Head In Hands

cw for mild blood n a knife to the throat

hm. s3 was chock full of Shit Happening To Jon. he was kidnapped multiple times, held at knifepoint, his hand was severely burned, he got sent to the forever falling dimension, almost got skinned alive, half of the shit that happens to him in s3 all happen within the same week, and it was just generally not a fun time. then the unknowing happens and he literally gets blown up and sent into a coma.

for six months.

sure, a lot of what happens to Jon is partially because he's running headfirst into danger, but a lot of it also just happens to him. people know him as The Archivist, and decide to hurt him. kidnapping, mostly.

but for six months, he is completely unconscious, mostly dead, unable to move, speak, see, hear, or call out for help. he has never been morr vulnerable, more utterly helpless. and the only people that visit him seem to have been Martin, and Oliver.

Oliver, who is an avatar, who knows him as The Archivist, and.... doesn't wish him harm. He was just curious about him, and seemed to have been told to be there, so he went. And in his own way, he even saved him. He even chose to call him by his actual name.

After everything that happened to him, the one inhuman thing to visit him at his most helpless, didn't want to hurt him. He helped. I already understood Jon's thoughts about not smiting Oliver, but this makes it hit harder, I think.

Also do you think martin ever worried about something coming for Jon while he was comatose. Do you think he worried about that.

here’s the issue with the concept of duality of man: eventually, you’re going to have to disagree.

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I just like them a lot :)

At least they can find comfort in each other 

"Jon wouldn't take very good care of his hair after season 1" but what if (now walk with me here) he did. what if he has a ten step hair care routine and brushes it twice a day because it makes him feel human. cause it gives him a sense of routine. cause it gives him something normal to focus on for a second.

"jon wouldn't wear that outfit" but consider: what if he did. second consideration: what if he served cunt

i NEED more of yojr planetlord pretty please. Maybe even Pride duo..,

i mean since you asked so nicely,,

thank u wolfy

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