Too Much Love To Handle

I cannot explain how much I love this man... He is so perfect and he doesn't even know :'( where are the Akaashi apprechiators????

I wanted to write a little for Halloween but I forgot it bc of stress 😭

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Pat intp 5w6||🎶🏳️‍🌈 ||they/them

Introduction:

welp hi, my name is Pat and I'm writing just for fun here. About anything, about anyone. There is just a burst of energy that hits me and I write my full heart out for one fanfiction, Imagine or One shot. And a friendly reminder here as nearly anyone that writes here: English is not my first language, so don't wonder if it just are simple words. I mostly write my ideas out as best as I can.

Socials:

Insagram: @sim.patelle

Wattpad: @patient_cake

Well what do I write? :

I write fanfictions, One shots, Imagines and sometimes headcanons (just started that). The perspectives are depending. Sometimes in the first perspective, "you" perspective and "y/n" perspective.

What Fandoms, characters, things?

I just had the idea to upload my stories that I wrote here (I usually write on wattpad in my native language (ger) but my writing block is too huge rn). So here comes a little list of what I written/will write about in general.

Haikyuu fluff/angst/smut mostly

Haikyuu headcanons

fem!reader x fem!

masc!reader x masc!

fem!reader x masc!

neutral reader x fem!/masc!

(those four mentioned mostly smut but also fluff)

dilf!au

angst!

Uploads, requests, etc.:

The uploads are very irregular, mostly when I find the time bc of stress and so on, so pls don't hate me for that-. Because I always have a huge write block after I wrote, it's hard to take requests, or in other words : to make you happy with recent uploads. I don't have anything against it when you request something, (only if you want ofc) but pls don't expect me to write then in a range of three days.. I'm deeply sorry about that.. As I mentioned, I will just mostly upload my stories I've already written.

(This is really a new experience to upload this here, and I would be very surprised if someone would even read that- or follow me-)

✧ YOURE NO GOOD FOR ME - S. RINTARO ✧

☆ finally writing for my bb suna i love him sm ill prob be working on you are my liberty or i go and spoil it all after this one but im not sure yet ☆ cw: nsfw-ish, angst(?), i put angst cuz its gonna get angsty later ik that fs, m!reader, making out, drug use(ouid), readers first time using, heavy feminization, suna has internalized homophobia this whole fic ⊹ all characters are aged up !

part;; 01

✧ “no no no that’s not what i was saying,” you and suna laughed as the two of you sat in his car in the middle of a walmart parking lot. it was late at night, cars and shoppers few and far in between. 

“right so you totally weren’t saying if your friends were girls you’d fuck them,” you cocked an eyebrow at the man sitting in the drivers seat as you took a sip of your soda. both of you were facing each other, backs pressed against the windows. 

“no! i was just saying if i were to be turned into a girl… id let the homies hit and i expect them to do the same,” he shrugged, trying to keep himself from laughing as he looked at your expression. 

“so you’re bi?” you replied. despite the playful smile on your face, deep down you felt a sense of dread towards this conversation. having a crush on your friend was bad enough, but not even being a part of his sexual orientation was worse. taking a bite of his taco, he shook his head, waving his hand in front of him.

“nuh uh,” his response was muffled as he chewed, the smile on his face never wavering. you felt sort of guilty because of this. your friend was just having a good night and here you were trying to get any clue of his sexuality. “i only like pussy,” he spoke with his mouth full, laughing at his own answer. 

“suna that’s disgusting,” you laughed, swatting at him as he stuck his tongue out at you. finally swallowing his food, he reached for your drink and started to chug it. “oh right help yourself,” you said sarcastically, rolling your eyes. 

“hey i paid for this shit,” suna reminded you as he took another swig of the soda. you held your hands up in surrender, laughing softly as you repositioned your legs on the seat. the car fell into a comfortable silence as suna continued to eat and you pretended to not be madly in love with him. when he finished his food, he looked up at you with a smile. “wanna listen to music?”

you nodded, resting your head on the headrest of the passenger seat as suna connected his phone’s bluetooth to his car. the song playing was a familiar and your eyes lit up when finding out you two liked the same song.

“hey i love this song,” you exclaimed, getting a small smile from suna as he glanced over at you. 

“yeah? its pretty good isn’t it?”

“very,”

the car fell into another round of comfortable silence aside from the music. the lights in the car were now turned off, shadows casted from the illuminated walmart logo now filtering through the car. you couldnt stop your eyes from wandering to suna’s face as he looked out into the parking lot. 

he was so pretty, the prettiest boy you’ve ever seen and you so desperately wanted to kiss his lips and tell him how much you love him. 

“hey y/n do you smoke?”

“huh-” you were brought out of your own thoughts by his sudden question. 

“do you smoke?” he repeated, turning to look at you head on with an expression you couldn’t quite put a name to. 

“no not really-”

“do you want to,” there was a sly smile on suna’s lips as he dug into his pocket, fishing something out before opening his palm to show you. it was a cart, one that you’ve seen suna use many times at parties and with friends. “you don’t have to if you’re not comfortable i’ll just blow the smoke out the window,” suna offered when you didn’t answer, not wanting to force you to do anything. 

“no uh… i want to,” your voice was small, not entirely sure what to expect. 

“okay cool we can hotbox then,” you watched as he held the cart to his lips, holding down a button before sucking in a deep breath. 

“uh hotbox?”

“dont worry about it,” suna said as he exhaled, waving a hand in dismissal. you nodded, suddenly feeling a bit nervous and self conscious. you jumped slightly when he held the cart out to you. taking it from his hand you tried not to look too obvious as you looked it over. “take a small hit since it’s your first time,” you nodded, putting it to your lips and pressing on the same button you saw suna press, inhaling only for a short moment. 

the taste was weird and it hurt as it went into your lungs, a small cough leaving you as you exhaled. hearing suna laugh at your state you started to feel your face heat up. reaching for your drink you handed him back his cart. 

silence once again filled the car, random songs playing in the background but neither of you were playing much attention to it as you paced the cart back and forth between you too. you weren’t sure how much time had passed, but you were feeling happy, laughing at nothing. 

“what’re you laughing about?” hearing suna’s confusion only made you laugh even harder, bending over as tears started to form in your eyes. your laughing was contagious apparently, having caused suna to start laughing just as hard with you. “oh shit i can’t breath,” suna wheezed out between laughs, tears now falling from his closed eyes as his whole body shook with his laughter.  

the two of you laughed and laughed and laughed for who knows how long before finally, silence enveloped you two again. reaching for your drink, you were stopped as suna placed his hand on yours, his eyes half lidded as you just stared at you. 

“suna-”

“you’re pretty,” he spoke abruptly, keeping his hand on top of yours. his voice was low and smooth and your eyes were wide, not entirely sure you heard him right. 

“what?” your voice cracked just a bit when you spoke, causing your cheeks to heat up. 

“you’re pretty like a girl,” his voice was a bit quieter now as he leaned forward, his face mere inches from yours nows. he lifted his hand from on top of yours and tenderly cupped your face. “i’d kiss you if you were a girl,” he brought his face closer to yours, noses barely skimming against each other as his breath fanned against your lips. 

despite how your heavy eyelids felt, your eyes went wide, heart racing at the close proximity. you couldn’t help but lean into his touch, humming softly. 

“you’ve got pretty eyes like a girl,” suna whispered, his lips nearly skimming over yours as he talked. “ ‘n pretty lips,” he ran his thumb over your bottom lip, pulling it down slightly so it looked like you were pouting. you looked into his half lidded eyes as he slowly pressed his thumb deeper into your mouth, pressing down on your tongue gently. 

you didn’t realize you weren’t breathing until suna took his thumb out of your mouth and you let out a sharp exhale. his eyes were still on yours, it was like he was studying you and it was making you squirm in your seat. 

“suna,” you whispered meekly, not sure what to even say in this situation. you couldn’t understand what suna meant by his words and the weed was definitely getting to your brain. absentmindedly, you lick your lips. the feeling was faint and would’ve been barely noticeable if you two weren’t so enamored with each other in this moment. both of you definitely felt the tip of your tongue swipe against suna’s lip and within just a matter of seconds, those same lips were pressing against yours. 

your mind was racing as suna didn’t waste any time intensifying the kiss, poking his tongue between your lips before exploring your mouth with it. hands reaching for his hair, you pulled him impossible closer to you. 

he moaned into the kiss when he felt you tug on his hair and you couldn’t help but feel your dick twitch in your shorts. his hands were firmly cupping your face, keeping you right where he wanted while he continued to hungrily kiss you. 

suna could feel himself getting hard at the sounds of your small whines and mewls being muffled by his lips. he felt guilty, and slightly disgusted, that he was kissing a guy. but he couldn’t deny how good it felt and if he tried hard enough he could think of some imaginary girl. but he found himself not wanting to do that. he wanted it to be you and this thought brought a shudder through him. 

suddenly overcome with the need to hear more of you, he brought his lips to your neck, sucking on the skin harshly. blood rushed directly down to his dick when he finally reached the spot you were more sensitive, breathy moans leaving your lips. you kept your hands in his hair, gripping tightly as you tried to not buck your hips into the air. 

“ah suna-,” you whimpered when you felt him lean more into you, almost putting all his upper body weight against you as he sloppily left love bites all along your neck and collar bone. you could feel his body trembling slightly against your body and you couldn’t help when your eyes wandered down to his pants. 

although the car was near pitch black, there was no mistaking that he was hard just like you. there were a thousand questions threatening to swarm your brain, but the stimulation and ambience of this whole event was enough to distract you. 

one of suna’s hands fell to your hips and you felt your heart stop for a second as he brushed his fingers past the hem of your shirt. your body shook with anticipation as he traveled farther up your abdomen, but within a split second suna was off of you and fixing himself in his seat. 

“suna-”

“i’m taking you home,” his voice was rough as his pinched the bridge of his nose between his index finger and thumb. he sighed shaking his head once before starting the car, not once looking at you. 

completely in shock, you just nodded, slumping back into your seat and keeping your face towards the window as you felt your eyes begin to tear up.

✧ navi ✧ rintaro mlist

Francis Mosses headcanons

sfw, nsfw mentioned ¬> MDNI

neutral!reader, it's really sweet, the tired guy, from the game "That's not my neighbor", MILKMAN

Artist from the fanart : @__kozuu on X(Twitter)

Looks

His hands + fingers are long and slim, a little bit brighter skin tone than his usual skin (yk cus cold)

His knuckles are a bit raw, just a little bit

Has cold hands definitely

Height between 5'10 and 6'2

Definitely is slim, but a little defined six pack

Not that wide shoulders, more like average

Had Scoliosis as a kid

A bit longer arms

Always looks kind of pale because he's tired all the time

Has defined cheekbones and jawline

clothes & jewelry

Mostly wears straight black jeans or trousers

He has black cardigans

He literally doesn't know any other color to wear except white, black, Grey and grey-blue

He needs clothing education from you

Only has a slim silver ring on his right middle finger as jewlery

But also wears a watch with him, just not on his wrist but in the pocket of his jeans

Anything pt. 1

Definitely listens to true crime podcasts (how ironic haha)

But when music is on his ears, it's mostly Falco, Joy Division, Taco and The Police

Still kind of Lana del Rey coded

I'd say he has a big brother who had asked him for money several times, but Francis got tired of it

Regrets his job, or at least wants to change his occupation

If he reads he has extra glasses for it, otherwise his eyes will burn

Reads mostly magazines about architecture and daily news

He definitely is a person that reads the newspapers

Physical activity

Challenge him to a fight and he'd win easily because even though he's slim, he surely has strength in his legs and arms

Flexible as hell

Can play basketball, but you need to build up endurance with him

Took some surfboard lessons in the past, but never surely can ride a wave in perfection

Today he mostly is busy with his job and chores, that he doesn't do any sports anymore

Appartment

Messy, his appartment is quite dirty, but still okay to look at

But definetly don't go into the kitchen

He only washes the dishes once in a week

Please show this man some color, his appartment is only decorated with white and black things

The plants he has are dried out, even the cacti

But Francis's bathroom is really clean

Like really clean

If you would enter the bathroom with shoes, he'd literally throw you out

He only once all 3 months has the urge to really clean his appartment

relationships

Had gone through a divorce in his mid 20's

Since then he never really trusted anyone, except you

You finally showed him how acception feels

He's grateful to have you

And he shows it by gift giving and acts of service

Since you are there, he finally tries to get his life together

Don't expect to get many words of affirmation, because you know he's an introvert

He loves to listen to you

He'd lean on the palm of his hand with his head and slightly smiles as he listens to you yapping

Then out of nowhere, he'd say how much he loves you

When you both go to sleep, he is on the side of the wall, with his back on it

He'd gently wrap his arms around you from behind, that you back is on his stomach

It's beautiful to sleep like that, when you're the little spoon

Often kisses your hand and scalp, everytime when he greets you

His hand would look so beautiful on your forearm, covering it almost fully

Nsfw ¬> MDNI

You know what those fingers could do..

And not only his fingers

Gentle Dom and Switch

Loves to see you over him as you sit down on his dick, his slim arms holding onto you as he sits on the edge of the bed

He's a hickey guy, but not like an owner thing, he doesn't really like to 'own' you, you are an individual and he loves how independent you are

He definitely loves when his eyes are covered with a blindfold when you take charge

he would also be the type who would start to whimper slightly when you put your hand over his mouth, when he's close to releasing

And when you do, god he comes so much

He's not really someone noisy, but he knows that you like it, so you hear his heavy breaths all the time and sometimes little grunts, and as mentioned the little whimpers

You always have your hands intertwined, he just loves to press your hands

It's also a safe-word thing between you two

accidently called you "mommy" one time

Mostly would say pet names like "honey", "my little one", "darling"

When you press his hand three times fast in a row, he knows to slow down or stop if you want it

It's really important for him to know you're alright

Would try out anything you want to try out with him and he'd be honest with you when he likes it or not

Is proud of you when you take his length all in you

He mostly would fuck you in the appartment, mostly on the couch or bed

But if the kitchen is clean, then definitely there, 100%

Would say things like: "I know you like that", "show me a little more honey", "you are so beautiful", "take it a bit more", "I'll be so good to you"

Anything pt. 2

Doesn't really drink Limonade or any other drink like that

Just give him water and he'll be fine

But istg don't give him milk, he'd freak out because he can't see it anymore

He'd fall asleep first when you wanna watch a series with him, you know why

Francis finally looks relaxed when he falls asleep next to you, his head leaning onto your shoulder or head

You have so many pictures of him sleeping

Francis always buys groceries when they're reduced

Drank too much energy drinks that they don't even help him anymore

When you once gave him a rose, he literally couldn't keep it together and you bet you saw a little tear in his eyes

He immediately wrapped his arms around you and didn't let you go for 10 minutes

He is just so happy to have you

And you are happy to be someone so special to him, that he got a picture from you next to his bed

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Dr. W. Afton headcanons

sfw and nsfw mentioned -> mdni

gen!neutral reader, just silly thoughts and mostly sweet (I hope) probably not readproof so sorry for any writing mistakes.

Dr. W. Afton from the game 'Thats Not My Neighbour'

Disclaimer!! I dont own the character or anything. Just trying to support the creators.

Art credits: @_.calitryx on TikTok

Appearance

probably about 5'11 to 6'0 tall

takes really good care of his facial hair (the maximum it gets are two days before he shaves again)

see him something between slim and yet muscular, sleeper build

slim waist and his shoulders on the broader side

Cake. Thats it.

his hands are rather on the rough side but he tries to take care of them

long fingers and takes the cleaning of his hands very seriously??

he has defined features but not like too sharp

Random

he has knee issues

addicted to coffee, also his very first thought after waking up

has a habit of sleeping in when he has a day off

or so he says ─ the first time you slept over he was awake at 7.

takes a lot of time for his hair in the bathroom

was insecure about his nose in his teens but learned to accept it nonetheless

he's left-handed

randomly mutturs out some facts throughout the day

he needs to push up his glasses pretty often because he once broke them by sitting down on them but refused to get them fixed

"its only a little bent." Yeah, a whole 90 degrees

he has a picture of you in his wallet

probably all his colleges know about you at this point

he's such a yapper once talking about a topic he enjoys maybe just a little too much ─ but you let him because who can say no to someone like him?

notices the tiniest changes of literally anything

going from things laying somewhere else in his apartment to the act of a person he's talking to

also the type of guy who watches you look at something a little too long and buys it for you as a present later

he remembers everything, literally has the brain of an elephant. 'I remember you saying you wish you had that so I got it for you.'

Style

you might actually mistake him for a phyics teacher (that damn checker pattern)

closet is mostly filled with linen shirts and some suit pants

'thats all he ever needed' ─ his words

color variates, he has almost every color but those bright ones.

of course he has some home clothes (you love to steal)

comfortable sweats and cozy sweaters

great taste when it comes for comfortable clothing ─ always manages to get the most fluffy ones too.

for jewlery, he only wears his watch around his left wrist

Activities

he probably has a gym membership but never actually goes

if you go tho, he might join you

in his freetime he loves to jog

loves to explore new things, like new recipes to new games (If mobile or not)

playfights usually end up with him laying down on you with his full weight

always has a stupid grin on his face when he does that

Apartment

he's completely clean, not freaky clean tho

there's not a single dust grain

but hes not too pressed about it ─ he simply enjoys tidying his apartment

gives him some sort of comfort

you can also find sometimes his clothes over the couch of laying on the ground, which is rare but it happens

his job doesnt require too much of his time so he has plenty of time at home

Relationships

like said before, he had some insecurities

confidence wasnt his thing in his teens (He was probably one of those 'uhm actually' kids but unintentionally.)

changed in his 20's ─ went out regulary but never found anything that could have gone further

which changed when you came around

so, he indeed was experienced but you taught him things aswell

love language is physical touch and acts of service (also words of affirmation)

loves random hugs and gives them too

huge on pda and shows it too

he really loves to just embrace you and cuddle with you on the couch or in bed while watching a movie or show

sleeping with him is hell

he's tussing and turning all night long, but only If you arent in his grasp

once youre trapped in his arms there's no way out and he wont move a single inch

small snores, but only once in a while ─ barely noticable too.

has all sorts of nicknames for you 'baby' , 'love' , 'honey' , 'sugar' , 'cupcake' you name it.

NSFW -> mdni

a complete switch

service dom

lives to do what you tell him to

to the location -> probably everywhere in the apartment when youre up to it

high-sex drive and probably lasts atleast 2 rounds

gets super touchy when he's worked up and just hints what he wants instead of saying it directly

he's shy! Just catch up to what he's implying.

knows the difference between harder and faster

also, not exactly into hard bdsm but isnt shy to explore with you either

praising to the top with him

you wont catch him letting out one word that would degrade

loves physical touch so this is his time to shine

body worshiping

kisses every inch of skin his lips can reach and then again

always tells you how good youre doing and how proud he is of you for taking him that well.

he's not.. exactly small either

a true mystery how he keeps it hidden beneath those forbidden pants

he loves to mark you, not for claiming and only for his eyes to see (maybe on the nape of your neck but not further)

basically, he does it how you want it. Romantic, slow and tender? He's in with all at it. Rose pedals even.

in the mood for something more rough and- ahem- man handling? Sure. He's in. But expect a godly aftercare ─ he can't stand the thought of hurting you

Aftercare

whenever, he's all sweet and gentle

acting as If youre made out of glass and will break any moment

once again he'll do anything you ask him to do.

a bath? 'Of course, my love.' Just a simple glass of water? Its already on your nightstand. Cuddles? Thats already happening before you had the thought. A massage? 'Just relax,'

a dream, literally.

he'll clean you both up without a second thought and wont let you lift a finger

if you do, youre met with a pouty expression on his face.

Thank you for reading, hope you enjoyed it. A little rushed.

The idea of helping you out with your assignments let Bokuto smile brightly. The usual meeting up in your regular café with Bokuto, Kuroo and Akaashi is only with two people today. But as the time goes on and the day ends with Bokuto on your side, you saw your progress of typing only one sentence for your upcoming seminar. A sigh escapes out of you, but you'll let the fact, that Bokuto and you only chattered and drank coffee, slight.

You call it a day, but at least you got a great time discussing.. 'important' things.

Exhausted? Get a good massage from Kita, he would be so good with his hands on your neck, stroking over it to let you feel less exhausted. It feels like a miracle.

Dad Ushijima - Headcanons

fluff, two daughters (10 y/o gap between them), mentions of sex, much love, no warnings

The man loves you and his daughters endlessly, no one could rip him away from his family

It felt like a dozen of white doves would greet him when your little daughter would jump into the bed to wake you both up, feeling at peace as he looks at her

"wake uuup~!" chimes from her, messy hair and her little chameleon plushie in her arm

Your husband looks at you with a tired smile, greeting you into a new day with a press from his hand in your intertwined hands

Tired footsteps from your elder daughter appear from the doorframe, a yawning haunting your teenage daughter

"she woke me up first.. So I said to her we'd make breakfast for you two"

You looked so proud to your both kids, slowly sitting up and leaning onto the board of the bed, your husband following the same steps

Your daughter brought two tablets onto your boths laps

Each of you having a tea, two toasts with marmalade and a fruit bowl in front of you

"and you both did that?" Ushijima asks, looking to his daughters with a loving gaze in his eyes

"yes yes! I made the fruity bowl for you!" said his little daughter proudly, falling into a crossed-legged position with her plush

You snickered lightly, looking at the 'fruits' in his bowl

Some big apple pieces, mandarins, a chopped carrot, chopped pieces of a peach and some little tomatos are visible in his bowl

Even your elder daughter had a little mischievous smile on her tired face, sitting on the side of your bed

But Ushijima loved the appreciation from his little daughter, rushing his big hand through her hair, covering her scalp

"that is so kind from you" he said in a calm tone, smiling lightly and starting to eat his 'fruit' bowl

Your elder daughter looked a bit perplexed to her father

But you just enjoy his smile

His smile went much more brighter as you started a family with him. In former days, he didn't even have a soft gaze on his face, only being a little less stiff from his usual behavior when he was with you alone

Your daughters were the whole peace for you two, sharing even more love in this family

Even at the lower times, when you and your teenage daughter had some various disagreements, Ushijima would try to always keep the peace between you, helping you to understand his daughter

Sometimes these both would even revel against you, but it was mostly loving to see the deep connection in the family

Your elder daughter is more of a daddy's girl, while your younger kid loves the affection and time you spend with her

Ushijima always gazes at you with a caring face when you lift up your daughter and snuggle

Your little nose kisses you give your kid and the charming laughter from his daughter, brings his heart to melt

He loves you even more everytime you do this

Ushijima then always plays with the thought to have a third baby, but you always could overrule him with the fact that your youngest daughter is still needing attention to grow up

The age difference between your kids is a bit large, being 10 years

But your daughters love each other and your elder kid even sometimes helps you out with her sister when you have stressful days

Sometimes when Ushijima helps out your teenager in math's and science, you see yourself sitting there, struggling with the instructions from your father

But because your daughter has the stubborness from you, it's a calming tutoring lesson, you wished you had too

You are so proud of Ushijima, always treating him with short kisses throughout the day

Sometimes when the time is on your side, you both make out in the bathroom or your bedroom, you having your struggles to silence yourself when he's whispering dirty things into your ear while he kisses your collarbone, his hands caressing your whole body with rough movements

It's hard to really have sex with him while you have a toddler in your house

but it's extra thrilling for Ushijima to treat you roughly in the night while you have to keep quiet, trying not to wake your kid next door

Eventually when you would be too stressed out and fall asleep on the couch, Ushijima plays with his little daughter in her room

When you wake up and wonder where your husband went, you'd always find him in the kids room, sitting next to your daughter and playing cars or puppets with encouragement

He is the definition of a perfect father in your eyes

When he gets home, your teenage daughter fist bumps his father causally, walking up the stairs to go to her room

Your younger daughter would geek and run up to him, cuddling his leg

His hand always always strokes through her hair

But when he turns around to you, his hands wrap around your waist, giving you a passionate kiss on your lips and a last little one on your forehead

It always brings your heart to melt, even though you get this every day

His daughters have a tricot of him and never giving them back

For you, he's the definition of a percent father

Sometimes even you want a father like him, getting all the love you deserve

But you already get it, the love he shares in this family, it's also for you, it comes from you

You both love your daughters endlessly

More than to the moon and back

Being in the snow with Sugawara brightens the day to a warmth in your body. Walking around the landscapes, taking picture of it and suga, playing in the snow with snowballs and doing angels in the snow. It brings your inner kid to have the time it needs. Suga's red cheeks come up in the snowy white aroundings. It's such a beautiful day and he makes the winter to your favorite season.