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In madness and in magnetic beauty, in glory and in melancholy.
''I would recognise you in total darkness, were you mute and I deaf. I would recognise you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. And I would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion''.
- The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller
I felt something unexplainable in my chest and there were flowers growing inside my veins. My heart stopped and that moment felt like eons. Eons full of ecstasy.
-anneshwa
An euphonious evening,
amiable collection of hues,
changing forever,
till they're hugged by the darkness.
The sky plays beautiful rhythms,
and tunes can be heard for moments,
before silence grasps everything.
The beauty of a rhythmic sunset āØ
-Anneshwa š»
A dream that burned so bright,
it lit up the corners of the gloomiest alleys.
A dream as bright as the first light,
and as genial as a warm hug.
A gentle touch,
a glacƩ remembrance
of the sunny woods.
- Anneshwa āØ
The moments between giggling beginnings
& sobbing peripheries.
My body got well aquainted
with your amber touch,
now remains unbothered in the alleyways
of fading emotions.
My heart remained sangfroid in
your presence,
even when the entire edifice was on fire,
but now me and my little heart burn
in your longing.
- Anneshwa
For the first time in this lifetime, i felt miles of distance and an inch away closeness, in the same moment. Your mere words were enough to clutch my heart & make it bleed. You opened the gates with a volcanic force, slit my heart & went away in the morning light, and i longed just for another sight.
-Anneshwa
I hope you see my soul,
before you feel my touch.
I hope you seek,
with curious eyes.
We can go on a quest together,
to dig deeper into each other's souls.
The deeper i dig, the more i find about the hidden hamlets
in our soul fields.
I hope our souls are each other's last dream.
-Anneshwa š»
P.S i love this picture by @marinalaurel š
I wanted to swim away from the calm river, to sail in the rumbling waves of the stormy sea. I wanted to know the depths of it, I wanted to feel the shake, ready to break free. I wanted to dive deeper, feel it close, know its layers. Insanity gripped me as i got closer, because in its extremity i found me, and my mind couldn't comprehend its own oceanic complexity.
- Anneshwa
Touch you, and touch you and feel you, and feel you from far, touch you from far, breathe you from far and bathe in you from far. I cannot get closer, you intimidate me, you scare me, the blazing fire in your eyes petrifies me.
-Anneshwa š
When you touched me & cut me deep with your stare. My eyes bled merging into my lips. The flower of desparation bloomed and i called it LOVE.
-Anneshwa āØ
Somedays i love the sunsets, somedays the Sunflowers and most days, both.
Anneshwa Paul
You told me to stop loving you but I couldn't, instead you stopped, and yet i couldn't.
Anneshwa Paul
Your eyes play with my mind, like your fingers on a guitar strings. It creates a blooming symphony, and roots deep in my heart and grows up beyond the clouds.I thought facts don't care about feelings, But these feelings don't give a damn about the facts. My heart keeps waiting for an epiphany, it wants to be a resident of your 'not so vacant house', and wants to make it a home, a Paradise.
Anneshwa Paul
My art is for myself first, it's a vortex of my complex emotions. I channel my inner thoughts and feelings into it. I try not to let them dominate or paralyze me, instead use them to create something meaningful. So when you see a quote or picture by me, know that it comes from a very vulnerable place but when it goes out it makes me stronger. My art is for you and for all, but first, it's for me.
- Anneshwa
Sometimes i happen to people,
Sometimes people happen to meš»
-Anneshwa
She needs to recharge.
I hope
Why does this feel like a goodbye.
I was too weak
Now she is gone.
50 minutes and I am already waiting for her.
You are my moon. My light in life that is nothing but a dark night. Even when I can't see you. I know you are there. There is no repaying that.
āItās a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.ā
ā Beau Taplin
iām obsessed with these two and i fully have a whole story of what happened between them made up in my head so i donāt even know if these make sense ever but here is pt 3 of the tiktok quote slideshows with jori š„¹
I thought I knew what love was.Ā Love was sitting in my health class sophomore year. Love wouldn't date me until one of us could drive a car. Love played lacrosse and was a goalie, we bonded over that. Then college came 2 years later, and love left as quickly as it came.Ā Love became constant fights about pointless things. Love became jealous and controlling. Love ended at roughly 11:30 pm on a Tuesday night. Turns out I didn't know what love was. A month later, love's ugly cousinĀ loneliness came in disguised as love. LonelinessĀ was aĀ scrawny blonde who tried to be "country". Loneliness couldn't play sports, but I was okay with that as long as I wasn't alone. Loneliness became an on and off relationship thatĀ I couldn't let go of because it had love's fond embrace. I used loneliness as an excuse to date. Loneliness left on Mother's Day around 11:30 AM, and I went to the store because I didn't know why I was so sad that loneliness, the one I had been begging myself to leave, was gone. Turns out, love also went to the store that day. Love had also just gotten out of a long term relationship. Love had texted me a few days prior to make fun of me because that was what love had done when we were friends in the past. This love was different than the love that sat in sophomore year health class. This love was sporadic 45 minute conversations in the most random places. This love popped up when I needed it the most at any point in my life. This love accepted me for who I am. Love has a fast car, and a motorcycle. Love knows I like to play with my hair. Love knows I don't get out much, but love is ok with that because he brings me to the most beautiful places. But between you and me, I don't care where this love takes me, because, I know what love is, and he treats me the right way and has the most beautiful hazel eyes and the cutest dimples I've ever seen. I know what love is because he sleeps next to me (almost) every night. I know what love is and he is the most authentic man I have ever met.
Love is in my thoughtsĀ
The line between you and me is becoming far too wide far too fast. And Iām scared of what will come after the divide is so great that neither of us can jump across to the other. Will you grab my hand if I can't hold on? Or will my hands, bloodied by the drifted parts of us, leave you drawing away, ever nearer to a future where you and I do not exist anymore.
Sheās become a priority when we are are together
Iām scarred that one day youāll wake up and not love me anymore.
When we get distant.
āI love you.ā The only thing Iām absolutely sure of in this messed up world. And I hope the same doesnāt hold true for you because the light in your eyes is too bright to be dimmed by falling victim to this thing called love.
It has destroyed so many
I love how we lay together in bed. How we end up tangled together, hands folded together almost like we'd fear getting separated. The feeling of your chest rising and falling comforts me more than words can describe. The feeling of your breath on my cheek, neck, or where ever your face may be at 3 am makes me relaxed knowing that you are still with me. I love waking up to see your beautiful face, and I love seeing your beautiful face watching me upon waking up.
My love is for the beauty of us