He pressed the knife against my shoulder plate. I hissed quietly, and focused on my breathing. The glowing blade ran across my back, but the man was hesitating. I shifted. A little flinch, a drop of black.. The knife clanged on the table. I sighed and turned to sit up. Wrapping my arms around him I grabbed the blade, and ran it lightly from his pelvis to his ear, dipping through the skin ever so slightly. His eyes were closed. I lowered the knife to my thigh. There we drew a wandering line, cutting deeper into my flesh than was good for me. I didn't care. I loved this, loved him. Loved his blood, dripping into mine & burning my veins like my fingers burnt his skin.
Pistin tässä hiljattain yrityksen pystyyn..
Teen samaa, mitä ennenkin; kirjotan, tutkin ja osallistun erilaisiin mediatuotantoihin, mutta lisäksi omistan antikvariaatin, jossa kirjojen ohella myydään & vaihdetaan mm. musiikkitallenteita, kortti- ja roolipelejä, koriste-esineitä, sekä paikallisten taiteilijoiden teoksia. Tiskiltä löytyy pientä naposteltavaa, sekä kylmiä ja kuumia juomia. Kalenteriin on suunniteltu workshoppausta, kirjailijavierailuja ja monenlaisia illanistujaisia.
Uutena yrittäjänä ja semi-tuoreena K<3kk<3lalaisena otan mielelläni vastaan vinkkejä tapahtumiin, tuotteita hyllyyn & toimijoita rinnalle. Monta hyvää ideaa on jo odottamassa pandemia-vapaampaa kevättä, mutta lisää mahtuu joukkoon!
Jos siis olet kiinnostunut kirjallisuudesta, gossauksesta/larppaamisesta, musiikista, seurapeleistä, tai vain yleisestä tunnelmoinnista & teen litkimisestä, suuntaa nokka kohti Coffin Storea!
People point out the dreadful John/Joan case, (dr. Money did do useful research in his time too, but, ew) and somehow frame it as evidence against trans people. Absurd, since the results are actually proof, that neither sex & biological factors, nor the environment (upbringing, social roles etc.) affect our gender -just the extend to which we're comfortable expressing & discussing it. Poor David was a boy. He didn't turn into a girl, despite the sex reassignment surgeries, and being shoved into the feminine mold by his social surroundings. Which made him extremely uncomfortable. (I won't go into details, the life of the Reimer twins was a tragedy, but do read up, if you're interested.)
I've heard some extreme people claim we're 'making people (think they're) trans', or encouraging children to have surgery. I've never heard this happen, but it exists in these people's minds. I would agree; it's a terrible idea to actively try & change someone's gender experience. We shouldn't be messing with children's healthy genitals. No one should be forced to abide by gender roles. Thing is, that's exactly what the world is currently doing to many trans & intersex (as well as cis) kids. I wish the general public would understand how crucial this is.
In the woods near our house everything grows in circles. There's tall trees, but no leaves on the moss and the stars cast shadows like it's daytime. I made a soup one time of the mushrooms I found in each corner of the wood. White mushrooms, with wide hats, that taste like honey and cotton sugar. The recipe was for a soup, everyone had it at my birthday party, but it was titled 'making a savior' and it's a little strange I can't seem to find my way out of our yard, where the people don't look like my friends at all..
My website got a full makeover this summer. It’s now running again, (under a new address, so make sure to get it right) The shop is closed & will stay that way, until the medieval festival is over. I apologize for any inconveniences.
Not all women menstruate Not only women menstruate
This seems to cause some confusion still, so let me crack it open a little..
Girls & elderly women before puberty & after menopause. Trans women. Pregnant people. People with menstrual disorders. Genderfluid & intersex people, who may or may not be women. Trans men. People of non-binary genders. Agender people.
Only marketing period products to cis-women causes many to feel uncomfortable & left out, and buying them (we damn need them still) can cause dysphoria & even put people in danger (see 'hate crimes') No woman I've talked to actually likes the pretty-pink girlboss -aesthetic for these hygiene products anyway. So we plead: GENDER-NEUTRAL MENSTRUAL CARE <3
left - vasen right - oikea
I write with my left hand. Kirjoitan vasemmalla kädellä.
Turn left at the corner. Käänny kulmasta vasemmalle.
Do I sit on their right? Istunko hänen oikealla puolellaan?
early (oh wow, pre-pandemic!) rendering of Grim Disclaimer
Kertokaa kokemuksia, vinkkejä & faktatietoa Suomen kunnissa asumisesta. Millanen kirjasto, pärjääkö autottomana, kannattaako pyrkiä lääkäriin, onko ok fiilis käppäillä päämäärättömästi/vaan hengailla ulkona ym. oleellista :3
Kuulun sateenkaarivähemmistöön, enkä puhu mitenkään erityisen hyvää ruotsia, tai venäjää. Arvostan hyvää ruokaa, ja oon kulttuurin ystävä, (raskaampi musiikki, teatteri, historialliset tapahtumat/näyttelyt erityisesti) paitsi että aika rahaton. Plussaa kelvollisesta rannasta.
Ois myös kiinnostusta palata jonkin harrastuksen pariin, tai aloittaa uusi, jos 'aikuisille' nyt mitään sellaisia ryhmiä edes on. Ensisijaisesti näyttämötaiteet ja jousiammunta.
Lahteen en muuta
Fingers smell like death. It carves into your nails, Like your nails carved into them
Smoke in your hair, ashes on your jacket
Was not a murder, But you weren't a killer before tonight.
⚰️Happy Halloween!
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