Trying to talk to my mom about the fact that I have bipolar disorder and am still coming off a manic episode and an example I used to try and show her that I am currently Not Feeling Normal is that I went from being a cunt that needs a nap if I don’t get at least 10 hours of sleep to being wired and completely fine after spending 2.5 weeks only getting 4 hours or less of sleep per night
She deadass looked into my autistic eyes and said that’s because my iron levels are (theoretically) leveling out after several years of dealing an bad iron deficiency “so now I have the energy of a normal person”
This feels like when a person comes out as bisexual or nonbinary and their parent is like “well everyone feels that way, you’re not queer”
I'm so in love with how it turn out!!! 🩷🎤🎶🎵 The blush in Sonic's cheeks it's from the pink light, definitely, not from any gay reason .
It’s you!!!! You’re the one responsible for me losing sleep last night because I forced myself to read all of your Hilson collection!!!! You’re the worm in my brain making me reevaluate my real life over some old men!!! WHAT THE FUCK!
Also thank you I love you never change keep writing
Finally finished the scene in my Hilson fic that was giving me so many problems, which I have affectionately titled "Scary Immunology Intern attempts Wilson-style 'comforting the distressed person,' 14 dead, 36 injured."
Such a fuxkin mood bc I don’t know what the difference between enjoying an activity versus dreading it really is…the only way I can tell the difference is by whether or not I get a stomach ache
Wait wait WAIT
When y’all experience emotions- You are able to know how you are feeling based on an actual ‘feeling’?
It’s not just drawing from context clues?? because the way that I understood it was:
-I am doing an activity I enjoy, I am not experiencing any physical signs of distress, therefore I probably ‘feel’ happy-
But no? Emotional feelings are actual specific feelings? Separate from physicality?
“Identifiable through vibe alone” as my friend so eloquently describes it
hey so fuck you actually, i know you hate youself and stuff but i’m actually in love with you and everything will feel better if i kiss you on the lips
source: trust me bro
Not to oversimplify the human experience but I think a lot of couples that get divorced are being way too dramatic like…
I get it if something really terrible happened why you guys would be trying to ruin each other’s lives but if you guys just Don’t Like Each Other and it simply Isn’t Working Out then
CALM DOWN and just move on????? I know the government makes divorce hard but then get mad at the government and other systems that make divorce hard and not each other????
Again not trying to belittle or oversimplify but—
Whenever I get too obsessed with a show i literally start dreaming fake episodes and then have to wake up and check to see if it was a real episode or not
So when I was deep into 9-1-1 a few years ago (mostly for Buddie) I had a dream where Buck was having a panic attack or something and Eddie was holding him being like “you’re safe, you’re okay, I got you” or whatever and then Buck just like…kissed Eddie???? And then I woke up
But now with what I’ve been seeing online about the most recent episodes I feel like this is a plausible scenario????
Am I a prophet????
i’m trying to have a yaoi moment with you. man to man i’m trying to have a yaoi moment with you right now
Lip balm is such a treat
I think my calling in life was actually to be a monk in the 10th century spending all of my free time writing a history book full of propaganda and misinformation and clearly mythological stories but instead I’m in the 21st century with most of human knowledge available at my fingertips and critical thinking training.
Then again the 21st century does have lip balm so. It’s not all bad.
john wick holding shadow the hedgehog like mary holding baby jesus
I love having the resources to print a 30 page full color packet at home without worrying about the financial repercussions but then not having a FUCKING STAPLER
There’s a metaphor here somewhere I’m sure of it