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Strands of Fate

(This is my first poem i've ever written and i'm not an english-speaker, tell what you think of it and give feedbacks if you want, it'll be helpful :))

Every heart has it's red thread

They're all born with soul's existence

Fate's the one who leads

One hem is curious and young

The other is alone and hurt.

It's strands try hard to not fall apart

Like heart's stitches already did

The poison flowed inside

Killing every feeling and hope in it

I'm that hem I fear.

So many scars, so many to heal

It hurts. Loneliness hurts.

It root deep inside your soul

Like drugs.

In first steps makes you feel good

The voices say it's peace

Then you start downing in it

You get deep under the ocean

The pressure. The air. I need help.

I'm touch-starved.

Love it's what I want.

Love. Love. Love.

I crave it. I desire it. I need it.

My thread it's rotting with my heart.

My body is slowly dying.

I'm just a breathing corpse

And I will be forgotten.

Like every single one in this endless void.

Sweet Innocence, where are you?

I want to be a child again That sweet innocence My eyes led me into sweetness and happiness Maybe dumbly happy Sweet like an idiot I miss being a child Veils of nostalgia wrap me until I drown I need to drown and die in them In my mother's love and empathy When my father was the man I admired Now her body and soul lies in peace Now he's a violent and blinded by rage Now I can understand the moment I miss seeing just colours and love I can see just misablereness, fear and rage I miss the old me, the old presence, the old feeling Please. Please. I'm begging on my knees. I want to get back to the past. Stay in it forever. It's just what I need. But no one can be happy with their desire. We're brought into this world just to suffer. If you're smart there's no happiness. If you open your infant eyes You can see just hate, fear and rage. So impacting to change totally your mind. Stop it. Now. Sweet Innocence, where are you?

Lack of Paternal Love

(This is a poem I wrote in a bad moment as venting, hope anyone likes it...)

Father, why don't you love me?

Why you don't care about us?

I was your baby girl, remember?

I gave my heart to you and you shattered it apart

In ways that makes me write this

An hug is what I need

Your love. Your cuddles. Your attention.

I'm sorry. Forgive me. For whatever I did.

I just need you.

I have your character, your soul, your genes.

I'm your blood, why do you do this to me?

I just need a response.

It's just what I crave. If you want to hear it again.

I'm sorry. Forgive me, I'm drowning in tears.

It's an eternal flow of sufference I hold.

I can't stop it , I've been strong for too much time.

Your can understand me.

You have my throughts, my personality.

Your dad didn't show you love either.

if you know how I feel

Why. Do. You. Do. This. To. Me.

Why do you do it?

I just need your love and to accept my excuses.

I want to feel the warmth of your love.

I want to feel it laying on me, holding me

Strong and tight, even if it's too much.

I just want it, why you can't do it?

I'm sorry.

I'm really so sorry.

Accept my apologies.

Don't leave me here crying.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I. Am. Sorry.

Hi guys, I've recently posted on wattpad the first 3 chapters of the new story I'm writing and I would really appreciate if I got a bit of support! 💗The story is called Flames of Passion, and it's sapphic (so lesbianssss), romance and a bit of drama, this is the description:

In the old breeze of 1604, In Scottland, Evelyn falls deeply in love with a witch called Luna. At her view that girl mas like an elegant shadow dancing like a black widow during the night with the moonshine lightening her existence. As they know better each other, both fall in love, not only for physical attraction like most of couples do. They fall in love with each other soul, existence, personality, talents, every single detail shared. Unfortunately, the '600s it's not the best time for two girls in a romantic relation ship, and for one of them being a witch. The church's men will discover all this and..Wait, you really think i would have told you now so easily? No, read and discover it by yourself...good reading!

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