Sometimes A Piece Of Media Just! Grabs You By The Throat And Says, "hey Buddy! I'm Gonna Irrevocably

so I finished watching supernatural a few days ago and now I understand why people said "f the finale" bc what was that?? why? why did they do that??

on another note I started watching the show again bc ofc and it feels so nostalgic, I can also notice how much more like grandiose (idk if that's the right word, dunno how to explain it either) the show got by s15, the cases are so simple and they're so young in s1

The way most autism literature describes "literal interpretation" is often not at all similar to how I experience it. Teenage me even thought I couldn't be autistic because I've always been able to learn metaphors easily.

In fact, I love wordplay of all kinds. Teenage me was fascinated to learn all the types of figurative language there are in poetry and literature.

But paperwork and questionnaires are hard, because there's so much they don't state clearly. Or they don't leave room for enough nuance.

"List all the jobs you've had, with start and end dates." What if I don't remember the exact day or month? Is the year enough?

"Have you been suffering from blurred vision?" Well, if I take off my glasses the whole world is blurred, but I'm fairly sure that's not what the intake form at the optometrist is asking.

Or the infamous (and infuriatingly stereotypical) "Would you rather go to a library or a party?" What sort of party? Where? Who's there? I work at a library. Am I currently at the library for work or pleasure? Does it have a good collection?

It's not common figures of speech that confound me. It's ambiguity, in situations that aren't supposed to be ambiguous.

memes are fun and relatable and all that, but don't let them discourage you. all of that stuff that doesn't make it into the final product is part of how the final product gets made

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

I am consuming a media and you are going to hear about it

sooo I figured it out yay! they're supposed to be ITE-artworks.

here's the finished product :)

it's named 'taivas ja luomakunta' or 'heaven and creation/cosmos' I think in English. but the translation doesn't have the same feel as the og to me

close-ups bc I'm kinda proud abt how they turned out:

ofc I had to make one of them an angel (I was watching spn while crafting these so). the wings were so much work and frustrating bc they're not the same shape and turned out different than I hoped but they're fine ig. plus the wire coloured my fingers grey so that was fun :D

and the reference painting for anyone interested. Taistelevat metsot (the Fighting capercaillies, 1886) by Ferdinand von Wright

what on earth am I doing with these? they've got to be done by thursday bc it's the last class of the course and I've literally got no clue or plan on what they're gonna be. gotta love art classes :D

(ignore my messy table lol)

speaking of, I just remembered I have an art acc too lol (but I'll be posting my art on here too whenever I actually finish something):

https://www.instagram.com/yooniedae?igsh=MW4xMWRjZmV6aGV6Mg==

You know the funniest thing about SK8 the Infinity or whatever? Langa and Reki, simply do not care. They don't give a shit. The whole series, ADAM is making ominous biblical lusty threats towards Langa and Langa is NEVER paying attention, Reki is too busy having a mental crisis/coming of age moment to pay attention to the guy that literally beats the shit out of him, but at no point are they like 'maybe we are being treated in an odd way' or 'maybe we should find out more about Adam' because they don't give a shit.

They never approach Joe and Cherry like 'we need to know the TRUTH about Adam' because they're too busy dapping each other up in an abandoned skate park. Reki gets hit by a car by someone connected to Adam and when Snake goes projecting all his issues he's like 'okay whatever, unrelatable'. Langa brings up 'I wonder why Adam skates' ONE TIME, and they're like 'it's probably because he enjoys it, no other possible reason'. They don't care about his shady past with Cherry and Joe. They don't care that he's a politician. They simply have two priorities and it's each other and skating.

It's so funny to me that they're THIS apathetic to the main antagonist. Himbo's wish they could be this dumb.

This scene lives rent free in my brain

This is how you match each other's freak

so, I made a guide for the order of the granada sherlock holmes series [1984-1994] (mostly for my own benefit, but felt like sharing for anyone else as confused as I was before I made this, so here we are)

the adventures of sherlock holmes [1984-1985] (13eps)

s1 (1-7/7eps) [1984]

s2 (8-13/6eps) [1985]

the return of sherlock holmes [1986-1988] (13eps + the 2 movies)

s3 (14-20/8eps) [1986]

s4x1/ep21 - the sign of four [1987]

s4 (22-25/5eps) [1988]

s4x6/ep26 - the hound of baskervilles [1988]

the case-book of sherlock holmes [1991-1993] (6eps + the 3 movies)

s5 (27-32/6eps)

s6x1/ep33 - the master blackmailer [1992]

s6x2/ep34 - the last vampyre [1993]

s6x3/ep35 - the eligible bachelor [1993]

the memoirs of sherlock holmes [1994] (6eps)

s7 (36-41/6eps) [1994]

it goes per the show titles, the movies are placed when they came out within the shows. since there are 41 episodes in total I wanted to know how many there are per season so that's what I did with the addition of which episode numbers they are all together. if that makes any sense (it does to me at least)

feel free to correct me if I made any mistakes. I took most of the info from imdb and wikipedia.

I might add all the individual ep names later on but can't promise that yet. we'll see where my hyperfixating takes me next. anyways, this is done now sooo... bye, see ya :]