Str1dingisolated - Mentul Illness With An MSPA Veneer

they don't need me in the way that i need them, and i think that's the most painful thing i've ever experienced.

I will never trust anyone again, people are bad, selfish and cruel!!!!

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

self sabotaging is one of my fav hobbies

ohhhh so you only gave me affection and attention for a month to "entertain yourself" ohhh okay that makes sense.

actually no what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??

just bc i dont see myself as human doesn't mean i dont want to be fucking treated like one holy shit.

I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left

i hate when they dont message for a single day so now im undergoing mental torture constantly switching between "oh god something happened please be okay please be okay please god be okay" and "stop fucking ignoring me you make me sick you make me sick you make me fucking sick"

TELL me when you're busy

I'll shut the FUCK up if you do

just TELL ME

i hope they realize how much sweeter i was than they deserved