I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

you have no idea genuinely how much it is taking not to snap then kill myself

*screaming and beating my head against the wall*

AT LEAST SHES NICE SOMETIMES

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

listen I love you but no matter how many excuses you make it’s clear they’ve hurt you and they don’t care, that’s shitty parenting

I make excuses about my mom all the time and none of you guys believe she’s good, and neither are your parents, I’m sorry Scalls you deserve so so so so much better

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

OH MY FUCK IVE BEEN REBLOGGING ON THE WRONG BLOG

I love you too, alot

Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

you’re good :3

Soda clocking your ass is hilarious and very hypocritical of him

i know I might use those exact words against him word for word copy and paste

I shouldn’t be it’s no big deal, he didn’t even do anything now I just can’t stop thinking about past stuff

I’m kinda upset at my dad

*screaming and beating my head against the wall*

AT LEAST SHES NICE SOMETIMES

cutting myself is not enough i need to abuse prescription drugs and drink hard liquor