Such A Handsome Baby Boi, I Love😙💕

I love the person who drew this so, by association, I love these drawing(also they're amazing, just sayin')

I had the best fucking dream last night.

I had a girlfriend, there was world's cutest fucking gay couple, and this one straight couple that was cute as all hell.

The entire dream was just healthy, happy, adorable relationships and I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO MAD THAT I CANT REMEMBER A DREAM, FUCK!

It was so cute and heart warming, I feel so blessed that my stupid panicky brain let me have such a nice dream

*Edit

I actually had this dream almost a year ago, this post has been in my drafts since I woke up from said dream.

Recently my dreams nightmares are a lot more.... death-filled with a few handfuls of false accusations and shitty social shit for good measure.

I miss you, happy, cute couples dream, you were so pleasant.

Did I just read this entire book in literally one sitting? You fucking bet I did. What I have not done is sleep... It's 4 am.........

When it's 6 am, you haven't slept, you have a "new" jacket, and you look cute

At least my nephew likes my cooking. I made mashed potatoes!

God, i should totally draw this bitch-boy again sometime. I miss his sassy- prince-ness👑

Allistar, my son, my boi, is getting some fukin lineart!

Not crazy happy with it, but still happy!🐢

Holy shit.

My therapist is proud of me!

I did really good today during my appointment!!! I'm really proud of me!

This bitch be improovin'!!!

Im in the kind of mood to throw everything away. I feel like deleting all my posts. I want to get off the internet. I'll draw that same fucking window. I'll tell myself that I'll be back to normal tomorrow. But I just want to break anything and everything important to me and then go to sleep. And when I wake up, have nothing be real. But instead I'm going to pretend I'm a real person and keep playing the same mobile game that I've managed not to delete yet. And I'll be ok.

I, uh, drew some gays. @twilyyyy have some gays.

Sometimes

The sun is just the sun,

Yellow is just yellow,

Books are just books,

Friends are just friends,

And none of it matters.

And other times...

The sun is warmth and life,

Yellow is joyful and bright,

Books are portals and light,

And friends are loving and kind.

Sometimes

You need to be told "It's not your fault"

Other times

You already know

Sometimes

You need to be told "Don't give up!"

Other times

You just dont

But maybe it's safer to be told

That things matter

That things can be good

That your efforts are not wasted

That all hope is not lost

That better days are coming

That you just need to keep running

That you might need a brake

That there's no blame to place

That you'll be ok

Because

We often forget the most obvious things

Humans aren't as perfect as we claim to be

We forget

And it's safer to be told again

"I love you"

"You matter"

"It'll get better"

"Its not your fault"

"Don't give up"

"You'll be ok"

There will be better days.