I remembered to draw a person today
i think this one went pretty well
i’m probably going to do a lot of drawings of people in the dining hall bc it’s an easy and consistent place to find people who aren’t moving a lot
especially at night
I have, yet again, had an idea that was ruined as soon as i tried it because anxiety
i just binged all of kill la kill today and it was NOT what i was expecting but it was so good
when god closes a door you reach your little paws under it and go mrrwwaaaooow mmreeaaow
the fucking thing where a lot of trans women can't. get our lives started for a long time. until we transition and then so often it's like. suddenly you know things about yourself like there's a being inhabiting this body. you start thinking about things you want to do, ways to go out and finally live. and then. the whole damn world is like, no go fucking back in the hole. and it's so hard to live now that you . actually want to
i need someone to tell me this while i’m covered in mud standing in the pouring rain and completely exhausted just ready to go back inside and sweep their floor or whatever else i need to do before i can collapse in bed and then be woken up by them like 4 hours later with some food as they try their best to make it look like they aren’t concerned about how tired i am
When you pick up a sword for the first time you will be slow and awkward. This is frustrating, but refuse the temptation to try and become a “faster” fencer. Chasing after speed is like trying to catch smoke. If you try and pursue speed, all you will accomplish is haste. Haste is the enemy of 1st class fencing.
Speed is a lie the untrained mind tells itself when it sees an action it cannot follow. The truth is a combination of timing, control, and fluidity. Fluid motion, even done slowly, will always arrive before a hasty strike. Control will allow you to move without wasteful motion that will slow you down. Timing will eliminate the need to move fast almost entirely. There is no need to get somewhere fast so long as you get there at the right time.
i like biting people
i’m so clam
love it when someone is just
a feral animal
i just realized that if i’m hungry i can just eat food
and if i run out i can buy more
holy shit this is revolutionary