Crazy how fast you can get on the weird side of Pinterest
loser idiot binges instead of starving
I can't believe I was actually considering thinking about thinking to consider recovery, when my siblings apparently see me the way they do - and if all it took was that and a good scroll through Tumblr then I guess I really wouldn't be ready at all
sometimes I just sit there having imaginary conversations in my head whilst making little gestures and expressions, and sometimes I don't even realize
I must look like such an idiot then lol
Meanspo?
Don't need that, my siblings made me in the Sims, realistically 😃🔫
Part of me wants to get better so badly, whereas on the other hand I want to get as bad as possible
as much as im the main factor of my downfall into this disorder i really hope one day i can recover and truly love myself as i am
I may seem cool, but I guarantee you I get no bitches
having a good relationship with food is nice, but being skinny is nicer
the way I keep eating like a pig like wow goddamn bro do you even want to be skinny
The other day I got a really hard ball at soccer practice kicked on my arm, not a big deal usually but it hit exactly my fresh cuts and man that shit hurt