.

Now, as you sat on the bus, the memory of that moment replayed in your mind, leaving you with a strange mix of longing and confusion. You werenโ€™t sure how you felt about it, or what it meant for your friendship with Hongjoong. Part of you wished he would just forget about it, pretend like it never happened, so you could both go back to the comfortable routine you had established. But another part of you, a quieter, more vulnerable part, wondered what might have happened if you hadnโ€™t been interrupted.

The bus came to a halt, pulling you from your thoughts. This was your stop. You took a deep breath, trying to gather your scattered emotions as you stepped off the bus and onto the pavement. The cool morning air did little to calm your nerves. Each step toward the agency felt heavier than the last, and you found yourself repeating a silent mantra in your head: โ€œPlease donโ€™t bring it up. Please donโ€™t bring it up.โ€

As you entered the building, the familiar cool blast of the air conditioning greeted you, doing little to soothe your anxiety. The agency was bustling with activity as usual, but the usual hustle and bustle felt distant, like background noise that you couldnโ€™t quite focus on. Your thoughts were too preoccupied with the uncertainty of what lay ahead.

Seonghwa had said he would meet you in the lobby, so you headed there, trying to push aside the nerves that twisted in your gut. You werenโ€™t sure what you were more anxious aboutโ€”seeing Hongjoong after what had almost happened or having to navigate the conversation with Seonghwa while pretending nothing was wrong.

But when you reached the lobby, your heart skipped a beat. Not only was Seonghwa there, but so was Hongjoong. The two of them were sitting on one of the plush couches, chatting casually. Hongjoongโ€™s phone was in his hand, and he seemed relaxed, completely at ease in a way that made your stomach twist even more. How could he be so calm when you felt like you were about to crash out?

Seonghwa noticed you first, his face breaking into a warm smile as he waved you over. โ€œThere you are! I was starting to think you got lost on the way,โ€ he teased lightly. But despite his light-heartedness, you could barely muster a smile in return.

โ€œSorry, the bus took a little longer than I expected,โ€ you replied, your voice slightly strained as you approached them.

Seonghwa stood to greet you properly, but it was Hongjoong you couldnโ€™t keep your eyes off of. โ€œMorning, Hongjoong,โ€ you said, hoping against hope that he would act normal.

For a moment, he looked up from his phone, his eyes meeting yours. But the connection was briefโ€”too brief for your liking, too different from what youโ€™re used to. He nodded curtly, barely holding your gaze for more than a second before looking back down at his phone. โ€œMorning,โ€ he muttered, his tone almost dismissive.

Before you could even process the oddness of his behavior, Hongjoong suddenly stood up, slipping his phone into his pocket. โ€œI have to head out. Iโ€™ve got some work I need to finish,โ€ he said abruptly, his voice flat, almost devoid of the usual warmth.

โ€œOh... okay,โ€ you responded, trying to hide the sting of disappointment that pricked at your heart. Was it because of last night?

Hongjoong barely spared you another glance as he nodded to Seonghwa. โ€œIโ€™ll catch up with you later,โ€ he added before turning on his heel and walking away, his footsteps echoing in the spacious lobby.

You stood there, frozen in place, as you watched him disappear down the hallway with concern etched all over your face.

Seonghwa must have noticed the flicker of confusion and hurt on your face, given how he stepped closer and offered you a gentle smileโ€”one that did little to ease your nerves, but hey, at least heโ€™s trying his best, right?

โ€œDonโ€™t worry about him,โ€ he said softly. โ€œHongjoongโ€™s always been like that. He gets caught up in his work sometimes.โ€

But heโ€™s not. You know heโ€™s not like that. At least you think he isnโ€™tโ€”but itโ€™s foolish to try to go against someone who has known him for longer than you have.

So how much do you really know about Hongjoong? Or, better yetโ€”do you even know him at all?

You forced a smile in return, though it felt more like a grimace. โ€œYeah... maybe,โ€ you murmured, though doubt gnawed at the edges of your mind.

Seonghwa gestured to the couch where he and Hongjoong had been sitting moments before. โ€œCome on, letโ€™s sit. Itโ€™s been a while since weโ€™ve had a chance to catch up,โ€ he suggested.

Once you and Seonghwa were settled on the couch, you found yourself nervously fidgeting, your hands gripping the fabric of your dark brown skirt as if it were the only thing anchoring you in place. The soft material bunched under your fingers, and you absentmindedly rubbed the texture between your thumb and forefinger. Your feet, however, seemed to have a mind of their own, your boots tapping lightly against the floor in a consistent rhythm.

Seonghwa watched you for a moment, his eyes softening as he took in your unusually tense demeanor. His smile faded slightly, replaced by a gentle concern as he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. โ€œYou seem a bit on edge,โ€ he remarked cautiously, his voice careful not to pry too deeply. โ€œIs everything alright? Youโ€™re usually not this quiet.โ€

You blinked, your attention snapping back to him, realizing youโ€™d been lost in your own head. โ€œOh, itโ€™s nothing,โ€ you said quickly, your voice higher than usual as you tried to dismiss the worry in his eyes. โ€œJust... tired, I guess.โ€

But the reassurance felt hollow even as you said it, and Seonghwa didnโ€™t look convinced. His brow furrowed, and he tilted his head slightly, as if trying to read the truth on your face. You could feel his gaze, heavy with unspoken questions, and you squirmed under the scrutiny, your fingers digging deeper into the fabric of your skirt.

You opened your mouth to say something more, to steer the conversation away from the uncomfortable territory it was veering into, but the question slipped out before you could stop it: โ€œDid something happen to Hongjoong before I got here?โ€

Seonghwaโ€™s expression shifted from concern to mild confusion. He straightened up, his eyes narrowing slightly as he replayed the morning in his head. โ€œHongjoong? No, not that I know of,โ€ he answered, his tone slow as if he were double-checking his memory. โ€œActually, he was in a pretty good mood when we were talking. Why do you ask?โ€

โ€œOhโ€ฆโ€ The single word fell from your lips like a stone, heavy and sinking into the silence that followed. You looked down, the tapping of your foot coming to an abrupt halt.

So, it really was because of last nightโ€”because of you.

The realization sat uneasily in your chest, a mixture of guilt and confusion swirling together. Why was he acting like this? And why couldnโ€™t you shake the feeling that it was somehow your fault?

The change in your demeanor hadnโ€™t gone unnoticed, and Seonghwa couldnโ€™t help but wonder what had caused the sudden shift. โ€œDid something happen between you two that I should know about?โ€ he asked, the question slipping out before he could think twice about it.

For a brief moment, you hesitated, caught between wanting to confide in him and the desire to just keep it all to yourself. It wasnโ€™t that you didnโ€™t trust Seonghwaโ€”far from it. But how could you possibly explain what had almost transpired between you and Hongjoong last night? How could you put into words the tension, the almost unspoken moment that lingered like a specter in your mind? The way youโ€™d both teetered on the edge of something you werenโ€™t sure either of you were ready for?

You glanced up at Seonghwa, your mouth opening to speak, but the words got caught in your throat. You couldnโ€™t bring yourself to say it outrightโ€”that you and Hongjoong had almost crossed a line that neither of you would have been able to step back from. Instead, you settled on a question of your own, one that seemed to hover over everything like an unspoken truth. โ€œIs Hongjoong usually theโ€ฆ on and off, push and pull type of person?โ€

Seonghwa considered your question carefully, his expression thoughtful. He leaned back, his gaze drifting as he seemed to search for the right words. โ€œHongjoong... heโ€™s complex,โ€ Seonghwa began slowly, choosing his words with caution. โ€œHeโ€™s not always the easiest to read, and he definitely has his moments where he pulls away. But itโ€™s not always about the other person. Sometimes itโ€™s more about whatโ€™s going on in his own head.โ€

You nodded, processing Seonghwaโ€™s response, but it did little to soothe the unease gnawing at you. The ambiguity of Hongjoongโ€™s actions left you grappling with your own feelings, wondering if the almost-moment had been a step too farโ€”or if, perhaps, it was a step you werenโ€™t meant to take just yet.

You bit your lip, glancing down at your hands. The words you wanted to say lingered at the tip of your tongue, already too heavy for you to push behind. Finally, you exhaled slowly, grappling with your thoughts as you tried to put them into words.

โ€œWhat if,โ€ you began, โ€œletโ€™s say you and someone, hypothetically, of courseโ€”maybe Hongjoongโ€”were on good terms one night, sharing jokes that only the two of you understand, and it feels like, for a moment, youโ€™re really getting somewhere... like youโ€™re finally diving into a deeper level of friendship. But then, the next day, itโ€™s like youโ€™ve done something wrong. Like suddenly, youโ€™re a stranger, or worse, like youโ€™re a problem that needs to be avoided.โ€

Seonghwaโ€™s brow furrowed as he listened, his eyes narrowing slightly as he processed your words. A beat passed in silence, his expression shifting from confusion to something more knowing. โ€œYouโ€™re talking about yourself, arenโ€™t you?โ€ he askedโ€”but you knew denying it would be foolish, because it seems like he already knows the answer and is just waiting for you to confirm his hypothesis.

But of course, itโ€™s still embarrassing to give in right away.

You immediately shook your head, your denial quick and a little too forceful. โ€œNo, no,โ€ you stammered, a nervous laugh bubbling up to cover the crack in your composure. โ€œItโ€™s just a hypothetical situation. A... a thought experiment, really. That doesnโ€™t apply to Hongjoong and meโ€”weโ€™re on good terms.โ€

Even as the words left your mouth, they felt flimsy and false, as insubstantial as smoke. It was a lieโ€”a denial that you hoped would convince not just Seonghwa but also yourself. What a sin it was to lie to yourself, you thought, feeling the sting of your own dishonesty more acutely than youโ€™d expected. But how could you admit the truth when it was still so raw, so undefined even in your own mind?

Seonghwa didnโ€™t look entirely convinced, his eyes lingering on you as though trying to see past the mask youโ€™d hastily thrown on. But after a moment, he nodded, though the crease between his brows remained. โ€œAlright,โ€ he said slowly, granting you the benefit of the doubt, though you could sense the lingering skepticism in his tone. โ€œIf itโ€™s just a hypothetical situation...โ€

He leaned back, crossing his arms as he thought it over, considering your so-called analysis. โ€œWell,โ€ he began thoughtfully, โ€œif someone acts like that, itโ€™s usually because theyโ€™re dealing with something internally. It might have nothing to do with you at all. Sometimes people pull away because theyโ€™re scared of how close theyโ€™re getting, or maybe because theyโ€™re battling their own insecurities. Itโ€™s not necessarily fair to the other person, but itโ€™s not always about them either. Itโ€™s about the person whoโ€™s pulling back, struggling with their own feelings or fears. The push and pull, as confusing as it is, isnโ€™t always meant to hurt. Sometimes itโ€™s just... a defense mechanism? Thatโ€™s what Iโ€™d call it.โ€

He paused, watching you closely, as if gauging your reaction to his words. โ€œBut if that person cares,โ€ Seonghwa continued, his voice softening, โ€œtheyโ€™ll come back around. It might take time, but if they really value the relationship, theyโ€™ll find a way to bridge the gap. Itโ€™s just... sometimes people need to work through their own stuff before they can fully be there for someone else.โ€

You nodded along, your mind racing with Seonghwaโ€™s explanation, each word resonating in a way that hit too close to home. Could that be it? Was Hongjoong simply trying to figure out his own feelings, or was there something deeper at play?

After the conversation with Seonghwa, you decide to distract yourself by exploring the agency a bit more. Seonghwa suggests visiting one of the studios, a familiar place where the designers and models are usually busy creating the next big thing. The idea seems harmless enough, and you hope it might help you take your mind off the tangled mess of emotions still buzzing in your head.

As you and Seonghwa walk through the halls, the lively chatter and the click of heels on the polished floors provide a backdrop that usually energizes you. But today, everything feels muted, like youโ€™re watching from behind a glass wall. You canโ€™t shake the lingering sense of discomfort from your earlier encounter with Hongjoong, and as you enter the studio, the atmosphere seems to weigh down on you.

Hongjoong is there, of courseโ€”standing by a sketchboard, deep in conversation with another designer. Heโ€™s gesturing animatedly, pointing out details on the paper, his passion for his work evident even from a distance. For a moment, youโ€™re content to just observe him, the sight of him in his element stirring a fondness that you canโ€™t quite suppress. But then, as if sensing your presence, he glances up. Your eyes meet, and the world seems to still for a heartbeat.

But instead of acknowledging you, Hongjoongโ€™s expression closes off, and he turns back to his work without so much as a nod. The dismissal stings, sharper than you expected. Itโ€™s as if heโ€™s deliberately keeping you at armโ€™s length, and the casual disregard feels like a slap in the face. Seonghwa, noticing the sudden shift in your demeanor, gives you a questioning look, but you just shrug, feigning indifference.

The designers break for a moment, and Seonghwa waves Hongjoong over. Hongjoong approaches, but his steps are slow, reluctant. When he finally reaches you, he barely spares you a glance. โ€œHey,โ€ he mumbles, his voice flat and devoid of the warmth youโ€™ve come to expect. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other, looking anywhere but at you.

Seonghwa tries to engage him in conversation, asking about his latest designs and upcoming plans, but Hongjoongโ€™s responses are curt and to the point. The easy camaraderie youโ€™d seen between him and Seonghwa earlier has vanished, replaced by a stilted formality that makes the air feel thick and uncomfortable. You canโ€™t help but feel like an intruder, caught in the middle of a conversation thatโ€™s turned cold and impersonal.

When Seonghwa finally asks if Hongjoong has time to catch up, Hongjoong hesitates, his eyes flitting to yours for just a split second before they drop to the floor. His lips press into a thin line, as if heโ€™s considering the implications of staying versus leaving. Finally, he shakes his head. โ€œI canโ€™t right now,โ€ he says, not quite meeting Seonghwaโ€™s eyes. โ€œThereโ€™s too much to get done.โ€

The excuse sounds flimsy even to your own ears, but Seonghwa simply nods, accepting it without questioning his words. You, however, canโ€™t help the sharp pang of disappointment that tugs at your chest. Itโ€™s not just the fact that Hongjoong doesnโ€™t want to stay and chat; itโ€™s the way he wonโ€™t even look at you, like heโ€™s deliberately avoiding your presence, and itโ€™s almost as if youโ€™re invisible.

โ€œAlright, no worries,โ€ Seonghwa replies with a casual shrug, though you notice the slight crease in his browโ€”a sign that heโ€™s picked up on the tension, even if he doesnโ€™t fully understand it. He claps Hongjoong on the shoulder, trying to keep the mood light. โ€œWeโ€™ll catch up some other time, then.โ€

Hongjoong nods absently, already half-turned back towards his work. โ€œYeah, sure,โ€ he mutters, but thereโ€™s no conviction behind his words. His eyes flick to the sketches on the wall, and itโ€™s as if the conversation is already forgotten, his focus shifting entirely away from you and Seonghwa. Without another word, he walks back to the sketchboard, resuming his conversation with the other designer as if the brief interaction never happened.

The sting of his indifference leaves you reeling, and youโ€™re not sure whether to feel angry, hurt, or both. Itโ€™s as if last nightโ€™s near-moment had flipped a switch inside him, and now youโ€™re paying the price for whatever crossed line he thinks was drawn. You swallow hard, fighting the urge to call after him, to demand an explanation, but the words die in your throat. This isnโ€™t the place for thatโ€”thereโ€™s too much at stake, too many eyes watching.

Seonghwa glances at you, concern flickering in his gaze. โ€œDonโ€™t take it to heart,โ€ he says quietly, as if seeing right through you. โ€œHeโ€™s probably just stressed. You know how he gets when heโ€™s in the zone.โ€

You nod, forcing a tight smile, though it doesnโ€™t quite reach your eyes. โ€œYeah, I know,โ€ you reply, but the words feel hollow. Deep down, you canโ€™t shake the feeling that this is more than just stress or a busy schedule. Thereโ€™s something else at play, something simmering beneath the surface that neither of you can quite grasp.

Seonghwa leads you away from the studio, and you follow in silence, your mind replaying the brief encounter over and over like a broken record. Every glance, every dismissive gesture, every word left unsaid feels like another tiny wound, each one building on the last until they form a gaping chasm between you and Hongjoong that youโ€™re not sure how to bridge.

As you walk, Seonghwa tries to fill the quiet with idle chatter, talking about some of the upcoming projects and the new talent the agency is scouting. You nod along, but your thoughts are miles awayโ€”itโ€™s like youโ€™re caught in a loop, circling around the same questions with no clear answers in sight.

Finally, Seonghwa stops in front of a glass door leading to one of the agencyโ€™s rooftop lounges. He turns to you, his expression softening as he takes in your distant look. โ€œDo you want to talk about it?โ€ he asks gently. โ€œI mean, really talk about it. I know you said itโ€™s hypothetical, but... it doesnโ€™t feel that way.โ€

You hesitate, your gaze drifting to the floor. Part of you wants to open up, to spill everything thatโ€™s been weighing on your heart, but another part of you holds back, afraid of what admitting the truth might mean. Youโ€™ve always prided yourself on being able to handle your own feelings, to keep them neatly tucked away where they canโ€™t cause trouble. But this... this is different.

โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ you finally admit, your voice as silent as the windโ€™s whispers. โ€œI just... I donโ€™t want to make things worse. And I donโ€™t even know whatโ€™s going on in his head.โ€

Seonghwa watches you, his expression unreadable for a moment before it softens into something more empathetic. โ€œSometimes, you just have to let people work through their own stuff,โ€ he says quietly. โ€œYou canโ€™t always fix it, no matter how much you want to. But that doesnโ€™t mean youโ€™re alone in it. If you ever need to talk or just... figure things out, Iโ€™m here.โ€

You nod, a small, grateful smile tugging at your lips. Itโ€™s not much, but itโ€™s enough for now. The comfort of knowing that at least someone understands, even if only a little, helps to ease the tightness in your chest.

Seonghwa gives your shoulder a reassuring squeeze before turning to push open the door, letting the cool breeze from the rooftop wash over you both. You follow him out, letting the fresh air clear your mind, even if just for a moment. Itโ€™s a brief reprieve from the tangled mess of your thoughts, but itโ€™s one youโ€™re grateful for.

Sitting down on one of the chairs, you let out a sigh, fingers nervously tracing patterns on the hem of your skirt as your thoughts spiral. Seonghwa watches you quietly, giving you the space to process, but his curiosity is palpable. He waits, his presence a silent invitation for you to unload whatever has you troubled.

โ€œI donโ€™t even know why Iโ€™m looking too deeply into itโ€”and thatโ€™s whatโ€™s bothering me the most,โ€ you murmur, your voice so soft it almost gets lost in the quiet hum of the lobby. It feels like youโ€™re confessing a secret, something fragile that might shatter if spoken too loudly. And maybe, in a way, you are.

Seonghwa furrows his brow, leaning in slightly as if to catch your words more clearly. โ€œWhy? What do you mean?โ€ he asks, genuinely puzzled.

You hesitate, your gaze flitting from the floor to Seonghwaโ€™s face before dropping back down, as if even his gaze is too much to bear right now. โ€œDonโ€™t you... donโ€™t you think so, too?โ€ you ask, your tone laced with uncertainty, like youโ€™re searching for validation but already dreading the answer.

Seonghwa tilts his head, still looking lost. โ€œNot at all... why do you feel like youโ€™re overthinking it way too much?โ€

โ€œWell, for starters, weโ€™re friends,โ€ you begin, your words spilling out in a rush. Youโ€™re so caught up in your own explanation that you miss the flicker of amusement that dances in Seonghwaโ€™s eyes, the way his lips twitch upward as if heโ€™s holding back a knowing smile.

โ€œRightโ€ฆ friends.โ€ Seonghwa nods along, doing his best to maintain a neutral expression. โ€œAnd?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know, I just feel like... well, I feel like Iโ€™m being a terrible friend by overthinking his need for personal space. Screw thatโ€”can I even call myself a friend of his if I donโ€™t know how to respect the fact that he needs time to work through his own stuff?โ€ You pause, your frustration bubbling to the surface as you try to articulate your emotions. โ€œMe, personally, Iโ€™d feel off if Iโ€™m just having a bad day and a friend of mine decides to make it about them by asking, โ€˜Are you mad at me?โ€™ But like, I just...โ€

Your words trail off, the rest of your thoughts jumbled and disjointed in your mind. You glance at Seonghwa, waiting for some sort of reaction, half-expecting him to agree that youโ€™re being ridiculous, that youโ€™re blowing things out of proportion. Instead, he gives you a sympathetic smile, his eyes warm with understanding.

โ€œListen,โ€ Seonghwa starts, leaning back against the chair across you, adopting a more relaxed posture as if to put you at ease. โ€œI get where youโ€™re coming from. Itโ€™s easy to feel like youโ€™re overstepping when you care about someone and youโ€™re not sure how to navigate their boundaries. But you know what? Friendshipโ€”if thatโ€™s still what you wanna call whateverโ€™s going on between you and Hongjoongโ€”isnโ€™t about getting it right all the time. Itโ€™s about being there, even when youโ€™re not sure if youโ€™re doing it perfectly.โ€

You let his words sink in, but the doubt still lingers at the edges of your mind. โ€œBut what if I am overstepping?โ€ you press, a hint of desperation creeping into your voice. โ€œWhat if he needs space and Iโ€™m just making things worse by worrying about it?โ€

Seonghwa chuckles softly, his laughter a gentle, reassuring sound. โ€œYouโ€™re human, you know that, right? Not some perfect robot programmed to always know the right thing to do. Besides,โ€ he adds with a playful smirk, โ€œIโ€™ve seen the way you and Hongjoong look at each other. I think heโ€™d forgive you for overthinking a little.โ€

Your eyes widen, heat rushing to your cheeks at the implication behind Seonghwaโ€™s words. โ€œWhatโ€”whatโ€™s that supposed to mean?โ€ you stammer, trying and failing to sound nonchalant. โ€œThereโ€™s nothing like that between us. Weโ€™re justโ€ฆโ€

Seonghwa raises an eyebrow, a mischievous expression forming on his face as he watches you wave him off. โ€œRight, friends. Just friends who get all worked up when the other oneโ€™s being moody,โ€ he teases, wiggling his eyebrows. โ€œCome on, youโ€™re acting like Hongjoongโ€™s the only one with feelings here.โ€

You groan, feeling your face flush. โ€œDonโ€™t say that!โ€ you protest, covering your face with your hands, wishing you could somehow hide from the embarrassment. โ€œItโ€™s not like that. I justโ€”heโ€™s important to me, okay? And I donโ€™t like not knowing where I stand.โ€

โ€œRelax, Iโ€™m just messing with you,โ€ Seonghwa chuckles, though his eyes soften with understanding. โ€œLook, maybe heโ€™s just having one of those days. You know how Hongjoong isโ€”sometimes he gets in his head and needs a little space to sort through his thoughts. But that doesnโ€™t mean heโ€™s upset with you, or that youโ€™ve done something wrong.โ€

You exhale slowly, letting Seonghwaโ€™s words wash over you. Heโ€™s right, of course. Hongjoong has always been the type to retreat inward when things get overwhelming, and you know that better than most. But knowing it and accepting it are two different things, and itโ€™s hard not to let your own insecurities creep in when faced with his sudden distance.

Seonghwa reaches over, giving your knee a reassuring pat. โ€œHey, youโ€™re doing your best. And if you ever need to talk, or if you just need to be distracted from it all, you know Iโ€™m here for you.โ€

You smile, though itโ€™s small and a bit shaky. โ€œThanks, Seonghwa,โ€ you say quietly. โ€œI donโ€™t know what Iโ€™d do without you.โ€

He grins, the teasing glint returning to his eyes. โ€œWell, for starters, youโ€™d probably be even more of a mess than you are now,โ€ he jokes, earning a light punch to the arm from you. But then his expression softens again, sincerity shining through. โ€œSeriously, though. Youโ€™re not alone in this. And whatever happens with Hongjoong, youโ€™ll figure it out.โ€

Hopefully.

ใ…คโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žใ…คโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žใ…คโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žใ…คโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žโ€Žใ…คTHE

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2 months ago

๐“‡ผ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ป ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜Œ๐˜ฑ.๐˜›๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด/๐˜ˆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด/๐˜‰๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜‰๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ: ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ 200 ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ'๐˜ด ๐˜‹๐˜ข๐˜บ!

ย ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต8/๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Ateez Comforting You After You Have A Rough Week - @mingoooossii ot8 x reader (scenarios) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Bf!Ateez Texts - @littlexbunni bf!ot8 x reader (texts) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Bsf!Ateez & Ur Crush On Another Member - @bombuni best friend!ot8 x reader (texts) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Baby, I'm Jealous [Part One] [Part Two] - @bunny-hwa idol!woosan x reader (two-parts) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Benefits - @shinestarhwaa idol!san x staff!reader x idol!seonghwa (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Bleach - @jonghoex bf!hongjoong x reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Blood In The Clouds - @callmeagardengnome mafia leader!hongjoong x flight attendant!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Bunny Love - @i-like-loserz idol!hongjoong x bunny hybrid!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Christmas Cookies - @dancinglikebutterflywings dad!hongjoong x mom!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž Descent - @crimsonbubble rockstar!hongjoong x reader (drabble) ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ธ๐˜ข ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ In Sickness And In Health - @makeitmingi bf!idol!seonghwa x doctor!gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Kindergarten!Ateez - @rosy-wooyoung non-idol!seonghwa x kindergarten teacher!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Little Soul - @jjoongstar grim reaper!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Midnight Song - @doitforbangchan siren!seonghwa x pirate!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Page Me - @hwaightme bf!paediatrician!seonghwa x gn!neurosurgeon!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ

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5 months ago

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8 months ago

this was so cute! I love just the two of them talking and building itโ€™s so relaxing, still havenโ€™t gone out and build a lego set so this will do.

thank you again taking in my request when will i have more no clue, but I know that I can count on you to accomplish them perfectly ๐Ÿ’•

๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป

๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป

๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป
๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป
๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป

โœจPairing: non idol!Seonghwa x gn!reader โœจPrompt: Building a lego set with seonghwa I donโ€™t have much of an idea around this one I just really wanna build a lego set and from watching seonghwa lego lives building with him just looks like so much fun. โœจRequested by @beabatiny๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป โœจWord Count: 0.9k โœจGenre: fluff โ˜€๏ธAuthors Note: Thank you for requesting this! It was fun writing and I hope you enjoy it๐Ÿฅฐ also sorry this took me so long to write๐Ÿ˜ญ

๐ŸชปLego Friday๐Ÿชป

"I wanna build legos."

It was announced to you as you were making some desserts for the two of you. Seonghwa was standing in the kitchen holding two enormous lego bags he had pulled out from somewhere whilst giving you the biggest puppy eyes.

"Do you want me to build legos with you?" You ask fighting back a chuckle at the way he was standing and pouting.

His little nod brought a smile to your face as you finished up the dessert.

"Then we will build legos together! Got any I can build? Nothing too complicated please!"

As you said that Seonghwa was already picking up the different lego sets he had, eager to find one you could work on.

"Baby Yoda? Or maybe some flowers?? Or both??" He holds two sets up for you showcasing one where you'd build baby Yoda or some flowers to have for display.

"Hmmm Yoda looks a bit easier, can I start with that one perhaps?"

"Yes!!!" He nods and then quickly hurries to the living room moving with urgency to move everything to the side so the two of you can build the legos together comfortably.

"Cutie." You say to yourself shaking your head with a little laugh before entering the living room with two cups of dessert and two spoons.

You sit down next to him looking curiously at what he's doing.

"Here! One baby Yoda box for you! I'll work on a darth vader one then!" He says happily while handing you your box.

"Thank you!" You say as you take the box and empty it on the floor in front of you.

The two of you sit in silence for a while sorting through the pieces before you remember something you wanted to share with him.

"Did I tell you what Wooyoung and Yeosang did yesterday when we went mini golfing?" You ask him as you start putting some of the pieces together.

"What did those two do this time?" He asks curious to know what your friends had done. Knowing that Wooyoung was involved it could mean anything from silly things like stealing a bite from someones ice cream to something more chaotic.

"Well they started arguing about the best way to push the ball in the hole and decided to make it a competition." You start telling him and Seonghwas boba eyes are focused on you.

"I'm sensing a but?" he says chuckling and you can't help but laugh and nod.

"Yeah, Yeosang did better and to try and distract him, Wooyoung decided to full on chomp on his shoulder." You show by imitating Woo's chomp on Yeosangs shoulder on Seonghwas shoulder without actually biting him.

His laugh ring through the apartment as he shakes his head at your friends antics.

"That sounds just like them to be honest." He says as he hands you the piece you're looking for whilst showing you where it should go.

"Yeah they truly can't be stopped. We almost got kicked out because of Wooyoungs loud chatter but we managed to get him to quiet down by promising we'd buy him food if he could be a bit quieter so we could play to the end."

The two of you sit and talk for hours, giggling about everything from the legos, to your friends, to things that has happened recently in your life whilst enjoying the dessert from time to time that you had prepared.

"Look! Isn't it cute once it's finished?" Seonghwa ask as he shows you the little Darth Vader figure hes put together and you look at him in surprise.

"How did you finish so quickly?! I'm still trying to figure out what I've done wrong." You say as you hold up your Yoda figure which looks a bit wonky due to you putting the wrong pieces together.

"Ahhh well I'm the pro aren't I? You'll learn quickly if you build legos more often." He says whilst moving closer to you, taking the lego from your hands and undoing what you had put together wrongly.

"Here, let's try again okay? This piece." He holds up a big piece and gives it to you "goes here okay? Whilst this one goes over there."

He helps guide you by pointing where certain pieces will go.

"Thanks Hwa, this is really calming you know." You mumble as you focus on setting up the last pieces of Yoda before showing it to him proudly.

"Ta-daaaa!" You show the lego piece off and he claps his hands excitedly for you.

"It looks great!"

"That's because I had such a great teacher!"

You two take a little break after that, sitting facing each other and chatting about anything and everything.

"I saw that they're playing Coraline again in the theaters for its 15th year anniversary. All nine of us should go and see it since we're nearing spooky season." Seonghwa says while rummaging through the rest of his unbuilt lego.

"It's in theaters?! All of us have to go! We should go dressed up as the characters! Wooyoung could be the talking cat!" You exclaim and Hwa looks excited at the idea of dressing up and going to see it.

"Yes!! I wanna be one of the old ladies with all the dogs." He lets you know.

"Hongjoong should dress as the other old lady then." You laugh and the night ends with you two planning who would be which character as you start on a new piece of lego, this time deciding to build it together while laughing at the idea of getting dressed to go to the movies.


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ARE YOU READY TO FUCKING DIE, MIKE? ITโ€™S REVENGE TIME BABY! HAHAHAHA Iโ€™VE BEEN WAITIN' FOR THIS ONE TURN IT UP!

Popular, Boy

โ˜†11: The first truth.

Popular, Boy

Pairing: Nerd!Hongjoong x Popular!Reader

Genre: +18, smut, slow burn, angst, drama, love triangle.

wc: 7,5k

Summary: Apologies are given, but not in the way they should be. Old wounds linger, new alliances form, and the first steps towards something bigger are set in motion.

But as the tension rise, one thing becomes clear... this game is only just beginning.

Warnings: Cursing, power dynamics, manipulation, slight physical violence.

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โ˜†10 โ˜†12: The first warning. Coming soon.

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The staff stands in a rigid line in the grand hall of the Clarke mansion, their hands clasped in front of them, their gazes lowered but attentive.

The tension in the air is palpable, thick and unspoken. The echoes of last nightโ€™s violence still linger in the minds of every person standing there.

Dannโ€™s mother shifts uncomfortably beside her daughter, her fingers tightening around the hem of her apron.

Dann, for once, isnโ€™t fidgeting, isnโ€™t sneaking glances at her phone or zoning out. Sheโ€™s watching, truly watching, in a way she never has before.

Mike stands before them, dressed sharply as ever, exuding the effortless charm and authority that has always made people trust him despite the cruelty that lurks beneath.

His parents flank himโ€”his fatherโ€™s expression serious, his motherโ€™s carefully curated into something that resembles concern.

โ€œFirst of all,โ€ Mike begins, his voice smooth, practiced, โ€œI want to personally apologize for what you all witnessed days ago.โ€ He pauses, his eyes scanning the crowd as if searching for sincerity within himself.

โ€œMy behavior wasโ€ฆ unacceptable. I let my emotions get the best of me, and I regret that it happened in front of all of you.โ€

His mother nods approvingly beside him. His father remains impassive.

โ€œIt was a private family matter,โ€ He continues, โ€œAnd I assure you, YN and I have already spoken. She has forgiven me, and we are moving forward as a family.โ€

Dannโ€™s stomach twists.

Liar. He hasnโ€™t spoken to you. No one has.

โ€œShe understands, as I hope you all do, that moments of anger donโ€™t define us,โ€ Mike adds, his lips pressing into something that resembles a remorseful smile. โ€œIโ€™m not proud of how I acted, but I promise it will never happen again.โ€

Thereโ€™s silence. Heavy. Expectant.

The staff doesnโ€™t react, but they donโ€™t need toโ€”this isnโ€™t about them believing Mike. This is about them accepting what they are being told to believe.

His father steps forward now, clearing his throat โ€œWe deeply appreciate all the work you do for this household. Your loyalty does not go unnoticed, and we want to express our gratitude for your discretion regarding the incident.โ€

A butler steps in, carrying a sleek tray, and within seconds, small black boxes are placed into the hands of each staff member.

Dann stares at the one in her motherโ€™s hands.

Itโ€™s sickening. The Clarke familyโ€™s cycle of silence and bribery in its purest form.

Her mother hesitates, looking around nervously before murmuring, โ€œSir, this isnโ€™t necessaryโ€ฆโ€

Your mother offers a practiced smile โ€œOf course it is. You all work so hard, and we insist.โ€

Dannโ€™s mother swallows, clutching the box tightly. Around them, the other staff members murmur quiet thanks, some with forced smiles, others merely nodding, understanding there is no choice in this.

Dann glances up at Mike, who catches her staring. He smirks just slightly, eyes gleaming with something dangerous, something knowing.

And for the first time, the weight of what sheโ€™s been a part of settles like a stone in her stomach. She lowers her gaze before anyone sees the regret forming there.

Because itโ€™s too late for regrets now.

โœฎ โ‹†

Youโ€™re quieter than usual, but it isnโ€™t something peaceful. Itโ€™s the kind of silence that lingers after something terrible has happened, the kind that no one dares to break.

You sit on your soft bed, your body aching, the faint pressure of Mikeโ€™s hands still lingering on your throat. The dim lighting casts long shadows, and the scent of expensive perfume does little to soothe the heaviness in the air.

Your parents stand before you, poised as ever, their expressions carefully composedโ€”concern etched into their faces just enough to seem believable, but not enough to be real.

Your father speaks first, his voice low and measured โ€œDarling, what happenedโ€ฆ was unfortunate.โ€

Unfortunate.

Thatโ€™s the word they use when something inconvenient happens. When an investment fails, when a business deal doesnโ€™t go through, when their son nearly strangles their daughter in front of an entire household.

Your mother sighs, sitting beside you, reaching out to grab your hand โ€œYou know how Mike gets. He has always struggled with controlling his emotions.โ€

Your lips curl bitterly โ€œSo that makes it okay?โ€

Your father narrows his eyes slightly, but his tone remains calm โ€œNo one is saying that. But you must understand, people like us donโ€™t air our dirty laundry for the world to see. This is a family matter, and it must remain that way.โ€

You scoff, shifting in your bed despite the pain that flares up in your ribs โ€œSo you want me to pretend it didnโ€™t happen? To protect him?โ€

โ€œWe are protecting you, sweetie.โ€

You let out a short, humorless laugh โ€œRight. Because you care so much.โ€

Your mother sighs again, as if you are the one being difficult โ€œSweetheart, the world is cruel. You know that. Do you really want people gossiping about this? Do you want to ruin Mikeโ€™s future over a misunderstanding?โ€

Your fingers tighten around the fabric of the blankets โ€œMisunderstanding?โ€ Your voice is sharp, disbelief laced in every syllable. โ€œHe punched me. He choked me. In front of everyone. What exactly was misunderstood?โ€

Your fatherโ€™s expression darkens, the mask of concern slipping just a fraction.

โ€œLower your voice.โ€

You bite your tongue, swallowing down the fury bubbling inside you. Your mother smooths your hair back, her tone soothing yet distant.

โ€œSweetie, we know youโ€™re upset. But we also know that youโ€™re strong. This family needs you to be composed, to move forward. And Mikeโ€ฆ he regrets his actions.โ€

Your body goes rigid at the blatant lie. Mike never regrets anything.

Your father clears his throat, as if the conversation is now settled โ€œWe thought you might like this.โ€

A sleek black box is placed in your lap, the brand embossed in gold. Expensive. Extravagant.

Meaningless.

You don't even need to open it to know what it is.

Another gift.

Another bandage for wounds they refuse to acknowledge. you lift your gaze, meeting their expectant eyes. They wait for gratitude, for acceptance.

So you do. You smile, itโ€™s slow, and void of warmth.

โ€œThank you,โ€ You say, voice as smooth as silk, fingers brushing over the box as if you actually care.

They relax, satisfied. And in that moment, you make a silent vow.

You wonโ€™t forget. You wonโ€™t forgive.

And you sure as hell wonโ€™t let this go.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

During the week, Wooyoung hadnโ€™t a real plan when he walked into the cafรฉ, just the vague idea of seeing if the girl from the picture was really there.

The bell jingles softly as he steps inside, and he takes a casual glance around, pretending to look at the menu.

And then he sees them.

Little Hongjoong and that girl.

Hongjoong is sitting at one of the corner tables, wearing a simple work apron, speaking to the girl from the photo. She laughs at something he says before walking away to take another order.

Wooyoung narrows his eyes and strides over to Hongjoongโ€™s table, plopping into the chair across from him.

โ€œThe fuck are you doing here?โ€ Woo asks bluntly.

Hongjoong startled, then sighs when he realizes who it is โ€œWoo? What are youโ€”โ€

โ€œNo, no, donโ€™t โ€˜Wooโ€™ me,โ€ He cuts him off, crossing his arms โ€œWhy are you here? And why the fuck is there a picture of you hugging that girl going around?โ€

Hongjoong rubs the back of his neck, looking exhausted โ€œI work here, and what do you mean a picture of me is going around?โ€

Wooyoung blinks โ€œ...Excuse me?โ€

โ€œI work here,โ€ He repeats, voice quieter โ€œI didnโ€™t want anyone to know.โ€

Woo stares at him, then lets out a short, disbelieving laugh โ€œAre you kidding me? Youโ€™ve been acting weird as hell, blowing YN off, and it turns out youโ€™ve just beenโ€”what? Making lattes?โ€

Hongjoong exhales โ€œMy dad lost his job. I needed to help out. I didnโ€™t tell YN becauseโ€ฆ I didnโ€™t want her to think less of me.โ€

Wooyoung runs a hand down his face โ€œLittle Hongjoongโ€ฆ. Seriously?โ€

He avoids his gaze.

Shaking his head, Wooyoung pulls out his phone โ€œYeah, well, Iโ€™m telling her.โ€

Hongjoongโ€™s eyes widens โ€œWooyoung, donโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œToo late.โ€ Wooyoung hits send a quick message to you, then smirks โ€œShe deserves to know the truth. And you need to stop being a dumbass.โ€

He groans, slumping in his seat โ€œI hate you.โ€

Wooyoung just grins โ€œYou will love me after this, Joong.โ€

โœฎ โ‹†

The soft glow of the screen illuminates your face as you lay in bed, your thumb hovering over the keyboard.

It has been a long, exhausting weekโ€”one filled with endless frustration, whispered conspiracies between Mindy and Wooyoung, and the dull ache of bruises that still hadnโ€™t fully faded.

And then there, there is the message you were waiting for.

Brat Woo: Babydoll.

Brat Woo: False alarm, little Hongjoong is clean, and that slut works in that cafe, Hongjoong does too.

Bratty Woo: You should talk to him.

You have been fuming, pacing, and second-guessing yourself over and over.

But now, with Wooโ€™s confirmation that the girl in the picture is nothing more than a coworker and that Hongjoong has been working in secret, your anger has simmered down to something elseโ€”something more dangerous.

Doubt.

Had you misjudged him? Had you let your paranoia and pain push you into believing the worst?

But then again, why had he kept all of this from you? Why hadnโ€™t he shown up to your date? Why was he so distant after everything you had been through?

Taking a deep breath, you type Hongjoong a quick message.

YNโ™ก: We need to talk.

The message is sent instantly, and you don't have to wait long for Hongjoong to arrive at your home.

โœฎ โ‹†

Hongjoong stands at the front gates of your house, his heart hammering in his chest. The towering mansion, which once felt like an unattainable dream, now looms over him with an unfamiliar, suffocating presence.

The moment the gates open, he strides inside, his breath heavy with anticipation.

A maid opens the door, offering him a polite smile "Welcome, Miss YN is waiting for you in her room."

He barely nods before hurrying past her, his pulse quickening with every step. Itโ€™s been a weekโ€”a week without seeing you, without hearing your voice.

A week of torment, uncertainty, and the gnawing ache of missing you.

When he reaches your door, he hesitates for just a second before knocking "YNโ€ฆ itโ€™s me, Hongjoong."

A beat of silence. Then, a quiet but firm, โ€œCome in.โ€

He pushes the door open, and there you are.

Sitting at the edge of the bed, arms crossed, your gaze unreadable. But his eyes immediately drop to the bruisesโ€”faint marks on your throat, a cut on your lower lip, a fading bruise on your cheek.

His stomach twists.

"What happened to you, pretty?"

His voice is sharp with concern as he steps forward, instinctively reaching for you, but you tilt your chin up defiantly, stopping him in his tracks.

"Explain yourself first," You say coolly, eyes locking onto his "Depending on your answers, Iโ€™ll decide if I even want to keep listening to you."

He clenches his jaw, hands curling into fists at his sides "YNโ€”"

"No," You cut him off "You ignored me for weeks. You left me sitting alone at that restaurant like a fool. You ghosted me after we fucked. And thenโ€ฆ" You pull out your phone, swipe through it, and hold up the screen in his face "Seonghwa sent me this."

Hongjoong frowns at the imageโ€”a picture of him and Jina at the cafรฉ, her arms wrapped around him in what looks like an intimate moment. His brows furrow.

The fuck? Is this the picture Wooyoung mentioned?

"Waitโ€”what? When was this taken?"

You scoff, lowering your phone "So you donโ€™t even know."

"No, I donโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œSeonghwa sent it to me the same day as our date. Funny, huh?โ€ Your bitter laugh stings more than a slap "You ditched me for this slut? Really, Kim?"

Hongjoong exhales slowly, his mind racing to piece things together. And then it clicks.

That night. The last-minute call. The way time slipped through his fingers.

โ€œPretty, itโ€™s not what you think.โ€

You arch a brow in mock amusement โ€œNo?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ He says firmly, stepping closer, his voice steady despite the storm inside him โ€œLet me explain from the beginning.โ€

He sits beside you, carefully, as if afraid youโ€™ll push him away.

โ€œThat night, when weโ€ฆ When we slept together, I went home and found out my dad lost his job. Without his income, my family will struggle. So I did what I had to doโ€”I found a part-time job at a cafรฉ. Thatโ€™s why I kept telling you I was busy after school.โ€

You stare at him, your expression unreadable. Then, you scoff, shaking your head.

โ€œWhat a fucking joke.โ€ His stomach sinks โ€œSo, youโ€™re telling me that stupid rumor was false?โ€

โ€œCompletely.โ€

"And why didn't you tell me?" You snap, hitting his arm "I could have helped, and tell my parents to give your father a job or something! None of this drama would have happened!"

Hongjoong lets you hit him, knowing he deserves it "I know, but I didnโ€™t want to burden you. You already had enough going on with Mike."

โ€œYouโ€™re an idiot, Hongjoong! I thought the worst!โ€ Another smack lands on his arm, and he barely flinches.

"I didnโ€™t show up to our date because Jina called me at the last minute. She said it was something urgent, and it wouldnโ€™t take long. But when I finally checked the time, I realized you were already gone.โ€ He swallows hard โ€œI meant to explain. But I was a cowardโ€”I didnโ€™t know how.โ€

You study him, your gaze softening just a fraction โ€œAnd the picture?โ€

He exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair โ€œI donโ€™t know. But I swear, thereโ€™s nothing between me and Jina. Sheโ€™s just my coworker.โ€

Silence stretches between you, thick and suffocating. Then, Hongjoong reaches for your hand hesitantly, voice softening.

"Pretty, please believe me. I never wanted this to happen."

You let out a slow exhale, your shoulders slumping "Fine. But I still have a lot of questions."

Hongjoong nods, relief washing over him. Then, his gaze darkens as he looks at your bruises again. He gently cups your cheek, his thumb ghosting over the cut on your lip.

"Nowโ€ฆ tell me what happened to you."

You hesitate. Then, in a quiet voice, you tell him.

โ€œMike.โ€

He stiffens, his grip tightening ever so slightly โ€œMike? Why?โ€

You swallow, looking away "Itโ€™s not the first time. Heโ€™s always had a problem controlling his anger. Whenever we argued, or I did something he didnโ€™t like, he used to slap me. But this timeโ€ฆ it was different. Since he came back, heโ€™s been making my life hell, and I donโ€™t know why."

Hongjoong inhales sharply, his hands clenching into fists "Why didnโ€™t you tell me?" His voice is tight, laced with something darkโ€”rage, guilt, protectiveness.

"Because he scares me," You whisper. This is the first time you admit being scared of Mike.

You lookโ€ฆ small, fragile.

Broken.

Hongjoong doesnโ€™t think. He just moves. He pulls you into his arms, holding you close, pressing his chin to the top of your head.

โ€œIโ€™m so sorry, pretty,โ€ He murmurs, his heart aching at the quiet, shuddering breaths against his chest.

You stay like that for a long moment, wrapped in silence, until you speak again.

"Heโ€™s been acting weird. Like, he knows things that are private among my friends.โ€

โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€

You pull back slightly โ€œI don't know why, but he suddenly knew about you and our relationship, also the night I went to the club, someone sent Mike a video of me smoking.โ€

Hongjoong frowns โ€œSomeone recorded you?โ€

You nod โ€œBut only my close friends were there. Wooyoung and Mindy would never do something like that. That leaves Seonghwa, San, Mingi, and Samantha.โ€

He exhales sharply โ€œSeonghwa. It has to be him.โ€

โ€œBut we made a truce. Weโ€™ve been friends since we were kids.โ€

Hongjoong shakes his head โ€œI donโ€™t trust him, pretty.โ€

You hesitate, thinking โ€œBut even if he recorded itโ€ฆ how did Mike get it? They know each other because of our families, but theyโ€™re not close.โ€

Silence. Until one name suddenly clicks into place.

โ€œโ€ฆDann.โ€

Hongjoong frowns โ€œWhy her?โ€

You straighten, your mind racing โ€œMindy told me that Seonghwa talked with her at the party, something that is really rare. Also Dann gave you the wrong address, and maybeโ€”maybe she even started the rumor about us at school.โ€

The realization settles between you like a ticking bomb.

โ€œWe need to find out the truth.โ€

You nod, determination hardening your features โ€œWe do. Also, I can ask my dad If he has a job for your dad, I don't want you to work in that cafeteria with that bitch.โ€

Hongjoong chuckles โ€œFine, thank you, pretty.โ€

And with that, your heart feels more at ease knowing the truth, knowing that he is with you.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

It had been two weeks since the day Mike had left bruises on your skin, and the sick feeling of helplessness in your gut.

Itโ€™s been two weeks since you went to school, refusing to let everyone see you in that state.

As always, your parents refused to acknowledge the real issue.

You sit in your room, staring at the velvet box fanned out on your desk. Itโ€™s always the same cycle.

You would get hurt, and your parents would throw money at the problem, expecting you to accept it with gratitude.

Maybe you would have, once upon a time. But not anymore. Not after everything.

You arenโ€™t going to let them buy your silence this time. If they think a luxurious car would make you forget that their golden son had left marks on your skin, they are dead wrong.

If anything, this is the perfect opportunity.

Youโ€™re going to take their gift, but instead of numbing yourself in paradise, you would use it to take the first step in exposing Mike for what he really is.

Bringing him down from his pedestal isโ€™t going to be easy. Your parents are blind to his flaws, and the rest of the world worships him. But you have something they donโ€™t.

You have the truth, and you have Hanhah.

Your fingers brush against your phone as you pull up a text conversation. It 's one of many. Over these four years, you had kept in touch with Hannah, sending her money every month to help with the baby.

A baby that Mike had abandoned, a baby who would be turning four soon.

You scroll through the latest messages, lingering on a photo Hannah had sent a few days ago. A little girl with big, round eyes and wisps of dark hair smiled up at the camera, completely oblivious to the world she had been born into.

The sight of her made your chest tighten.

You can feel it in your bonesโ€”this is the way to finally shatter Mikeโ€™s perfect image. Your parents canโ€™t ignore this. They wouldnโ€™t be able to excuse him once they knew the truth.

But you need to be smart. If you are going to do this, you canโ€™t do it alone.

Thatโ€™s where Hongjoong, Mindy, and Wooyoung came in.

You grab your phone and fire off a quick message to the group chat you have with them.

YNโ™ก: Meet me at the cafe tonight. No excuses.

You know they would come. They always do. And once they are here, you would tell them everything.

And about Seonghwa and Dannโ€”because you have a feeling that whatever is going on with Mike, those two arenโ€™t far behind.

By the time it is over, you would make sure Mikeโ€™s untouchable image is nothing but dust.

โœฎ โ‹†

โ€œYou want to tell your parents about Hannah?โ€ Mindy finally says, her brows furrowed โ€œAre you sure about this, babe?โ€

โ€œI have to,โ€ You respond, voice steady โ€œI canโ€™t let him keep getting away with everything.โ€

Wooyoung lets out a low whistle โ€œAnd how exactly are you planning to do that? I mean, your parents are obsessed with Mike. Even if you show them proof, they might cover it up.โ€

You exhale sharply, already expecting this โ€œThatโ€™s why I need more than just the truthโ€”I need to make it so public they canโ€™t ignore it.โ€

Mindy tilts her head โ€œWhen are you planning to tell them?โ€

โ€œIf Seonghwa and Dann are involved in this, I need to deal with them firstโ€ฆ Then with Mike.โ€

โ€œYou really think theyโ€™re working with Mike?โ€ Wooyoung asks.

โ€œIt makes too much sense. Mike knew things he had no way of knowing. The video of me smoking, the rumors about Joong, the fake address Dann gave himโ€ฆ someone was feeding him information.โ€

Mindy taps a manicured finger against her knee โ€œSo whatโ€™s the plan?โ€

You lean forward โ€œFirst, Iโ€™ll talk to Hannah. Maybe ask her for a DNA test or something that will make my parents believe me.โ€ You meet Hongjoongโ€™s gaze โ€œYou will come with me.โ€

โ€œMe? I don't even know who she is.โ€

โ€œYou don't need to know her, I just need some support.โ€

He hesitates for a moment before nodding โ€œOkay.โ€

You then turn to Wooyoung and Mindy โ€œAs for you twoโ€ฆ I need you to say something false about me and Joong, make sure Seonghwa listens. Only like that can we know if Hwa and Dann are working with Mike.โ€

Woo grins, cracking his knuckles โ€œYou want dirt? Iโ€™ll get you dirt, babydoll.โ€

Mindy smirks โ€œOh, this is going to be fun.โ€

You lean back, exhaling. The plan is in motion. Now, all they have to do is execute it perfectly.

The night air is crisp as you step out of the cafรฉ, your mind already racing with what needs to be done next. The plan is fragileโ€”it has to be executed perfectly, or everything could backfire.

Hongjoong walks beside you, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, his gaze flickering toward you every few seconds.

โ€œAre you sure you want me there?โ€ He asks. โ€œI meanโ€ฆ Hannah might not even want to see me.โ€

You inhale deeply, steadying yourself โ€œShe wonโ€™t care about you, Joong. Sheโ€™ll care about what I have to say.โ€

He doesnโ€™t argue, but you can tell heโ€™s uneasy. Maybe itโ€™s because he still doesnโ€™t know everything.

โ€œWeโ€™re meeting her tomorrow,โ€ You continue. โ€œShe doesnโ€™t know why yet, but she agreed.โ€

He nods, but you can feel the tension radiating off of him. He wants to ask more. Maybe about this woman, maybe about what you have in mind.

But you donโ€™t give him the chance. Because right now, thereโ€™s something more pressing.

Wooyoung and Mindy walk a few steps ahead, already whispering between themselves, likely crafting the perfect lie to spread.

They need to bait Seonghwa. It has to be something goodโ€”something that hurts.

โ€œSo what should we say?โ€ Mindy asks, glancing back at you. โ€œSomething mild or something explosive?โ€

โ€œExplosive,โ€ You say without hesitation. โ€œSomething that makes me look weak. Hwa will eat it up.โ€

Wooyoung grins โ€œHow about we say that you and little Hongjoong broke up?โ€

Hongjoong tenses beside you. You glance at him but donโ€™t react โ€œNot enoughโ€ฆ We need something that will make Hwa really want Mike to know.โ€

Mindy taps her chin, pretending to think. โ€œHow about thisโ€”Hongjoong is using you to get popularity and status, you know about it but youโ€™re still with him, done.โ€

Hongjoong exhales sharply through his nose โ€œThatโ€™s messed up.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s perfect,โ€ You correct.

Mindy shrugs โ€œIf weโ€™re going to do this, we might as well make it believable.โ€

โ€œJust make sure Seonghwa hears it, and if you can, make sure to see if he interacts with Dann.โ€ You remind them. โ€œIf it gets back to Mike too quickly, he and Dann will be suspicious.โ€

Wooyoung throws an arm around Mindyโ€™s shoulders โ€œOh, donโ€™t worry, babydoll. By the time weโ€™re done, Seonghwa will be begging Dann to tell Mike.โ€

The four of you reach the parking lot, where your cars are waiting. For a moment, you let the night sink in, let the weight of what youโ€™re about to do settle on your shoulders.

This is it.

The first move.

Tomorrow, you will see Hannah.

Tomorrow, everything will change.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

The drive to Hannahโ€™s apartment is quiet.

Hongjoong grips the steering wheel, eyes flickering toward you every so often, but he doesnโ€™t speak.

You know he has questionsโ€”a lot of themโ€”but you arenโ€™t ready to answer.

Not yet.

The known streets fade the further you go, the streets narrowing, the polished luxury of your world giving way to something simpler, something real.

The buildings are smaller, older, stacked closely together. Thereโ€™s no security at the entrance, no valet, no extravagance. Just a plain apartment complex with rusted railings and dimly lit hallways.

Hongjoong pulls into a spot and cuts the engine. He exhales, rubbing a hand over your thigh.

โ€œAre you sure about this?โ€

You donโ€™t hesitate โ€œYes.โ€

He studies you for a moment, like heโ€™s trying to see past the walls youโ€™ve built. Then, with a slow nod, he pushes open his door.

Holding hands, you two walk towards the little building. The stairs creak beneath your heels as you ascend to the third floor. Apartment 3B.

You donโ€™t knock right away. Your fingers hover over the door for a second too long.

He notices โ€œPretty?โ€

Before you can second-guess yourself, you knock. A few moments later, the door swings open.

Hannah stands there, barefoot, dressed in simple lounge clothes. No makeup, no carefully styled hair, just Hana.

She blinks in surprise when she sees Hongjoong beside you, but her expression quickly hardens.

โ€œYou brought company,โ€ She says flatly.

You exhale โ€œCan we come in?โ€

Hannah hesitates. Then, without a word, she steps aside.

The apartment is small but warm. Lived in. A couch with a few toys scattered around, a tiny dining table with an open laptop, the faint scent of baby powder and vanilla lingering in the air.

And thenโ€”

โ€œAuntie!โ€

A small blur of motion comes rushing toward you. Tiny arms wrap around your legs, a little giggle filling the space.

Hongjoong freezes beside you.

You crouch down, smoothing a hand over the little girlโ€™s soft, dark curls โ€œHi, baby.โ€

She beams at you, big round eyes shining with pure joy โ€œDid you bring me a present?โ€

Your chest tightens โ€œIโ€™ll bring one next time, I promise.โ€

She giggles again, then turns her attention to Hongjoong, tilting her head curiously.

โ€œWhoโ€™s that?โ€

Joong is pale, not believing what he is seeing.

You stand, brushing imaginary dust from your clothes โ€œThis is my friend, Hongjoong.โ€

The little girl stares at him for a moment, โ€œDo you like cookies?โ€

He blinks โ€œUhโ€ฆ yeah?โ€

The little girl grins โ€œThen you can stay.โ€

And with that, she toddles off toward the couch, already forgetting about him.

Hanhah watches the whole exchange with guarded eyes โ€œYou didnโ€™t tell him, did you?โ€ She finally says.

Hongjoong shifts beside you, eyes darting between the two of you โ€œTell me what?โ€

You inhale sharply, turning to face him fully. โ€œJoongโ€ฆ this is Hanhahโ€™s daughter.โ€

His brows furrow โ€œOkayโ€ฆ?โ€

You swallow, your voice steady but heavy โ€œSheโ€™s Mikeโ€™s daughter.โ€

The words drop like a bomb in the small apartment.

Hongjoongโ€™s entire body goes stiff. His eyes widen, darting back to the little girl, who is now occupied with a stuffed bear on the couch. Slowly, like heโ€™s trying to piece together a puzzle that shouldnโ€™t exist, he turns back to you.

โ€œYN,โ€ He says carefully, voice lower now, โ€œWhat the hell are you talking about?โ€

You clench your jaw โ€œExactly what I said.โ€

Hannah crosses her arms, looking at him like sheโ€™s daring him to say something stupid.

โ€œYou didnโ€™t think Mike was actually perfect, did you?โ€

Hongjoong swallows hard, his Adamโ€™s apple bobbing โ€œHeโ€”he has a kid?โ€

โ€œWith me,โ€ Hanhah confirms. โ€œAnd he threatened to ruin my life if I ever told anyone.โ€

He shakes his head, running a hand through his hair โ€œJesus Christ, pretty.โ€

You shift closer to him, lowering your voice โ€œNow do you see why I need to do this?โ€

Joong exhales sharply, glancing at the little girl again. His expression shifts, something unreadable flickering across his face. And then, he nods.

โ€œIโ€™m in,โ€ He says. โ€œWhatever you need, Iโ€™m in.โ€

For the first time that night, you breathe a little easier.

Because this is just the beginning.

โœฎ โ‹†

The air feels heavy with unspoken words as you and Hongjoong sit at the small, worn-out table across from Hannah.

The little girl, still distracted by her stuffed bear, giggles every now and then, blissfully unaware of the storm brewing in the room.

Hongjoong, still processing, doesnโ€™t look at you, but he holds your hand in his. His eyes are fixed on the little girl, his mind likely racing with questions.

"Youโ€™re telling me Mike doesnโ€™t know sheโ€™s alive?" He asks, his voice barely above a whisper, the disbelief in it palpable.

Hannahโ€™s gaze darkens "No. He thinks I had an abortion. Thatโ€™s what he told me to do. He threatened me, said if I didnโ€™tโ€ฆ heโ€™d ruin my life. He was so sure of it. He made me believe it was the only option." Her voice cracks slightly, but she steadies herself.

โ€œBut I couldnโ€™t do it. I couldnโ€™t end her life just because Mike didnโ€™t want the world to know about her."

The words land like a punch, and Hongjoong recoils slightly, the reality of the situation sinking in.

"Thatโ€™s why youโ€™ve beenโ€”" He gestures vaguely toward her daughter, still oblivious to the weight of their conversation. "Youโ€™ve been keeping her a secret all these years?"

She nods, her face hardening as she looks down at her daughter "Iโ€™ve had to. For her safety. For my sanity. I couldn't risk Mike finding out she was alive. Not after everything he said." She pauses, her fingers brushing over the babyโ€™s small hand. โ€œIโ€™ve kept in contact with YN, becauseโ€ฆ because someone had to know the truth.โ€

You feel a pang of guilt in your chest, the weight of what youโ€™ve been hiding from everyoneโ€”the truth that no one, especially Mike, could ever learn.

Youโ€™ve helped her for years, sending money for the baby, but the lies have built walls between you and your family.

It was always supposed to stay secret. But now, you need to bring it all into the light. And you need to do it carefully.

You turn to Hongjoong, your voice low โ€œMike doesnโ€™t know sheโ€™s alive. And he canโ€™t. He will never find out, not from me. And Iโ€™ve never let anyone get close to herโ€ฆ until now.โ€

His eyes flicker with understanding, the pieces finally coming together "So... weโ€™re not just exposing Mikeโ€™s secrets, weโ€™re exposing his lies too."

You nod, the weight of the plan growing heavier โ€œExactly.โ€

Hannah sits in silence for a moment, as if weighing something in her mind.

โ€œI know this is going to be dangerous for all of us. Iโ€™ve lived in fear of Mike finding out. But I canโ€™t hide anymore. This girl deserves to know the truth.โ€

You exhale, your heart racing โ€œI wonโ€™t let him keep his image. Not anymore.โ€

โ€œOkay,โ€ Hongjoong says finally, his voice steady. โ€œBut you know this is going to take more than just telling your parents, right? We need evidence. Something undeniable.โ€

You nod again โ€œThatโ€™s why we need a DNA test. Hannah, youโ€™re going to have to agree to it. Itโ€™s the only way we can prove it. If we can show them she is his, thereโ€™s no way theyโ€™ll be able to cover it up.โ€

She hesitates, you see the fear flash across her face โ€œIf I do this... will it be enough? Will your parents believe it?โ€

โ€œI hope so,โ€ You say firmly. โ€œAnd once they knowโ€”once we have that proofโ€”theyโ€™ll have no choice but to acknowledge him for who he really is. No more pretending.โ€

Hongjoong watches you for a beat, his eyes softening just slightly โ€œWeโ€™ll do this together. But we have to be careful. One wrong move and itโ€™s over.โ€

Hannah stands up, wiping her palms on her pants, clearly anxious but resolved.

โ€œOkay. Iโ€™ll do it. For her. For her future.โ€

The little girl looks up at the three of you, her big, innocent eyes wide.

โ€œAre we gonna tell Daddy soon?โ€

Your breath catches in your throat. The innocence in her voice makes everything feel so much heavier.

โ€œWeโ€™ll tell him when the time is right,โ€ You say, forcing a smile. โ€œWhen heโ€™s ready to hear it.โ€

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

While you and Hongjoon talk with Hannah, Mindy and Wooyoung sit casually in the school cafeteria, their voices just loud enough to be overheard.

Woo, always the playful one, dramatically leans in closer to Mindy, whispering just loud enough for nearby ears to catch pieces of their conversation.

โ€œYou heard about Hongjoong, right?โ€ Wooyoung says, shaking his head with exaggerated concern. โ€œBabydollโ€™s been buying him stuff. Like, a lot of stuff.โ€

Mindy gasps, playing along โ€œNo way. So the rumors are true? Heโ€™s just using her?โ€

Woo sighs, rubbing his temples โ€œI donโ€™t want to believe it, but even YNโ€™s starting to realize it. She told me sheโ€™s thinking about ending things. Sheโ€™s just waiting for the right moment.โ€

Seonghwa, sitting at a nearby table with other students, doesnโ€™t react outwardly, but Mindy catches the way his fingers still over his phone.

She knows heโ€™s listening. Mindy lowers her voice just a bit, making it seem like she doesnโ€™t want to be overheard.

โ€œThatโ€™s not all. Hongjoongโ€™s been acting super secretive. I heard heโ€™s meeting up with someone outside of school. A girl.โ€

Wooyoung raises an eyebrow โ€œA girl? Who?โ€

Mindy shrugs, keeping it vague โ€œI donโ€™t know yet, but Iโ€™m sure itโ€™s not YN.โ€

A beat of silence. Then Seonghwa stands, casually stretching before walking offโ€”phone in hand.

Mindy and Wooyoung exchange a look. Hook, line, and sinker.

If Seonghwa really is working with Dann, it wonโ€™t be long before this โ€˜informationโ€™ reaches Mike.

โœฎ โ‹†

Dann moves through the crowded hallway, her arms wrapped tightly around her books as she heads toward the library.

Sheโ€™s been keeping her head down lately, avoiding unnecessary conversationsโ€”especially with Mike and Seonghwa.

After what happened to you, after seeing Mikeโ€™s violence firsthand, something in her feels wrong.

Maybe this has gone too far.

But Seonghwa doesnโ€™t give her a choice.

โ€œDann.โ€

His voice cuts through the noise, smooth and controlled, but she knows him well enough to hear the edge beneath it. She stops mid-step, squeezing her eyes shut for a brief second before turning around.

Seonghwa leans casually against the lockers, arms crossed, looking her up and down with that usual amused smirk. But thereโ€™s something else in his expressionโ€”something sharp.

โ€œWe need to talk.โ€

Dann swallows โ€œI have class.โ€

โ€œIt can wait.โ€ He pushes off the lockers and steps closer, lowering his voice. โ€œI heard something youโ€™re gonna love.โ€

She forces herself to look bored โ€œI doubt that.โ€

Hwa chuckles, shaking his head โ€œYou really should be more curious, Dann. You and I both know Mike would want to hear this.โ€

Her stomach twists โ€œI donโ€™tโ€”โ€

โ€œThe nerd is using YN.โ€

Dann freezes. Seonghwa watches her carefully, letting the words settle in before continuing.

โ€œWooyoung and Mindy said it. Apparently, Hongjoongโ€™s only with her for popularity. And get thisโ€”she knows it. Sheโ€™s staying with him anyway.โ€

Dann shifts uncomfortably, gripping her books tighter โ€œSo what? Thatโ€™s their problem, not ours.โ€

Hwaโ€™s smirk fades slightly โ€œAre you forgetting who youโ€™re working with? Mike needs to know this.โ€

Dann glances around, her pulse quickening โ€œMaybeโ€ฆ maybe we shouldnโ€™t get involved in this one.โ€

His eyes narrow, and just like that, his amusement vanishes. He steps closer, his voice dropping to a whisper.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong with you lately?โ€

โ€œNothing,โ€ She lies, shifting her weight.

โ€œYouโ€™re acting differently.โ€

โ€œI just thinkโ€”โ€ She hesitates, wetting her lips. โ€œI think Mike has enough reasons to hate her already. He doesnโ€™t need this one either.โ€

Seonghwa scoffs, shaking his head โ€œOf course he does. Whatโ€™s better than proving sheโ€™s pathetic? That sheโ€™s weak?โ€ He tilts his head, watching her carefully. โ€œUnless you donโ€™t want to be useful to him anymore?โ€

Dann clenches her jaw. She feels cornered, the guilt pressing down on her chest.

YN doesnโ€™t deserve this.

But Seonghwa is watching her like a predator, waiting for any sign of weakness. If she refuses, heโ€™ll start asking questionsโ€”questions that might lead back to her hesitations, her guilt. If Mike finds out sheโ€™s doubting himโ€ฆ

She exhales shakily, looking down at her shoes โ€œFine,โ€ she mutters. โ€œIโ€™ll tell him.โ€

His smirk returns instantly โ€œGood girl.โ€

She doesnโ€™t move right away. Every fiber of her being screams at her to walk away, to stop this before it goes any further.

But she doesnโ€™t.

Instead, she pulls out her phone, her fingers trembling as she types a message to him.

Dann: We need to talk. Itโ€™s about YN and Hongjoong.

As she presses send, she feels sick.

She doesnโ€™t notice the two figures watching from down the hall.

Wooyoung leans lazily against the lockers, arms crossed, his grin widening. โ€œBabydoll was right.โ€

Mindy hums, inspecting her nails. โ€œHonestly, I knew it since the day I saw her talking with Hwa at the party.โ€

Woo chuckles. โ€œWell, he did what we needed him to do.โ€

Mindy smirks, flicking her gaze toward Dann โ€œNow lets see if Dann tells Mike.โ€

Because once Mike hears this, things will really start falling apart.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

The evening air is cool against your skin as you push open the balcony doors of your bedroom, stepping outside with a quiet sigh.

The city lights stretch far into the distance, twinkling against the dark sky.

Everything feels too muchโ€”Hannah, the baby, the truth youโ€™re about to reveal. Itโ€™s all starting to feel real.

But then, thereโ€™s him.

Hongjoong stands a few feet away, leaning against the railing, his gaze distant. Heโ€™s been quiet since you got home, like heโ€™s still trying to piece everything together.

You step beside him, resting your arms on the railing "Youโ€™re thinking too much," You murmur.

He huffs out a small laugh, shaking his head "Can you blame me?"

You tilt your head, watching him "Whatโ€™s on your mind?"

He exhales, running a hand through his hair. "Hannah, the baby, Mike. You." He glances at you then, something unreadable in his expression. "This is a lot, pretty. I justโ€ฆ I donโ€™t want you to go through this alone."

You blink at him, caught off guard.

Heโ€™s serious.

"You really mean that?" You ask softly.

Hongjoong turns fully toward you, his brows drawing together. "Of course I do. Iโ€”" He hesitates, like the words are caught in his throat. Then, with a deep breath, he presses on. "I care about you, YN. More than you think."

Your heart does something strangeโ€”tightens, twists, then swells. You donโ€™t know what to say. No one has ever said that to you, not like this.

Not like they meant it.

So, instead of words, you step closer, your hands reaching out on instinct.

He doesnโ€™t move as you slip your arms around his waist, pressing your forehead against his shoulder.

Heโ€™s warm, steady, safe.

For a second, heโ€™s frozen. Then, slowly, his arms come around you too, holding you just as tightly.

"You donโ€™t have to do anything for me," You whisper. "Justโ€ฆ stay with me."

Hongjoong rests his chin on top of your head, his voice quiet but firm.

"Iโ€™m not going anywhere."

And for the first time in a long time, you believe it.

โœฎ โ‹†

Your room is dimly lit, the golden glow from your bedside lamp casting soft shadows on the walls.

The silence is peaceful, interrupted only by the faint sound of pages flipping as Hongjoong sits on your bed, pretending to read a book but really just stealing glances at you.

Youโ€™re laying next to him, your head resting in his lap while you scroll over your social media.

He is about to say something when a sharp knock.

No. Not a knock. A demand interrupts him.

You freeze, and Hongjoongโ€™s muscles tense. Then the door swings open without waiting for permission.

Mike steps inside, composed as ever, but thereโ€™s something in his eyesโ€”something sharp, something dangerous.

You meet his gaze, already standing from your comfortable position.

"What the hell are youโ€”"

"Youโ€™re pathetic," He cuts you off smoothly "And predictable." His gaze flickers to Hongjoong, and he lets out a small, humorless chuckle "I should have known heโ€™d be here."

"What do you want, Mike?"

"You really are desperate, arenโ€™t you?" His voice is low, full of quiet venom "So desperate for someone to want you that youโ€™re letting this nerd use you. And whatโ€™s worse?" He tilts his head, lips curving into something cruel "You fucking know it."

You smile when you hear that. It was them.

"And where did you get that brilliant theory? Park Seonghwa?" A pause "Or Dann?"

Something flickers in Mikeโ€™s eyes. Park Seonghwa? What does Seonghwa have to do with this?

You scoff "Of course. You must be proudโ€”controlling people like puppets, just like you always do."

Mike steps closer "And youโ€™re any different?" His voice lowers "You lie to yourself every day, pretending youโ€™re not just as pathetic as the rest of them. But deep down, you know the truth."

"You want to talk about truth?" Your heart pounds as you take a step forward, voice daring, reckless "What about Hannah then?"

The moment the name Hannah leaves your lips, the air in the room shifts. Mike stiffens, his entire body going rigid. The usual arrogance in his expression waversโ€”just for a second, but itโ€™s there.

A crack. A weakness.

You see it, Hongjoong sees it.

And then, Mike moves.

The slap comes fast, too fast.

The sound of it rings through the room, a sickening crack as his palm connects with your cheek, whipping your head to the side.

The sting is instant, burning hot, your skin already throbbing. You gasp, stumbling back, your vision blurring for a split second.

But before you can process the painโ€”before you can even reactโ€”Hongjoong is already moving.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" The anger in his voice is like nothing youโ€™ve ever heard before.

Hongjoong shoves Mike back, his entire body coiled with fury. The sharp contrast between his usual calm demeanor and the pure rage in his eyes is enough to make even Mike falter.

"You donโ€™t get to do that," Hongjoong seethes, standing between you and your brother, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles are white. "Not to her. Not to anyone."

Mikeโ€™s lips curl, his composure snapping back into place, but thereโ€™s an unmistakable flicker of irritationโ€”maybe even surpriseโ€”at Hongjoongโ€™s audacity.

"And what exactly do you think youโ€™re doing?" Mike taunts, brushing off the shove like it was nothing. "You think you can protect her?" He scoffs. "You think she needs you?"

Hongjoong doesnโ€™t flinch "She doesnโ€™t need me," He admits, voice steady. "But Iโ€™m still here. And I wonโ€™t fucking stand by while you hurt her."

Thereโ€™s something raw, undeniable in his words. You blink, still dazed from the slap, your hand hovering near your stinging cheek. Hongjoong turns slightly, eyes softening when they land on you.

"Are you okay, pretty?" His voice is lower now, gentle.

Something inside you twists.

Mike clicks his tongue in disgust "Pathetic," He mutters.

Hongjoongโ€™s jaw clenches "Get the fuck out."

For the first time, Mike hesitates.

Hongjoongโ€™s not just some quiet, desperate nerd anymore. Heโ€™s furious. Unshakable. And for once, Mike doesnโ€™t have complete control over the situation.

"Youโ€™re making a mistake, nerd." Mike finally says, his voice cold, but thereโ€™s something else there tooโ€”annoyance, maybe even unease.

"Get. Out," Hongjoong repeats, this time his voice lower, quieterโ€”but somehow deadlier.

Mike holds his gaze for a long moment before scoffing and turning toward the door. But before he leaves, he glances at you one last time.

"You think youโ€™re playing some clever game, but you have no idea what youโ€™re doing," He murmurs. "Youโ€™ll regret this, YN."

With that, he walks out, slamming the door behind him. The room is suffocatingly silent in the aftermath.

Hongjoong exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair as he turns back to you. His fingers twitch, like he wants to reach for you but isnโ€™t sure if he should.

"Prettyโ€”"

"Iโ€™m fine," You cut him off, voice tight.

But youโ€™re not fine.

Youโ€™re shaking. Your cheek burns. Your heart is racing. And then, without thinking, you step forward and wrap your arms around Hongjoong.

He melts immediately into the embrace, his arms coming around you protectively.

"Iโ€™ve got you," He murmurs into your hair. "Iโ€™m right here."

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

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๐“‡ผ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ป ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ค ๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜Œ๐˜ฑ.๐˜›๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ! ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜”๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด/๐˜ˆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด/๐˜‰๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜‰๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐“‡ผ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต8/๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž Bed Time ! - @vhyunjinverse matz x pregnant!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Handcuffed - @vampzity police!matz x criminal!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Lovely Pet - @littlefireball vampire!matz x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ The Little Things - @srslyscary ot8 x reader (scenarios) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Ways To Say : I Love You - @imagine-a-life-like-this ot8 x reader (scenarios) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ 8:30pm - @dancinglikebutterflywings idol!hongjoong x maddox's sister!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Attention Please - @starminzoo idol!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Can You Hold Me? - @orshii tennis player!hongjoong x therapist!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Million Dollar Man - @holybibly rich!older!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Swapped - @daisykihannie bf!hongjoong x gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ธ๐˜ข ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Animal Crossing vs Stardew Valley - @solaris-amethyst best friend!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Deserve You - @captain-joongz brother-in-law!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž How We Live In Tokyo - @yeoslattes street racer!matz!seonghwa x street racer!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Look Like a Freak - @freyaphoria nerd!perv!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Missing Piece - @k-hotchoisan bf!seonghwa x gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž

๐“‡ผ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ As Long As With You - @xuchiya non-idol!yunho x reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Body Language - @k-hotchoisan brother's best friend!yunho x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Carnival - @pocketjoong prince!yunho x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Classroom Shenanigans - @solaris-amethyst teacher!husband!yunho x teacher!wife!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Yunho + Subtle Ways He Shows He Loves You - @stayteezdreams bf!yunho x gn!reader (scenarios) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ

๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž 3:33pm โ™ก - @ateezscupid non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Cosmos - @pirateprincessblog non-idol!space traveler!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Flex - @xuchiya non-idol!yeosang x reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Not Like The Previous Ones - @03jyh23 bf!yeosang x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Sweat and Seduction - @xomakara gym rat!yeosang x yoga teacher!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Be Your Solace - @makeitmingi university student!bf!san x university student!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Cheerleaders And Stereotypes - @itsbeeble football player!san x cheerleader!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Night Like These - @03jyh23 idol!san x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Second Times - @velvetydream dad!san x wife!pregnant!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Treat You Better - @starskq non-idol!san x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž

๐“‡ผ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ช ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž Early Morning Live - @/bro-atz idol!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž MingiWonka - @shinestarhwaa wonka!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Save A Horse, Ride Your Best Friend - @seonghwaddict best friend!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Show & Tell [Part One | Part Two] - @jensthwa best friend!mingi x reader (two-parts) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Still Your Biggest Fan - @byuntrash101 idol!mingi x gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž I Still Hate You - @starskq non-idol!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Midnight Kisses - @mingigoo best friend!wooyoung x single parent!reader (series) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Silver Dive - @hwallazia bf!wooyoung x gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Sly Fox, Dumb Bunny - @lividstar vigilante!wooyoung x secret agent!reader (series) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Super Attractive - @wbtsan idol!bf!wooyoung x gf!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Hear A Sirenโ€™s Call - @the-midnight-blooms siren!jongho x reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Home - @desirehorizon bf!jongho x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Not As Innocent - @ja3hwa bf!jongho x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Oh Shit, Are We In Love - @mingigoo basketball player!jongho x cheerleader!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Where Did You Go? - @solaris-amethyst non-idol!jongho x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ


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1 month ago
I Have The Same Mbti As Him So Iโ€™m Not Surprised
I Have The Same Mbti As Him So Iโ€™m Not Surprised

I have the same mbti as him so iโ€™m not surprised

thank you for tagging me I think youโ€™re cool too

tagging ๐Ÿท๏ธ @lividstar @solaris-amethyst

(you guys donโ€™t gonna do this if you donโ€™t want to)

quiz tag game + your bias

i found this cute personality quiz while i was scrolling thru twt and i thought itโ€™d be fun to do here hehe :3

Quiz Tag Game + Your Bias
Quiz Tag Game + Your Bias

how did they know i cry super easily TT skjwhw

np taggies: @yourfatherlucifer @cottoncandy-girl @bvidzsoo @mysteriousrainsworld @svintsandghosts @coffee-addict-kitten @sp4ceboo @sorryimananti-romantic @wwooyology @mimikittysblog @crimsonbubble @potatomountain @almightyddeonghwa @hongjoongspoetry @ateezscupid +anyone whoโ€™d like to join in <333


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1 month ago

YOU READY TO GET FUCKING SUED

BRO DANN GROW A BACKBONE I SWEAR YOU KEEP PISSING ME OFF

Popular, Boy

โ˜†14: The first confession.

Popular, Boy

Pairing: Nerd!Hongjoong x Popular!Reader

Genre: +18, smut, slow burn, angst, drama, dark romance, love triangle.

wc: 8,7k

Summary: While some battles are fought with fists, others are waged behind closed doors, where power, reputation, and control mean everything.

And when innocence is placed at the center of the storm, the lines between family and enemy blur.

Warnings: Cursing, physical violence, power dynamics, fluff.

an: We are almost at the end of the series!! I hope you enjoy the last chapters coming soonโ™ก

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โ˜†13 โ˜†15: The first checkmate. Coming soon.

Popular, Boy

The waiting room smells like antiseptic and paperwork, a sterile combination that makes your stomach churn.

You tap your nails against your thigh, gaze locked on the reception desk as if willing the nurse to call your name faster.

Hongjoong sits beside you, his hand resting lightly on your knee, a silent anchor. He doesnโ€™t speak, doesnโ€™t tell you to calm down, but his presence alone is enough to keep you grounded.

Itโ€™s been a week. A long, exhausting week of waiting. And now, itโ€™s finally time. A nurse steps out from behind the desk, a folder in her hands.

โ€œMiss Clarke?โ€

You stand immediately, legs tense, heart hammering. He follows suit, his hand finding yours, lacing his fingers through yours without hesitation.

The nurse hands you the folder with a professional smile, oblivious to the weight of what sheโ€™s just given you.

โ€œHere are the results. Let us know if you need anything else.โ€

You nod stiffly, clutching the envelope as if it might slip through your fingers and disappear. Neither of you says a word as you leave the hospital.

Not even when you slide into Hongjoongโ€™s car.

Not even when you place the envelope on your lap, staring at your name printed neatly on the front.

The tension is suffocating.

He glances at you before reaching over, his fingers brushing against your wrist.

โ€œPretty,โ€ He murmurs, soft but firm. โ€œDo you want me to open it?โ€

You inhale sharply, then shake your head โ€œNo.โ€

With careful movements, you break the seal and pull out the papers. Your eyes skim the wordsโ€”test subject, percentage, confirmationโ€”until you find it.

99.9% probability of paternity.

Your fingers tighten around the edges of the document, your breath catching.

There it is.

Proof.

The proof you needed to finally rip Mikeโ€™s perfect image to shreds.

Hongjoong watches you carefully, his free hand still resting over yours โ€œItโ€™s real,โ€ He says, like he already knows. Like he never had a doubt.

You nod, throat tight โ€œItโ€™s real.โ€

For a few moments, you let yourself sit in the weight of it.

Then, you exhale and fold the papers neatly, sliding them back into the envelope โ€œLetโ€™s go.โ€

โœฎ โ‹†

Your room is dimly lit. You and Hongjoong sit on your bed, the envelope between you, a silent promise of whatโ€™s coming.

You tap the envelope once before speaking โ€œMike has a business trip in two days.โ€

Hongjoong leans back against the headboard, arms crossed โ€œThatโ€™s when youโ€™re telling them?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s when Iโ€™ll have the best chance,โ€ You confirm. โ€œIf heโ€™s here, heโ€™ll find a way to twist everything. Heโ€™ll manipulate them, make himself the victim. I need them to see the truth without his interference.โ€

He nods, understanding โ€œAnd you need me there.โ€

You look at him then, taking in the steady certainty in his eyes โ€œI want you there,โ€ You admit. โ€œAs a witness. Asโ€ฆ as support.โ€

His gaze softens, and he reaches for your hand, squeezing it gently โ€œIโ€™ll be there, pretty.โ€

The words settle something deep inside you, a quiet reassurance that you wonโ€™t have to face this alone.

You lean into him, resting your head against his shoulder, letting the storm outside mirror the one building inside your home.

In two days, everything would change.

And for the first time, you were ready for it.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

Dann hesitates outside Mikeโ€™s study, her hands clammy as she wrings them together. She shouldnโ€™t be here.

She doesnโ€™t want to be here.

But she doesnโ€™t have a choice. With a deep breath, she knocks. A sharp โ€˜Come inโ€™ Follows almost immediately.

Dann swallows and steps inside. The room is dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of whiskey and his signature cologne. He sits at his desk, fingers steepled, his gaze sharp as it lands on her.

She feels like prey.

โ€œWell?โ€ His voice is clipped, impatient. โ€œWhat is it?โ€

Dann shifts uncomfortably, her nails digging into the skin of her palm โ€œIโ€ฆ I overheard something.โ€

Mike raises an eyebrow, waiting.

โ€œItโ€™s about YN.โ€

That gets his attention. Mikeโ€™s entire body stiffens, his sharp gaze snapping toward Dann.

โ€œWhat about her?โ€ His voice is low, laced with something dangerous.

Dann forces herself to keep her composure, though the weight of his stare makes her stomach churn.

โ€œSheโ€ฆ she was on the phone with Hongjoong a couple of days ago,โ€ She begins hesitantly. โ€œI didnโ€™t hear much, but I caught a name.โ€

He doesnโ€™t react right away. He just watches. Waiting.

Dann swallows hard โ€œHannah.โ€

The sound of glass shattering against the wall makes her flinch violently.

Her breath catches as she watches whiskey drip down the bookshelf, the remnants of the crystal glass scattered across the polished wood floor.

Mike rises abruptly, his chair scraping against the ground, the muscles in his jaw flexing as his hands curl into fists. His entire body trembles with barely contained rage.

โ€œWhat did you just say?โ€ His voice is dangerously low.

Dann forces the words out, her pulse hammering โ€œIโ€“I heard her say they should go with Hannah. And then she left with Hongjoong. I donโ€™t know where they went, butโ€”โ€

His palm slams down onto the desk with a force that rattles the papers on top of it. Dann jumps, her entire body locking up.

โ€œYouโ€™re sure?โ€ His voice is tight, seething.

She nods frantically โ€œYes. She said it clearly.โ€

Mikeโ€™s breathing turns ragged, his chest rising and falling too fast. The room is heavy with his fury, suffocating.

That bitch.

He told Hannah to disappear. He made sure of it. There was no way you could have been in contact with her.

Unlessโ€ฆ

His stomach twists with something unfamiliarโ€”something dangerously close to dread.

What if Hannah never left?

What ifโ€”

His fingers dig into the desk as he exhales sharply, forcing himself to think. His thoughts are spiraling, unraveling, but one thing is certain.

He needs answers. Now.

Slowly, he turns to Dann, his expression unreadable, voice cold and deliberate.

โ€œDonโ€™t mention this to anyone.โ€

Dann nods quickly, stepping back toward the door. She doesnโ€™t need to be told twice. But before she can escape, his voice slices through the air again.

โ€œSheโ€™s here, isnโ€™t she?โ€ His tone is eerily calm, but the way his chest rises and falls betrays his barely leashed fury.

Dann hesitates, a chill running down her spine. She already knows where this is going. And once againโ€ฆ itโ€™s her fault.

โ€œIโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know,โ€ She whispers.

But heโ€™s already moving.

Without another word, Mike practically bolts from the room, his footsteps heavy with purpose.

Dann stands frozen for a second, her pulse roaring in her ears.

Then, without thinking, she rushes after him.

If she can stop him from hurting you againโ€ฆ maybe, just maybe, she can lessen the guilt threatening to drown her.

โœฎ โ‹†

The moment the bedroom door slams open, you barely have time to react before Mike storms inside.

Hongjoong stiffens beside you, his entire body going rigid as he instinctively moves closer. Dann lingers by the doorway, frozen in place.

But the older one doesn't look at them. He doesnโ€™t even acknowledge their presence. His furious gaze is locked solely on you.

โ€œWhat the fuck are you playing at?โ€ His voice is low, dangerously quietโ€”but you know better than to mistake it for restraint.

You raise an eyebrow, keeping your expression indifferent even as your heart pounds.

โ€œYouโ€™re going to have to be more specific, Mike. I play a lot of things.โ€

His jaw ticks. His hands curl into fists at his sides.

โ€œIโ€™m not in the mood for your stupid games,โ€ He spits. โ€œYou were with her.โ€

You blink, feigning confusion โ€œWith who?โ€

His hand moves so fast you barely see it.

The force of the slap sends your head snapping to the side, your cheek stinging instantly. The taste of blood blooms on your tongue.

Hongjoong moves before you can even react. He shoves Mike back, hard enough that he stumbles a step.

โ€œAre you out of your fucking mind?!โ€ His voice is sharp, furious, his breathing ragged with anger.

But Mike barely even looks at him. Instead, he straightens, smoothing out the front of his shirt like he isnโ€™t the least bit fazed.

Then, he steps forward again, crowding you, towering over you like a storm ready to break. You lift your chin defiantly, refusing to cower.

โ€œWhere is she?โ€ His voice is a low growl. โ€œWhere the fuck is Hannah?โ€

You tilt your head, licking the cut on your lip before giving him the most infuriatingly nonchalant smile you can muster.

โ€œI donโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking about.โ€

His eyes darken โ€œDonโ€™t fucking lie to me, YN.โ€

โ€œLie to you?โ€ You scoff. โ€œPlease. If thereโ€™s anyone whoโ€™s an expert in lying, itโ€™s you.โ€

Another step forward. Another inch of space stolen.

Hongjoong moves again, stepping between you and Mike this time, his stance firm, protective.

โ€œBack. The fuck. Off.โ€ His voice is steady, but his hands are clenched into fists, his entire body wound tight like a spring ready to snap.

Mike glares at him, as if just now registering his existence.

โ€œAnd what the hell are you going to do about it, nerd?โ€

Hongjoong doesnโ€™t flinch โ€œTry me and find out.โ€

Thereโ€™s a heavy pause. The air crackles with tension.

And thenโ€ฆ Mike smirks.

Itโ€™s slow, cold, calculated.

โ€œCute,โ€ He mutters, voice dripping with condescension. โ€œSheโ€™s really got you wrapped around her little finger, huh?โ€

Hongjoong doesnโ€™t respond, doesnโ€™t rise to the bait. But you see itโ€”the way his fingers twitch at his sides, the way his jaw tightens.

And then, thereโ€™s Dann.

Standing by the doorway, silent, watching.

She does nothing, says nothing.

Just like before.

And something inside you snaps. You inhale sharply, the pain in your cheek already numbing beneath the flood of anger boiling in your veins.

โ€œI donโ€™t have time for your theatrics, Michael,โ€ You say, your voice eerily calm. โ€œSo unless you have anything useful to say, get the fuck out of my room.โ€

Mike tilts his head, his smirk widening โ€œYouโ€™re awfully confident for someone who still flinches when I raise my hand.โ€

You donโ€™t flinch this time. Instead, you step around Hongjoong, closing the distance between you and him in a deliberate, defiant move.

โ€œYou should be careful,โ€ You whisper, eyes locking onto his. โ€œBecause one day, youโ€™re going to raise your hand at the wrong person.โ€

Mike doesnโ€™t reply, he just looks at you. And in that moment, something shifts.

A flicker of uncertainty, maybe even a sliver of doubt, crosses his expressionโ€”so brief you might have imagined it.

Then, just as quickly, itโ€™s gone.

He scoffs, rolling his shoulders before stepping back โ€œThis isnโ€™t over,โ€ He mutters.

You smile, sickly sweet โ€œOh, I know.โ€

With that, he turns sharply on his heel and strides out of the room, the door slamming behind him.

Silence.

Hongjoong exhales, running a hand through his hair, trying to calm himself down.

Dann?

Still standing there.

Still watching.

She looks like sheโ€™s just seen a ghostโ€”pale, eyes wide, shoulders drawn tight. Guilt hangs off her like a second skin, but you donโ€™t give a fuck.

You exhale sharply, turning toward her with slow, deliberate movements.

โ€œWhy are you still here?โ€ Your voice is flat, emotionless.

Dann swallows hard, her hands trembling as she grips the strap of her bag like itโ€™s the only thing keeping her upright.

โ€œYN, Iโ€”โ€

Your patience snaps โ€œGet the fuck out.โ€ Dann flinches, shame flashing across her face. โ€œDid I fucking stutter?โ€ You step forward, eyes burning into hers. โ€œOr do you need me to spell it out for you?โ€

She doesnโ€™t move, doesnโ€™t speak. Just stands there, frozen in place, like she wants to say somethingโ€”needs toโ€”but she canโ€™t.

Your fingers curl into fists โ€œYou stood there and did nothing. Again.โ€ You shake your head, disgust curling in your stomach. โ€œYou are a fucking coward.โ€

Dannโ€™s eyes glisten for a fraction of a second, but you donโ€™t care.

You donโ€™t fucking care.

She chose this.

She chose to side with Mike.

And now, sheโ€™s realizing itโ€”realizing that no matter how much guilt is eating her alive, it doesnโ€™t change the fact that she let him hurt you.

Again.

Hongjoong, still fuming, finally speaks โ€œYou heard her,โ€ He says, voice low and cold. โ€œGet out.โ€

Dannโ€™s lips part slightly, but no words come out. Then, after a painfully long moment she nods. Her gaze drops to the floor as she turns on shaky legs and stumbles toward the door.

She hesitates when she reaches the threshold, gripping the handle so tight her knuckles turn white.

โ€œI never meant for it to be like this,โ€ She whispers, voice barely above a breath.

You donโ€™t respond. She lingers for just another secondโ€”just long enough for you to see the full weight of her regret in her expression.

Then, she steps out, and the door clicks shut behind her.

Silence.

Finally, you exhale, your body collapsing on the bed.

Hongjoongโ€™s already by your side, his hand gently cupping your face. He doesnโ€™t say anything at first, just watching you with concern in his eyes.

You can feel the heat of his gaze, but it doesnโ€™t comfort youโ€”it only makes you more aware of the hurt still burning inside.

โ€œAre you okay?โ€ He murmurs softly, gently lifting your chin to inspect the cut on your lip.

His fingers are warm, his touch careful, and you bite down a wince when he brushes his thumb over your skin.

โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ You mutter, your voice still hoarse from the shouting and the silence that follows.

He doesnโ€™t respond to that. Instead, he exhales sharply, shaking his head before standing up.

โ€œStay here,โ€ He says firmly.

You watch as he disappears into your private bathroom, the sound of cabinets opening and closing filling the quiet room. Moments later, he returns with a small first-aid kit in his hands.

He kneels in front of you, placing the kit on the bed as he pulls out antiseptic and some cotton.

โ€œThis is going to sting,โ€ He warns, soaking the cotton pad with the antiseptic before pressing it gently against your split lip.

You flinch, a sharp hiss escaping your lips โ€œNo shit, Sherlock.โ€

He huffs out a small laugh, shaking his head but continuing his task with steady hands.

โ€œYou and your damn mouth,โ€ He mutters, his tone affectionate despite his frustration.

You roll your eyes, but the warmth in his voice soothes something inside you. He finishes dabbing at the wound, then carefully applies a bit of ointment with his fingertip, his touch unbearably soft.

When heโ€™s done, he pulls back slightly, his eyes scanning your face as if making sure there arenโ€™t any more hidden injuries. His fingers brush your jaw, lingering for a moment.

โ€œYNโ€ฆโ€ His voice is quiet, serious.

You exhale, knowing what heโ€™s going to say, knowing he wants you to be honest about whatโ€™s going on.

โ€œIโ€™m not going to let him get away with this, Hongjoong,โ€ You say before he can speak, your voice firm despite the dull ache in your lip.

โ€œIโ€™ve been thinking about it, and if my parents try to cover for him, if they try to ignore the truth and protect him, Iโ€™ll sue him.โ€

His eyes widen slightly, but he doesnโ€™t look shocked. Justโ€ฆ resolute. Like heโ€™s been waiting for you to say this.

โ€œIโ€™ll sue him for physical violence,โ€ You continue, your voice steady now. โ€œFor everything heโ€™s done to me. And for abandoning his child. If my parents refuse to see the truth, then Iโ€™ll expose it all.โ€ Your gaze hardens. โ€œI wonโ€™t let him pretend like this never happened. Iโ€™ll go after him for everything.โ€

Hongjoong lets out a slow breath, then places his hand on yours, squeezing it gently.

โ€œIโ€™m with you, pretty. Whatever you need.โ€ His words are quiet, but they hit you harder than you expected.

You smile, a little softer now, though the fire in your chest doesnโ€™t fade.

โ€œThanks. I canโ€™t do this alone. I need you, Joong. I need someone who actually cares.โ€

He leans in closer, brushing his lips against your forehead โ€œIโ€™m not going anywhere, pretty. You donโ€™t have to worry about that.โ€

His words are like a balm to the raw, exposed parts of you that still burn from the events of the past week.

You lean into him, feeling a sense of calm wash over you, but the battle is far from over.

And youโ€™ll fight it until the very end.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

The sound of luggage wheels rolling across the marble floor echoes faintly from the main hall. The staff murmurs in hushed voices as they move about, ensuring everything is ready for Mikeโ€™s departure.

You remain in your room, not bothering to come downstairs to see him off. You have no reason to.

But of course, that doesnโ€™t mean heโ€™ll leave without seeing you first.

A sharp knock rattles your bedroom door. You donโ€™t move, keeping your gaze fixed on your vanity mirror as you swipe the last bit of lip gloss across your lips.

The door swings open anyway.

โ€œStill sleeping in?โ€ His voice drips with condescension as he steps inside, hands tucked into his suit pockets. โ€œWhat a waste of a morning.โ€

You meet his gaze in the mirror, your expression blank โ€œDid I invite you in?โ€

Mike chuckles, slow and deliberate as he leans against your doorframe โ€œOh, donโ€™t be like that, dear sister.โ€ His tone is almost mocking. โ€œIโ€™m leaving for a few days. Thought Iโ€™d be nice and say goodbye.โ€

You finally turn in your chair, crossing your legs as you tilt your head.

โ€œYou? Nice?โ€ A smirk plays on your lips. โ€œThatโ€™s new.โ€

His expression darkens, but he keeps his composure โ€œJust making sure you donโ€™t get anyโ€ฆ stupid ideas while Iโ€™m gone.โ€

Your smirk doesnโ€™t fade โ€œStupid ideas?โ€ You rest your chin on your palm. โ€œLike what? Going out with Hongjoong? Or maybeโ€”oh, I donโ€™t knowโ€”breathing without your permission?โ€

His jaw tightens, but he doesnโ€™t take the bait. Instead, he pushes off the doorframe and takes a step closer.

โ€œYou think youโ€™re untouchable just because Mom and Dad tolerate your little tantrums. But donโ€™t forget, YN,โ€ He leans down slightly, lowering his voice, โ€œI always know what youโ€™re up to.โ€

You hold his gaze, unfazed. If heโ€™s trying to intimidate you, heโ€™s wasting his time.

โ€œOh, please.โ€ You scoff, standing up to face him properly. โ€œIf you really knew everything, youโ€™d be a lot more pissed off right now.โ€

For a fraction of a second, something flickers in his eyesโ€”uncertainty.

You smile sweetly, brushing past him toward your closet as if heโ€™s nothing more than an annoying fly buzzing around your space.

โ€œHave fun on your little trip, big brother.โ€ You throw the words over your shoulder, voice dripping with fake politeness. โ€œTry not to ruin anyoneโ€™s life while youโ€™re gone.โ€

Mikeโ€™s silence lingers a second too long before he finally exhales sharply.

โ€œWeโ€™ll see, little sister.โ€

And with that, he turns on his heel and leaves.

The moment the door clicks shut, you release the breath you didnโ€™t realize you were holding.

He knows nothing.

But soon? He will.

And you canโ€™t wait to watch his world burn.

โœฎ โ‹†

โ€œHeโ€™ll be gone for four days, so the dinner has to be tomorrow night,โ€ You tell Hannah over the phone, pacing your room.

โ€œAre you sure this is going to work?โ€ Doubt laces her voice. โ€œYour parents always side with himโ€ฆ I donโ€™t think this time will be any different.โ€

You let out a heavy sigh, rubbing your temples.

โ€œIโ€™m not gonna lieโ€ฆ I donโ€™t expect some big revelation, but maybe, just maybe, itโ€™ll be enough to make them see him for who he really is.โ€ Your eyes drift to the stack of photos on your desk. โ€œI already printed some pictures of Lily and me together. She looks adorable.โ€

Hannah chuckles โ€œOf course she does, sheโ€™s my daughter.โ€

You scoff โ€œThank God she got your genes and not Mikeโ€™s.โ€

She laughs โ€œAlright, little lady. Good luck tomorrow night. Donโ€™t forget to update me after.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t worry, I will. Bye, Hannah.โ€

Ending the call, you immediately dial Hongjoong. He picks up after a few rings.

โ€œHey, pretty.โ€

โ€œHey, nerd.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€™s up?โ€

โ€œTomorrow night, Iโ€™m telling my parents about Lily.โ€

A beat of silence. Then, โ€œOkay. What time should I be there?โ€

โ€œSeven.โ€

โ€œGot it. Iโ€™ll be there.โ€

With that settled, you head downstairs, finding your parents in the lounge. Your mother is sipping wine, your father reading something on his tablet.

โ€œI was thinking,โ€ You begin smoothly, โ€œWe should have a formal family dinner tomorrow. Something niceโ€ฆ and Hongjoong should join us.โ€

Your mother lights up instantly โ€œOh, I love that idea! Iโ€™ll have the chefs prepare something special.โ€

Your father hums in agreement, setting his tablet down โ€œActually, that works well. We have something important to discuss with you tomorrow night.โ€

Your heart skips a beat, but you keep your expression neutral.

โ€œOh? Thatโ€™s funny. I have something important to tell you too.โ€

Your mother claps her hands together, completely unaware of the storm brewing beneath your words.

โ€œPerfect! Tomorrow will be a lovely evening.โ€

If only she knew.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

The next evening, the mansion is buzzing with activity. The dining room is set to perfectionโ€”polished silverware, crystal glasses, and candles flickering over the lavish spread of food.

The scent of gourmet dishes drifts through the air as house staff move efficiently, making sure everything is flawless for the โ€˜perfectโ€™ family dinner.

Your mother walks past, admiring the setup with a pleased hum โ€œThis is wonderful,โ€ She says, her red lips curving into a satisfied smile. โ€œI want everything to be just right.โ€

You take a slow sip of wine, standing near the grand windows as you watch the evening sky darken. They have no idea whatโ€™s coming.

โ€œExcited for dinner, sweetheart?โ€ Your mother asks, adjusting one of the centerpiece arrangements.

You smile, but it doesnโ€™t reach your eyes โ€œOh, very.โ€

As if on cue, the main doors creak open. You glance over your shoulder just as Hongjoong steps inside, guided by a staff member.

He looks effortlessly goodโ€”black slacks, a fitted button-up, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms. His eyes find yours instantly, and a subtle smirk tugs at his lips.

โ€œHey, pretty.โ€

โ€œHey, nerd.โ€

Your mother claps her hands together, beaming โ€œHongjoong! Iโ€™m so happy you could join us.โ€

He nods politely โ€œThank you for having me, Catherine.โ€

She waves off the formality โ€œOh, come now, youโ€™re practically family.โ€

If only she knew how ironic that statement really was.

Before anyone can say more, the deep voice of your father cuts in โ€œShall we sit?โ€

You share a quick glance with Hongjoong before following them to the table. The air feels thick with anticipation, a silent countdown ticking in your head.

Soon, your parents will know the truth about their golden son.

Soon, their perfect image of Mike will shatter.

And soonโ€ฆ everything will change.

โ€”

The atmosphere at the table is warmโ€”too warm. Beneath the golden glow of the chandelier, tension lingers like a quiet storm waiting to break.

The clinking of silverware and the occasional murmur of conversation fill the space, but the food on your plate might as well be dust.

Your mother is in an unusually cheerful mood, delighted by Hongjoongโ€™s presence, while your father sips his wine, listening to the flow of conversation with a composed expression. It almost feelsโ€ฆ normal.

But you know better.

And then, your father clears his throat, setting his glass down with deliberate care.

โ€œSo, darling,โ€ He begins, his sharp gaze settling on you. โ€œYour mother and I have something to discuss with you.โ€

You exchange a glance with Hongjoong, who subtly reaches under the table, his hand resting on your thighโ€”a quiet reassurance.

โ€œIs that so?โ€ You say smoothly, lifting your own glass to your lips. โ€œWhat is it?โ€

Your mother beams, leaning in slightly โ€œItโ€™s about Mike.โ€

Of course it is.

Your father nods, his voice steady, authoritative โ€œWeโ€™ve made a decision regarding his future. Heโ€™s being named the next CEO of Clarke Enterprises.โ€

Your fingers tighten slightly around your glass, but you keep your expression impassive.

โ€œHeโ€™s been preparing for this role his entire life,โ€ Your mother continues with pride. โ€œThis will secure not just his success, but the future of our entire family.โ€

You place your glass down carefully, tilting your head โ€œYouโ€™re telling me that Mike is taking over the company?โ€

Your father nods with satisfaction โ€œItโ€™s whatโ€™s best for the Clarke legacy.โ€

Legacy. Always the fucking legacy.

Hongjoongโ€™s grip on your thigh tightens, sensing the storm brewing inside you. But he doesnโ€™t stop you.

You inhale slowly, your lips curling into something that almost resembles a smile.

โ€œWell,โ€ You say, voice deceptively light, โ€œSince weโ€™re discussing important family matters, I have something to share as well.โ€

Your mother raises an intrigued eyebrow โ€œOh?โ€

Your father watches you carefully, his patience thin but present. You sit up straighter, meeting their gazes dead-on.

โ€œItโ€™s about Mike,โ€ You begin, pausing just long enough for anticipation to settle. โ€œAnd his actual legacy.โ€

Your mother frowns slightly โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€

Your smile sharpens โ€œHe already has a daughter.โ€

Silence.

Your mother blinks. Your fatherโ€™s wine glass stills mid-air.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ did you just say?โ€ Your father asks, his voice eerily calm.

You lean forward slightly, elbows resting on the table as you deliver the next blow.

โ€œFour years ago, Mike had an affair with one of our housemaids. Her name was Hannahโ€”Iโ€™m sure you remember her.โ€

Your motherโ€™s expression freezes, her posture stiffening. Your fatherโ€™s jaw tightens, but you donโ€™t stop.

โ€œWhen she got pregnant, your perfect son threatened her,โ€ You continue, voice unwavering. โ€œHe told her to get rid of the baby. He forced me to lie and frame her for stealing so she would be fired. He abandoned her. Abandoned his own child.โ€

Reaching into your bag, you pull out the neatly stacked documents and slide them across the table. Your nails tap against the top page.

โ€œHere.โ€ Your voice is sweet, almost mocking. โ€œA DNA test. Pictures. Bank transactions of the money I have been sending her every month since he left her to fend for herself.โ€

Your motherโ€™s face drains of color. Your fatherโ€™s grip on his fork tightens so hard you hear the faint creak of metal.

You tilt your head slightly, watching their reactions with quiet satisfaction โ€œAnd this is the man you want to give the entire empire to?โ€

Your motherโ€™s lips part slightly, her manicured fingers reaching hesitantly for the photos. The first image is of Lily aloneโ€”her bright, round eyes, her tiny, perfect features. Then another, with you beside her, smiling softly as she clings to your arm.

Your father slowly sets his utensils down, his gaze dark โ€œYouโ€™re lying.โ€

You lean back, crossing your arms โ€œThe proof is right in front of you.โ€

Your mother shakes her head, almost desperate now โ€œNoโ€ฆ no, this isโ€”this is a mistake.โ€

Your father exhales sharply, rubbing his temple โ€œMike would neverโ€”โ€

โ€œOh, but he did,โ€ You cut him off smoothly. โ€œAnd you can either accept that, or continue pretending heโ€™s some flawless heir.โ€

The silence stretches, thick and suffocating. And thenโ€”

โ€œThisโ€ฆ cannot get out.โ€

Your blood runs cold.

You stare at your father, waiting for him to correct himself. To say something that doesnโ€™t make you want to burn this entire house down.

Your mother finally meets your gaze, her expression unreadable โ€œDo you have any idea what this could do to our family? To his future?โ€

A hollow laugh escapes you โ€œOh, so thatโ€™s what you care about?โ€

Your father sighs, as if this is just some inconvenience โ€œMike is going to take over the company. If this scandal comes out, it will ruin everything.โ€

You feel like youโ€™ve been slapped. Hongjoong tenses beside you, his jaw locked, his hand gripping your thigh in restraint.

Your mother softens her voice, like sheโ€™s trying to reason with you โ€œYN, sweetieโ€ฆ we cannot let this get out. Itโ€™s not just about Mikeโ€”itโ€™s about all of us.โ€

You inhale sharply, schooling your expression. You knew this would happen. You knew. And yet, their blatant dismissal still stings more than it should.

You exhale slowly.

โ€œFine,โ€ You murmur, collecting the documents back into your bag. โ€œI understand.โ€

Your mother lets out a breath of relief โ€œGoodโ€”โ€

โ€œBut let me make one thing very clear,โ€ You cut her off, standing up. โ€œIf you try to cover this upโ€”if you refuse to acknowledge that little girl as his daughterโ€”I will make sure everyone finds out.โ€

Your fatherโ€™s eyes darken โ€œYou wouldnโ€™t dare.โ€

You meet his stare, unflinching โ€œTry me.โ€

And they know you mean it. They know.

The air is suffocating. Your mother swallows, glancing between you and your father, tension crackling in the room.

And then, your father speaks, his voice cold.

โ€œGo to your room, YN.โ€ You raise an eyebrow in defiance. โ€œNow.โ€ His voice is sharp, commanding.

Hongjoong rises to his feet immediately, his stance protective, standing just a few steps behind you. But you donโ€™t move at first, locking eyes with your father, refusing to back down.

The silence hangs heavy in the air for a moment, before, without another word, you grab Hongjoongโ€™s hand. Together, you leave the dining room, the weight of the situation settling around you.

Once you step into the hallway, Hongjoong gives your hand a gentle squeeze, his voice quiet.

โ€œYNโ€ฆโ€

You shake your head, cutting him off โ€œNot now.โ€

You make your way to your bedroom, and once inside, you immediately release his hand.

You walk straight to your vanity, placing the folder with the DNA test results and photos down onto the surface with precise movements, the sound of the paper rustling loud in the otherwise quiet room.

Your fingers grip the edges of the folder, your nails digging into the expensive paper as your mind races. The frustration is building up inside you, but you force yourself to breathe through it.

Hongjoong watches you carefully, the door clicking shut behind him. He stays silent for a moment, giving you space to process. He knows you need it.

Finally, he speaks softly, his voice filled with concern โ€œAre you okay?โ€

You exhale sharply, turning to face him โ€œI told you theyโ€™d cover it up,โ€ You murmur, your voice quiet and bitter.

He steps closer, his eyes searching your face for any hint of vulnerability โ€œYeah... but you were still hoping, werenโ€™t you?โ€

Your lips press into a thin line. Damn him for knowing you so well. You look away, arms crossed, leaning against the vanity as frustration bubbles up in you.

โ€œI just wanted them to see him for what he really is,โ€ You admit quietly, your voice trembling just slightly. โ€œTo finally see that heโ€™s not perfect.โ€

Hongjoong moves between your legs, his hands resting gently on your thighs.

โ€œTheyโ€™re too deep in their delusions, pretty. You canโ€™t change them overnight.โ€

You exhale sharply, the weight of the situation pressing down on you.

โ€œThen Iโ€™ll make them see it,โ€ You say, a fierce determination in your voice.

His hands tighten slightly on your waist, his gaze narrowing as he looks at you.

โ€œHow?โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll bring Lily tomorrow.โ€ You shrug, as if the plan is simple, innocent.

He frowns, his brow furrowing โ€œWaitโ€”what? I don't think Hannah will agree to that.โ€

You look at him, a mischievous smile tugging at the corner of your lips.

โ€œMaybe not, but this might pressure them into acknowledging her. They know she exists now, and thereโ€™s no reason to hide her anymore. Iโ€™ll tell them I want to spend time with her, show her the house. It's innocent.โ€

Hongjoong scoffs, a teasing glint in his eyes โ€œPretty, you and โ€˜innocentโ€™ donโ€™t belong in the same sentence.โ€

You grin, giving him a wink โ€œOkay, maybe not. But still, itโ€™s a good plan. Theyโ€™ll have to deal with it when sheโ€™s right there in front of them.โ€

He exhales, running a hand through his hair, the lines of concern still etched on his face.

โ€œAnd what if they freak out?โ€

โ€œThey wonโ€™t. They might struggle with it, but they wonโ€™t just throw her out. Sheโ€™s their granddaughter, whether they like it or not.โ€

He studies you for a moment, a smile tugging at his lips. He shakes his head with a soft laugh.

โ€œYouโ€™re scary when you plot, you know that?โ€

You smile slyly, cupping his cheek โ€œI know. So... are you in?โ€

He sighs dramatically, though thereโ€™s no hiding the affection in his eyes.

โ€œLike I have a choice.โ€

You laugh, leaning in to kiss him lightly โ€œNope. You donโ€™t.โ€

With that, Hongjoong presses his lips to yours in a deep kiss, sealing the deal for the next move.

And just like that, the plan is set.

โœฎ โ‹†

The hallway outside the dining room is dimly lit, the hushed murmur of voices bleeding through the heavy oak doors.

Dann stands just beyond the threshold, fingers curling around the strap of her bag. She hadnโ€™t meant to stop. Hadnโ€™t meant to listen.

But your voiceโ€”sharp, angryโ€”had frozen her in place.

โ€œYouโ€™re telling me that Mike is taking over the company?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s whatโ€™s best for the Clarke legacy.โ€

Dannโ€™s breath catches. Her fingers twitch.

โ€œWell, since weโ€™re discussing important family matters, I have something to share as well.โ€

Dannโ€™s throat tightens. Sheโ€™s heard this kind of bitterness from you before, but never like this.

Never so raw.

โ€œItโ€™s about Mike, and his actual legacy.โ€

His actual legacy? What are you talking about?

She knows you have every reason to be upset. But Mike had warned herโ€”had threatened her. And yet, something in her gut twists. She shouldnโ€™t be here. She shouldnโ€™t be listening to this.

She turns to leave, forcing herself to step away, but thenโ€”

โ€œDann!โ€

She flinches at the sound of her motherโ€™s voice echoing from down the hall.

Shit.

Scrambling, she ducks into a side corridor before hurrying toward the kitchen. Her pulse pounds in her ears, your words still looping in her mind.

You were furious about Mike becoming CEO.

Dann hesitates, fingers hovering over her phone. For a brief moment, she considers doing nothing. She considers keeping this to herself.

But then she remembers Mikeโ€™s cold voice in her ear. Her stomach clenches as she finally types out the message.

Dann: YNโ€™s pissed about you becoming CEO. Sheโ€™s planning something.

She stares at the text, her finger hovering over the send button. A part of her screams Donโ€™t do this. But another part knowsโ€ฆ

If she doesnโ€™t, sheโ€™ll be the next one to suffer.

Her thumb presses down.

Sent.

Her heart pounds as she locks her phone, shoving it into her pocket.

And as she heads toward the kitchen, trying to steady her breath, one thought keeps echoing in her mind.

How much longer can I keep doing this?

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

The gentle hum of the car engine fades as Hongjoong parks in front of the grand estate. You glance over your shoulder at Lily, whoโ€™s kicking her legs excitedly in her car seat, her wide eyes shining with curiosity.

โ€œAlright, princess. Ready to see where I live?โ€

It took some convincing to get Hannah on board with bringing Lily along today, but after much persuasion, she finally agreedโ€”though not without a threat.

If anything were to happen to her daughter, she told you, sheโ€™d make you wish you never stepped foot near her.

Lily gasps dramatically, clapping her hands โ€œLike a castle?โ€

Hongjoong snorts โ€œClose enough.โ€

You smirk, unbuckling her seatbelt before lifting her into your arms โ€œExactly like a castle. With grumpy old kings and queens inside.โ€

Hongjoong chuckles but gives you a look โ€œPretty.โ€

You just wink at him before turning toward the front doors. As you step inside, the staff immediately notices your little guest.

A few maids exchange surprised glances, but none dare to say anything. Then, your motherโ€™s voice floats from the dining hall.

โ€œYN? Darling, is that you?โ€

Showtime.

You adjust Lily on your hip and strut into the hall, Hongjoong right beside you. Your mother and father are already seated at the table, sipping tea like they own the world.

But the second they see her, your motherโ€™s teacup stops midair. Your father straightens.

โ€œMother, Father,โ€ You say with a polite smile, shifting Lily in your arms, โ€œI wanted to introduce you to someone properly.โ€

Lily, bless her little heart, waves excitedly โ€œHi, Iโ€™m Lily!โ€

Your mother blinks โ€œOhโ€ฆ oh my.โ€

Your fatherโ€™s jaw tightens, but he stays silent. Hongjoong shoves his hands into his pockets, watching carefully.

โ€œSince you know about her now, I figured thereโ€™s no need to keep her hidden,โ€ You continue smoothly, placing Lily down so she can run toward the grand windows. โ€œSheโ€™s family, after all.โ€

The air in the room is suffocating.

Your mother glances at your father โ€œWell, Iโ€”โ€ She stops when Lily gasps.

โ€œThis place is so big!โ€ The little girl spins in excitement, her curls bouncing. โ€œI wanna see all of it!โ€

Your motherโ€™s lips part, struggling, fighting every instinct she has. She glances at your father again, who is rubbing his temple.

Hongjoong nudges you slightly, whispering, โ€œYour dad looks like heโ€™s about to explode.โ€

You grin โ€œI know.โ€

Your mother clears her throat, standing up โ€œLily, dear, would you like something to drink?โ€

Lily beams โ€œDo you have chocolate milk?โ€

Your mother hesitates, then nods slowly โ€œYesโ€ฆ of course.โ€

You exchange a glance with Hongjoong.

Oh, this is too good.

Meanwhile, your father finally speaks, his voice even โ€œAnd how long do you plan to keep her here, YN?โ€

You feign innocence โ€œJust for a few hours. She should get to know where her family comes from.โ€

Your father sighs, rubbing his temple again. He looks like he wants to objectโ€”but what can he say? Get that child out of my house? Even he knows that would make him look bad.

And thatโ€™s when you realizeโ€”your parents are nervous. They donโ€™t want to acknowledge her. They donโ€™t want to accept her.

But ignoring her is impossible.

And the best part?

Mike still has no idea.

Your father exhales sharply, sitting up straighter. His voice drops into something colder, firmer.

โ€œDarling, listen carefully.โ€ His gaze is heavy, commanding. โ€œYour brother will be back tomorrow.โ€ He leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. โ€œHe can not see this girl here.โ€

You let out a dry laugh โ€œWhy not? it's his daughter.โ€

Your mother nods, forcing a smile โ€œYes, sweetheart. But it's illegitimate.โ€

Your fatherโ€™s expression hardens โ€œThat means you will not, under any circumstances, mention the girlโ€™s existence.โ€

A heavy silence fills the room.

Lily, still holding her glass of chocolate milk, glances up at her grandmother with wide, innocent eyes. Then, in the softest voice, she speaks.

โ€œDaddy donโ€™t want to meet me?โ€ Her small voice cracks slightly as she pouts, her lip trembling.

She sets the glass down and looks at them, her eyes filling with tears as she struggles to understand why the adults are acting this way. The sadness in her expression is enough to make your heart ache.

The room grows painfully quiet. You see the subtle shift in your parentsโ€™ expressions as they look at the little girl, her innocence making it harder for them to keep up their cold act.

Lily sniffles, wiping her nose with her sleeve, and then in the sweetest, most trusting voice, she adds,

โ€œMommy told me that daddy loves me and when he is done with work, he will meet me.โ€

She says it as if itโ€™s the most natural thing in the worldโ€”her childlike belief in her fatherโ€™s love and promise, pure and untainted by the complicated mess of adult affairs.

You feel your throat tighten as you watch Lily, and even your parents are visibly affected.

Your motherโ€™s hand shakes slightly as she reaches for Lily, pulling her onto her lap. Her expression softens, the guilt creeping in despite her best efforts to remain unaffected.

Your father glances at your mother, his face softening just a fraction. He lets out a small sigh, clearly conflicted, but doesnโ€™t say a word. Instead, he picks up his glass, taking a long sip, as if the weight of the situation is too much to bear.

Lilyโ€™s innocent words seem to hit them harder than any argument could. And you realizeโ€”this is the beginning of something.

They canโ€™t ignore her forever.

You lean forward, your voice still calm but filled with a subtle bite โ€œYou see, sheโ€™s not going anywhere. Sheโ€™s part of the family now, whether you like it or not.โ€

Lily, oblivious to the tension, smiles softly and rests her head on her grandmotherโ€™s shoulder. Your mother brushes a strand of hair out of her face, and for a moment, you almost see the warmth return to her eyes.

โ€œLetโ€™s not pretend that we canโ€™t move forward from this,โ€ You add, watching them both. โ€œSheโ€™s a part of me, and if you canโ€™t see that, then youโ€™re not seeing the full picture.โ€

Your father finally speaks, his voice quieter now, almost reluctant โ€œWeโ€™ll see how things go.โ€ His words are far from a promise, but itโ€™s a crack in the facade.

A small step toward accepting the truth.

Hongjoong gently nudges your arm, his quiet support standing strong behind you.

And then, for a brief, fleeting moment, you think they might actually listen.

โœฎ โ‹†

The afternoon stretches lazily as you, Hongjoong, and Lily spend time in the vast garden outside. The sun hangs low in the sky, casting a golden hue over the manicured lawns.

Birds chirp in the distance, and the sound of laughter and lighthearted chatter fills the air as you chase after Lily, who runs ahead, giggling uncontrollably.

Hongjoong stays close, holding Lilyโ€™s hand as she spins in circles, occasionally darting away to pick flowers or make up little games.

The innocence of the moment is enough to make your heart swell, and Hongjoongโ€™s quiet smiles as he watches you with Lily are more than enough to reassure you that, despite the turmoil, this is where she belongs.

From the large windows of the dining room, your parents observe the scene in silence.

The head of the family's stern gaze never falters, his arms crossed over his chest, watching as you play with the child he doesn't want to acknowledge.

His mouth is set in a firm line, and itโ€™s clear he hasnโ€™t warmed to the idea of Mikeโ€™s hidden life.

โ€œI still donโ€™t like this,โ€ He mutters under his breath. โ€œItโ€™s not just about her being his daughter. Itโ€™s about the familyโ€™s reputation. Michael has always been the heir. Thisโ€ฆ this doesnโ€™t fit the image.โ€

His wife, standing beside him, watches you through the glass. Her eyes soften as she takes in the sight of her daughter and granddaughter together.

For a moment, she allows herself to feel something, something unspoken. Joy, maybe, or hopeโ€”an inkling that, perhaps, this child could be a part of their family, even if itโ€™s only in the most private corners.

โ€œI know youโ€™re worried, butโ€ฆ sheโ€™s so sweet.โ€ Her voice trembles slightly, her tone tender as she continues to watch. โ€œI canโ€™t deny it. Sheโ€™s so innocent, and she deserves a chance. Sheโ€™s part of Mikeโ€™s blood, after all.โ€

He narrows his eyes, his jaw tightening. He cannot bring himself to fully accept what is happening, nor can he allow his daughter to be wrapped up in the emotional complexity of it all.

Heโ€™s a man of principle, of tradition, and this is not how things should be. His position, his legacyโ€”everything heโ€™s worked forโ€”depends on his son, upholding the family name.

โ€œMike canโ€™t just do what he wants,โ€ He grumbles, still staring out at the garden. โ€œHeโ€™s the heir. Weโ€™ve worked our entire lives to protect this familyโ€™s name, and thisโ€”this child complicates things. She could ruin everything.โ€

The woman hesitates โ€œButโ€ฆ sheโ€™s still part of our family, Richard. You can see it in her face. Sheโ€™sโ€ฆ sheโ€™s so much like Mike. She deserves a place in this family.โ€

โ€œBut she canโ€™t just be โ€˜part of the familyโ€™ because we feel sorry for her.โ€ His voice grows firm again. โ€œFamilyโ€™s future depends on him. He is our heir. If this news gets outโ€ฆ it could destroy everything. We need to be careful.โ€

Catherine sighs softly, the weight of the decision pressing on her. She knows what he says is true. Mikeโ€™s position in the family, the businessโ€”everything depends on how they handle this situation.

She canโ€™t just throw it all away for a child born from a mistake. But deep down, she feels a pang of sympathy for the little girl, and a part of her canโ€™t help but want to open her heart.

โ€œI just wish Mike would have been honest with us from the beginning,โ€ She says softly, looking back out at the garden where you, Hongjoong, and Lily continue to play. โ€œThis could have been differentโ€ฆ maybe we could have made it work.โ€

Her husband grunts, not bothering to respond. The thoughts swirling in his head are far more complex than he lets on. Heโ€™s still angry, still resolute in his belief that the family must maintain its perfect image.

But as he watches you laugh with the child, something shifts.

Just a little.

Catherine places a gentle hand on his arm, her voice barely above a whisper.

โ€œDonโ€™t forgetโ€ฆ we have to think about whatโ€™s best for the family. For all of us.โ€

He doesnโ€™t respond immediately, but his gaze softens for a moment as he watches his daughter interact with Lily.

The love, the connectionโ€”itโ€™s undeniable.

Itโ€™s not just about legacy anymore; itโ€™s about family. And maybe, just maybe, he can find it in himself to accept this little girl.

โœฎ โ‹†

The sun is beginning to dip below the horizon, casting a warm glow over the garden as the evening winds start to cool.

Lilyโ€™s little hands are clinging to your leg as you stand in the doorway, ready to leave.

Sheโ€™s grown comfortable in the short time sheโ€™s spent here, her big eyes filled with innocence and wonder as she looks up at your parents.

โ€œLily, weโ€™re going to head out now,โ€ You say softly, crouching down to her level as you adjust her little jacket.

The weight of the eveningโ€™s tension still hangs in the air, but moments like this make it all seem worth it. Her eyes flicker to her grandparents, and then she looks back at you with that wide-eyed curiosity.

Your mother stands nearby, a little hesitant, but a soft smile curves on her lips as she watches the little girl.

โ€œGoodbye, Lilyโ€ She says, her voice surprisingly gentle as she kneels in front of her. โ€œCome here and give Grandma a hug.โ€

Lily blinks up at her and hesitates for just a second before her tiny arms stretch out.

โ€œBye, Grandma,โ€ She says sweetly, throwing her arms around your motherโ€™s neck in a warm embrace.

Your motherโ€™s eyes soften even more, her heart swelling with tenderness โ€œGoodbye, my dear. Come see us again soon, okay?โ€ She says softly, her voice catching slightly.

โ€œOkay!โ€ Lily chirps, pulling back and giving her a big smile, her tiny hands clutching the edges of her jacket.

You feel your heart tug as you watch the two of them, the love in your motherโ€™s eyes undeniable. You canโ€™t stop the small smile tugging at your lips as you see how easy it is for Lily to wrap your mother around her finger.

Turning to your father, Lily trots over to him, her little legs moving quickly as she approaches him hesitantly.

โ€œGoodbye, Grandpa,โ€ She says shyly, her voice almost a whisper.

Your fatherโ€™s stern expression softens for just a moment as he bends down to her level, offering a hand to her.

โ€œGoodbye, little one,โ€ He replies, his voice rough but kind as he gently pats her head. โ€œTake care of yourself.โ€

Lily gives him a sweet smile, her innocence shining through. She gives him a quick hug, standing on tiptoe to wrap her tiny arms around his neck.

โ€œIโ€™ll miss you!โ€ She says brightly before letting go.

Your heart aches slightly watching the interaction, a little flutter in your chest, as a sense of something new begins to blossom within you.

Itโ€™s strange, yet beautiful to see how Lilyโ€™s innocence is slowly making its way into their hearts, no matter how reluctant they may have been before.

Hongjoong stands off to the side, watching the scene unfold with a quiet smile. His presence is a steady comfort, and his eyes meet yours as he watches you.

You glance back at him, giving him a soft smile of appreciation for being there, supporting you in all of this.

Lily looks up at you and stretches her arms out wide, grinning โ€œCome on, Auntie YN, letโ€™s go home!โ€

You laugh softly, picking her up and resting her against your hip โ€œAlright, sweetie, letโ€™s go,โ€ you say with a final wave to your parents. โ€œBye.โ€

With one last look to your parents, you turn to Hongjoong and nod for him to follow, holding Lily close.

Your mother and father wave back, their faces filled with that strange, bittersweet mixture of emotions as they watch you leave.

The door closes gently behind you, and as you step outside, the cool evening air wraps around you, the weight of the moment still lingering in your heart.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

Four years ago.

The hallway outside Mikeโ€™s room is dimly lit, the distant hum of the household settling for the night.

You were on your way to your own room when you heard itโ€”the sharp edge of his voice, low but venomous.

โ€œI donโ€™t give a damn what you think, Hannah.โ€

You pause. Hannah, the maid?

You inch closer, pressing yourself against the cold wall near the doorframe. You canโ€™t see them, but you can hear everything.

โ€œYou donโ€™t get to tell me what to do,โ€ He continues, his tone eerily calm โ€œYouโ€™re going to take care of this. Get rid of it.โ€

A sharp inhale. Then Hannahโ€™s voice, trembling but still defiant.

โ€œMike, this is your child. You canโ€™t justโ€”โ€

A loud thud cuts her off, like a hand slamming against the desk. You flinch.

โ€œNo, Hannah,โ€ Mike hisses, his voice now sharp as a knife. โ€œI told you to handle it. I donโ€™t care how. But you will not ruin my future over this. Do you understand me?โ€

Silence. Thick. Suffocating.

Then, softer, but no less cruel, โ€œIf you donโ€™t, Iโ€™ll make your life a living hell. And Iโ€™ll make sure that bastard never sees the light of day.โ€

Your stomach twists. Your chest tightens. You donโ€™t know whatโ€™s happening, but your instincts tell you itโ€™s something terrible.

Hannah sniffles โ€œMike, pleaseโ€ฆโ€

He sighs, exasperated, like heโ€™s dealing with an inconvenience rather than a human being.

โ€œYou have until tomorrow to figure it out.โ€

A second later, footsteps approach. You panic, stepping away from the door just as it swings open.

Mike stops short when he sees you standing there. His eyes narrow, calculating.

โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€

Your mouth opens, but no words come out. You glance past him, catching a glimpse of Hannah inside the roomโ€”eyes red, shoulders shaking, her hand protectively placed over her stomach.

He steps forward, blocking your view, his voice lowering dangerously โ€œForget whatever you think you heard.โ€

You shake your head slightly, confusion and unease knotting inside you.

โ€œWhatโ€”โ€

He doesnโ€™t let you finish โ€œActually,โ€ He murmurs, a slow smirk curling on his lips, โ€œYouโ€™re going to help me.โ€

Your brows furrow โ€œUh?โ€

Mike tilts his head โ€œYouโ€™re going to tell Mother and Father that Hannah stole from you.โ€

Your breath catches โ€œShe what?โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll say you saw her sneaking out of your room with your jewelry,โ€ He continues smoothly, as if itโ€™s the most natural thing in the world โ€œTheyโ€™ll believe you.โ€

โ€œMike, noโ€ฆโ€ You whisper, horrified.

He leans in slightly, his presence suffocating โ€œYou will.โ€

You shake your head, stepping back โ€œI wonโ€™t do that to her.โ€

His smirk vanishes in an instant. His hand shoots out, gripping your arm so tightly you wince.

โ€œYes, you will,โ€ He says darkly. โ€œBecause if you donโ€™t, Iโ€™ll make sure you regret it.โ€

You donโ€™t sleep that night.

The next morning, Hannah is dragged out of the estate in tears.

And you watch, sick to your stomach, as your parents believe every word you say.

โ€”

The school gates are buzzing with students leaving for the day, laughter and chatter filling the air. You step outside, slipping your phone into your bag when a soft voice stops you.

"Miss YN."

You blink, turning toward the sound.

And freeze, it's been months since the last time you saw her.

Hannah stands a few feet away, her hands nervously clasped in front of her. But thatโ€™s not what sends your heart plummeting to your stomach.

Itโ€™s the undeniable swell of her belly beneath her coat.

Your mind goes blank.

She shifts uncomfortably under your stare, glancing around as if making sure no one is watching.

โ€œCan we talk?โ€

You donโ€™t respond immediately, still trying to process what youโ€™re seeing. Then, your fingers tighten around the strap of your bag, and you nod stiffly.

You lead her toward a quieter area near the entrance, away from the curious eyes of your classmates. The moment you stop walking, you cut straight to the point.

โ€œYouโ€™re pregnant.โ€ Your voice is eerily calm.

Hannah exhales, her shoulders sagging slightly โ€œYes.โ€

Your stomach churns โ€œIs itโ€”โ€

โ€œI know Mike is in Germany now,โ€ She interrupts before you can finish the question. โ€œThatโ€™s why I came to see you.โ€ She looks up, her expression conflicted. โ€œIโ€™m pregnant, Miss YN. Mike is the father.โ€

Your heart pounds violently against your ribs.

Hannah swallows hard, her voice quieter now, almost fragile โ€œHe doesnโ€™t want anything to do with me. Or the baby.โ€

It feels like the ground beneath you is cracking, splitting open, revealing something dark and ugly you were never meant to see.

โ€œThatโ€™s why he forced me to lie?โ€

The words slip past your lips before you can stop them. Your voice is barely above a whisper, but Hannah hears it.

Her brows furrow โ€œWhat?โ€

Your chest tightens painfully โ€œThatโ€™s why he made me say you stole from me?โ€ You repeat, a bitter laugh escaping you. โ€œBecause he didnโ€™t want to handle his mistake?โ€

Hannahโ€™s lips part slightly. She looks shaken, her hands trembling.

โ€œMiss YNโ€ฆ you didโ€”โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t want to,โ€ You cut in, your throat tightening. โ€œBut he gave me no choice.โ€

A heavy silence stretches between you. Then Hannah speaks, her voice barely above a whisper.

โ€œI never got rid of her.โ€

Your breath catches.

โ€œWhat?โ€

Hannah exhales shakily, one hand instinctively pressing against her belly, as if shielding the life growing inside her.

โ€œI couldnโ€™t do it,โ€ she whispers. Her eyes meet yoursโ€”raw, pleading, desperate. โ€œIโ€™m keeping her.โ€

The world tilts beneath your feet.

Oh, god.

Your throat tightens, your heart hammering against your ribs.

โ€œDonโ€™t worry,โ€ You manage, though your voice barely holds steady. โ€œIโ€™ll help you.โ€

But the second the words leave your lips, reality crashes down like a tidal wave.

Youโ€™re only seventeen.

How the hell are you supposed to ask your parents for extra money without raising suspicion? How are you going to keep this a secret from them?

And most importantlyโ€ฆ

What will Mike do if he finds out?

A shiver runs down your spine.

He will kill you.

If he ever finds out, he will fucking kill you.

โœฎ โ‹† หš๏ฝก๐–ฆน โ‹†๏ฝกยฐโœฉ

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๐“‡ผ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ A Lot Like Love - @melodyanqe1 prince!yeosang x florist!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ A Warm Heart - @jjoongstar statue!yeosang x reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Cubicles - @/aflairforthejaz non-idol!yeosang x reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Cured - @acupoftaewithsomesuga doctor!yeosang x nurse!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Divination - @daemour crown prince!yeosang x maid!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ [3:00 PM] - @edenesth dad!san x mom!reader (timestamp) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ 23:11 - @iannmin idol!san x idol!reader (timestamp) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ 3:32 am - @/iannmin idol!san x idol!reader (timestamp) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ A Smile From Me To You - @yourlocaljonghoe bf!san x reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ By My Side - @iannmin non-idol!san x wife!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ช ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ 00:00 - @iannmin newlywed!mingi x pregnant!reader (timestamp) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž B.A.S - @desirehorizon non-idol!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Brother - @hanjisungs-bigtittyg0thgf best friend's brother!mingi x reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“†ž Dirty Little Secret | Our Dirty Little Secret - @xosannie sex worker!mingi x reader (two-parts) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Everything I Could Ever Wish For! - @makeitmingi dad!idol!mingi x mom!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ž 4:15pm - @daceydeath idol!wooyoung x reader (timestamp) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Best Friend's Girl - @dancinglikebutterflywings best friend!wooyoung x reader ft.san (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“†ž Celebratory Fuck - @wooyoungmybelovedhusband baseball player!wooyoung x cheerleader!reader (one-shot) ๐“†ž ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Change Up - @skrrts non-idol!wooyoung x gn!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Colours Of You - @ae-cow non-idol!wooyoung x optometrists!reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“‡ผ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐“‡ผ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ 12:31 am - @minghaoslatina idol!jongho x reader (timestamp) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Far Away - @melodyanqel dad!huband!idol!jongho x mom!non-idol!wife!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Jongho is jealous and Wooyoung is the cause because of course he is - @redzie02 bf!jongho x gn!reader ft. wooyoung (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ In My Head - @callmeagardengnome idol!jongho x music producer!bartender!reader (one-shot) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ ๐“ˆ’๐“ธ Phone Call - @sweetiesicheng bf!jongho x reader (drabble) ๐“ˆ’๐“ธย 


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