I've been loving this format so here's more of it!
I was originally thinking of doing seijoh 4 for this but I didn't know what pose to give makki and mattsun đ
PAT JINDAPAT | NICK NELSON
aka golden retrievers with hearts of gold
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That's what I've spent the last 5 days on......
Look at these panels.
Loid is a perfectionist, in his line of work he has to be because any mistake can cost him his life. Anytime a situation doesnât go the way he played it out on his head, he beats himself up harshly and starts overthinking.
But thankfully Yor keeps him grounded, reminds him that heâs still human. She reminds Loid that what he wants for Anya is completely different from what Anya wants for herself. Yes school and grades comes first, but sheâs still a little kid at heart and Yor wants her to have fun while doing it. Even though he may make these little mistakes when raising Anya, Yor reassures him that heâs still a wonderful father, âA perfect 100 points!â
Now Nightfall, while I do think her one-sided love for Loid is very funny and tragic at the same time, I donât think any real progress would be made for Operation Strix if she was his wife.
Look at these 2 particular panels, Nightfall is quick to criticize Loid for focusing his efforts on âplaying houseâ with Yor, Anya, and Bond. But the core of his mission IS TO PLAY HOUSE because heâs a Father, Husband, Pet Owner first and Spy second. By this point he finally realized that and readjusted himself thanks to his experiences with Anya, Yor and Bond hence why he seemed a little angry when she calls them âaccessoriesâ because thatâs how Nightfall sees the family âaccessoriesâ to the mission.
Compared to Yor, Nightfallâs approach to motherhood would no different than the very scientists that experimented on Anya and gave her telepathic powers. "Give me results, I want results. You're just a means to an end, I could care less about what you want. It's about what I WANT and I HAVE A DEADLINE TO MEET." In the end Anya would hate school more and it would just bring up bad memories of those scientists, causing her overall well-being to plumment and the mission to fail before it could gain any traction.
It's why Yor and Loid work so well. They may not be the perfect parents but they work so hard to give Anya the childhood they both couldn't have when they were younger. They understand what works and what doesn't and learn from their mistakes. Aside from being good parents they also strive to be the best fake Husband and Wife to each other. They lean on each other for emotional support and give reassurance even when they doubt themselves.
Although they deny it with every fiber in their being but they love each so much. Not only are they able to devote themselves even more to the reason why they became a Spy/Assassin, but they both grew and became better people because of it.
Dear Thomas
This is the first letter i can remember writing obviously i donât know if iâve written any before the maze but even if itâs not my first itâs likely to be my last Iâm not scared well not of dying anyway itâs more of forgetting, loosing myself to this virus, thatâs what scares me so every night iâve been repeating their names out loud Alby, Winston, Chuck and i just repeat them over and over again like a prayer and it all comes flooding back just the little things like the way the sun used to hit the glade at the perfect moment right before it hit the walls and I remember the taste of frypans stew i never thought iâd miss that stuff so much and i remember you i remember the first time you came up in the box, just a scared little greenie who couldnât even remember his own name but from the moment you ran into the maze i knew i would follow you anywhere and i have, we all have if i could do it all again i would and i wouldnât change a thing and my hope for you when your looking back years from now youâll be able to say the same thing the future is in your hands Tommy and i know youâll find a way to do whatâs right you always have take care of everyone for me and take care of yourself you deserve to be happy
thank you for being my friend
goodbye mate
-Newt