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An interesting but devastating curse, A quite literal take
My take from that panel was that Seungho was being sarcastic because in earlier chapters he seems not to give a shit about his father. It wouldn’t make sense for him to all of a sudden put his father on a high pedestal especially when he has disrespected him in past.
I can't fathom just how Seungho was still able to regard his father with respect and at the same time, disregard himself despite everything.
DESPITE EVERYTHING.
DESPITE EVERTHING.
I can never understand.
Elder Yoon lost his integrity as a father when he abused Seungho for being gay. Maybe not by his own hands, but he was the mastermind of the abuse. I understand it was driven by cultural amd societal norm. But abuse is still abuse. And after all these years, he never even once thought that maybe even just a bit of what he did to his own son was fucked up. He did not regret any of it.
It really just proves how good of a man Seungho is. I'm not glorifying him since he has his fair share of sins especially towards Nakyum. But at least, he's trying to be a proper human being after realizing his mistakes.
This literally happened in verbatim
SHES THE REAL QUEEN I LOVE HER // <33
thangyu brainrot
hki guys i have a Singular headcanon for thangyu * nuzzles againsr all of you * (this is if they weere not in the squirt games and were actually happy and (probably) not onesided (theyre not onesided in squidgames either guys trust me Please please plea)
ok so i think namgyu would really be into fishing for some reason. idk but he kinda reminds me of a rowdy kinda trailerpark kid in a way. but i think nam would drag thanos along for 'dates'. and i think thanos would originally bitch at him and complain and claim he hates fishing and be like Ughh this is nasty and its fucking wet out here.. i mgonna stain my shoes.. though it slowly grows on him bc hes with namgyu and namgyu likes fishing and thanos likes namgyu, so why shouldnt thanos also like fishing?? so then thanos catches a big fish and hes like 😄😄😄but quickly masks it bc he doesnt want namgyu pestering him like "I Told You So.. 🤣😉" (as he told him "cmon just try it i think youll like fishing) ... i think he (thanos) is very stubborn like that abt most things and acts like he has giant opinions on things but then namgyu always seems to change his mind so hes like "Fml this gayboy messing up my flow.." anyway next time they fish they get high asf and giggle at the fish like "Look at this stupid ass thing.. Fucking bellend of a creature.."
yea thats my take on them fishing thanks * bows *
I had a dream. Like, a weird dream. I dreamt of Jinx, while I never watched the manwha (I just saw some videos and a friend explained it to me)
In my dream, Kim Dan was in reality a spy. Like a strong spy that could kick your ass if you mess up with me. All of his “cute and innocent” personality was just an act, except for his grandma like he really does love her. Why does he get together with Jaekyoung? I don't remember why in my dream, but I knew there was a reason. Also, his spy partner (not dating but like a duo) was potato. But potato's real name was Soogyu (if I remember correctly)
It was very strange…
sup 'tumblr'. got some magma doodles over here. just yoloing it out
watched all of good omens twice in the span of like 3 days and drew 10 billion things this is what being home sick does to a young adhd mind
Scare School - Chapter One (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/wNoV7sU3PA
Ralphael Diablo, or Ralph as he preferred to be called, is a lazy little devil of a demon and his parents are sick of his behavior. So what do they do? They send him packing to a far away boarding school on the mortal plane away from his home in Hell and away from everything his ever known. Of course, Ralph is not a happy about it and more than out his comfort zone in a school full of unknown monsters and being constantly mistaken for a gargoyle is no trip either. Could things get any worse for him? Well, his vampire of a bully certainly doesn't help. Oh, and did I mention that Ralph completely has the hots for him? - This fic is inspired by the TV program 'Casper's Scare School'.
i made this realization almost a month ago about that my extreme liking and obsession towards yanshen is also because of the fact that i like caiowe but unfortunately i do not know anyone who likes both mhyk and thousand autumns so i feel like i'm talking a wall whenever i mention this. anyway, for example:
a-qiao's and cain's constant goodness and perspective on the world, their strong will and determination on their beliefs and morals...
yan wushi and owen enjoying 'good' people straying away from their good character, their eagerness in riling up the person they've taken a liking to (shen qiao and cain respectively), their questionable beliefs and worldview... also the fact that both of them have a child-like personality (as a result of ptsd) LIKE THAT HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD FOR ME. xie ling and kizu owen 🥺
fjkefhdk i'd talk about this more but it's nearly 4 am and i have a class at 10...
sharing paragraphs from (published) fics i wrote last year that i really enjoyed writing!!!! putting these side-by-side i'm starting to think that there's this evident recurring theme...
[image 1], [image 2], [image 3]
i have TONS of wips stored in my gdrive so hopefully. i get to free them from the box.. my goal for this year is to write lots of words. and being consistent with my writing. AND to stop underestimating my writing capabilities :D i have a superrrr long way to go + still not confident in my english skills when it comes to writing;;;;
the beauty abt old age yaoi is the show don’t tellness due to necessity and i eat it right the fuck up
it’s like ptsd still being acknowledged and even respected in the 1980s, but they just called it shell shock yk
don’t give me explicit confessions where the characters know what they are and how they stand, give me the ambiguity and confusion and lack of words
Give me sputtering and absurdity and desperation bc all you can repeat to your counter part is
“I know I know- I know. It’s not right, but you’re some lost screeching part of my body and now that I’ve walked even one mile with you by my side, I can’t bear the vast amputation removing you from my life would be. Stay.”
Not your boyfriend or your lover just- something else. Something more and contagious and rotten. Something beating a new heart in behind your breast and echoing a liveliness in your laughter
GIVE ME BACK YEARNING GODDAMN IT GIVE ME BACK BLEEDING FOR LOVE GIVE ME BACK THE ROMANCE OF SOOTHING OUT JACKETS AND RUFFLING HAIR AND FEW AND FAR BETWEEN GLANCES U PRICKS- *pulled off stage by a long cane*
liiiight watari said its MY turn to give L a heart attack
Kuroko Headcanons
• He leaves u for a man
love always prevails but the enemy is our asshole tendencies and problematic behavior
Ik we’re so so so bad for eachother narratively and actively regress the others character development but I look at u softly in the glowy minutes of early morning alr
Listen to Naruto
He knew what was up
we’ve lost the plot of fandom fun im afraid
So im here to relight that flame
Make that corny shonen jump protag fic that’s disproportionately angsty in comparison to canon
You make that tropish ship fic- maybe a little nightmare on a mission or truth serum in a potion
valentines day love chocolates gone wrong or a random transformation into a cat for a week- Yes. It. -it is all sasunaru yes but that’s besides the point
Look deep inside yourself and pull out 2016 kicking and screaming from the cavity of your chest, I promise it’s worth the long and dark passage down memory hell, and you’ll find the closet thing to Heaven earth can provide at the end of your journey
Light Yagami x Eren Yeager…. hm I feel strongly abt this
don’t know which direction tho I’ll keep yall posted
don’t heteronormative gender roles my yaoi
Put
Them Both In A Dress
Or Don’t Dress-Them Up At All
But U Can’t Just Pick One
I think L and Light could’ve worked it out in the remix if they had a mean Just Dance hour sesh with eachother
And
Also
Yaoi
yeah what if I
What if I did parallel u so hard all your other love interests get compared to me off jump- no canon statement needed? What if I was so ever haunting to ur character fans hopped skipped and leaped in attempts to justify shipping you with another ??? What if I had penis and u had penis
And No One Knew How To Separate Us?
Can I be a wild cowboy running free from daddy’s broken home and trying and failing to make anything significant of myself but goddamn it there’s something special in me I just know it and goddamn im just so tired of being beaten and worked like a bastard dog so can I just-
Can I Just Stay Under The Moonlight For A Few?
cuddled up next to
my extremely common but reliable brown mare and wrapped in my ma’s
worn down shawl that itches something fierce but warms up my legs from under my work jeans like you wouldn’t believe
Also
I have Penis.
And So Does My Lover
you're in his dms. i'm getting under his skin. i am grating him like a cheese. he is clenching his jaw so hard i feel a crack in a tooth when we make out
cure me doctor
jam a sharpened pole down my dislocated jaw and out from my back, straight though the middlish knuckle of my spine, and leave my skin to burn under the earths ever scorching eye
let me stare back unrestrained as the skin on my face melts with gentle featherlight caresses of beginning rays, and then later blister at noon as it glares through my throat and past my limp limbs
- anon is angry bc their coworker kept interrupting her trying to speedread fanfic during her lunch break
oh shikanaru u
u meekish schoolyard fascination quickly catapulted into extreme codependency u
ur so observation in humanity, case study of the idiot with the sincerest smile you’ve ever seen, theory board specimen turned fiery, irrevocably hopeless timeless love
so pure spirited and full blooded is that heart skipping eyes freezing lungs failing giddy floating face flushing u r
so frozen solid and panicked as shikamaru breathes in the absolute zeal and open chested heart ache and full body mind and soulful hope leading Naruto headfirst into the rest of his life in a series of increasingly incredible and intense events that always seem to stack up into something beautiful instead of falling through the faults of the trusty human limit and nihilistic doubt
every step is on the unstable air of an oceans edge, yet Naruto makes a messiah of himself in the way he runs insultingly easy on that endless sea’s surface and Shikamaru knows objectively how and why and what Naruto is doing but he just can’t believe his eyes
his inexperienced heart pounds a hole through his chest and pulls him so thoughtlessly onto the water until he’s sweating and panting and running after Naruto with that infectious passion for life and human connection and peace- like that’s ever been more than a carrot on the end of a long, lying stick
he’s sweating a layer of his skin off and he hates the heavy exhaustion weighing down a crack through his internal promise to stay the fuck outve this- outve the adrenaline and line of fire and risk- but he forsakes his clan and his brain and the reality of the world and what being a shinobi even means because goddamn he’s hungry
he’s hungry in a way he doesn’t think contentment can soothe anymore
not even close
not when all he feels as he watches those clouds dance lazily across that bluest blue, is loss, because he knows a bluer blue and Naruto would never resign himself to sitting listless at the base of his favorite green hill because he’s off making greener pastures of shitty realities with thinly survived battles and thickly woven trust gained by the same stunned realization everyone has:
Naruto Cares
he cares so much his sleeve lead his feet because he’s long since given up hiding his heart behind his ribs like any self respecting person of moderate preservation
and shikamaru seethes as he understands so deeply he might as well be every new pair of eyes that trace the frame of Naruto’s smile with that glittering helplessness they never mean to revel
he tells himself obligations uproot his back from that perfect hill, that perfect view, those perfect clouds- duty probably, he is clan heir after all
but he knows the truth rests closer to the surface than he can manage to smother
He Knows He Can’t Help But Care Too
through, because, for, and ever after Naruto, because all of a sudden the grass itches where it once caressed and his heart creeps into that little dip between neck and shoulder
not yet on his sleeve, but it doesn’t have to be
because it’s enough
Naruto’s back faces him as he runs ever faster, over ever greater oceans, ever brighter suns that rise on that dangerous current-
And It’s enough
silent and subtle and studying- this view is now what returns that contentment he’s been basking in for so long
smiling all mock exasperation- yeah Shikamaru thinks-
This Is Enough
sasunaru to me is what the perspiration on the fishermen’s hand is to the dying trout
sweet succulent life sustaining liquid gold u r
idc if ur too unique niche freak to appreciate the yin and yang populating the mainstream ships i rlly couldn’t give a fuck if u pounded one right into my g-spot
they didn’t run so insert homoerotic rivalry can walk here- no
they leisurely strolled down a dirt path barren of greenery, and from their mere presence flowers of shining beauty and grace thence forth sprouted from the infertile earth, and life was once again colorful with impossible life
they yearned so hard that a sexual relationship can only begin to scratch the intimacy these two crave from one another
they hump and fuck like rabid dogs bc there is no other way to be closer and they’ve tried to crack each other open violently too frequently and fruitlessly to blindly let it be their solution again
there is no absolving the space between their freakish hearts- all big and pumping and so full of love and hurt they sometimes don’t know the difference
soulmates twin flames heart parallels-
all the labels and words and terms are never enough bc they aren’t woven tg thread of skin to thread of goddamn skin and they can’t fucking cope with the reality that that isn’t an option
so watch it u porn addled fiends, bc if the anal is anything less than deeply sentimental and overwhelming and wound melding and soul crushing and peace reaching, you’re writing them wrong
they need no less then to eat each other alive, but they settle for rushed blowjobs and cockwarming occasionalities
they need no less then to reach a hand into the others chest and feel their own heart beating alive in their palm, but they settle for sucking hickeys into the pulsing sound beckoning through their throat
they need no less then to kill each other, but would fall into such ironic tragedy in the aftermath of voids and oblivion and piercing numbness that’ll colors their finger tips purple while burning their eyes crimson from cold, eternal oceans of unshed salt, so they settle for loving each other
they don’t blend or dance or toe the line of obsession and hatred and love and humanity and feeling
They Are That Line
and I’ll be damned if the general consensus between the two remains the misconception of cheap and easy Enemies-To-LoversTM
fuck u
treat my yaoi with the reverent touch u would bow to a shrine to and the ears opened eye widened awe you reserve for humanities greatest living legends, and then up the dosage of pure admiration by a hundred and ten fucking percent
im rule 63 autogynephilia
anon is rocking back and forth, mockery of a cradle, but my bleeding heart feels no shame at this realization
nothing will ever lick a second of soothing coolness onto my scorched brain- completely smoked raw and red under the beaming sun
what’s the sun?
Thangyu.
these goddamn junkie adrenaline freak loser failures have completely enraptured me- through thin skin and stubborn bone
don’t cheap me outve the internalized homophobia potential u cowards
stop sliding me 1500+ smut shots u shallow pricks
For once I don’t need to satisfy my flesh- I need only a balm to my soul
Give me crying and screaming and blood and death and realization and fruitlessness and yearning and deep seated sadness that’ll haunt a sort of feeling back into my body in the loneliness of nite
Just a little head drawing of Zeus lol
:)
Zeus in Konoha at night!
This is probably one of my best digital drawings including a background where I didn’t need a reference for the pose so I’m very proud of it :)))
Also I know the lunar is weird and the hand is weird don’t judge I didn’t realize till I was done with it ;-;
I created my own stamp for my acc so hopefully it looks cool?