I never did
Change: A process through which something becomes different
With growth comes along change
I grew, yet I remain the same.
Maybe it’s the nostalgia evoking me, an attachment grasping me in what seems to be the past
‘’move on’’ How can I leave what tended to structure me?
In a manner I am an adult, yet a sense of maturity is still to be held
I’m taller!, I’ve grown! Somehow a child reminisces within me, a child which Iv not abandoned, he isn’t what I used to be, he is what I am, maybe not fully but an essence still floats within me, and I carry it wherever I go.
You're the sun, you've never seen the night But you hear its song from the morning birds Well, I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star But awake at night I'll be singing to the birds- Mitski ‘’Your Best American Girl’‘
Night sky
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in order: Peach Tree in Bloom (in memory of Mauve), 1888 / Red Poppies and Daisies, 1890 / Willows at Sunset, 1888 / The Sower (Sower with Setting Sun), 1888 / Undergrowth with Two Figures, 1890 / Landscape with Couple Walking and Crescent Moon, 1890 / Branches with Almond Blossom, 1890 / Starry Night Over the Rhone, 1888 / Irises, 1889 / Wheat Field With Cypresses, 1889
THE OTHER SIDE
theirs this wall made of iron and steal blocking me of the far near I'm no brave man to climb all for I fear the fall Lost, I always seem to walk around its edges What is behind, I ask myself too many times maybe a gleamy forest withholding lilly fields but in my mind it's dark full of starving wolves that lurk curiosity is a sin, I need a redeemer some say it is liberating to be a dreamer but is the freedom worth the injury?
I remember you falling into my river, and I remember your little pink shoe.
Spirited Away (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki
A gentle person is always beautiful.
I stare at the vanity
Yet, My eyes aren't looking
All that is there for me to see is a figure
It blurs and blurs I still cannot figure
No shape, no form
I must reform
How? It’s said souls flow into creeks
Taking the shape they please
But I cannot fit into a mold
I have no definition
Nothing worthy of attention
Maybe this is how it’s meant to be
floating around with no destiny
I'll do that for eternity
I'll latch into what I find in front of me
Till one day it tells me it needs me
I don't know who I am
But maybe that's fate
For I aspire to elate within everything
Nothing in this world and its luxuries
Can limit me
I simply am free.
Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″
“Listen to the quiet but solid voice deep inside of you that tells you that you deserve better, that whispers you are meant for far better things.”
— Noor Shirazie, Into the Wildfire: Battle Scars