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I can't help but feel curious. If Doll ends up warming up to Lowell, would they be able to coax him into sleeping a bit more often?

You might be able to try to get him to sleep more often but he does have severe clinical insomnia, so you're unlikely to be successful beyond maybe a few extra hours a week, and he'd mostly be laying down just to appease you and snuggle up with him.

If you want to actually get his insomnia under control then you'll need to convince him to regularly go to doctor's appointments and recieve psychiatric care and ongoing therapy and THAT is. Extraordinarily unlikely, sorry bud.

OH MAN THE URGE TO GO DOWN ON THIS MAN AND BITE HIS THIGHS AAAKKSMSKSKSJSJ I'M IN CLASS TOO RN HAVING THE BIGGEST POKER FACE SO I DON'T GET EXPOSED AAAAAAJAAJAJAJSNSN

>:3c I live to pester with yan trans porn

Take a bite he's got good thighs and extra junk in the trunk iykwim

I want this man to do unfathomable things to me

Things that shan’t be fathomed I tell you!!!!

Enjoy ur 100% fathom-free freak boy shenanigans

Thank u for lowell, finally i can enjoy t4t in a yan game 💕🏳️‍⚧️💕

THIS ONE'S FOR YOU NONNIE

IM YHE PRAISE ANON HI HELLO

I love receiving praise mmmmmmmm IM NOT GONNA SAY A REALLYOUTTA POCKET THING BUT. PRAISE DOES THINGS TO ME MAN---

I feel you so much praise anon. Rest assured. Lowell can provide

I can safely say I am sending Lowell all of the love and affection w/in my body, he deserves the world uwu.

Lowell soaking up all this affection and not knowing what to do with it like

Stares at Lowell

Ahem, I have v much have shark teeth, how would Lowell be with an MC who will in fact bite him every chance they get and they have super sharp teeth

Bonus for biting stims bc biting stim is me

He is very biteable! Plush and cushy good on the teeth. Go nuts and bite as hard as you like he can take it :o) leave some cool scars and he'd be over the moon

So ahem, me a trans male asked my father to use he/him on me, he said he wasn’t comfy with it, and that we can’t deny the laws of nature. He just said to me I’ll always be his daughter. So I’ve been crying for like 5 mins bc of that lmao, how would Lowell help MC with that?

Lowell is also trans and would be absolutely FURIOUS on your behalf. He also comes from an unsupportive family and he knows exactly how much that hurts. He would hold you and reassure you that you're more of a man than someone like that could EVER be, pet your hair and tell you thay he absolutely sees you as a male and that anyone who says otherwise is wrong and that you don't deserve to be hurt like that.

As a side note, I'm also trans and have dealt with a lot of grief about it, so if you ever need someone to talk to, my DMs are open. I hope that you're safe and that you find a supportive and validating community that can help you with how awful and painful that is. Stay well, and don't be afraid to reach out if you need.

Hol up, he collects vintage medical instruments? Perfect match; I've been trying to start collecting vintage embalming equipment. I wanna use one of the old embalming machines from work to make a terrarium for carnivorous plants 🖤

He does indeed! He'd be happy to geek out about that with you all day, and he loves using collection items in creative ways like that!

Also that's cool as fuck and if/when you do that, I, the dev, would LOVE to see it carnivorous plants are so cool!!

Me, post tattooification as he shows me just how into it he is: so anyway I started moaning-

This would be the two of you fr fr

How would Lowell feel about an MC that's also a doll collector, as well as customizing Monster High dolls? :D (I'm curious since I have a LOT of sharp objects lying around for this hobby haha)

Oh he'd be thrilled that you shared a hobby like that, he could talk to you about it for hours, and he'd make sure to gather up your collection and your tools and bring them to you in the attic. He'd build custom display shelves for you, buy you limited or rare editions (with very little regard on cost- he may not be swimming in money but he values collecting so much that he's willing to pay quite a bit to indulge both himself and you), and get you everything you needed for your projects! He'd like to help make custom clothing and accessories for you, and would probably insist on making you matching outfits.

As for sharp objects... well. You might have to earn a LITTLE trust from him to get those privileges, and it may be supervised at first, but he also isn't opposed to you, say.... 'customizing' him a little :0)

What about Lowell's psychology makes him want to keep the mc and pamper them like a doll?

Excellent question! It's a little bit spoilers but without revealing too much he feels a total loss of control within his own life and that's extremely frustrating to him. Keeping a Doll, and particularly keeping them well, allows him to feel useful, interact with someone in a way that he feels a little more comfortable in, and gives him the opportunity to exert control after a long life of having pretty much no ability to do so.

He's also an avid collector who does like collecting dolls in general, and it thrills him to have a real live human specimen- the most unique doll he could possibly own, in his opinion.

What if Lowell had a Doll who doesn't eat much or at all,, like they eat the bare minimum to live and function but other than that they don't eat

I will answer this ask but as a note I likely won't be answering many follow up asks about MCs eating habits- for personal reasons it's not good for me to engage with stuff regarding difficulty with food and eating, and Lowell's difficulty eating reflects my long history with both medical and mental illnesses affecting my ability to eat. From the perspective of character creation and story building, Lowell gives me an outlet to express that, but I have limited ability to take part in more interactive conversations and scenarios and such about it.

All that being said, he'd be incredibly worried about you, always sneaking snacks into your pockets, coaxing you to try out his new recipes or come test the soup he has on the stove to see if it needs more salt, try to establish a regular routine for you to be eating, and he'd try to take meals with you. If you're amenable to it, he has liquid meals that he uses when he has particularly bad gastro flares that he's more than happy to share with you to make sure you stay nourished.

What if mc asked for tattoos that look like doll joints? :0

He's got a tattoo artist that would be more than willing to do that for you! There's also leggings/ sheer shirts that produce the same effect for those who don't want the permanent body mods. That being said, permanent changes to your body to reflect being a doll/ his ownership of you he would find REALLY hot

what if the mc was unsatisfied with their body and was really into the dollification to make themselves look prettier? would lowell encourage that?

He'd encourage it kind of to back door build up your confidence in your body- choosing outfits that accentuated the parts of your body you didn't like for him to worship them all the better, doing your makeup to highlight any parts of your face you were self conscious about- he wants you to look and feel pretty and by God if it kills him he's going to make you feel like your natural body is gorgeous as hell.

THIS MAN WOULD MAKE MY PRAISE KINK ACT UPPP,,

Giving or receiving anon this is so important because I CAN provide

Lowell strip game on Twitter yes or no? If I get so many as 3 yeses I AM prepared to reveal his t-dick AND ass tattoo. Maybe even his favorite strap :3c

How does Lowell feel about biting, giving or receiving?

He'll do both! Prefers to give because he likes marking you up, but he's a low grade masochist so he likes to be gnawed on from time to time.

If it's not too much of a spoiler, what chronic neurological illness does Lowell have? (Unless it's already posted somewhere and I just didn't notice, in which case my bad)

The conditions he has themselves are not spoilers! Lowell's primary diagnoses are Mixed Connective Tissue Disease and Relapsing Remitting Multiple Sclerosis that is starting to progress more rapidly. He also suffers from gastroparesis, which makes it incredibly difficult for him to eat properly, a thyroid disorder, and he was just diagnosed with the beginning stages of rheumatoid arthritis at the onset of the game.

Lowell has been ill since he was a child, but he grew up in a neglectful household so he didn't recieve necessary medical care, and he both went to culinary school and now works as a commercial baker. He was essentially able to push past a lot of his symptoms to appear able bodied and has worked well past his limits for a long time, at massive detriment to his body- he's starting to feel the effects of his conditions acutely, and his ability to maintain his job and live a relatively normal life are declining rapidly.

I'm sparing the gorey details of how his conditions effect him in the two milder routes, but they will be playing a large part in the croquembouche route.

Lowell's feelings of losing control within his own body highly inform his character and his actions, and are drawn in large part by my own struggle with chronic and progressive disabilities- we don't share all of our diagnoses, but Lowell does have a few conditions that I myself suffer from.

Lowell reaction to mc saaaaay taking a bit of a cream filled donut and saying smth along the lines of “I wish that were me”?

Well he doesn't have cum but he DOES have cum lube and toys capable of doing that.

He'd probably be fairly literal about it- you wouldn't have time to finish your treat before he'd be whipping out his toy collection and asking you to pick a size

Brat tamer Lowell has me acting up fr fr

OKAY SO I CANNOT HELP BUT ASK FOR HORNY IM SO SORHEUJS DEHIS

Okay so MC has been gone for a while right? They come back in a playboy bunny suit(I think that’s what they’re called-), Lowell sees them and turns out MC was at a bar dressed like that

His reaction

Pls and tank u

Normally I'd be so happy to write a small scenario for this, but it's a good time to address a couple of spoilers for the game as well as some notes about Lowell's yan proclivities!

First of all, bold of you to assume he's letting you out of his house. The period between you meeting Lowell and him taking you home is. Small. Even in a long term and committed romantic relationship he doesn't want to risk you getting away or getting hurt without having him there, and he'd much prefer you never leave the house at all. The most you'll probably get from him is supervised outings, and that's WITH a lot of trust that would take him a while to build up.

He's totally got a playboy bunny outfit for you already though, so that's the most realistic aspect of this situation.

Lowell is also less concerned with other people looking at or even flirting with/ fucking you all things considered. His personal view of your relationship is that he's got a deeper connection to you than anyone, and you to him. So he's not at all opposed to you being seen in provocative outfits or positions- you're HIS doll and he's happy to show you off.

I know this isn't quite what you were asking for but I hope it gives you some nice insight on his character!

NSFW short Drabble of Lowell using a paddle on us then?

:3c

I even picked a paddle for u ur welcome

NSFW below the cut, includes GN reader, spanking with an aluminum implement, brat taming, teasing, rope bondage, crying, stoplight safeword check ins (all green), and mild degradation

"Oh you pretty little thing," Lowell tuts, tracing the outline of the paddle across the outside of your thigh. You shiver, glancing down at the smooth pink metal surface and trying not to betray any nerves. Your throat bobs as you swallow, and you have a feeling that you'd let on a lot more than you intended when he giggles, reaching up to grab at your chin with his free hand.

"Do you want to remind me why I had to tie you up, Doll?" You wrench your face away from him, defiant. If he was going to act so smug, you sure as hell wanted to give him a run for his money.

"Because you're a freak who can't keep it in your pants?" You hiss, squirming against the thick red ropes wound tight around your arms and torso. The answering smack of metal against flesh has you biting your lip, trying to keep down the whimper building in your throat with everything you had.

"Aww, that's not the answer I was looking for, my little plaything. I like my toys well behaved, you know. Why don't you try again?"

"Fuck off," you reply, voice laced with petulant venom. You screwed up your eyes as the answering strikes came hard across your ass, failing to keep down a small cry in response.

"Again," he states, voice a little harder now under the teasing lilt. "Something about you not listening to me," smack, "something about you deliberately disobeying me," smack, "something about you being a relentless, needy little brat."

Smack!

Hot tears well up in your eyes, the pain of the increasingly firm strikes spilling over the lines of your self control. You sob a little, a shaking, tremulous thing from deep in your chest, and the paddle comes to rest gently on what you're sure is the vibrant blooming red of a series of heart shaped impressions on your skin. The chill surface of the aluminum implement, so cruel only moments before, now cools the sting of the previously strikes slightly, offering a second of relief.

"Color," Lowell murmurs, tone briefly soft again as he assesses your condition.

"Green."

The paddle comes down hard again, and you're reminded of the strength of Lowell's arms- working, baker's arms- with brutal clarity.

Tears are spilling freely down your face now, and Lowell takes a moment to catch a bead on his thumb, pulling it up to his mouth to lick it away with a sickening sweet smile.

"Come up with anything yet, Doll? I can do this alllllll day, you know~ I'm sure you'll have such cute bruises when I'm done with you!"

You bury your chin into your chest, heaving out a breath.

"I was a brat, sir."

"Aaaaand?" He urges, bouncing the paddle lightly on the inside of your thigh.

"And uh- fuck, I- I should have listened to you, and now you've gotta make me."

Seemingly satisfied with your answer, Lowell delivered another quick strike to the sensitive flesh of your inner thigh, humming appreciatively at your responding whimper.

"You're so lovely when you break down for me, Dolly. I knew you'd come around." That sugared tone of his sent shivers crawling down your spine, and you pushed your hips forward a little, coming to realize exactly how much his harsh treatment had been affecting you when the evidence of your arousal slid against your underwear. He looked down, noticing as you had what he was doing to you, and discarded the paddle somewhere in the sheets.

"Oh you desperate thing," he sighed. "My desperate little slut, I really got you that worked up just putting you back in your place, huh? Looks like my toy wants me to play with them a little more~" He snickered at that, hands tracing over the purpling impressions he'd left on you before settling over your crotch, his breathing becoming heavy as they played with your waistband.

"Go on now, Doll," he urged, a dark, hungry expression taking over his features, smile becoming more unhinged by the second as he took in the sight of you. "Tell me exactly what else I should do to fuck that bratty attitude of yours right out~"

In light of my life experiences now and always I feel it's necessary to remind folks that Lowell is disabled, has always been disabled, and will always be disabled. Lowell has a progressive chronic neurological illness and it is absolutely crucial to understanding his character.

Cross posting from curiouscat, but I think this blog deserves a little more Scary Lowell :3

You're in for a treat if you wanna be scared, while Lowell comes across as very sweet and a little silly at times, he's way more creepy than you might expect. He's a collector, and he's very possessive about his collections, so touching them/ especially breaking them, will cause him to lose his shit real fast. Some of his collections are also waaaaaay scarier than other ones- you wouldn't want to run across them in the dark. Because he almost never sleeps, his relationship with reality can be a little tenuous at times, and his behavior can become VERY erratic and frightening.

He has a hair-trigger anger response, and while it isn't directed at the player, he can appear completely calm in one moment, snap at apparently nothing, and become a raving terror in the next. He's near silent when he moves, and he has excellent night vision, so he's got a real advantage while stalking you. You're also not the first person Lowell has abducted (spoiler ig but this is a yan game so it's kinda par for the course), and some of the others didnt exactly make it out alive. He does intend for you to be his last, though, and he has no intention of getting rid of his Most Precious Doll :)

Lastly, there WILL be a way for Lowell to actively dislike/ not want to have a relationship with you in the game, and lets just say that it DOESN'T end with him just peacefully letting you go. You'll also be able to discover some of the other shit that Lowell has done during the course of the game, and it's far from pleasant.

As a reminder, some of the more scary/intense aspects of this game will be optional! But for those of you who like your yan boys on the frightening side, Lowell is more than able to provide~

The way I would let Lowell(I’m so sorry if I spelt that wrong ajbddj) pound me into the matresshsifbdbdb HED SO SKRUNKLE- okay okay so so he’s trans does he have too surgery since he has bottom? Also yes I know another ask but but he’s skdjdhr AHEMM NSFW ask but but how would he be with a Bratty MC in bed? Perhaps ahem, a Drabble of it

Ooaybyehdhdbrb I’m so sorry for so many ask (ಡ‸ಡ)

You spelled it right, no worries!

Lowell has indeed had a double mastectomy! He has one long scar across his chest and he chose to forgo nipple grafts.

Lowell loveeees brats :3 he finds them adorable, and he's very playful with them! Plenty of teasing, and he's not afraid to manhandle you a little if it gets the desired response. He takes a very 'sweet words with rough touches' approach, and he can be a little condescending if you push his buttons enough.

🔞NSFW under the cut! Minors DNI🔞

“Aww come on now, Doll~” Lowell coos, grabbing you roughly by the chin and tilting your head up with unexpected force. You grimace as your neck twinges, shooting him a glare. You'd been in a bratty mood all afternoon, and you weren't in a mood to cave so easily. Apparently undaunted by the challenge, he merely giggles in response, settling on your lap with his fingers still fastened tight around your jaw.

"Don't be like that," he continues. "Don't you wanna be a good little plaything for me?" You rear back your head, reaching forward to snap at his fingers with bared teeth. He retreats his hand smoothly, as if he'd been expecting this from you, and treats you to another sickly sweet smile that spreads wide across his face. Bright red has blossomed over his cheeks, and he whistles appreciatively.

"I have such a fiesty toy today," he practically purrs, reaching around to grab you roughly by the hair at the back of your head. "I think we need to find something else for that mouth to do, hm?"

Hiya, Doll~ ❤

some concept art <3 the cat’s name is mustard

Darling Dollhouse NSFW Alphabet

Here's Lowell's NSFW alphabet :) yall have fun he's a Freak™️

A = Aftercare He's very service oriented after sex. He'll clean you up, make you a snack, make sure you drink water- not a big cuddler after but he'd love to run you a bath and gently stroke your hair.

B = Body part cheeks of both variety 🍑especially when they’re all red

C = Cum Lowell wants to make you cum SO BADLY, as many times and as hard as possible. He's a swallower, and he loves drinking in all the noises and cute faces his dolly makes. He doesn't often feel the need to cum himself, but when he does, he's a whiner and a shaker.

D = Dirty Secret The only people he has slept with has been inside kink clubs, and for a while he was a frequent servicer at a glory hole.

E = Experience Lowell has slept with some people before M/C, but he eventually decided he didn't enjoy it very much. His experience was with the kink community in sex clubs, however, and he developed a lot of skill during that time.

F = Favourite Position Countertop, rocking horse, anything with suspension/sex swings, missionary/mating press with a partner bound to the headboard at the wrists.

G = Goofy Lowell is a big tease, and he's likely to giggle at M/C and their reactions, but it's more out of fondness than humor.

H = Hair Lowell's eyebrows aren't the only things he shaves to heart shaped, just saying ❤ trimmed short, dark brown, and extremely curly.

I = Intimacy it sort of depends on what you consider romantic/intimate. He considers himself very romantic, but if you don't find the concept of objectification and possession very intimate, it may not come across that way.

J = Jack Off Only really gets himself off when he's feeling VERY pent up and frustrated. He uses masturbation more as stress relief than out of any sexual need.

K = Kink Dollification, objectification, bondage, suspension, dress up, sensory deprivation, mindlessness/dumbification/bimbo/himbo, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, breathplay, face slapping, impact play, praise to his partner, degradation for himself, graphoerotica, ownership, toys, ahegao

L = Location At home. He's not really one for public sex, though he does have a fondness for using household furniture such as countertops, walls, couches, etc.

M = Motivation Seeing his partner get flustered/stammer/blush, wanting to relieve stress in his partner, watching his partner's eyes roll back in their head, cheek kisses.

N = NO ageplay, mommy/daddy, tongue kissing, scat, subbing (the closest he gets is being a power bottom), detransition (for himself)

O = Oral Prefers to give. He has a very big mouth and he's very eager to use it :) deep throating champion.

P = Pace starts off very light and teasing, pace is dictated by the reactions he gets from the M/C. He'll pick up the pace or slow down depending on their preferences. whatever gets them the loudest

Q = Quickie Fond of a quickie so long as he gets to really take his time with you later on. He considers it a kind of foreplay

R = Risk very experimental, given his... more eccentric kinks. He is perfectly capable of engaging in vanilla sex with a partner he cares about, but outside of a genuine emotional connection, kink is one of the only ways for him to get off.

S = Stamina Off the charts. He's a baker so he's fairly strong from hauling all that flour around and kneading dough, and given both his anatomy and his preference for multiple orgasms in his partner he can drag out a sexual encounter for hours. He can generally only take about 2-3 orgasms himself, but if you're going to make him cum, he has very extended orgasms- a few minutes long, at least.

T = Toy He has an extremely extensive toy collection and is always looking to expand it for both he and his partners wants and needs

U = Unfair Huge tease, but not really an edger. He's more likely to work you up with a lot of teasing before actually getting to full stimulation, but from that point on, all the teasing is verbal. More likely to push for overstim/ multiple orgasms

V = Volume He's a talker when he's topping, and tends to be very coherent. Might hum or coo in appreciation if his partner does something he particularly enjoys. When he's the one getting attention, however, he's a whiner, and while he still tries to talk, his words very quickly fall apart and he babbles incoherently.

W = Wild Card He owns an oviposition toy mostly as a kind of joke. He's never used it and he's unsure if he ever will but it gives him a laugh. would probably get off on the belly bulge from layin in a partner, though.

X = X-Ray He's had a metoidioplasty and experienced fair bottom growth, so his dick is about 2.5 inches long and freed from the clitoral hood. It's quite thick, and it twitches a lot. He often uses toys specialized for trans men that function essentially as a cock sleeve, and for those, he's partial to large sizes. The bigger the toy he can penetrate you with the better.

Y = Yearning He has a very high drive to please his partner but a low drive for personal stimulation. He's perfectly happy if his partner is the only one who gets off, and he can occasionally be reluctant to be stimulated himself. Occasionally experiences hypersexual periods.

Z = ZZZ how fast they fall asleep after he doesn't lol. He's a chronic insomniac, but he does feel sort of drained afterwards. Generally needs to do a restful activity for a little while before being able to return to normal activities

Hi everyone- please welcome Lowell to the world! He’s excited to meet you <3

Just some doodles by mr Crawling and Robin

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