Sometimes Being Around Him Feels Like Being Kicked Around Like An Unwanted Toy. Why Would He Send Me

Has been here a day and it's going well so far... keep it up guys

He acts like he wants to be around me and then decides he's going to sit on twitter and between shit when he knows I have notifications on. Do you want to be my friend or not.

We r drinking and having a good time and he's soured it by telling me that his American friend was sending him posts. I'm going to crash out istg.

I'm having a freak out. Idk if I'm splitting or what but I'm freaking out. And I'm purposefully ignoring him. I need to. I can't fucking deal with him right now. Not because of anything he's done I just. I can't do it. But I need him. I need him to feel stable. Fucking kayemess. I need more people to talk to. I need more people that can be there for me. I hate being in servers where I try so hard to be active and make friends, then vent my feelings and nobody fucking says anything. They just blank me. I'm so fucking close to the edge. I hate this.

Hello tumblr.

Goodnight tumblr.

When can I be free of you? Maybe it’s my karma. Maybe I deserve to suffer from you.

i miss him. he doesnt understand how attached i am to him

He doesn't know he's mine. He really doesn't have a clue. Keeps talking about how he keeps flirting with people, but he won't get anywhere with all that. It's a futile attempt to get away. He's stuck with me, and I don't think he'll ever figure it out :3

I always come first, puppy. Always.

the only way to cure me is decapitation

I'm always the last option, aren't I?