Trans Man - Blog Posts

can’t wait to start transitioning!! if only i could afford a binder rn…

also i really need a different pfp rap goose just isn’t cutting it anymore

i hate woman body who needs boobs give me MAN BODY instead

chat ima need yall to imagine somone

imagine a person, androgynous looking but if you had to choose, assuming youre thinking heteronormatively), see them as a guy and masculine

theyre black (very important when it comes to choosing my name tbh), nonbinary agender, usually has their afro (thats dyed blonde) out, will probably lock their hair soon

but they also love femininity, still dress feminine, and refers to themselves using the term “femboy”

whagt name do you vibe with for said person? thinking abt changing it bc my cousin makes fun of my current one a lot and my brother kinda makes fun of it

also, if you comment your own it needs to start with the letter s!! i dont want my initials to change lol

current preference is sage and soren tied for first and silas is in last place

somewhat nsft,

but YALL IM ALREADY HAVING BOTTOM GROWTH OMG

Credit to: user

dude i cannot wait till i pass

i cannot wait till i look more masc and androgynous

i cannot wait till i look like how i want

i keep getting recommended posts by transfems and their journey and them passing im so jealous and happy for them theyre so happy they pass so well theyre so pretty i cant WAIT FOR THAT ERA OF MY TRANSITION WHERE I JUST AM SO PROUD AND OUT AND HAPPY AND POSTING ABOUT IT

my brothers response to me starting hrt a few weeks ago

GUYS MY THERAPIST THINKS IM FUNNY IM WINNING LIFE

THEY EVEN SAIDTHAY I SHOULD GET MY OWN SITCOM BC I MAKE RHEM LAUHH SO MUCH

i invited this guy i was talking to, (who im sure fetishizes trans men since he said how hed prefer me not to start hrt or get top surgery BUT wanted me to get bottom bc he likes futas LMAO) ,

to this viking roleplay minecraft server i was apart of

the issue?

you have to make a character to be able to join the r and play on it

mind you, ive been roleplaying since i was 9

i offered to help make his character

he.

decided to use chat gpt.

to make it.

yeahh after that i didnt really wanna talk to him anymore…

it also didnt help that he BARELY txted me back

yall i finally deleted twitter 🙏❤️

im healing

yall so.. i actually started hrt 2 weeks ago (this week thursday will be my 3rd injection!) and i didnt make a post bc my dumbass got too lazy to buy (also poor) the trans flag to put up so i just printed out a picture and taped it on my wall LMAO

im gonna buy it soon yall!! along with the trans icon blåhaj :3

ALSO ITS FREE!!! BC MY INSURANCE IN NYS LEGALLY HAS TO INSURE ALL GENDER REAFFIRMING CARE SO ID ONLY END UP PAYING FOR THE NEEDLES IF ANYTHING

also picture of the pretty girl since yall haven’t seen her in a bit

day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 🙏

IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW

never thought id have body dysphoria over my boobs lmao

as a child, one of my biggest insecurities was my boobs.

not because i wanted them gone,

no, i wanted them to be bigger

my friends used to make fun of me because my lack of curves and ive always been a lover for biggest breasts so id always wish for them, wishing that throughout puberty that I’ll have like C or D cups.

but.. that never happened. my current breast size is around a like large b cup, small c cup (tried to figure it out at victoria’s secret and they said the same thing)

i used to be so disappointed in them until i started appreciating my body.

like my thighs and butt which are quite thick and where my body weight specifically only ever goes to lol

my face, my arms, my hands, my eyes,

even my skintone and my textured 4c hair

and with the help of my ex and ex friends,

over time,

i slowly started loving my breasts.

fast forward to now.

im no longer who i used to be.

i no longer am the person i was for 18 years.

and although whenever i look at myself, i feel happy with my body,

i just wish a few things were different.

i look at my face and wish it was longer, skinnier, more masculine.

i look at my eyes and wish they were smaller, more masculine.

i look at my hands and wish they were longer, slender, more masculine.

i look at my hair and wish it were longer, and healthy so i could keep it out to make me more masculine.

i look at my thighs when i wear pants that define them and wish they were hidden, that my thighs didnt inherently make me feminine.

and then, i look at my breasts.

the two pieces of flesh that i have longed to be bigger,

i now wish were gone.

ive never experienced gender dysphoria until now.

and i kind of find it ironic,

seeing how a trans med once told me that because i hadn’t experienced gender dysphoria (at the time), i probably wasnt trans.

i am trans.

i just dont experience the same dysphoria that others do or in the same way.

i feel euphoria whenever someone acknowledges who i truly am and i always feel weird whenever they dont (like when i was getting my hair dyed, my hairdresser had a daughter who called me “sister” and whenever she would, id feel weird. or whenever my hairdresser referred to me as my mothers daughter. they dont know that im out so i don’t blame them)

i am happy with the way my physical body looks, i just wish others still see me as who i truly am with them. a man who just happens to have a higher voice, curves, small breasts, and “birthing hips”.

i still plan on getting top surgery tho lol

hearing trans women talk about their love for their boobs always make me feel so happy for them and i wish i could give them mine lmao

I FORGOT TO POST FOR TRANSGENDER VISIBILITY DAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY FELLOW TRANS 🫶🏾🫶🏾

CELEBRATE US!!! GIVE US HRT!! GIVE US MONEY FOR SURGERY!! GIVE US BURGERS!!! GIVS US FOOD!!! GIVE US BLÅHAJ!!!

GIFT ANY TRANS PERSON A BLÅHAJ THEY’LL GO FERAL

in all seriousness, im so proud of all of us for surviving tr*mps tyranny. we survived back in 2016, we’ll survive again. dont let that fucker do exactly what he wants us to do, live in fear. live your best life living however the fuck you want. do that t4t, do that trans wlw/lesbian shit, do that trans man mlm/gay man shit, do that aroace shit, do that GNC shit, do that nonbinary/agender shit, be the transmasc femboy of your dreams, be the transfem mascgirl/butch of your dreams!!!

DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AND LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!

any other trans person or queer in general plan on purchasing a firearm for protection at this point? 😇?

There's something about the Kirby plush in the background that really sells this

oops forgot to update

im blonde now yall!!

+face reveal

my room lighting makes it look golden i PROMISE ITS LIGHTER IT DOES NEED TO BE LIFTED AGAIN THO LOL

YALL IM GETTING MY HAIR DYED ILL LET YALL KNOW IF IT FALLS OUT 💞

tbh i find it very ironic that in the past before my transition, i hated makeup and found it too much work to deal with but NOW?

i LOVE makeup. i LOVE doing my eyeliner. i LOVE femininity. and wish i didnt donate all my makeup because i didnt think id ever like them TT_TT

im literally taking the time to learn makeup and stuff so i can

me and my cousin were joking around (one who knows im trans, btw)

we both decided to eat cereal at 11p. i had frosted flakes and shes having fruity pebbles

we’re both queer so i called her a fruity faggot just like her cereal (as one does)

and she said that i needed the cereal

and whenever we do jokes like this, you would claim to not be apart of a minority while you’re obviously apart of it (jokes goes: claim the other is a minority they’re apart and they deny it)

so i of course did the usual spiel of denying being queer and tried to say “im a straight woman” but i just…. couldnt.

yall i couldnt even jokingly lie about being cisgender 😭

i also stopped using ftm to describe myself. i kinda feel weird using that term for myself. i dont wanna refer to my previous identity to acknowledge my current one. no shame to others who do, though!

fellow trans moots just a warning to block the person in the pic who genuinely doesn’t believe that trans men or anyone masc aligning can experience misogyny and believe that we are somehow the oppressors 💀

reminder to people who need to be explained it: TRANS men are STILL minorities. just because we are men does not negate the fact that we are TRANS. its in the same way that white people can experience racism but NOT systemic racism. trans men CAN be oppressors but CANNOT be SYSTEMIC OPPRESSORS due to the fact that WE ARE TRANS.

not only that, ANYONE can be an oppressor LMAO. only some can be a SYSTEMIC OPPRESSOR aka, WEALTHY CISHET WHITE MEN!! not even wealthy, cishet white men in GENERAL benefit from systemic oppression. someone like ME, a BLACK TRANS MAN will NEVER benefit from it. even if i werent black and was instead white, i NEVER WOULD. because i am TRANS. the man part does not matter because all they will look at is the TRANS PART.

may i remind you that trans men are affected by the reproductive rights issues going on currently? if i werent living in my state and i had been in like fucking texas and was assaulted? guess what? i wouldnt be able to get an abortion. and before you say “why didnt you remove your eggs”. 1) why am i expected to? 2) that’s expensive? lmao? and 3) i shouldnt have to have to remove my eggs to prevent an unwanted pregnancy. yall are forgetting that the issue of FORCED PREGNANCY is happening RIGHT NOW. but you dont care because it doesnt affect you.

so in the same way that us as trans men will never experience the issues trans women face, neither will trans women.

i keep seeing other trans people say stuff like this, a lot from certain transfems and its so disheartening to see people from our own community treat us like shit. infighting doesnt fix shit. you are making things worse especially for YOURSELVES by putting other trans people down. if i were to speak about other black people as if they were villians then i cannot be surprised when i am soon also treated like a villian. something something stones at glass house something something leopard eating face party. the trans community can talk about ALL our issues without making one group seem like shitty people just for existing, without putting them down.

you genuinely are no better than transphobes if you act like this. just because you’re trans does not mean youre not transphobic.

at the end of the day, we are still the minority because we are trans. at the end of the day when theyre trying to make us ILLEGAL, they will not care about how much hatred you’re putting out towards other trans people, like yes great! you helped them cause even more separating the trans community more! this is exactly what #they want so instead of helping each other, we are just pooling hatred so guess what! when they get rid of us, we wont be willing to help each other. youre acting just like an undercover fbi agent right now babes with this infighting talk.

for anyone who genuinely thinks this negatively about other fellow trans people, i beg of you to realize that this is exactly what they want. they want the infighting and hatred. and to play this game that became popular back in like 2015-2016

thank you lmao

anyone trying to argue w me will be blocked this is not a discussion. i will not argue with people who genuinely believe i am a shitty person JUST for wanting to be a man. this isnt LGBTQ+ positive yall this is T hatred.

these were posted by someone else but i wanted this on my blog too

the intersexism and transandrophobia combo continues !

fun fact: trans people cannot be oppressors because they have no structural power. that applies to trans women, trans men, and nonbinary people too. hope that helps.

its like they keep forgetting the fact that its possible for us to get pregnant. like i know this is a hard topic for many trans men as it causes dysphoria but its also something that needs to be discussed.

they keep forgetting that the laws that are put in place about abortion rights, reproductive care, etc also affects trans men but they never fucking mention it probably because they dont fucking care to.

if i were living in the a different state, one that has made abortions illegal, and i were to be attacked as a trans man, my rights to abortion would be the exact same as a cisgender woman. we are equally in danger.

because fun fact not all trans men get rid of their eggs. not all trans men want to get that surgery. some trans men actually WANT kids that are made using their eggs. IM one of them. why as a trans man is it expected of me to have that surgery? why do people assume that i want to? why are we never mentioned when it comes to healthcare the same way others are? why are they even BEING gendered? if it were like something someone with a certain sex organ should have then *sure, whatever, but that’s not whats happening here.

nothing should be specified to a gender as people who ARENT WOMEN can get pregnant and do not have access to abortions. people who ARENT MEN can get other people pregnant. lets go back to using gender neutral terms.

*(i also think its weird to have classes based on sex organs alone i personally think that everyone should learn about each organ and how to properly protect yourself and your loved one no matter what organ you have)

why are we always forgotten? excluded? especially when it comes to topics about protecting ourselves?

Holy fuck? That’s actually insane what.

day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 🙏

IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW

dude i want to take out my hair and wear my fro i wanna look more masc 💔💔

i find this really funny because before i finally transitioned (like a month before) i was telling my then boyfriend about how i wanted to have a dick and asked him if he ever wanted to have a vagina and he went “???? no???” and thats when i found out that wanting the opposite sex organ is NOT a normal thought most people have :/

all of my bsfs when i had told them about my want also agreed with me and ironically half of them are trans (one is a trans man and one is genderfluid) LMAO

Just trans things.

explanations left to right

- a big hoodie i got from target

- when i first came out, by my now ex friends and ex bf. when i came out for a 2nd time, my now ex bsf

- i was told by a transmed that me not experiencing dysmorphia/dysphoria wasnt me being trans and i thought i was going through a phase lmao

- i typically dont think when i shower i just scrub

- only my mom, dad, cousin, and brother know

- i want long/medium hair lol

- i dont pass irl so im scared to

- i wish it was more masc 😭 and im trying to prevent the tboy gay voice but voice training is HARDDD i wish there was just a step by step guide

- only a little not too much

- yeah LOL

- easier to be out online

- im 5’1 💀 i wish i was taller but it doesnt cause me dysphoria. not rn at least. ill be a short king 💔

- free space

- when i was a kid 😭

- nope i’ve always been into men

- i really want these breasts GONE 💔

- who doesnt? lmaoo

- i use binding tape + a strapless bra to flatten my chest

- when i came out to my mom, she asked a lot of questions 😭 was uncomfortable bc its my mom 😭 she’s supportive just wanted to make sure about everything

- already starting it

- i quite like my thing down there LMAO

- ive never used that bf mainly bc i 1) never thought to 2) barely have socks already 😭

- i know damn well i dont pass but whenever i try to i look in the mirror and go “do i?”

- he/him+they/them 😎

- i have an appointment to start soon!!!!

I also did a trans one!! (Also to my friends yes I do talk about not liking my height but not because of being trans, I just wanna be the tallest person ever)

im currently at the point of my transition where im happy and proud to be me

but i wish i physically matched who i wanted to be

i love my box braids and protective hairstyles in general, but i wish i could dye my hair and wear it naturally to help me look more masculine

i wish for nothing more than to finally start hrt (appointment with callen-horde on 4/10!)

i feel nothing towards my breasts. theyre just.. there. i dont feel sad or angry seeing them but they dont feel like me. like they shouldnt be there. but binding tape makes my cheat itchy and uncomfortable.

i just wished that people looked at me and went, “thats a guy”

hey yall im back LMAO

updates:

i finally dropped my racist toxic and somewhat transphobic ex best friend (will make a post about it)

visited my great grandma (will also make a post about it)

best way i describe my gender now is preferably no gender (agender) but if i had to choose, man and nonbinary (demiboy). basically meaning my dress/appear masculine/androgynous while my preferred pronouns are they/them and he/him. still genderfaun tho, my main gender just tends to be agender

i need to interact with more happy things. its the reason why i joined tumblr and stepped away from twitter.

my TL is just.. negative.

might purge a bunch of posts