This Is Food For My Tma And Proseka Obsessed Brain

You know what’s weird? Having been in the chonny jash fandom for just under two weeks. Specifically because of taken for a ride and time machine reprise, and the canon song order. Some (daresay most) of yall have been here for months, tinkering with the timeline, trying to figure out how it all fit together, meanwhile I joined, went absolutely feral for about a week, was handed the storyline, and went absolutely feral for another week for a slightly different reason.

As glad as I am to finally be here, I feel like I missed some of the experience of trying to piece it all together. Mind you (obligatory “haha mind joke” here), there’s still so much left to interpretation and theorization, and I’m indulging in that grey area of canon. But it’s a different grey area than it was when I found Jash’s music the other week.

Jon, lying awake at 2 am: why am i like this

The Eye: neurodivergence wiki, asexuality wiki, probably some other wikis

Jon: that was rhetorical also what

account isnt dead, just been enjoying the discord side of fandom. anyways hi

I want to do a hear me out cake but i think my perception of what even counts as a hear me out has been horribly warped by the simple fact that i am on tumblr

Btw i havent listened to tma s5 yet so I’ll be a little late to tmagp. This also means: my posts will be 100% tmp spoiler free until such time as I finish tma!

For a long time I didn’t care about Breekon and Hope. Okay, spooky delivery guys with a coffin, cool, next thing. And then Hope died and I listened to every time Breekon was around without him and augh this puts it so well

uno how aristophanes belived there were three sexes: male, female and androgynous, who had male and female sex organs, two sets of limbs and two faces. the gods believed them to be too strong and so split the androgynous humans into two beings. they would long for their other half and would spend their lives looking for the matching half of their human whole. that's what today wld be referred to as soulmates.

thats how i think of breekon and hope. two halves of a being that was once one, a long long time ago. they are two parts of a perfect whole, never meant to have been separated. and i dont think its necessarily romantic, because your soulmate isnt always your romantic or sexual interest, they are just whoever makes you whole. and love is just the persuit of wholeness.

More train than dragon but I fold, metro train from the DC area cause public transit is cool

The tma fandom lieddd everyone talks about the “good cows” scene but it was two lines and i barely noticed it the first time! Everyone talks about the Safehouse and it was one episode (technically more if you count apocalypse!safehouse but i don’t)! Everyone talks about the “Somewhere Else” line but that’s just two words, it’s not verbally capitalized like i thought it would be! And jmart is never a cute and fluffy ship like everyone acts like it is, it’s 70% issues and 30% “we’re dating because it’s the apocalypse and we’re pretty sure we’re gonna die”! I’m not talking about tim kayaking here, that’s just denial + a pretty good way for me to somehow have no idea what was gonna happen to tim till it happened. Anyways

Kinda weird how the music that was popular when you were in grade school was mostly made by people substantially older than you, and yet that music is societally connected to your age group rather than the age group that made it. This is less so now that pretty much anyone can get their hands on audio software now, but skill still needs time to develop so most of the good stuff is written by people in their 20s at least.