Three: I'm??? Not Okay????? Shes Raising My Standards To Levels I Didnt Know Existed 💔 - Blog Posts

bisexuality but bisexual and I just i think i’m going insane I don't know what to do for each other AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA am i in love? with my friend? shes such an angel uughhghhhdhhdhwv because im fairly certain we are wives and both somewhat hold genuine romantic feelings but one: her family is homophobic two: we live in different countries three: I'm??? not okay????? shes raising my standards to levels i didnt know existed 💔 i fear i may have liked ladies before this all happened/before I met her actually no I definitely questioned it i am in fact pondering whether I like both gentlemen and ladies now because shes such a darling uhshhwihhihhhhhhhhhhhh loud sobbing what is this doomed forbidden yuri (as she described it) she cant just say these things and expect me to remain a purely straight lass aha just kidding i think she knows im falling hard or am i I DONT KNOW UVHHHDGSH HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HEL- kicking my legs and screaming and sobbing can i just: not like anybody ever please these things you mortals call “romance” and “yearning” are extremely complicated and I'm afraid they're making me lose my sanity can anybody please help me um is it alright if i tag this as just because i need somebody to help me figure this out because i dont know anymore the questioning came back snd it is STRONG im afraid