I Think I Am Over Them, Well, That Didn't Last Very Long. A Shame, He's Funny

｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ so real mother, i am so eepy but there are so many things to be done

i keep lying to myself again and again about really finishing my tasks after a small nap at midnight

God damnit Nikto would have such heavy breaths. From the way his mask is made, full coverage leaving not even a space to breathe even you can tell from a mile away that he had good healthy lungs. Lungs that could bear being squeezed and suffocated for hours and still get a good exercise in.

Something about the way he breathed when he was just using a cloth to cover his face. Something rough about how his throat is scarred and deformed from how much he screamed and begged.

Something about how he liked to breathe you in. A soft almost shy look in his eyes after he ducked down just to get your scent in his lungs, warm, sweet.

Something about how he slowed and quieted his breaths down when you sleep with him. Making sure he doesn't move too much or wake you up with his breaths because it would kill him mentally.

Nikto who accidentally wakes you up because he's having a panic attack about his own breathing. Far too controlled to be comfortable for him to breathe, too soft, too little breaths against the side of your head.

"Nikto are you-"

"We are fine little star-", and he speaks too softly it turns into a wheeze. He wasn't made for whispers.

"Nikto baby, you can breathe, I'm not gonna be-"

"We- we woke you up, forgive us just-"

And he heaves when you pull his head to his chest. Suffocating him in that familiar way his mask normally does, it turned him soft. Weak.

He doesn't speak for a while, just breathing so very heavily against your chest. Your scent dizzying and yet so damn calming. The next time you check on him, he's asleep. They'll talk in the morning.

and exam season is approaching again, i might not be able to draw anything for a while 😭

sorry for posting so much about my life haha, none of my irls should know what is going on

i Love how you draw nikto... he looks like hes flourishing and in his lane

wahh, and i too, love how you draw nikto, very shaped, very pleasing to look at!

i have drawn a lot this past week

also, do you guys like textured or untextured doodles of mine more? i am working on a monochrome artbook (not nikto 😔) and i need some opinion

thank you everyone for your input :3

this one person is paying me so much for my silly commission and i am obligated to draw it well and maybe draw them a little chibi as a gift too

it happened again and again, i nap at midnight, i wake up at 9, no more time to do tasks and i keep letting myself nap

i keep lying to myself again and again about really finishing my tasks after a small nap at midnight

who else is up and has no friends and no lovers and no life and no purpose

Strikeface

FINALLY finished this. ugh,